Ask a schizophrenic anything

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remember that guy who yelled "oh my God, that's Claus!!!!" at the TV?
followed by the little girl yelling"popcorn!!
both at their dogs

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>remember that guy who yelled "oh my God, that's Claus!!!!" at the TV?
Nope, I've no idea what you're talking about.

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Hey skizfag... Other skizfag with an affective disorder here

>Hey skizfag
Hello.
>Other skizfag with an affective disorder here
Doesn't sound like a good time.

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Before I got medicated it was a blast !...

Seeing and hearing shit out of no where, never knowing when you'd go manic...

I'm actually quite content with being medicated ! How many voices do you hear ?

>never knowing when you'd go manic...
I hear that a lot from people who have affective disorders.
>I'm actually quite content with being medicated !
Glad to hear you've comfortable.
>How many voices do you hear ?
Lots, more than I can reasonably count. Often sounds like an auditorium.

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Ah, that's a bad one !

>Ah, that's a bad one !
Yeah, it can be very draining. Especially if I'm trying to focus on something,.

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Is there a specific trigger, and this one might be a dumb question but if you were deaf would you hear the voices like what does it take for you to either stop hearing them or to drown them out enough? How about hallucinations if you close your eyes? What does your day to day life look like? Do you have a job and if yes does your employer know about your condition? Have you ever been hospitalized for that condition? What’s up?

>Is there a specific trigger
Any sort of stress, really. Could be something as simple as anxiety
>but if you were deaf would you hear the voices
I've no idea, user. I'm not deaf.
>what does it take for you to either stop hearing them or to drown them out enough?
I can't really "stop" them. I can distract myself from them, though. With stuff like music, or a tv show.
>How about hallucinations if you close your eyes?
I see a lot of stuff if I close my eyes. It's like a low-level acid trip, or maybe something akin to heavy THC.
Lots of colors, shapes, flashing lights. Things of that nature.
>What does your day to day life look like?
Mostly just sitting around the house.
>Do you have a job
No.
>Have you ever been hospitalized for that condition?
I have not.
>What’s up?
The sky.

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how i you doing schinobu?
i'm as pessimistic as usual.

While you're a schizo who doesn't take antipsychotic, i am a depressed retard that will soon take them again. i like to fall asleep when i want and it help me to not be too much of a emotional garbage.

Anyway the question is; What are you plan for the future,

Not that it matter that much but aren't you thinking if a person have no purpose in life then it shouldn't be alive. I think a lot about that for myself

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idk why i write "how i you doing" and not "how are you doing" my retardation acting again

>how i you doing schinobu?
Not great, might even say bad.
>What are you plan for the future
I don't really have any plans for anything. Planning has never been my forte.
>have no purpose in life then it shouldn't be alive.
No one has any purpose. Purpose is subjective, it's something you create for yourself.

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>Not great, might even say bad.
what's going on?

>No one has any purpose. Purpose is subjective, it's something you create for yourself.

yeah and some people can't find a purpose and in my case won't ever have any.

I, i'm really under the average mediocrity and have 0 skill, i don't and won't manage to do something of my life. 1 years and a half ago i was at the rock bottom and thought about nothing else but seriously ending it and decide to try seeking a psychiatrist and try medication and all. after 8 month of trying antidepressant and doing therapy i stop it since it was really hopeless and didn't see my psychiatrist since the beginning of 2019, now i feel i'm getting back to were i was at the beginning. But now i had truly try everything i don't have anything but to fuck off of this plane of reality all because i can't endure myself

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i'll post shinobu picture i gather lately

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What’s your favorite book? What’s dreaming like for you? Favorite game, book, movie, tv show, ice cream flavor, porn site and category and activity? Have any friends and how many? Have you had sexual relations with someone? Girlfriend and if so the longest relationship? Has your illness benefited you in any way say you had a hallucinations that seemed pleasant or even arousing, in other words is it always bad or bothersome? What do you with for most in life? How has losing someone, perhaps a family member or distant relative affected you? Favorite number and color? Place you feel the safest in? What do you do when it begins to be overwhelming? Have you considered self harm or have done so? Any tattoos? Can people tell what wrong with you when they talk with you? Is there things that are very noticeable about you that people point out? What the most common questions people ask you and the answers? How has your day been today?

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N I G G A C A L M D O W N

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>what's going on?
Had a headache for the past 4 days, ringing won't stop. Can't focus, tired.
List goes on.
>and in my case won't ever have any.
Self-fulfilling prophecy.
>i stop it since it was really hopeless
>now i feel i'm getting back to were i was at the beginning
One of these statements cannot be true. You're lying to yourself about something.
How can it go back to the way it was, if the therapy wasn't helping?
Makes no sense. You would have had to improve in order for it to get back to the way it was.

