I'm sure I'll get crucified for this but can you please rec me some films like this and Eternal Sunshine...

I'm sure I'll get crucified for this but can you please rec me some films like this and Eternal Sunshine? Basically I want vaguely hipsterish romances with a weird premise and a faggy-straight main character so I can relate. They leave me feeling strangely sad and empty and scared and lonely in a way that I don't really like but can't get enough of.

BvS : Dawn of Justice Extended Ultimate Cut

Two Lovers

No weird premise, but should relate to the main character.

have you seen harold and maude, its an older film but it hits a lot of your points and is extremly charming and well acted

Blue valentine with Ryan Gosling.

Eye origins.

Too faggy.

Garden State, 500 days of summer, eagle vs shark. sorry for the really generic choices

Moonlight (2016)

Beginners with Christopher Plummer and Obi Wan

I highly recommend "Short Term 12" and "Never Let Me Go"

Both have female leads (mostly) but you'll both relate to them anyway, and relate to the males that both movies have. Both are also really good and imo will fulfill what you're looking for.

Lost in Translation
A Midnight in Paris

not precisely what you're asking for, but the feeling's the same

Vanilla Sky
The Lobster

Brokeback Mountain
Poor little white guy

You'll love this(by the same guy that made eternal Sunshine)

This. I loved the lobster.

not sure it's the right aesthetic but In the Mood For Love might work

Only Lovers Left Alive
Especially for the soundtrack.

Essential numale core

honorable mention: The Double (2013)

These too

almost famous

Anamolisa

The Lobster was so great.

Would the "Before" trilogy work for what you want?