Let it all out user

Let it all out user

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I swore off porn over two years ago, but my wife's pregnant and we haven't had sex in about two months, so I got back on the wagon and I feel awful.

hey there, i asked for a whisky on the rocks some days ago, do you remember?
i told about a girl

and some other user asked for where do you live, are you the same dude?

Hi Rob.
I don’t know, i’ve felt completely miserable for like 6 years now, i don’t know if the pain will ever end, no matter what i do it does not go away

i farted and now i smell shit, im not happy.

> be me
> lost my job recently
> parents had to retire due to major health issues
> losing hope day by day

It's been getting worse for me as the days go by. I wake up every day wishing I'd died in my sleep of a heart attack.

I've been sober for almost a year and I want to relapse by buying as much meth as I can and holing up in my house until I die. Snorting meth, jerking off, playing guitar, and dying.

i think im trans :(

Im looking for the button that wipes out all mankind.
Where is it?
Please

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why couldn't i have a fatter dick, if i had a thick dick my life would be better. anytime i'd get depressed i'd hit up some girl and find some temporary satisfaction

My now ex fianceé found some old pictures in my laptop, I didn't cheat on her, I didn't even touch the other girl, but I did not hide or run away from it, yes that was me, yes I took them, I did not think much of it when it happened, I was being careless, I was sad, that was more than enough for her to leave me, even though we went to couple therapy and we agreed to work things out because we loved each other, we were building a life together. But it wasn't enough, truth is I wasn't enough, the pictures were just an excuse, I just don't have what it takes, I'm stuck in a dead end job while she's about to get her degree, she is going places and I am going nowhere, love was not enough, I was not enough, three and a half years of dreams and promises were not enough.

After years of depression, I've finally gotten help and the pills are working. However now that I don't have the excuse of depression, I'm constantly thinking that maybe there's something seriously wrong with me. I don't want to do anything. I don't leave my house anymore. I don't talk to friends. Removing depression has removed all my passion for living. Almost ironic. I wanted to die for so long, but now that I don't, I have nothing to live for.

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Feel like lifes fading, look back in my life and realise i was at my most happiest with the people i drifted away from. Starting to feel betrayed but at the same time i have noone to blame but myself.

y'all need buddha

this isn't YLYL. wait, maybe it is.

Only optimists commit suicide, optimists who no longer succeed at being optimists. The rest, having no reason to live, why should they have any to die?

Cioran

Wrong thread, bucko.

Suppose that makes sense.

Why not go to a real bar and talk to real people instead of sperging out on Sup Forums, ultimately making your problems worse

this

I'm hopelessly in love with a 196lb lesbian. Don't let the description fool you, she's hot as fuck, and after 4 years of patience I finally got to fuck the shit out of her, but I know it is futureless and this fills me with immense melancholy.

it costs money

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
KILL ME!

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I really really really really REALLY like my boyfriend but I’ve only know him for a little more then 3 months. Now it’s no but November and I’m starting to feel a wee bit psychotic with the lack of sex and keep fighting off the urge to be clingy. I want to text him all the time, and see him everyday..... but also don’t want to smother him and loose him but also want all of his attention. Fuck I feel like I’m going insane.
He’s just about all I think about when I’m not busy and it’s driving me insane. This month we’ve just been cuddling when I sleep over and it feels so magical I just want to be in his arms all the time. Fuck I hate liking someone this much I feel like I’m loosing my mind. But it’s way to early in the relationship for me to be getting this way. Tbh I felt like this right off the fucking bat. Idk it was like I saw him and everything in my turned into bubbles and sunshine and I just want to see him all the fucking time. Agh. That felt good to get off my chest at least.

get a job NEET

So does your mom
But she’s pretty affordable on 5$ per hour

get your bra off your chest and show us

Nothing wrong with watching porn bro. You don't love your wife any less, do you?

My wife is starting menopause so my only source of pussy for the last 25 years just dried up. The guy i buy weed from just retired and moved away and for 3 months i have not been able to find a new guy or any weed at all. Life sucks at pretty bad at the moment.

