After deciding to kill myself, I finally feel free

Ethan Watson
Ethan Watson

After deciding to kill myself, I finally feel free

I dont have anyone to tell, but i am bursting at the seams with joy and i felt like telling someone!

Short few hours until freedom!~ I havent been so happy in years!!!

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Sebastian Williams
Sebastian Williams

dont do it D:

Asher Morris
Asher Morris

please dont, there are better things to do.
if you have nothing to lose as you say, why not travel the world?

Robert Miller
Robert Miller

can I have your stuff?

Nicholas King
Nicholas King

ok so here's the thing. if you're considering an heroing, then it means you literally have nothing to lose. it means you've reached the rock bottom and it cant get worse.
what that means to me is that whatever you do from now on can only make your life better for you.
if you have nothing to lose, then why the fuck dont you take a bit of a risk and try?
im sure the reason you feel like shit is because you spend 90% if not more of your day in the same places every day. be it your basement, your basement and your work + commute, etc.

just pack some shit up and go for a walk. and i mean, years of walk. travel the world. meet people. do all kinds of odd jobs, help people with this shit, that shit... just for food and/or shelter.
remember, you have nothing to lose. if things go wrong, welp, back to #1.
but have you actually thought that even if you have some tarded social anxiety, if you're considering killing yourself then... well, talking to random people isn't scary at all anymore?

just begin your journey. a journey to find yourself, you can call it. what the fuck ever. but anyway, you can take risks now. it wont be worse.

Aiden Clark
Aiden Clark

Godspeed, user. Your troubles will soon be over.

Do not grieve for user, rejoice in his decision and his moving on to whatever comes next.

Andrew Thompson
Andrew Thompson

fuck you want to kill yourself for?

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Adrian James
Adrian James

What if he doesnt have money tho

Anthony Nelson
Anthony Nelson

die fag

Tyler Torres
Tyler Torres

Pls reconsider and go sign a deal with a dealer. Switch your phone and get the new iphone 11. Then use the new features to film yourself in the best resolution possible. And you a software that will automatically upload it to be so we can all enjoy.

Kevin Martinez
Kevin Martinez

money for what? for fucking walking?

Christopher Evans
Christopher Evans

I tried to kill myself this year at the end of april after my girlfriend who was cheating on me broke up with me after i caught her.

I fell on a large kitchen knife 3 times in my bathtub and woke up hours later with my intestines bulging out of my stomach. I panicked and called my brother.

I woke up again in a hospital where I would spend the next two weeks.

Today I have nothing, I am nothing, and the only thing holding me together is doing DBT 3 times a week.

an hero isn't all it's cracked up to be.

Landon Diaz
Landon Diaz

I think you're confused, OP is the one who wants to an hero.

John Turner
John Turner

Go on a bike ride

Juan Harris
Juan Harris

I went to West Virginia and saw my grandparents for the first time in 12 years, just got back 2 days ago

I dont have the means to travel any further, nor the energy,

Im looking very forward to closing my eyes, and never stressing EVER again!! No money, food, people, it will all be washed away :D

William Ramirez
William Ramirez

how will he be a hero :/

Justin Williams
Justin Williams

why not travel the world?
money for what? for fucking walking?

Asher Garcia
Asher Garcia

Sincerely thank you, this is how i see it

Robert Kelly
Robert Kelly

Get over yourself faggot. If you were really going to do it you would do it and not look for attention and validation. Wait at least 24 hours though.

Brody Ward
Brody Ward

Can I have your money so I can buy Destiny 2 Shadowkeep with all new multiplayers maps, a raid and hundreds of new and usable weapons?

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Connor Turner
Connor Turner

If you got a secure way to exchange the info, i'll give you my steam account

and runescape if you want lmao

Nathaniel Sanders
Nathaniel Sanders

But does it allow you to return to the moon to fight the hive hordes again? Or let you fight alongside friendly guardians to complete public events for awesome rewards; which are all new! Also I don’t have pc :c

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Isaiah Cox
Isaiah Cox

I have to get off the computer, theres some things I gotta do before I'm gone gone lol

I love you guys! I'll shine down on you, if theres an afterlife! Lead good lives!

Julian Cook
Julian Cook

U can do everything with your life. Why do u consider killin' yourself as the very first one? Fuck everybody and visit the place that u tought unreachable 4u user. When I feel like shit and wanna end myself I dream about getting high in Japan countryside before doing it (I live in central Europe so it's fcking far away).
I've been on two funerals this summer (both early 20s), both of them tought there is no other way but they either last year told me about tripping around europe - before they got stressed&squised by work. Fuck everything and do something for your pleasure user, stay with us.

