Anyone else get inexplicable urges to suck cock whenever your life circumstances get extremely bleak or hopeless...

Anyone else get inexplicable urges to suck cock whenever your life circumstances get extremely bleak or hopeless? I am not otherwise attracted to dudes, but I probably developed a weird cock sucking complex as a result of nearly 2 decades of porn addiction. Every few years, when life hands me a big pile of shit (e.g. getting fired, death of a loved one, big life transitions, etc.), I get this strong urge to meet up with a stranger and get my mouth used. Its like my brain is trying to validate my negative self talk by putting me in the most degrading, humiliating position. I used to give into the cravings and suck a cock, but now I’m married.

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Yeah i think this urge is born of a self deprecating/self punishing mindset, no judgement there

Astute. That is exactly what I was thinking. The real question is : is it unhealthy to indulge this sort of fetish?

You're a border line faggot, nothing more. This is not a complex problem.

same here user, i almost ruined a friendship because of that. when i feel extreme anxiety i just want to pacify myself like that. maybe its some ancient feeling of safety when we had as babies when we sucked mums tit, so in times of stress we go back to that passive state and that feeling of safety and being loved. anyways thats my theory feel free to criticize

Sure. But that still doesnt explain why this only pops up when I am under significant stress/anxiety/depression. Fags are like this 24/7, not just every few years under extremely specific circumstances...

That could explain it perhaps. I did have an unusually strong bond to my mom. It is no doubt multifactorial. Porn is likely the biggest contributor to this hell.

Im curious OP (and anyone else who shares this affliction) what is your relationship like with your father? What was it like during your younger years, was he around or overworked/absent during your childhood?

well, i grew up with my mom, only child and have been masturbating to trannies and whatnot for years

not op, my dad died when i was 10

No I don't, you're just a fag.
NEXT!

OP here. My dad was a classic dad. He has been with my mom for 35 years. Always taught me redpills of life. He is the man, and I hope to be like him one day. He did catch me redhanded with gay porn once though, which I denied vehemently with bullshit excuses. He was super ashamed of me. But I think I redeemed myself by marrying a woman a decade later. Idk if this has anything to do with it.

Only if she looks like this.

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The content of these Sup Forums threads will be taught in psychiatry classes soon.

yes, I think wanting to be submissive and degraded is a coping mechanism

still hot though

Is it sort of like parasuicidal ideation? When I am anxious it usually makes me feel better to rest my face near my wifes feet and pretend to be a contented puppy. This is probably related.

I will add that the feet and the genitals occupy adjacent and partially overlapping regions of the somatosensory homunculus of the human central nervous system.

I have cripling depression. Sometimes when it hits hard, I get the urge to get drunk and pay a hooker or massage girl to suck my dick. Sometimes I do it, sometimes I don't. I don't get gay urges. My wife doesn't really care if I occasionally fuck a hooker as long as she doesn't hear about it. (She'd be upset if I had an actual relationship with another woman, or I was compromising the family in some way. She'd probably be pretty disgusted if I had gay sex on the side though.)

your wife is cool

Op here. That exactly describes my wife. You have found yourself a great woman.

Plenty of faggot boards for you faggots. Leave the kids alone their lives are hard enough.

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My wife would never