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I just got a biopsy done today on a palm sized tumor. Im nervous about my test results but it has me rethinking my life entirely

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>has me rethinking my life
>spending time on /b
you need to rethink harder

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id be shocked if it was cancer. palm-sized and malignant you would be dead.

Ita night time and I'm laying in bed, I'll still come to Sup Forums because I still kind of enjoy it. I meant I'm rethinking that I'm going to try harder to get back to college and that I'll move out of the area that I'm in now. I'll focus more on trying to be happy and spend more time with friends and family. I'll go back to volunteering. And this is all regardless of the results, I'm going to change things around either way. I want to serve more of a purpose

>claims to rethink life
>in reality hasn't thought of anything, just wants to mention he survived a non aggressive tumour that come and go in the body all throughout life

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Guaranteed feels, every time.
If you have a heart that is.

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I certainly hope you're right. It just showed up so fast and when they did the ultrasound on it, they said it didn't even fit in the screen. It hurts a bit and I keep getting told by friends 'cancerous tumors don't hurt' but I'm not sure if that's true

i preffer to be dead

found out my grandma has stage 4 pancreatic cancer and has a few months to live

See
And yeah, I really wanted somewhere to talk about it, I feel like I should talk about it with someone but I haven't told any of my friends yet. Only my parents know.

typically that is correct. You will have to wait and see the biopsy results. what body part ?

I'm so sorry to hear that.

Chest

You can't really see it from the outside and I'll need surgery to remove it either way because they said it'll just keep growing

WIFE FUCKED off to mexico wwith her sisters a few days ago tells me she met PABLOw on the beach
i told her im going back home for a holiday too
armieniea lol i aint ever coming back lol fucking degenerate piece of scum!

>u can't really see it from the outside and I'll need surgery to remove it either way because they said it'll just keep growing
hmm so its in the chest cavity ? i.e the mediastinal area ( the area between the lungs ) or under the skin / attached to chest wall ?

chest pathology has tons of differentials, wait for pathology - mass that size in chest if you arent down 20,30,40 lbs quickly Id bet its benign

Tu esposa es una perra

I'm sad because Patreon is shutting down folks who draw bestiality porn

I needed this thread, I have the house to myself and chose not to study for my upcoming exams, because why bother, I started with straight As but don’t care how I do now.

I want to invite friends over but I don’t really have anyone close friends who wouldn’t find it weird if I invite them over to watch Netflix. I ordered 50 dollars worth of Chinese food to eat the pain away like a suicidal teenage girl

Oh and I had to put my dog down two days ago, he died in my ducking arms. He was my best friend for the last 16 years

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your wife is a bitch
yes you know her?

My side girl left me a few months ago and it just hit home how shit it is

I love my fiancée, but man the sex is mediocre as fuck, always complaining about how rough it is

IT hurts brothers,

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I really didn't want to say this but it's a tumor in my right breast. I was trying not to get specific because 'tits or gtfo' but yeah... chest sounds much worse when you put it how you put it though. I'm sorry if I mislead you.

I'm sure it's benign but I'm still nervous about it

I'm sorry user, that sounds rough. Just remember that the dog loved you and knew you loved it.

Thank you man, I loved him him so much

You must be young bro. Call it off now and save yourself a world of hurt over a long period of time.

You still want to marry your fiancé or do you have second thoughts?

i hide my depression and no one knows how i really feel

my parents are getting divorced and all my memories feels like they've been a lie. my life feels wrong

Can we see a picture of your beloved pup?

She is great and all, mostly 10/10

It's just the boring sex that's the main issue

How old are you? My parents divorced young but curious how older people process parents divorce

tell her to put her finger in your ass

I've been thinking a lot about killing myself and how I would do it if I decided to.
I think I'd go to meet the one last person in my life that I want to meet and haven't yet, have a rendezvous with them, and then off myself in the ocean.
I just worry that once it comes time to actually kill myself, I'll be too much of a pussy to actually do it. Then I'll have to go home and explain myself and that makes me want to die even more.
Idk, maybe in a couple years, I'll work up the courage.

