Are you mentally well? why are you still here...

are you mentally well? why are you still here? what do you think of the current state of Sup Forums and how long have you been here?

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nobody? shame

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Been on B for roughly 3 years I think. It's cancer, but it's home. I'm suicidally depressed user, thanks for asking.

nobody cares to have some engaging conversation?

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I have diagnosed depression and anxiety.

The depression I've had since I was 13 (turning 30 tomorrow) but the anxiety is fairly new.


I've learned that ignorance is truely bliss when it comes to it all though really so I handle it pretty ok.

Sup Forums has really gone down hill since I first came along in 04.

Back then it was more like the reject table at lunch. All the awkward kids who like the weird dark shit just huddled together because they dont know where else to go eat and they attempt to socialize with eachother.


It still had some sort of "good" to it.


Acting like a retard on purpose wasnt something we wanted to be nor did we find it really funny. If anything most anons really tried to be wise asses and think their IQ was off the charts.

Now we have people running around screeching like literal fucking autists and they think it's funny.

But still I cant seem to leave this place. Every once in a while I run across a few anons and a few threads that remind me of better times and it's fun for me

8 years, mentally well, have my own business... shit's pretty good actually. I miss the raid threads. Nowdays Sup Forums is becoming exclusively a safe haven for closeted homosexual for debils with far right mindsets
Don't get me wrong negroes, this place was already saturated with homos since it's very begining. But the raids and fun shit stopped all togheter in the last years

unfortunately you've only seen the absolute most shit state of Sup Forums, it was always bad but it's so fucking boring now
but you're right, it is home. I'm depressed and lonely as well and this is the only community I've ever felt I belonged to
it's a way to interact with people without all the bullshit that comes with actual social interaction

It's fucking stupid. It's dick pics, trannies, fascism, a few nude girls and a poorly drawn frog. It's for stunted males who never quite got through puberty.

I am not diagnosed but I have suffered from anxiety and depression from a young age, I remember just wanting to die in elementary school
I came here in 06 when I was 13 and I agree totally. I felt like I was somewhere I could actually be myself for once. it really felt like more of a community there were so many fucking weirdos so you could just be your weird ass self
your reply is so fucking spot on, every word of it. I come back off and on and sometimes I actually see something or have some interactions that are worthwhile but I swear it's an addiction, we're just chasing the dragon of nostalgia

it wasn't always this way

Good description lol. Do you feel this community helps, or contributes to the depression? I feel like sometimes it fuels my worse aspects, but it's a comforting escape as well

accurate
once Sup Forums got a reputation and became known by everyone (not saying it was a secret club back in the day) it got saturated with normal people wanting normal content found anywhere online

I'm not sure. that's a really good question. I only come here when I'm drunk, which is often, but I'm not sure what the connection is there. I think it's mostly positive, I'm able to blow off some steam and shitpost but now that I'm more mature I tend to take pleasure in giving advice and trying to help anyone coming here with a question or concern about life

Exactly, thatsbwhat drew me to this place. I liked weird shit that I couldnt really share with the people I knew and this was a place where all that weird shit was more than welcomed.
We werent super nice to eachother but we were honest and blunt with eachother.
We didnt just drag people down for no reason. If we went on the attack it was because someone clearly was acting like a fucking idiot.

Now all the kids here are just mindless sheep following the idea of who a "Sup Forumstard" should be. Overusing terms they dont even know the meaning to, calling everyone a faggot because "it's the/b/ way"


You know how many little kids call me a newfag because I'm not resorting to name calling or feeding their "trolling" behavior? Lol I've lost count.


Sure when I was like 16 I was a bit of a smartass on here but when you get old, You just chill and start reflecting on why you would even act different online then irl anyway

>are you mentally well?
No but it's always work in progress
>why are you still here?
Just visiting after time away
>what do you think of the current state of Sup Forums
Shit as it always has been
>how long have you been here?
2010

did tabby ever get naked?

I vaguely remember this bitchs YouTube. What's her name sammy or something?

you fucking nailed it
all of that is what made Sup Forums so great, I never fit in with my peers and at 13 I felt like I found people who got me
and yes you can spot the kids here so easily now. I get called a newfag all the time as well, as if being here for over 10 years is something to be proud of
I didn't post much when I was young because I needed "lurk moar" but now I'm in the same boat with you. sometimes I say some dumb shit on here but I'm pretty genuine now as I strive to be irl
it wasnt as bad before you got here. it was bad, but not as bad
apparently there are nudes but unconfirmed

8ch

I felt like a boomer when I went there for the first time a year ago
Sup Forums is my home for better or worse

fuck

shameless self bump
it has been good to hear from some oldfags

No, I hate myself and have a porn problem. I don't care much for Sup Forums, it's just another mindless way for me to pass time. Several months.