Suck a dick no.
I’m too Cozy in bed.
Let’s just assume I’m a trap for the sake of me not having to remove cozy hoodie okay?
I just came back to say I think I ducking love this stupid weeb after reading my own post and that pisses me off cause love makes you do stupid things and sacrifice your own well being and dumb shit like that and I don’t think he loves me back so I’m just going to waste some time with this fuck and probably get my heart broken. Dammit. Maybe not. Maybe he loves me too and is just holding it in for the fear of scaring me off like I am..... or maybe I’m falling in love with a weeb who is just going to be a waste of time and not the father of a future disciple of morning star. Fucking just kill me I hate love it’s stupid and irrational

I've been ((depressed)) for the last 5.5 months since my 21st birthday, and recently, I've finally gotten back into the gym for 2 hours a day, followed by 20-30 minutes in a steam room at mt local recreation centre.. let me tell you sad cunts something:

>time waits for no man

i was like a couple of you, ((depressed)) about a girl leaving my life, a 'perfect' girl at that: (model, local celebrity, a 'good' girl, unique) and you know what i realized after maybe my 5th dream revolving around her? i realized that I'm living in the past, and that is exactly what depression is; living in past events.

man the fuck up, go to the gym, start taking risks, and look after yourself.. more and more time is going to pass you all, and instead of being a sad cunt for only a few months, a year, a few years...
you'll be sad cunts until you die.
go fucking do some cardio, even if you 'dont feel like it'
how the fuck else will you develop as the protagonist you're meant to be of you're hung up on shit from the past?
things *will* get better, you just have to want them to.

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Hey, I'll have a Tito's mosco mule.

It's been awhile, things are good just pretty stressful, I finished all my certification exams, I know it took me 1.5years but it costed over 2.8k.
Was thrown through hoops recently, but it's all for a good reason, applied for about 5 companies in a span of 2 days and was declined by 3 on the spot, the 4th a massive company sent me in for a preexam to determine if I had the knowledge necessary and I passed. The very next day I was called up and told if I want an interview I have to be at the interview the next day 60 miles away, having very little good clothes I had to buy new boots (my boots literally had a hole through the bottom) so 230$ later and spending the whole night printing out all my information and gathering the important info needed I showed up the next morning, it was a practical exam with 8 others it was 2 hours long (I finished first, thinking I either failed it or nailed it) everyone was called in one by one to go over those results each walking out and either being silent or saying they passed. I was never called into the exam room, I was then called to go in for the second portion an oral interview it was decent and had no ability to tell if it was good or not one person asking questions about conflict resolution and the other writing literally everything down. I was then told I will be called later and escorted off the property with the others.
2 days pass and I get an email stating they are going to extent an offer to me I was ecstatic to hear, and I will receive info in the mail needed to sign being sent from the other side of the states.
2 weeks pass and nothing, I call the person who called me and they said they forgot to send me my packet in the mail and that I may miss this training session at the end of the month, I was insistent on starting as soon as possible, so they sent me the packet via email ( -_- annoyed they didn't send it this way to begin with, but not my place to complain)

I prescribe a high-dose Psilocybin trip to help you connect with what's really important in life.

I want to fuck my 13 year old stepdaughter... Badly...

No, but I used to have an addiction and besides that it's kind of a symbolic thing. My wife is sexy enough that I don't need or want anything else, or at least that's how it should be.

The biggest parts of a relationship for me are loyalty and respect, and I feel that I have been disloyal in my thoughts and disrespectful in principle. I know it sounbds crazy, but you've got to remember that most actions begin with a thought, and if I can take pleasure from another in my thoughts, then what does that say about my reality? That wall's been knocked down now, and I can get back off the bandwagon but I can't confidently say "I have never felt the need to watch porn since I was married" ever again, which to me feels like I've lost a bit of myself.

Hang yourself you disgusting shit.

Pic related?

I suffer from schizophrenia, PTSD and generalized anxiety.
Can't drive because of it.
Cant find a woman to accept me.
Online dating is next to impossible, anyone who is interested just wants to use me or cheat on me.
I've actually accepted into doing poly, cuck, open relationship stuff because I know no one is ever going to want to have just me when they can have actual people who are not fucked in the head.
I live off disability because I have never been able to hold a job in my entire life. I have had 19 jobs and I'm 34.

