Bicurious married dude here. Give me one good reason why I shouldn't go find a virgin dude to suck off on the regular...

Bicurious married dude here. Give me one good reason why I shouldn't go find a virgin dude to suck off on the regular. There are plenty of horny young dudes not getting any nowadays. I'm not gay in any other way, and the thought of kissing a dude repulses me. But I am addicted to the thought of sucking cock (probably porn addiction related brain damage). I only got to do it a handful of times before I got married, but I'm hooked. My wife has no idea and can never find out. Also, she has literally said she would not want to know if I was cheating on her. Should I do it?

Attached: iwantthis.gif (500x281, 996K)

looks like you already convinced yourself

More or less, yeah. I just wanted some additional input.

I'd advise you to start sucking dick immediately. I'll warn you however, that supress that desire you one of two options, you'll become transgender or a cuckhold. Now, do you really want to be that far in the closet, op?

Just be gay and suck dick and bottom. Also, pics of your hole or gtfo.

Where do you live?

Same. If you were close by you'd have a willing discreet participant

Yes. I had dudes answer ads I had on craigslist looking for pussy. I eventually let one suck me off and it was great. You should definitely find a guy and let him fuck your face.

How long have you been gay for?

This is what I was thinking. It's better to just get my cock fix every once in a while so I don't go full retard one day.

New England area.

Nice. Did you fuck his throat or sit back and let him worship your dick? Where did you cum?

I sucked my first dick about 8 years ago. I've been fapping to cock for a lot longer though.

Yeah see I would call my self gay.
But I wldnt turn a dude down of all me wanted to do was suck my cock and get jizz on

Any pic OP

>But I wouldn't turn a dude down if all he wanted to do was suck my cock and get jizzed on

Yeah, that's what I'm banking on. I think I can find some hung straight jocks with hot cocks to suck. Nothing gay about getting your dick sucked.

I;m in Mass. Let's 69

Oh, I ended up having 15 or so guys suck me off over the course of a couple years including a few I saw multiple times. Most of them I'd cum on their face or in their mouth. I don't like guys so I didn't really do much besides sit back and watch porn while they worked.

No, sorry. Gotta remain anonymous for obvious reasons. I'm a goodlooking, handsome, masculine guy. I get rated 8/10 on average.

>I'm not gay

Yes you are faggot

Thanks for the offer. Im not into getting sucked off by guys. I am only into sucking. So no 69 for me. I know , it's weird. This is just an extremely specific fetish for me. That's why I dont consider myself gay. Im just a dude with a cocksucking fetish.

8 years ago you have to start to practice

Do you eat ass as well....?

I get it. I'm casually bi. it's just dudes getting each other off, to me.

Like jerk off bros?

That's some impressive mental gymnastics

I'm straight, every once in a while I'll suck off a dude because it can be fun. My wife doesn't know, but I don't care.

You're not bi, you're likely just bored.

Last weekend I made out and fingered a passable trap. Guilt is all you’ll feel man

sounds like youre just a closeted fag. break off your sham of a marriage and start sucking dick like a real fag

Seems like a weird place to end?

Not really into that. Ive eaten my wifes ass. I guess I could get into it with a hot straight jock guy if he really wanted me to do it while I was down there worshipping his cock and balls, provided he is clean and well -groomed...

I know lol. For what its worth, the last time I did it the guy said it was the best of his life. So I got some natural talent I guess.

Ive been on Sup Forums since 2005. I have fucking cirque du soleil occurring in my brain at all times

Your'e gay. Fuck off faggot

You're married too? it wasnt hot in any way for you? personally, im not into traps. this is just my very biased opinion, but they represent an even deeper level of mental illness than what i am exhibiting. they scare me, honestly.

Whereas what I am looking to do I just kind of regard as "bros hanging out." It goes back to Ancient Greece. I am just providing some oral relief from my bro who can't get any poon. No big deal. No one has to know.

This guy understands what's up. Good for you, man. Yeah, it really can be fun. I miss the thrill of it. Hopefully I can work up the courage to go get my fix. It should satisfy me for another few years at least.

>brain damage
from porn ?

It was hot in the moment but afterwards I just felt like fucking shit even typing this I feel physically ill

Get on Grindr. There are plenty of total tops and bicurious men there. It was easier with Craiglist list, but there's something called double list now. Have fun op. I don't recommend staying with your wife but whatever.

You're married.
Stop being a faggot.
Or get a divorce, be a degenerate on your own time.

Im sorry, man. Be strong. It is all inherently meaningless. Your mind is playing tricks on you right now. Just remember that there is no obligation to tell anyone ever. People take things to the grave with them all the time. Telling all to your spouse is a fairy tale virtue. Some things are better left unsaid for everyone's sake. It would be unfair to tell your SO in fact because it would just be putting a burden on her so you can relieve your own. Just do what real men have done since the dawn of time. Stifle it and take it to the grave. These feelings you feel now will not last forever. They will gradually fade and fade until you feel nothing at all. Ultimately, you may even choose to revisit the idea.

Of course. 99% of the times I have ejaculated in my life since puberty have been to videos on my computer, most of which featured big, juicy cocks, regardless of whether it was gay or straight porn. This sort of stimulus has never been available before this time in the whole history of humanity. Our generation are literally the guinea pigs for this new era of porn. Now parents have all these fancy web blockers and shit. Not when i was growing up. I had a PC in my room since age 10, and I gradually became numb to every genre of straight porn until finally I clicked on gay.

I heard there was a huge portion of bottom. Why no one love to be top ?

because faggots like OP are so common

DO IT FAGGOT

bump