I dont hate myself but I hate my actions and thoughts for the past few years
no porn addiction though but I'm old and have had plenty of sex so it just doesn't do it for me anymore
I can relate though, most people have at least one addiction and mine is alcohol

>Mentally exhausted.
>Honestly couldn't tell you.
>Sup Forums is shit and always has been.
>13 years.

pic related

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Mentally ill? Well I suppose so. I'm most likely killing myself before the end of the year.

by this i mean:
>don't even know if i wanna live or die, nor do i even care at this point
>here to forget above
>b is cancer but that's what great about it
>about 6 years

mentally exhausted is accurate
between anxiety and depression it's hard to just exist
don't commit suicide. I know it's tough but don't do it
you're just numb. so am I. gotta learn to let ourselves feel again. the bad comes with the good unfortunately

Been here since 2008. Mentally well? I work 40 hours a week, I make $60k and have a generally happy life. I rarely drink or smoke weed and I don’t smoke cigarettes.

Sup Forums is boring. I’m just here in the hopes that it will get better. It’s still mildly entertaining on occasion, though.

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nice quads
you seem like you're doing ok or better
I agree though it is boring, not enough genuine interaction among us
I can find porn anywhere, I want to talk with people I'd otherwise not have a chance to talk to

I've been here since 2007. I'm 35 now. I'm a normal person with a normal relationship. I'm just here for the weird porn, yo.

Yup. I was 21 in 2008 when I found Sup Forums and it was awesome to find people I couldn’t really find/identify in the real world. 32 now and I can’t really find Sup Forums people even on Sup Forums.

lontine lurker.

fuckin everyone has mental probs show me one exception.

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u cant

I've been on here since 2006, and I remember seeing that photo for the first time a very long time ago.

valid response but I honestly have conditioned myself to filter out the porn here
nice I was 13 in 2006 when I came here and honestly that was probably not good for me but I'm still here so there was something to it
I can relate though it's just a bunch of kids and bots now, rarely anything interesting or characteristic of what Sup Forums used to be about

I think everyone has some sort of mental illness or at least problem too
humans are at a strange point in their evolution but that's an entirely different thread
yes my teenaged self was enthralled with tabby when I first saw her
she got a ferret

no and ive been fucked in the head and on b for a long time.

b needs less porn. its just become a shitty porn board/bait board. its like these faggots never heard of /gif/. yeah no pics but still, do we have to have 3 cock rate threads going on at the same time? if you need other faggots to rate your cock just kys if your esteem is that low.

Oh and, I have a panic disorder, anxiety, chronic depression, and agoraphobia. I was normal up until a year and a half ago, lost my job due to depression, had a sweet gig 40hrs a week Monday to Friday, plus superannuation, was getting about $800 AUD P/W before tax... Now I'm on the doll and get $500 a fortnight. And have $20 to last me after all my expenses are paid, that doesn't include food. Luckily I know how to feed myself like a poor person. Been under the poverty line my whole life, I'll be 30 next year. Oh and I can't work due to sciatica on-top of the depression and anxiety and panic attacks when I go outside. Atleast I have a roof over my head, I guess.

found it round 2014 when my girlfriend was pregnant w our twin boys...was 33 at the time and already felt alienated trying to prepare myself to be the "good dad" which to most ppl especially women just means being able to pay for everything...

interesting to hear the perspectives from longtime Sup Forumstardz...

i think that lack of sincerity and followership is rampant everywhere right now...

i mean where youtube once could have pirated stuff and definitely no commercials now its just like on demand tv...

was just listening about its easier for most ppl to imagine the end of the world than an end to global corporate fascio capitalism

yep. porn is fine but that's not what I come here for
you can find porn anywhere
could always be worse right? sounds like you're in a rough patch but things usually seem to get better. I hope that is the case for you

Sup Forums is NSA honeypot

Yeahh, Elon Musky...you was all time

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Let's see. No, every now and than I see some good shit, it's deteriorating into mostly shitty repost of shitty memes, 3 years.

it's been deteriorating for much longer
we used to do dumb shit, now we just post dumb shit
I remember using loic as a dumb 14 year old not knowing the legal implications of ddosing, I remember acting on calls of Sup Forumsbackup
some fun stuff has happened since then but lately Sup Forums is just boring

Sup Forumslackup*

do you browse ylyl, bro?

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Ive been here since faggot and nigger got autocorrected to candyass and roodypoo

I had this thought recently that the usage of reaction faces on Sup Forums dropped by 80%. Back in the day it was funny to see all these reaction. Now people react by insulting. Too much frustration on this board. It will never get better.

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I have media that I bought this year but lol fuck you go buy your own.

>this

>I handle it pretty ok
teach me senpai

hahahah how much did that rustle your jimmies
interesting observation
reaction images are a huge part of Sup Forums but lazy imo
of tabby? if so cool, if not chill out
you gotta learn how to stop caring about things but it's a slippery slope

Been here in 07. Around 2013 I only lurked here and there and recently I've been back on it. Mentally, I have my morals.
>inb4moralfag
but also pretty depressed because I've lost everything from a drug relapse. ie good job, car, finances, girl i loved for 3 years.