She won't even sext or send nudes

Was a virgin though,

sorry user but late high school. I just heard the news

Story of my life. I can't tell anyone without getting put down, so why bother?

I’m sorry but I’m going to keep them close to me. I’d feel weird sharing them over the internet, there is always that one guy who is going to say my dog looked gay or something

Girls don't like me and never will like me. All i can do is dream about having someone but i won't. I'll just die alone, no big deal. This pain has been going on for so long that it feels numb and iv'e already come to terms with the way how my life is supposed to go. I'll just go to school, get a job, work a software engineering job, get a mechanical engineering hobby and die alone at an old age without passing on my genes.

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I understand

Took my gf virginity and now she wants to fuck other men to see how it feels.
Looks like its time to return to loneliness. I aint putting up with that shit.

This is creepy...

Is it in both or just one?

I’ve done something like this, I went traveling and gave away my favorite possessions and then changed my mind, so now I have less money and gave away my favorite leather jacket

Just the right one. They didn't find anything in the left. I will have the test results by Thursday

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Good luck dude. When I was 16 this kind of thing happened to me. Luckily it was nothing and it slowly ended up disappearing, but it's scary as fuck.
Hope it's benign for you!

Are you 13?
That's how most girls act

Just ended a friendship with this girl . She meant a lot to me but she was too weird like she would send heavy signals then when I'd come on to her she'd deny it then when I talk about coming on to another girl she'd get mad I don't know what she wanted from me but she makes my life harder than it has to be but I really miss her right now, we used to talk all the time. T_T

Thank you so much, I really do appreciate it!

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It feels like those covers in OP's pic look like tits.

Then you should be fine, It's quite possible it's not even malignant, and even if it is, your chances are very good.

Thank you I needed a laugh

damn...

Actually you're right. Cannot unsee.

I'm also in bed at night, lurking Sup Forums. I'll always end up back here, mostly because I've been here a good 13 years now. Sup Forums was never good, yet I still enjoy it, in my own way.

I, too, am making changes. Moving out of this place soon, possibly about to get a new gf, finally letting go of the shit I've dealt with the past six years.

something about this just punched me in the gut. don’t know why but this bummed the fuck out of me

>763906448
uncle died from that with his 4 kids under 13 each at the time, they made it and he never met his grandkids.

she and you were already blessed to have her a long time, enjoy her while she's here

It's 4:30 in the morning, again.
I'm awake, again.
Somehow going to bed doesn't feel important when you have nothing to wake up to, tomorrow is just going to be like today.

I'll get up, have breakfast and then sit around for an hour or two.
I'll take a walk, trying to stave off heart decease although I don't know why.
Come home, shower, eat dinner and then sit around again until I'm back here.

Or maybe I won't wake up this time. That might be nice, doing something new.

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>I'm 28.
>live with in the living room of a 1 bedroom apt with my mom
>she has cancer and is basically waiting to die.
>I can't afford to live on my own
>Will probably get stuck with grandma who goes nowhere, so can't bring home girls
>no financial cushion to go back to school for anything

Tl;Dr I'm 28 living with my dying mom and have and have no financial cushion to quit my job and get better educated

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the day Sup Forums was nice...

Its a good time to be awake user. It means you can sleep away a part of the day like me.

My stomach hurts.

What job do you have that doesn't pay enough for you to live on?

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When I was about 10 I burned myself with a hot paper clip for a week, I would look at a pocket knife for a hour and think of cutting my own throat.

Last night I started burning my thigh with a hot paper clip, it felt kinda good. I know it’s faggy and gay but anyone else self harm in the past?

I do like the quiet. I live in a decently large city but if I step out on my balcony it's dead silent. Shame it's also too cold to sit out there..

