Sup Forums post ur saddest memory:

Sup Forums post ur saddest memory:

>Me being 7
>Outside playing
>Find stray kitten in alley
>Bring it in house, feed it tuna, give it small bath in sink, let it nap in my lap
>Mom says it has fleas, has to sleep outside
>I give it a box with blanket, leave it outside and tell it I will visit at night (sshhhh)
>Wake up at 7am, oh yeah kitten
>Box is empty, search for kitty
>Find it next door, unresponsive
>Neighbor had left rat poison outside, kitten had eaten it
>Sat with kitten as it slowly died in my arms
>FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK THAT MEMORY

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You tried user, and for a brief moment that little kitty had a real friend. I'm sure he'll be there waiting for you in whatever life comes after this one.

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>be me
>obsessed with the eagles
>watching game on televisor
>hear loud skittering sound
>my ocd makes me lose it
>fucking rats
>decide I'd rather miss the game then have it ruined by that fucking noise
>head to store and buy rat poison
>take the time to set it outside
>miss the fucking game, only have bullshit highlights to taunt me with the good plays that I missed out on
>im fucking sad about it
>later I see some faggot boy outside my window holding a dead cat
>what the flying fuck is my life

I KNEW IT

>be me 13
>granma gives me 100$ for my bday
>tells me I have to spend it on something useful
>no toys, no vidya
>say ok
>couple of days later I decide I'd buy new shoes with the money
>figure it would make her proud
>while i'm gone granma feels sick and calls an ambulance
>couple of days later find out she's terminally ill with cancer
>I go visit and want to show her the shoes but she's busy talking with my dad and my aunts
>couldn't show her the shoes
>mfw she died during that night

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she's dying and all you could think of was your selfish shiny shit shoes? granma died out of disgust.

>grandfather's funeral
>dog died
>people telling their stories at group conseling

All cats go to hell

You fucking simpleton. Obviously, it wasn't the shoes; it was the fact that he had done his grandmother proud by not wasting the money on vidya or toys. You stupid sociopathic ass hole

>Spend year dating girl in community college
>eventually talks get more serious
>what careers are we going to pursue
>turns to talks about getting married and having kids
>one day she just stops responding
>what the hell
>spend 3 days trying to contact her
>remember her class schedule
>go to her class and peek through the door
>there she is just sitting there
>wait till she comes out
>what's going on I've been trying to contact you for 3 damn days
>I don't want to talk to you any more, user
>why?
>turns to walk away
>grab her
>what about the plans, kids getting married
>you're a failure at life and will never have that user. I don't want any of that with you
>let go of her arm and just watch her walk away
>week later see her in the cafeteria with some tall skinny dude kissing and making out

Besides the death of my father and grandmothers, pet loss has always been the worst.

>7
>wake up to pouring rain
>look in the back yard
>dog we've had since birth is laying in the middle of the back yard
>step dad goes out to confirm it's dead
>comes back in and tells me to grab a sheet and go clean up the mess

>21
>cat of 18 years is dying naturally
>hand feed him some water while he can barely move on the couch
>go tell others he's probably going to pass soon
>a few minutes later go back ot check on him
>he's moved under the coffee table for his final moments
>sit on couch and cry until the death rattle stops
>star at his body in disbelief ffor 20 minutes
>put him in a box, make grave stone, bury him in back yard

He was the best cat ever.

Plot twist

Cat was playing dead and you buried him alive, you murderous scumbag.

Idk why you think anything serious would / could / should happen in community college.

>be me
>8 years old
>in my room playing pokemon against myself
>hear mom crying downstairs
>from the top of the stairs I see her sitting on the couch, hands over her face, bawling her eyes out
>dad’s sitting beside her
>go downstairs
>sit next to them
>”user...i’m very sick, i’m going to have to go away for awhile”
>she had cancer
>that was 10 years ago
>shes gone now
>she’ll never see me graduate college
>she’ll never be at my wedding
>she’ll never meet my grandkids
>mfw

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I was 19 m8, hindsight is still 20/20.

Not hard to see that community college is literally high school 1.1
Not even 1.5

Yeah now but back then it's all you know

bumpp

I'm bumping out of interest

>be me
>age 9
>it's late december or early january
>my mom and dad are taking me to see my great grandmother.
>i didn't know much about her, other than her name
>we get to a clinic
>she's hooked up to some machines in a room
>she's dying
>i feel horrible at the time
>i kiss her on the cheek
>get depressed and watch basketball in the lobby
>a few weeks later, she finally passes and the date for the funeral is set
>for february
>on my 10th birthday
>i had to go to the funeral of a woman i hardly knew for my 10th birthday.

rip cat

>be 3
>parents fight every night
>hide with street cat that I adopted
>mom cheats on dad
>dad leaves her
>lose house
>go on welfare
>move to shitty house "urban cabin"
>mom gets asshole bf
>moms new bf leaves cat outside for a week
>cat gone
>innocence gone

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>community college
>community girl
>making out with random dudes in cafeteria
>her pussy is the buffet line

no big loss dude

It was still a fucked up memory and having everything lost on a dime was terrible. Took me a full 4 years to ever trust another person

One of my earliest memories is of being taken to see my great-grandmother. I must have been about five or six. I have this image of an incredibly frail, shrunken woman. One of the things that stands out is that she had an oxygen tank and breathing mask, which I had never seen before.

