I have decided that in a year from now I will take my life. I don't want to be alive anymore, I just can't handle it...

I have decided that in a year from now I will take my life. I don't want to be alive anymore, I just can't handle it. In the year that I am alive, I want to make the most out of it. What are some things I should do before I kick the bucket anons? Also looking for painless, non-messy ways to die

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rape somebody

become a gay porn actor and get your ass raped in a video, because all i see its a crying faggot

Browse /trv/, start traveling.
Travel in developing countries, care about the culture, find yourself.

What's wrong with your life user?

I'm a femanon, femanons can't rape
Still a femanon, not going to do porn
That doesn't sound bad, might do that
Everything

do acid

>Everything
Like? Give examples

what dreams did you have as a kid? what did you want to do?

this, acid is awesome.

DMT so you'll actually go through with killing yourself if you get to that point
You see the other side, and realize there is nothing to be scared about. You will join them

kill yourself now user, don't fucking waste our time, you fat fucking virgin faggot, cheers and rip user.

That's on the bucket list actually
I feel like my life has no purpose. I have talent, but it's meaningless and won't take me anywhere. I have no career, no aspiration. I have family, friends, and a boyfriend but all I want to do is isolate myself. I'm constantly stressed about the future, I feel so restricted due to how I think. It's mostly mental. I just want to feel free to do as I want. And I feel like death is the only way I can escape this constant torment. I will never be happy, but at least I can be nothing.

Send me nudes user please

I wanted to be an artist, but artists don't make shit for cash unless you get lucky. I know people who spent years trying to get recognized and they still are left unheard of and barely support themselves. I don't want to be like that. But now, maybe I will since I only have a year left to live. I won't have to think of the longer term consequences or the stability.
Sounds like a plan

If you have above 25/100 in attractiveness points you should travel to Asia and bang broads (or fags, if thats your thing). fuck wearing protection if your going out already

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If I where to die I would get as many as THESE as possible

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I'm femanon but I guess I could still do that

Overthinking about the future suck..
Try to find something that'll distract you from this shit and stick to it.
Did you talk with your boyfriend about everything?

>femanon
Since it's so important that you've got a vagina, how about you prove it to us with tits and time? You're going to die anyway, right? Unless you're just here for attention.

Hitchhike Around the country. Find small towns that most people don't know about and check it out. Even if these things seem iffy, so what? In a year you're looking at 100% dead anyway. You could have fun, don't really need a lot of money to do it, and you could find things no one else knows about. And when you die,you can say to yourself that at the very least, no one else can say they have done what I have.

If only it were so simple. There is no distractions. I've tried, but the depression is always there. Constantly there. And in the fleeting times it's gone, it comes back just as quickly as it left. I don't want to be in constant misery anymore. I don't want a future if it will only bring me more stress. Nothing gets better, there is only today and what I have and it isn't worth being alive for.
I haven't, he knows I have some thoughts but as far as he knows he doesn't think I'm serious on acting on it. I don't have plans to tell him or anyone. I would rather they don't do that when the time comes, no one will stop me. I'll leave him and everyone I do care about letters, but other than that nothing. I love him, I do. But I know he would be better off with someone else. I don't believe he's even happy with me most the time.

all artists struggle to survive it's unfortunately its a tough competition out there, but then again life itself is an everyday struggle you gotta find the courage to get back up and face it and make your stand. its in the struggle that you will find an opportunity to create something beautiful out of that struggle.

I only mention it so that way I can stop getting replies implying I'm a man. It becomes pointless as a response. I feel posting nudes is more attention grabbing so no thanks

hey listen, your a woman. As a woman, you can have an easy life; assuming your not pig disgusting/fat/a bitch, even then there's guys that are into that.

Find a nice guy, let him change your life. You're probably in your 20's, you have time. Stop being a faggot.

lemme smash then

OP is actually a beta cuck.

You don't wait ONE YEAR to commit suicide.

OP is:
Fake
And
Gay

That sounds great, I like the idea. I'll have to consider it. I would like to get out of the country once before I die.
I wish that were the truth. But I've remained optimistic for too long and have only met disappointment and failure in myself, circumstances, and others. I don't want to deal with that anymore. I'd rather accept things as they are now and prepare for what's only inevitable. I have no motivation to get back up anymore

Dude dude.
I love telling people about this method.
Absolutely painless.
Basically, it's inert gas asphyxiation.
It's like suffocating yourself, but without that terrible "holy shit I can't breath" feeling.

