I HATE MY LIFE!!! I WANT TO KILL MYSELF!! AAAAAAA!!!!!

I HATE MY LIFE!!! I WANT TO KILL MYSELF!! AAAAAAA!!!!!
MY LIFE HAS BEEN SHIT THESE LAST 7 YEARS, IM STARTING TO QUESTION IF IT IS WORTH LIVING ANYMORE!!!
I MISSED OUT ON MY TEENAGE YEARS, I JUST SAT IN MY ROOM AND PLAYED VIDEO GAMES AND JERKED OFF BECAUSE I WAS MENTALLY ILL AND DIDN'T FUNCTION WELL AROUND OTHER PEOPLE.
I NEVER GOT A GIRLFRIEND, I NEVER WENT OUT PARTYING I MISSED OUT ON ALL OF THOSE THINGS!!!
MY LIVE WAS GOOD IN 2012 BUT NOW IT IS FUCKING SHIT. I GUESS THE GOOD TIMES ARE OVER.
I HAVENT HAD ANY FRIENDS THESE LAST 7 YEARS AND I HAVE HAD A LOT OF MENTAL PROBLEMS, ANXIETY, OCD, DEPRESSION, AND PSYCHOSES.
I DIDNT GET ANY HELP WITH MY MENTAL PROBLEMS BECAUSE I WAS AFRAID THAT EVERYONE WOULD KNOW THAT I WAS MENTALLY ILL.
I GO TO PSYCHIATRIC TREATMENT NOW BUT I STILL HAVE A LOT OF PROBLEMS IN MY LIFE. I HAVE NO FRIENDS, I HAVE MENTAL PROBLEMS, AND I AM A COMPLETE FAILURE.
THINGS ARE STARTING TO GET BETTER IN MY LIFE BUT I HAVE BEEN FEELING VERY SUICIDAL LATETLY. SOMETIMES I HAVE NO HOPE AND OTHER TIMES I AM HAVE HOPE,

I just wanted to get it off my chest. Feel free to bully me as much as you want. I know I am a cringe autistic retard braintlet.
I am 19 years old now.btw.

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wrong board, go to /r9k/

The robot will probably think it is spam if I use caps lock.
I want to write it in this format.

Calm tits, what are you doing in life right now? Are you in college?

lmao gay

19? it gets unimaginably worse, bud. strap in cause your pussy is about to get wrecked

Get a goal, no matter how small. Make daily progress towards it.
Work on Health, job, personal finance, girls, guy friends. Each a little ever day.

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in a smol town

Why can guys only be friends?

Maybe OP is a fag.

Pig

Have you seen the new joker movie. I think you would like it

I am a guy.

Wow. All that and you can only blame yourself for not nutting up and getting help.

That's pretty funny I'm not even gonna lie.

Just grow some fucking balls already, kid.

I know, I regret not getting help earlier.
a lot of it is my fault. you are completely right.

Are you OP?

OP is always a fag.

Point #1

Don worry user, we're here for you.
Welcome to the Sup Forums family

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>Are you OP
Yes

Post dick pls

I don't know where the he'll you come from but everyone knows that anyone on Sup Forums or even Sup Forums for that matter is a fag

He's right

See

Yo nigga you got your twenties ahead of you. That's worth looking forward to

This for sure.

Yeah, move to your first apartment and watch porn whenever you want. Oh the memories

Go out and party for gods sake.