James Evans
James Evans

Suicide is for faggots be a man and grow up.

Jack Perry
Jack Perry

well if you want it anyway let me know, i'll check back in 5 mins to see if you reply before i leave

Carson Parker
Carson Parker

decision is yours OP. Whatever you choose to do, godspeed.

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Anthony Brooks
Anthony Brooks

Hey OP.
When did you finally decide to end it?
What will happen to your possessions?
Are you really ready to leave here?
Don't really have to tell me
I am just curious.
Good luck in kys OP.
Love, user

Benjamin Phillips
Benjamin Phillips

I’d feel haunted if I used the account; I was hoping for a dlc pack so I could buy the all new expansion of Destiny 2 with an all new storyline and new optimization also choices for your play style of every class!

Blake Lewis
Blake Lewis

Sad to hear you doing this OP. I can hang onto it for you

Message me on steam : steamcommunity.com/profiles/76561198874136018

Luke Peterson
Luke Peterson

Godspeed, friend. Hope you find peace in the next life.

Joshua Rodriguez
Joshua Rodriguez

dont do it plx

Gavin James
Gavin James

I bet you wont do it, faggot.

Liam Barnes
Liam Barnes

GO FOR A HEROIC MUSHROOM OR LSD DOSE BEFORE YOU END EVERYTHING

Carter Bailey
Carter Bailey

Sounds like you're such a failure, you can't even succeed at killing yourself.

Joshua Cox
Joshua Cox

If you actually tried killing yourself by falling on a knife.. Well let's just say I wish you had succeeded.

Lincoln Wright
Lincoln Wright

I can't figure out how to message you
Log in and message me, this is my account

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Evan Walker
Evan Walker

Give me your RS account, I actually play it.

Evan Ramirez
Evan Ramirez

why don't you atleast go do something.....something to fight against some of the things you hate or made you want to do this.

if your free, then your free to fight a last good fight.

Jack Baker
Jack Baker

How do you want me to message it to you? I dont mind posting it here lol but odds are someone else will grab it before you do

Joseph Taylor
Joseph Taylor

I have a merchant account which is basically just a range/mage that does nothing but g,e and then my main acc

the main account isnt too high level but i was botting the smith/mining for a while so like 65 smith 75 mine but not so good for pk

highest pk is honestly the merch account cos of the range, but the main has ~50 mage

Eli Hughes
Eli Hughes

user please don't do it theres so much in life you could do something thats even better then suicide at least try to change around you're life to make it worth living.

Zachary Garcia
Zachary Garcia

Well, what do you suggest? Could you transfer the items?

Owen Murphy
Owen Murphy

s.team/p/fjkm-mttd/QMPWVCGM

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Justin Hughes
Justin Hughes

Is it OSRS? My Rs3 stuff is probably trash, i havent played that version since it was Rs2, so all my stuff is OSRS, add the account names

xx jut xx 80
mike the car

i'll transfer all my stuff to you, lmk when to log in

Gabriel Ward
Gabriel Ward

friend invite sent

Ryder Lopez
Ryder Lopez

I added you on rs, I’m logged in turn ur private on

Ryan Edwards
Ryan Edwards

Osrs

Luis Johnson
Luis Johnson

Got to world 501 and home tele to lumbridge

Kayden Price
Kayden Price

I tried logging in with your username but it isn't working. Could you type out the username you log in with or even give the email address linked to it?

Elijah Bailey
Elijah Bailey

seriously, listen to this dude

why not travel the world?
become a secret agent?
fight sharks off the shore of the Caribbean?
go bank ladyboys in thailand?
stay at a fancy hotel in Japan?
go skiing in Switzerland?
the world is your oyster.

Nolan Wood
Nolan Wood

What do you even mean falling on a knife. Imagine being so much of a failure you can't even off yourself right.

Julian Ramirez
Julian Ramirez

Still there OP? I'd like to ask you something.

Elijah Roberts
Elijah Roberts

hey sorry one second

Liam Phillips
Liam Phillips

Op isn’t joking about this

Benjamin Lee
Benjamin Lee

theres nothing wrong with being gay.

Camden Brooks
Camden Brooks

Almost in, just need it to be authenticated using steam guard

Caleb Green
Caleb Green

I have a idea leave everything and just walk to a different country be homeless either way you would loos all your shit so just leave it try something.