Did you try to see a therapist? They could give you some kind of anti depressants.
And let's be real, if your boyfriend really wouldn't be happy with you, why would he still stick around with you.
And its really fucked up to just kys without considering what effects this will have on other people... But what do I know

Why wait? I got a snickers and I'm ready for a show. You got 10 minutes to end it or live knowing you are human trash. Your call.

Not even 20 yet, and I could live an easy life but that isn't what matters to me. I just want to be happy. But I can't, and I know I won't.
Nah
I think it's a good amount of time. I do have things I want to do before I die. And I ironically fear death. I want time to prepare for it and embrace it when I feel ready.

Agreed, who slaps a life timer on themselves? Even if they do think they'll do it now, they'll pussy out at the year mark.

Will have to look into that
I don't have those resources. And I would rather not waste my time. I have considered the effect it would have on others. I know the ones who love me will mourn. But I also feel that'd a part of life. I don't want to hurt them, but I don't want to hurt anymore either.

what happened to you sexual abuse?

>not even 20 yet
Wow, what a fucking wuss. Just left the tutorial and now you want to die. Just draw as a hobby and do something else professionally. You can still learn, unless you're like I suspect and dangerously autistic.

Someone always makes this comment

Mhm, I won't deny I'm a wuss. I've always felt like this at one point or another. I just don't want to feel like this anymore. I don't see anything wrong with that.

why wait

because it's always true

disappointment and failure teaches us to prepare ourselves for the worst. it is what you do with that failure that you'll find an opportunity.

I have things I want to do before I do. I don't want to die with anymore regret than I already have.

I mean, if you want to kill yourself basically everything is a waste of time. Just give it a shot.

what if you regret not killing yourself sooner

You know the rules, tits or gtfo

Then I won't wait for a year, if I feel ready sooner than that then I certainly will. But, I have things I want to do before I die. Accomplishing those is my priority, and once those are accomplished I'll be able to pass peacefully

you don't have anything to do.

What is it that you want to do?

This helped me... A lot...

youtube.com/watch?v=MBRqu0YOH14

I would like to see my mom and sisters one last time, I would like to go to a concert once, go to an amusement park with my boyfriend, I would like to make an art piece I'm proud of, I would like to go to a comic convention, and that's about all I can think of.

someone is killing themselves and streams it on this discord
/4JM9vjV

then make these a priority save up all that you can and do it forget your day job, screw what society wants you to be fuck em, drop everything that you're doing now and do what you want to do on your own terms.

Do psychedelics. Go live somewhere sunny and sexual. Get laid a lot.

Read this.

manganelo.com/manga/suicide_boy

It's about a boy who wants to kill himself, pretty good

PUSSY, DO IT NOW

post boipussy
you're gonna end it anyway. at least it'll get the thread more attention

There is no reason to delay it by a fucking year. Just kill yourself now and save everyone the trouble. Stop being such a burden on everyone.

The proper term is ‘cum dumpster.’

You whine like I do. Life is pretty poopy, you kinda have to work at it to get anything out of it. The process to that though, full if suicide motivation sadly. Money is cool though, but if you're not even into being a pornstar, obviously you truly dont give a shit. Care or dont care, just dont drag anyone down with you.

Kys now thennnnn

You should try eating pufferfish as a meal before you die also hanging yourself is a pretty clean and painless although I personally wouldn't worry about how clean the death is isn't your problem once your fucking dead just fucking jump off a building but if you really care about how clean it is I recommend the venom of a krait snake alternatively you could use cobra venom for euphoric effects and I hope you find peace in death

No one is better than anyone, but if you know you dont want to care, isn't it better for everyone else if they kill themselves?

Drugs or suicide dude, that is the choice I have to make every morning.

Op i'll wait for you a year from now. Update us then about your year

Drugs, become a manipulative monster to get what you want, or kill yourself.

This is the most cuck post I’ve read yet today.

Do drugs or slice femoral artery, insert straw, and inhale all your blood to death.

Pass peacefully LOLOLOL just kys already.

God doesn't exist you fucking retard

That satisfies you? Now I hate myself even more. Fuck

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>I'm a femanon femanons can't rape
What are you retarded women rape just as much as men do it just isn't reported on as much because the media wants to push an agenda