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>What’s your favorite book?
I don't read enough to have a favorite book.
>What’s dreaming like for you?
Disorganized. Frantic. Fear. Anxiety.
>Favorite game,
DarkSouls.
>book,
You asked that already.
>movie,
Off the top of my head, The Number 23.
>tv show,
I really enjoyed Community.
>ice cream flavor,
Vanilla (bonus points if there's peanutbutter)
>porn site and category
N/A
>and activity?
N/A
>Have any friends and how many?
I've a few.
>Have you had sexual relations with someone?
Yep.
>Girlfriend and if so the longest relationship?
Not currently, around a year?
>Has your illness benefited you in any way
I can't say that it has.
>in other words is it always bad or bothersome?
Bad? No. Bothersome? Yes.
>What do you with for most in life?
Just hang around til it's time to go to sleep.
>How has losing someone, perhaps a family member or distant relative affected you?
Can't say I've ever been affected by such things.
>Favorite number and color?
3 and #33ff15
>Place you feel the safest in?
My house, I suppose.
>What do you do when it begins to be overwhelming?
Distract myself with something.
>Have you considered self harm or have done so?
Not my style.
>Can people tell what wrong with you when they talk with you?
Most people have no idea.
>Is there things that are very noticeable about you that people point out?
Only thing people ever say is that I'm funny.
>What the most common questions people ask you and the answers?
"Do you take medication"
No.
>How has your day been today?
Not great.

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Where are you from?

yeah let's say the antipsychotic help to be less depress. hard to feel anything on it, that's why i'm gonna see my doctor so she can just prescribe me some without going to some type of therapy bullshit

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>Where are you from?
United States of King Trump.
Florida.
>without going to some type of therapy bullshit
Therapy is probably more beneficial than you are willing to give it credit.

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hey i remember your last thread i hope you're getting better b

What do you think my chances are at getting past the medical background test to be a firefighter,l with a history or mental health issues and one suicide attempt? Also have a Shinobu

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what's your favorite kind of cake?

>hey i remember your last thread
Hey again.
>i hope you're getting better b
Not particularly.
>What do you think my chances are at getting past the medical background test to be a firefighter,l with a history or mental health issues and one suicide attempt?
If you've got mental health issues on record; I would imagine it would make it a bit more difficult. Being a firefighter is a fairly high stress occupation.

But, I'd guess you probably have a pretty decent chance of making it.

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>what's your favorite kind of cake?
Don't think I have a favorite cake.
Really anything that isn't Carrot Cake, or Chocolate Cake.

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The high stress thing should be fine, none of my disorders are in the anxiety cluster. Of course that's just speculation. I think my best chance would be to see if they would let me get evaluated by their own in-network psychologist to try and prove it wouldn't be an issue that would affect performance, I think.

therapy at least what i had is talking about your problem in an attempt to make you realize your problem and the solution, for my case it was that.
they ask you the same question, then there's the talking about what happened/the past which i already went through and otherwise they want you to go to group therapy which is the same thing talking about what happens but they try to make you feel you're not alone in what you are going through.

no need to talk about antidepressant, either nothing or make me hallucinate, but the hallucinate part is because of my acid abuse, now anything being psychoactive trigger too much my serotonin/dopamine and make me goes in toxic psychosis

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>The high stress thing should be fine
Mental health issues of any kind and high stress are almost never fine.
>if they would let me get evaluated by their own in-network psychologist
I can almost guarantee that would be counter intuitive.

Just let things go how they go. Typically speaking, it shouldn't have too much affect on the outcome.

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I just took a gigantic shit and feel 10lbs lighter

>therapy at least what i had is talking about your problem in an attempt to make you realize your problem and the solution
I'm aware. The only time therapy wouldn't be helpful for someone in your situation; is if you don't commit to the solution.
Which you clearly didn't.
Probably because you don't want to actually get better.

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>I just took a gigantic shit and feel 10lbs lighter
You better have washed your hands afterwords.

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I'm currently in a homeless shelter and also mentally ill.

Do you have any advice for getting SSI/SSDI?

yeah, i guess i'm too retarded to commit to the solutions, be happy, and live. Therefore i'm destined to kill myself

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>I'm currently in a homeless shelter and also mentally ill.
Sorry to hear that, user. I hope it gets better for you.
>Do you have any advice for getting SSI/SSDI?
Just apply for it.
You need to have worked for 10 years for SSDI.
SSI is easy to get if you've got medical records.
>yeah, i guess i'm too retarded
That's not how I would word it.

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how old are you?

>how old are you?
27

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how would you word it?

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>how would you word it?
Some things are better left unsaid.

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Describe your first break. What meds are you on? Is there any upside to your condition?

if you think so ...

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>Describe your first break.
Don't have really any recollection of it.
>What meds are you on?
None.
>Is there any upside to your condition?
There are upsides to anything if you're willing to look at it from the right state of mind.
>if you think so ...
It's unfortunately not a matter of opinion. I have rules, I've learned breaking those rules does not benefit anyone.

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in the end it doesn't matter.

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>in the end it doesn't matter.
You're just proving the point I would have made.

I'm going to go to bed though. Pretty tired.

G'night.

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