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I recently took mushrooms. I used to have fun amazing trips on hallucinogens. Something changed my brain is in a constant state of paranoia, I feel like my life is going to be a slow sad and painful experience. I have an ominous feeling that America is going to go to shit.

Most men are secretly attracted to 13-year-olds, and particularly those who vehemently deny this fact. Don't do it though. Instead, write some hot erotic fiction about doing it, and share it online.

i've been with this girl for almost 6 years, she cheated for the first 4, found out about all of it last year and since then treats me like i'm the best thing that ever happened to her and how she regrets it lol. my paranoia tells me she's never changed, just wants to keep me complacent and will jump through hoops to keep her lies hidden from me. at this point i'm apathetic and emotionally detached from the entire thing.

So that post up there

That one ^
Do that. Stop blaming your problems on dumb shit that YOU FUCKING CONTROL you want a big shot glass full of reality, well, you make you’re own reality and do if you keep saying “I can’t eat a girl cause I have these mental disorders” then guess what? You never fucking will. Go get some therapy, start better practices cause you can get a girl you just need to stop making excuses. Also if this advice makes you angry or you’re like “they just don’t understand how hard it is to be me” that a fucking excuse and you’re angry because deep down you knows I AM RIGHT

My best friend and I used to talk everyday, they live in another state so we planned to get together this past Friday. They told me they probably couldn’t make it and that they would let me know if they could. I found out recently that they’ve been in the area for the past few days and decided to never tell me, I saw pics on their social media hanging with other people. Called them out on it and they haven’t even replied in 2 days. I guess now I’m back to having no friends at all.

This is bullshit. Men are attracted to full figured women, not some sick child fetish shit.

You control your own mental state, you changed somehow. So change again

Do a higher dose next time, and lemon tec it. Also, listen to a "loving kindness" mindfulness meditation during the come-up phase.

oh she was a fucking angel;
and me?
a fucking demon in a man's skin.

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>So that post up there
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My parents can't seem to understand how much damage they've caused my sister and i cause they always turn to us whenever were alone with them and tell us how much they hate each other. There are days where I just wanna punch em both in the gut really damn hard and tell them to fucking stop.

pic related, you

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You're still depressed. Antidepressants don't cure depression, they just cause emotional blunting, taking away your strictly negative feelings with the intent of making it easier to make strides with therapy. In short, there is something seriously wrong with you, but you already know what it is. You're well on your way, good luck.

KEK, you don't know the evils I've commited.

Cutting this bitch out of my life has been objectively better.
But I'm drunk and I miss her.

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>Most men are secretly attracted to 13-year-olds
This is third-grader logic. "If you really don't like something then that must mean that you actually do like it!"

Seriously, a pedophile AND a retard? You need to fucking hang yourself before you can get anywhere near spreading your genes.

I work for a very large company, but it's one you've never heard of.

I have no job title. Well, technically it's "Consultant" but I've never needed it. I have no business cards.

I'm essentially a spy.

There are functions I enjoy, and parts of the job are nice. Some pleasant conversations on the staff floor. Lots of travel to new places, to big cities and tiny shitholes in the desert.

My work requires me to access a large, immensely secured and protected database. In this database are countless secrets of yours and mine and of almost every American.

As you can imagine, my life is quite lonely. My home is protected by several layers of redundant security. My computers connect to the Internet through a byzantine process that even I don't understand.

Because the other half of the job is much less defined. I have only my principal directive and a handful of resources the company can release to me in each instance. I often make difficult choices.

I never anticipated the loneliness when I took the job, though it's obvious now what I was signing up for. But the real agony is knowing I can't leave. Not with what I know now.

So I drink, and sometimes I write things down in a blue notebook.