Owen Clark
Owen Clark

same password for the email address so you can reset everything if you want

its not linked to a phone or anything

Levi Sanchez
Levi Sanchez

Op, I am the dude you communicated with on RS. As I said it isn’t my position to stop you, but if you don’t go through with it, reconsider everything and better yourself.

if there is an afterlife send us a sign. I’ll remember you my dude.

Jonathan Myers
Jonathan Myers

Hey OP can I have some money for an amazon giftcard? If you have any

Samuel Hill
Samuel Hill

don't do it OP
there must be another way

Christian Morris
Christian Morris

Not gonna reset anything with hopes you change your mind.

Can you message me the email address? It doesn't tell me

Jonathan Butler
Jonathan Butler

I do agree with the sentiment that suicide is an expression of freedom; but if you do kill yourself, please please don’t do it because you’re sad.
If your suicide is from your emotions, reconsider. Your feelings are dynamic, and you’ll always be changing.

There are a few instances in which I can justify suicide, and I’m not sure if yours can be excused.

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Jaxson Ross
Jaxson Ross

Please enjoy a drink and have a listen

I love you all

youtube.com/watch?v=4DA6OwN0NVM

Michael Morgan
Michael Morgan

skumfucc @ gmail

Nathan Ramirez
Nathan Ramirez

Don't be a bitch, man up and suffer.
But if you do decide to puss out be sure to stream it.

Xavier Phillips
Xavier Phillips

I’m very much bittersweet about this. Death was always a touchy subject for me.
I would say sorry, but that would be a misunderstanding wouldn’t it?

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Owen King
Owen King

Sorry man, really don't want your last moments spent on this but the password you gave doesn't match your email

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Austin Garcia
Austin Garcia

Godspeed. Take your whore ex out too while you're at it. You can go in more detail here on discord BaRtjnS

Nathaniel Johnson
Nathaniel Johnson

You're feeling this happiness because you think you've found your purpose (being death), that isn't your actual purpose but it's good enough for you to latch onto right now because everything feels so hopeless.
Here's an idea: give yourself a year to try all the things you've always wanted. It doesn't have to be large scale stuff, it could be anything as small as keeping your living space clean, writing a book, making a song, meeting with random people or anything else, but just give it a go.
You're in a pretty powerful state of mind right now, you can use that to either fade away like the smallest and quietest candle on earth or go off in a final fiery explosion of joy and experimentation.
You decide.

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Zachary Harris
Zachary Harris

Where are you from OP?

Australia? I know a guy called Mike who is suicidal, his GF cheated on him with some guy online

Jacob White
Jacob White

This is a really good idea. The world will be your rpg.

Justin Baker
Justin Baker

To think I logged in to look at a trap thread, now I’m on the edge to see a man’s final moments on an image board.

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Jackson Murphy
Jackson Murphy

this guy

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Alexander Edwards
Alexander Edwards

rip in peace bye homie

Elijah Wood
Elijah Wood

Why you laughing? He’s serious

John Wright
John Wright

Op, how about this, make a deal with yourself right now. You're gonna stop feeling sorry for yourself. You're gonna have one last cry, one last outburst of anger and then you're gonna go to bed. You wake up tomorrow and you're gonna go out and try. What is it you were crying about? Being alone? Fuck it get out there and talk to people. Try for a whole month and see what happens. If things are still shit then at least you tried

Henry Diaz
Henry Diaz

Ok, just don't make your last post be Anime.I don't want a Vice article saying "Hentai and Anime titties causes suicide."

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Brayden Price
Brayden Price

Lurk moar you newfaggot waste of space

Nicholas Robinson
Nicholas Robinson

You guys keep trying to stop this, and I guess it’s in good faith.

However, it’s ultimately his choice. And I think influencing him one way or another is taking his freedom away.
Just let a man RIP.

Grayson Cooper
Grayson Cooper

Ikr? Like half the board is saying don't do it, the other half is supportive, but then there's this guy lol

Thomas Carter
Thomas Carter

Suicide is for faggots be a man and grow up.
1. statistically it's for trannies.
2. that's some really shit advice, I hope you never have children.
3. it's nice that you tried to help him. You're a good user, user.

Lincoln Collins
Lincoln Collins

I never knew you OP. But I bet you were a chill guy to hang out with.

F

Nathan White
Nathan White

Statistically you’re a fucking retard.
Please don’t force your bad faith politics into a man’s last meal of a post you fat bald bastard.