I used to feel like you. I was depressed, working 60/70 hrs a week and had no time for gym or social life. No shit, i got a better job in October, by New Year's I met a chick. I've been dating/banging girls since Oct 2016. I was literally contemplating suicide before. But things turned around.

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Good for you. I won't be fucking any kind of chick. I'll be shooting them instead. It may not be now, but soon i'll snap. I know it. I just do.

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Well I work warehouse. I could probably afford to rent a room, or I could afford a 1 bdrm with a roommate (my mom) like now, but I'm not dating anyone serious enough to share a 1bed apt with. And I'd be back living paycheck to paycheck.

Same. Its not quite here. Few cars going past. Can hear a train now and then. And its not too cold. Kinda comfy. I hope you have a good day and that something nice happens.

I fucked everything up
I finally found someone who truly loved me and cared about me, but there are a lot of awful things happening around me and my life is falling apart and I don't want to drag her down with me and ruin her. I left her a few months ago and now I realize just what I had and that I'll never have that again. Some people go their whole lives looking for "the one" and I found mine and threw it all away. I haven't felt anything for anyone since.

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You too, man.

dont you guys have something good in your life?
Like someone you love and who fucks your brains out into overwhelmingly orgasmic pleasure overpouring oceans of love wetting your entire sleeping room into a swamp of body fluids. Warm and cozy, cuddling to sleep. Holding eachother dear. And all the amazing jungle type creatures who've found new life support for their extremely rare existance in your bed room. Wake up next morning to sex birds and playful sexy monkeys jumping around your bed room to greet you into the new dawn of a new day, that has never ever before been experienced.
Then you go outside, and see fields of nature as far as the eye can see. Take in the envigorating breath of abbundant pure oxigen. Drink water, so pure, it tastes like liquid diamonds. hmm.

Everything that is shit about my life

> mom dies of cancer, I was 8 at that time
> today 18, have a weight Problem. 185cm tall and only 55kg, but I eat alot tho, it just doesn't help
> was never good in school, no future perspective
> weed psychosis, hard depression
> have a squad, but ofcourse I am the ugliest and the weakest, always disrespected
> always got fucked over in every relationship I had
> still virgin, while everyone in my town fucks every weekend as if it's nothing
> having to take insults every day because of my appearence, no confidence
> no good relationship with my family, I am an asshole
> while my 2 other siblings help my dad out in his business, I ofcourse do nothing because I am a lazy piece of shit with no motivation
> feel worthless, no talent, no skills
> socially awkward but still try to play it like I'm hard
> I am sick in my head, thoughts, imaginations, etc. that no person would have ( Not autistic )
> always hearing a strange sound in my head that doesn't go away
> right hand doesn't function right because I punched against the wall
> don't know how it feels to be happy
> no one that understands
> want to be loved

Nope.

art professor at uni overheard me describing my sleep schedule to a friend.
I said: "I usually go to sleep at 2 or 3 in the morning so that I can put off the next day as long as possible"
She said that was the most depressing thing she ever heard someone say

Nothing about my life is good.

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For me losing 50 pounds helped. Starting to workout helped a little with my mood, but I know how hard it is to get started when you hate life. Best of luck

im just generally sad and everything seems like a chore and I beat the fuck out of my side I really want to fucking kill myself how do people wake up and go hey yeah let's do more of this

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Basically the only thing I enjoy now is drinking. Its not even that I really like it, stopped being "fun" long ago, I just want to feel numb.

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You're not alone bro.

No. I have one friend that I get to see maybe once per week, he's always busy with work.
I'm unemployed so I have no job to go to, no colleague to talk to.
My family lives in another town and because of unemployment I can't afford to go see them.
And as the cherry on top, my dad died from cancer 3 months ago.

I wish I had something to lose.

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no

I know the feeling, chased after a girl for 3 years and it ended with a just a friendship, you’ll meet somebody else user trust me, she’ll be waiting

sooooo did he kill his wife with the bat or what?

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