She must have been about 101 at that point. She lived to be 103, and she will forever be my reference point for the word 'ancient'.

Some of you are going to think it's terrible that that's the only memory I have of my dear old great-grandmother, but according to everyone in the family she was a piece of shit who abandoned my grandfather for a big chunk of his childhood, and was basically a hugely dysfunctional person who went through a string of relationships and made massive drama for everyone in her life. And unlike every other geriatric I've known, according to my relatives her mind remained sharp until the end, the better to annoy my grandparents with her bullshit.

Anyway, the point I was going to make was that I still regret that I wasn't taken to her funeral. Good person or not, I have zero memory of her actual death, and I feel like it's an event in my life that should have been marked.

this was one of the worst days of my life i didnt eat for like a day after
>be me
>old ass man
>web design teacher
>could retire but i refuse because i love my students
>"Mr. user can I go to the bathroom"
>say yes to see thic folk
>next day
>folks get loud
>gottayell.jpg
>doing my warm up stretches for my scream
>scream "HEY FOLKS, SETTLE DOWN"
>my day

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>be me
>about to leave to have a drink
>my cat keeps following me like a dog, he doesn't want me to leave
>i pet him and leave anyway, I'll spend more time with him another day
Little did i know my parents would later give him away. I regret choosing alcohol over my cat to this day.

cont
>be 13 now
>leave mothers house after fights with her bf escalate
>failing at school, failing socially
>robbing other kids at knife point
>shop lifting, depressed
>move in with father and grandpa
>sleep on air mattress in living room
>father getting fucked by work but still rebuilding his life
>grandpa teaches me not to be little nigger retard
>stop getting in trouble
>grades don't dramatically improve but passing
>not cool anymore considered a weirdo but don't care
>grandfather slips and breaks hip
>goes into surgery
>comes out in coma can hear and feel but can't move or see
>infections starts in his lungs
>say last goodbye
>he is crying even though he can't move or talk
>torments me mentally
>repay as much as i can being an asshole to other kids at school
>don't ask for admiration just say sorry
>be 14
>all childhood friends of 7 years abandon me in one day

>join football team
>be 15
>working out feeling good
>have a real chance to go to college
>move back in with mother
>one day tear ACL
>get surgery
>get a lot of oxy codone
>become addict
>become drug dealer due to loss of purpose
>get house robbed by drug addict
>get money
>start niggering out of instagram
>find im good at design
>hope after highschool once again
>be 18
>another fiend breaks into house
>look into his eyes as im about to stab him in the neck
>don't do it
>life changing for me
>get caught by pay-pal for defrauding them
>get lucky they reclaim all there money
>realize how lucky i am
>take shrooms
>realize i can do better
>throw away everything niggery
>stop associating with niggers and trash people
>move in with father again
>take all the money that I made from my niggering days
>buy car, 5 dress shirts, 2 jeans, 2 dress pants, workout shorts, socks underwear.
>read first book
>get drivers license
>workout lose a lot of weight
>enroll in CC after highschool
>be now
>3.74 gpa, transferring to good school
>"Wow user you look so different"

And you got shot for it...?

i think its an inside joke of his or something

I needed the laugh user. Thanks, I appreciate it.

I got a dog a few years ago. Had just bought my first house, finally had a yard, felt ready for a dog. Went to the humane society and found an adorable German Shepherd puppy. This thing was like 8 weeks old, tops. Took it home and started loving, feeding, and training immediately

About a month later, she started throwing up a lot and getting very sick. Took her to the vet every other day for several weeks and they kept trying different medicines, different shots, and different types of food.

After eating some food and throwing up, she'd refuse to eat the same food again - so I had to keep buying different kinds of food. I tried changing up her eating schedule (4 small meals a day, alternating food and water, etc) and tried sitting with her while she ate to make sure she didn't eat too fast.

By the fourth month she had lost a LOT of weight. All bones. And there was nothing at the local pet store that I hadn't tried to feed her already, so she was refusing all food. I would spend hours sitting with her and begging her to eat. I tried mixing wet and dry food, I tried adding people food to it, I tried making her home-cooked meals, I tried warming her food up in the microwave, I tried giving her raw meat,... Literally hours would go by that I would put food in her mouth and try to force her to chew it and she'd fight me and spit it out.

One night she started having bad seizures. I carried her to the car and drove to every animal hospital in town - but for some fucking reason they were all either closed or not accepting new patients. I stayed up with her all night in the parking lot of an animal hospital, holding her and trying to help her through her seizures.

The next day I took her to the vet one final time.

I haven't gotten a new dog since.

> Sup Forums 14, have amazing pet Husky
>is practically my best friend, play and sleep together
>feed him actual meat from time to time because I like giving him the best
>usually chews up bones like nothing
>not this time
>feed him a chicken leg
>starts eating it unusually fast
>starts to heave and gag
>my best friend is choking I'm front of me
>scared frozen
>I don't know what to do
>dad comes by and notices trying to fish it out and performs CPR
>nothing is coming up, takes him away to the vet
>I'm so scared I don't even go with them
>dad comes back home alone
> "I'm sorry there wasn't anything they could do"
>I killed my best friend
>I let him die alone.
>burry him in the yard underneath his favorite tree for shade
>still sit there sometimes to think when I visit parents