sup Sup Forums. i've been here since 2005 or 6. i'm 30 now and it's been a long time since i've even been on this board. but i don't even know where to go and none of you fucks know me and most of you are going to tell me to kill myself no matter what i say. i've been with the same person for 15 years. she has been going through thyroid cancer treatments for the past year. her full body scan is on monday, and being honest i am scared as fuck. 2 surgeries and a radioactive iodine treatment later and i am sitting here in my house drunk as fuck while she stays in my dad's guest room because he has an extra bathroom and i don't and her shit,piss, spit and sweat are radioactive right now. this scan will tell if the cancer has spread and this scan will tell if the surgeries have been effective. i have had to stay 6 feet away for the past few days because of radioactive iodine 131. she had to have her thyroid removed followed by several lymph nodes. there have been a lot of days of special diets and 6 hour drives for specialist doctor appointments. i am sitting here home alone drunk and missing the shit out of her taking care of our dogs,fish and house were we stay to help my widowed grandmother take care of herself because without us she would have to live in a home. i'm scared Sup Forums. i don't have anyone to actually tell how scared i am. my dad and his wife know what is happening and are supportive but i can't live without her. everyone around me is giving me best wishes and i laugh and interact with people around me. but i am constantly on the edge of a mental breakdown right now. if this scan shows it has spread or we arn't over this i don't know what to do. and in between helping her i still have to help my grandmother with paying bills, food, pets and a bunch of other shit.
>i'm drunk,scared and more fortunate than most people.
i just want her to be over this. i'm literally crying. all i want is for her to be ok and fucking EVERYONE just acts like it already is.
shit sucks man, no matter what do your best and save face no matter what the outcome make sure you drink water tonight for sure though, ill burn a bowl down for you.
same here bro. here forever. edgy desudesudesu faggotmillhouse dialsoap spam lets clean this website up cancer is fucking hell. sorry bro, but you know what is going to happen. it\'s happened to many others. cures aren't what is chased after anymore. treatment to keep them alive for longer and extract more money :( we are all slaves
i'm trying to calm down. i would appreciate the burning of a bowl though. my fucking guy got his shit together and stopped selling so i don't even have access. this is my real doggo though. when i came in without her after the treatment he stared at the door and whined waiting for her to be behind me like she almost always is when we get back from places.
>drink water Can anyone, anyone at all, explain the rationale behind telling someone to drinking water at every single impasse? Anyone? What will water do for OP's impending mental breakdown?
That's because you don't cure cancer. You either prevent it, or remove it.
Daniel Nelson
Those are good puppers, OP. They will help you get through this.
Nice samefag. Post this on reddit instead, you retard.
Grayson Howard
op here. i imagine so i can feel ok tomorrow to support her and interact with my family she is staying with after drinking too much alone tonight. it's not awful advice in this case since i drank quite a bit of rum and coke and still cracked a beer just now.
Levi Reed
user told him to drink water cause OP said he’s sad and drunk. The more water you drink while drunk the easier the next morning will be. Idiot.
this is op again. i laughed out loud at this but i swear i'm not making up that the life of brian is one of her favorite movies and she has actually sang this to me about her cancer. she has been so much stronger than me about his.
Xavier White
Damn nice digits. I’m glad that you at least got a little laugh out of this. I don’t reckon there’s anything anyone on this stupid fucking image board could say that would make you feel better. I’m sorry this had to happen to you, OP. Just remember, there’ll always be some lonely sap here to at least listen.
it's not chemo. radioactive iodine is a destructive version of iodine that destroys thyroid tissue specifically and it's just a pill, but for thyroid cancer the tumors are made of thyroid tissue and they already cut out her actual thyroid so it should target tumors and also make them easy to spot in the body. problem is my thyroid is intact so i can't get close without destroying my own glands.
Levi Young
>hurr durr projecting >r-retard
Colton Davis
seek marijuana treatments anyway that shit is more effective than people have been led to believe
Dominic Robinson
Hope u get woke and realize u can only gey cancer and aids from fucking niggers.
Michael Perry
So you started posting here under 18? Reported.
Lincoln Evans
Stay strong OP, shit is just awful there is not much to say... Reading this just made my heart sink, I have a GF who I love massively and it just scares the fuck out of me that something like this could happen to anyone.
Im really hoping these test results will show she's A okay and you guys will go back to your daily life with your doggos.
Nathan Richardson
Weed is not a magic cure-all, man. Cannabis extracts were shown to reduce the growth of some types of cancer in vitro. Not in vivo. That matters. Getting high doesn't cure cancer.
Not OP btw
Jaxson Torres
never said he posted anything, stay out of it you fucking narc
Carson Rivera
Good luck on your journey user. Heres some good ylyl stuff maybe it cheers you up a bit.
I went through some really scary health stuff earlier this year user. Nothing made it better long term. You can't escape it.
But the thing that worked the best temporarily was wholesome, peaceful entertainment. Think of the boring, family friendliest show you like, and watch that. Something charming, that doesn't make you think. Doesn't deal with any harsh topics. That was the only thing that brought me peace in the really dark times.
Honestly, talking about it made it worse for me.
But if it helps you, then god bless. I hope your wife's results are good. I finally got my good response, and I literally danced because I was so happy. I'll be sending you those good vibes, for whatever that's worth.
Josiah Bailey
NOBODY CARES because these same kind of threads are made every day every fucking hour.
she has multiple times but this actually reminds me of one of my favorite stories about her.
because of her hormone changes she was on a period for a month straight. one night she was obvoiusly more horney than average but bleeding out her vagina and asked me to and i quote "lube up and stick it in her ass" the only oil sitting around was coconut oil because she was on a restrivie diet but could have coconut oil >yes oils in the butt count as ingestion. after i came in her ass she started laughing like a crazy person and asked me >did you use coconut oil? i was like "yeah? whats wrong?" i was worried until she dead ass looked me in the eyes and said >i guess you could say that was a "coconut cream pie!" she then laughed so hard she couldn't breath. god damn did i pick the best woman. we still laugh at it.
Mason Anderson
Do you think she will be able to suck dick better with no thyroid? That makes more room right?
Parker Howard
this entire story was because she was lacking a thyroid. that's why she was on a period for a month.
Christopher Myers
Oh well then is it true? Is there more space?
Bentley Wilson
Give her the best moments of her life. Tell her how proud you are of her, tell her how much you love her, make every second count. God speed to both of you.