Joseph Ramirez
Joseph Ramirez

Wtf Sup Forums is actually being nice.What is this, 2001?

Also RIP dude.

Jackson James
Jackson James

I meant half the thread lol

Jaxson Lee
Jaxson Lee

I think OP is dead

Jaxon Hill
Jaxon Hill

you can feel the same freedom by leaving the circumstances of your misery

Thomas Russell
Thomas Russell

How does somebody save threads like these? Just merging screenshots or something?

This is something I wanna keep forever...

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Cooper Lewis
Cooper Lewis

OP if you are going to an hero I hope that you are prepared for either the three following scenarios.

1) Failing suicide and living as a vegetable
2) Being stopped and institutionalised
3) Failing and dying a slow but painful death.

I hope that you are taking some analgesics/anaesthetics and muscle relaxers before you do otherwise if you fail your cries of pain may alert attention in your direction, despite where you are offing yourself.

If you fail the first time, try again, if your limbs are still communicating with your brain that is.

God speed OP, let me know how it is in the after life. Send us signs from above and watch over us. I love you, and we will all meet you one day.

No homo.

Ryan James
Ryan James

Nah killing yourself will make you feel worse trust me.

Josiah Davis
Josiah Davis

try something
that's the point. it's fucking stupid to just give up everything when you havent tried anything yet.
and you have nothing to lose.

Ethan Scott
Ethan Scott

Ur so edgy

Easton Wood
Easton Wood

Bro it made you stronger don’t give up now

Justin Murphy
Justin Murphy

There is 0 heaven for people who kill themselves. Your body needs to be intact unless it was severed by somebody else.

OP will go to limbo with a local wound

Jaxson Sullivan
Jaxson Sullivan

That’s real

Andrew Sullivan
Andrew Sullivan

There's 0 heaven for anyone, dummy.

Josiah Cooper
Josiah Cooper

There is, I’m God.

Christian Bell
Christian Bell

that's deep man

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James Martin
James Martin

Given how you feel now, it may be better for you to pack up all your shit and run away to start a new life in a new place. Suicide is a very final answer, so be absolutely sure that you have no other options before resorting to it.

Thomas Long
Thomas Long

Statistically you’re a fucking retard.
The word you're looking for is insensitive, not retard.
Please don’t force your bad faith politics into a man’s last meal of a post
I don't really care about politics, but I can understand why you think I would when the users of /pol/ seem to find it incredibly difficult to distinguish /pol/ from almost every other board and, when on other boards, gleefully fling their shit as freely as they would on /pol/.
you fat bald bastard.
I'm not fat, bald or a bastard.
I'm likely to be healthier than you, have thicker hair than you. I'll admit that I'm not sure if I'm more or less of a bastard than you are, but your aggression makes me think you're more of a bastard than me.
You're not very good at personal attacks. you're not very good at attacking the content of my posts either... you should stop.

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Camden Allen
Camden Allen

op if your doing it, do as much shit as possible. You're not going to care tomorrow so go nuts

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Jackson Jones
Jackson Jones

When people post in this thread telling people to off themselves, does it ever occur to you that this could potentially be one of your family members posting from next door?

I discovered after years of browsing Sup Forums than my dad also browsed Sup Forums after I used his phone to make a call.

Dylan Brooks
Dylan Brooks

fat, bald, bastard
tl;dr

Evan Brooks
Evan Brooks

curiosity killed the cat user

Jack Perez
Jack Perez

discovered after years of browsing Sup Forums than my dad also browsed Sup Forums after I used his phone to make a call.
so boomers are on here and/or you're underaged.
Either way, one of you should stop browsing here.

Kevin Brown
Kevin Brown

not all boomers are shit user

Brandon Evans
Brandon Evans


only 6.6 hours in DoD?

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Jayden Wilson
Jayden Wilson

not all boomers are shit user
oooh, I love these!
do you know any other oxymoron's?

Zachary Miller
Zachary Miller

Nah I’m 24 and my dad is 56. I figured to ask him when he started browsing the website and he told me since 2004.

We exchanged awkward conversation about it because of the content here but I moved passed it quickly and knew browsing here doesn’t make you a complete degenerate.

I was always aware of Sup Forums in 2004 when I was around 9 but always assumed it would put a virus on my computer so I never went here.

It wasn’t until 7 years ago when I was in my last year of highschool I began lurking.

Wyatt Lopez
Wyatt Lopez

The word I am looking for is retard.