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Signed all the papers.
Was then sent a packet with papers to sign for release of drug test and background check
Drug test location they sent me to go to didn't even exist, called phone number attached and they sent me 10 miles to their new location to find out that they no longer do the tests just send out the medical supplies, so I attempt to call the issuer of the drug test and no answer at all, I email them; no answer, so I contacted the parent company of the drug testing location who sends me like .2 miles from the first location I drove to and they do the drug test with huge security protocol because it's issued federally, stressing a little bit because it can detect binging of alcohol within 48 hours of when last drank, then when it ends they say they no longer provide the 2 additional test I require.
I get home and fill out the rest of the documents scanning a shit ton of personal information and sending it out for the 4 background tests required.
Finally got a call back saying they'll figure out the 2 additional tests required but they're glad I did the drug screening because that was a disqualifier after 48hours. And now it's somewhat a waiting game on my life and career to see when I get to start and if it does t all go through within 2 weeks I have to wait another 2 months before training begins again.. all because they couldn't send it through email the first time. And in the last week my landlord became ill and her children are attempting to sell the house from under her so I may have to find a new living situation pretty much the exact same time I am trying to do everything needed to get this career, borrowing money and owing back taxes because the company I worked for shut down for not paying taxes and last minute decided to file us all under independent contractors.
So if all goes fast everything will be great otherwise it's going to be a stressful shit show all while trying to please a new company with a very strong zero tolerance policy

I know in my heart that I want to create something special like a video game. I want to make something that I know myself and many people would love, and yet I've wasted so much of my life since high school working shit jobs instead of going to college and I'm worried I'm just way too dumb to do anything. I'M ALWAYS READY TO CALL IT QUITS BEFORE I'VE EVEN DONE ANYTHING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
GODDAMMIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIT!

yeah I'm sure those candy bars you stole and people you called a faggot on xbox will be sending you straight to hell

> be me
> suspect I suffer from ADHD
> got fired from my job because I was underperforming
> parents retired years ago
> siblings are still studying
> running out of money.

Kinda ticked off that i only have One Rolling paper left.
Other than that its all fine, surprisingly

So just do a job that's easy for someone that has ADHD to do.
Be a janitor, be an usher at a movie theatre, sort mail, do retail.

GF let's me Use her as a masturbation Tool when she's not Up for sex, only Rule, No penetration

I got depressed and became an asshole and broke mine and my ex gfs hearts. We have a little boy together and shes the only person who ive ever really loved and showed who i really was. Im so scared that i wont be able to fix things between us and ill spend the rest of my life doing things together with her and our son and have to pretend that im not dying inside. I miss her fucking much

Use a page of a Bible

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Currently, i am sitting on the toilet enduring gastrointestinal hell. Every couple of minutes ive been getting severe nausea to the point where my mouth uncontrollably salivates. Once i make it through that phase there is another two minutes of gut pain. After i endure both phases, my ass blasts out diarrhea. This has happened three times in the past hour. Im hoping that i am nearing the end... my boy hole hurts.

That sounds like food poisoning.

I used to think my social life was a dream. I have more than a few sex partners, casual ones. I rarely go without sex when I want it. I have ample opportunity. Sound great? No. I feel lonely. All of my sex partners are each in a committed relationship. I'm each of their "other guy". Two of them left their guy to commit to another guy not me... and I'm still the "other guy". I know, even as I read this, my attitude towards this is pathetic. I don't know when I started getting sentimental.

Longtime lurker here, and I have to ask some opinionso, because no joke, or trolling, I legitimately want to die. Now before you say: 'Oh user it's really not that bad, or you're being selfish to all the people that care about you' let me just stop you right there. My life has gotten progressively worse every year, and now it's going to be 37 miserable years that I do not deserve to be here, and feel the pressure that I don't belong every day. I haven't achieved anything, my family is long since dead, my fiancé with a relationship of 5 years took off so that cinched any chance at normal married life happeningredients. My friends are very few, and would actually benefit from me committing sudoku because my death insurance policy would give them the money to afford our house and some of their college. So please, let me know what you think, and is anyone else in this predicament where they hate themselves everyday because they know they aren't supposed to be here? Also, I will take a Pan Galactic Gargle blaster please.

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inb4
>y wud I lie?
>u don hab to beleeb me
and other things liars say

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We almost got a nice hard reset for December, but no such luck.

She didn't say anything to warrant you saying that, newfag.

I'm If you truly do feel like dying, maybe because you really haven't lived? If you you truly wanted to die, why not party? Why not indulge yourself into the things you would have normally sworn off? Why not have fun until you do die?
Women are not what they used to be, they're mostly whores looking for a guy with the fattest wallet.
Start having fun activities. Start doing a routine or a ritual on certain days. There's a shit ton of things you probably haven't seen or done.
If you can't be the best at being normal, be the most free person you can be.

Week 2 of daily hydrocodone abuse.

I once had a bad habit, and I kicked the bad habit. Cold turkey, and on my own without rehab. Along with everything detrimental in my life. 6 years later, the shit has hit the fan once more, and I'm back to wrapping myself up in that opiate blanket.

I fucking hate myself.

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Become a musician, that's what you have always wanted to be.

NA Sup Forumsro

just came to terms with the fact that I'm an absolute loser by every sense of the definition.

literally think of anything you would think a loser would be doing/look like, I bet I'm worse than that and it's not even a self esteem thing.
It's just a fact...

I've been severely depressed my whole life, I would not feel joy from most things people enjoyed
but I just hid it and played a long and pretended to be "normal" the last 2 years I didn't feel that depressed and never thought about suicide which is very rare for me , well the depression is creeping back in slowly consuming me like a dark storm on the horizon and I fear i will get trapped in there for a very long time like in the past...

im ugly and i know it lol

Risked it all and years of work on him and all he wants to do is be a giant whore. Why do I love whores and sluts? I have a problem.

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Let me make this clear.
If she truly was your fiance, those pics should of not shocked her. At all.
You fucking morons always getting engaged and married without fully knowing one another to the highest degree. It's fucking retarded. She's dumb for agreeing and you're dumb for thinking she'd accept you. Women don't accept men, men have to hide EVERYTHING from most women.
Women are mostly boring and if they're not boring that's because they're mentally ill.

>My inability to find/create deeper meaning in the universe
>Reconciling my inability to do so

Well, start listing.

Let me ask you something: What is one thing that can change you in a instant from being depressed? Yes, this is a trick question and no you won't know until you honestly answer.

Greener pastures user. Don’t do it. Staying sober and the struggle that follows is more rewarding.

The sooner you accept that all your efforts is nothing, the better it is to accept that not everyone is meant to be in the spotlight.

That constant cycle.
Fuck that revolution.

I feel like my life is going nowhere despite the fact I work all week and pay my bills, I'm overweight, losing my hair and I'm only 31. I haven't been happy since I was in my teenage years.

I've been trying to find that answer

I've always hated myself as long as i've been alive. Everything I do, how I do it, I hate. How I look, I hate it.

I want to die so maybe I can resurrect into someone who isnt me.

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Lose weight.
You can do it

You know what that means?
You're bored. There's nothing to do without it being the same thing you've always done. You're stuck in the mundane. Anything that could seem like something would involve effort and money expenses. Am I wrong?

Go to pornhub, click on the first ad you see, that should help.

ugly
broke
virgin
autist
...

Women bring misery. You mention looks because women are not acknowledging you.

I want to but I have no drive to, I'm fuck ugly I can't even stand the sight of my own face. I make jokes about having no hope or will to live everyday to my friends but the truth is, they're not jokes. if it wasn't for my dog, I'm convinced I would have put my pistol in my mouth a long time ago now.

I am addicted to sex. I have a decent job that pays pretty good. I have a gf. But I also fuck 1-2 escorts a week. On top of fucking my gd everyday. I need pussy all the time and Im 40. Wtf!

Nnn is for people without relationships or pwople who just watch too much porn. Get your nut and stop being weird.

I don't know if you're actually unattractive so I don't know what to say to that one. If you think you're ugly, what is it that makes you ugly?
If you're broke, there's ways to get income.
Being a virgin doesn't mean anything.
Are you actually diagnosed by a professional that you're autistic?

you say this like it's a bad thing, lmao

Are you cheating? Is she aware?