Thanks for the fucking biography on why your dick is soooo big.

Juan Robinson
Juan Robinson

The word I am looking for is retard.
maybe to describe yourself, yes.
Thanks for the fucking biography on why your dick is soooo big.
(If I'm writing about myself, then it's an autobiography, not a biography. Don't worry, I know words are very difficult for you.)
Thank you for reading it. I think you misunderstood it though, because the focus wasn't on me. It was on you. If it was a biography, then it's a biography on why your dick is sooooo big.
: )

Logan Garcia
Logan Garcia

Please marry me. You’re so perfect

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Levi Morgan
Levi Morgan

my dad is 56.
cool, I was right. He is a boomer.
Btw, there's no need to feel insecure and describe your personal pilgrimage to Sup Forums, but please do ask your father to stop browsing Sup Forums.

Jordan Thompson
Jordan Thompson

Please marry me. You’re so perfect
aaww, thanks Mr (and I am hoping you're a Mr) adorable weeb.
Your irrational decision making is quite cute and would be tons of fun to mess around with.

Gavin King
Gavin King

Jesus Christ i think op is actually dead
God what a horrible way to go with your last moments being recorded in a thread between ylyl and trap porn threads
i wish i could have stopped op

Jaxson James
Jaxson James

You did this to me and now it’s your responsibility you monster

Joseph Carter
Joseph Carter

RIP

Owen White
Owen White

God what a horrible way to go with your last moments being recorded in a thread between ylyl and trap porn threads
shit, I lost

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Owen Lewis
Owen Lewis

I thought my life was a depression thread, but now I realize it’s a ylyl thread.

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Dylan Mitchell
Dylan Mitchell

You did this to me
Oh my, you're getting emotional. Don't you know how easy it is to morph and mold people when they're all teary eyed and blushing?
now its your responsibility you monster
To do what exactly? Taunt you? Love you? Use you?

Evan Bailey
Evan Bailey

Hey Anons, I'm gonna hero myself
This isn't a cry for help!
This is clearly a cry for help, looking for a reason to live. You obviously don't really want to kill yourself. Don't be a dummy

Leo James
Leo James

shit now i lost
maybe op wanted us to laugh

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Connor Ramirez
Connor Ramirez

Please love me user

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Caleb Gomez
Caleb Gomez

There is no god or afterlife.That's just something people tell themselves and convince themselves when there's no hope, to keep their minds from cracking under the hideous reality. It's wired into us by evolution as a coping mechanism. I've seen it manifest first hand.

If you kill yourself, your existence, in its entirety, is terminated.

Brayden Barnes
Brayden Barnes

Rad bro

Every good story has an ending

Matthew Myers
Matthew Myers

Please love me user
I love all of my toys, including you.
Although, I also have a short attention span.

Jeremiah Lewis
Jeremiah Lewis

ADHD may not be curable, but there’s ways to focus your mind...

Logan Russell
Logan Russell

there’s ways to focus your mind...
Well, I am interested. How would you help me focus my mind?

Jose Ross
Jose Ross

God damn this thread made me laugh so GUD. Also RIP in pepperoni

Dylan Brooks
Dylan Brooks

Can you spare 7 minutes and watch this video?

youtube.com/watch?v=WDEBz25lGdY&t=

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Isaac King
Isaac King

sorry your too l8 op is dead

F

Luke Kelly
Luke Kelly

You give off edgy 13 year old vibes please for the love of God tell me you're not an adult

Samuel Sullivan
Samuel Sullivan

Plus you also remind me of this one sociopath I met when I was younger
But don't start thinking you're hot shit, which I know you will. You're mega cringe and the only people you could ever have a possibility of taking advantage of are edgy children that are drawn to people like you. I know from experience (even though afaik I wasn't manipulated). Goddamn dude please tell me you're just autistic or something

Anthony Evans
Anthony Evans

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Anthony Murphy
Anthony Murphy

Bang heroin in ur arm

Gavin Jackson
Gavin Jackson

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Anthony Thomas
Anthony Thomas

that was the point, you know. it's not about flying and visiting cities, it's about the fucking journey. im sure you can board some ship too just by offering to help with all the shit they need.

Chase Thomas
Chase Thomas

If your gonna kill yourself at least put it on live leak fag

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Benjamin Turner
Benjamin Turner

You'll see there are things worse than death. If you dont do it quick you're gonna regret it.

Watch The Bridge. Everyone who survives says they regret the second they jump.