I only come to Sup Forums for some cheap laughs and sometimes intriguing conversations about niche and novel ideas. The state of Sup Forums has gone to shit. People moved on to Sup Forums, reddit, and shit. The absudity and surreal humor of Sup Forums is dead and I'm here hoping that there's something funny and epic in this pile of shit and porn.

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Cracky-chan will always be my queen. I started when Sup Forums was good. I don't even know why I come back, the degeneracy has gotten so much worse since the cuck craze.

Mentally I'm doing okay, already miss daylight and its still 19 days ro the solstice. When the arab dudes were as lost as you fucks they revolted, why haven't you?

op here. are you me?

I feel that many of the ones that lurk Sup Forums think the same way. Unfortunately, the traffic for this board isn't here anymore. It used to be 1/3 of the traffic on Sup Forums. Now it's in 4th place.

Been browsing daily for about 6 or 7 years.

I still enjoy Sup Forums and all, but I dislike how how fucking far right this place has gone. I like racist jokes as much as the next guy, but the amount of genuine racists here is baffling.

We pretended for so long that we attracted actual racists who couldn't tell we were joking.

it's bots and kids now. shame
least of our worries

Had psychosis twice and managed a full remission twice, dealing with a bit of depression and alcohol and weed issues, but I quit kratom and cocaine last december and am going for full sobriety this december.

Started visiting in late 07, I come here now because it's familiar, the degeneracy is comfy and probably just makes me feel better about myself.

I honestly think this board use to be way more entertaining purely because I was underage B&. It's amazing how much your sense of humour gets refined as you enter adulthood.

Theyre refugees from 8ch.

I’ve been here since 2010 on and off. Mostly when I’m tired of life and need depravity.

nice trips and your last sentence is sadly the most likely truth
as I said before we are chasing the nostalgia

Mentally unwell, quite badly depressed since 2014, no motivation to find a job, 21 and live at home.

I visit time to time but mostly scroll through on my phone, might look at a few photos in porn threads then close it again. Hoping for a cool thread.

On Sup Forums since 2013, used to have interesting stories and stuff happening, now it’s always porn porn and shit memes like Andy’s logs etc.

My current mental state is drunk

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perhaps it is a reflection of our reality and the state of the world we live in
boring bullshit force fed to us constantly. no original ideations

same buddy. 5am and drunk as shit
is this why I have issues or is this because of my issues?

Most likely. We live in a “culture of consumerism”, that’s actually the title of a book I’ve been writing on and off. I’ll do several pages when I feel motivated then repeat again a few weeks later. It won’t be anything big but I have about 27 pages so far, hoping for 100-130 pages. Keep an eye out, I guess.

Maybe they’re simply unrelated problems and you’re a dumbass

Both. Your habits will perpetuate the negative cycle.

I'm mostly well and pretty functional. I guess slightly addicted to various online formats, Sup Forums being one

Been on Sup Forums since 04 but I stopped for like a decade. I'm back now because it's one of the last places on the internet that hasn't been taken over by the PC police or the 'let's moderate that because children' morons.

I'm mentally well, I mean I hate most everyone and everything and few things bring me joy but that's normal.. Right? I'm just bitter about life and how shit this Era is.

Why couldn't I be born in the glorious years like 36, just old enough to skip serving in WW2 just young enough to get benefits, pension and buy million dollar houses in NYC and LA for less than 1 salary.

Oh also I think Sup Forums is the worst. But it's easy to turn to at any point.

And been here on and off I guess 5 years.. Maybe a bit longer

I agree and if I can remember I'll keep an eye out, I'm very interested in the idea of culture corrupting humans
no they're problems stemming from something deeper I haven't figured out. I drink to numb myself but from what? and why? I know I'm a dumbass but seriously if you haven't dealt with mental illness please refrain from replying
sounds about right
ok boomer (heh)

I am not mentally well but I could be worse.
I'm not really here, I just pop in from time to time and lurk for entertainment. This is my first time posting in a while.
Sup Forums's current state is pretty shit, you have to scroll past a good bit of needless porn to find anything of substance, even more so than a year or two ago.
I've been here for about 5 years so it's always been like this to an extent for as long as I've been here.
At least it's still more entertaining than reddit

>are you mentally well?
eh
>why are you still here?
I multitask, scrolling Sup Forums is something to do while watching stuff and or waiting for something in a windowed vidya game
>what do you think of the current state of Sup Forums
It's shit, it's always been shit, but at least every now and again there'd be a win, or cheese pizza, or some cool find. Now there really is a lot more porn and less Sup Forums
Other chans where good to mindlessly scroll too, rip infinity
>how long have you been here?
2005

gotta train yourself to filter out the porn

hence the reason I made this thread
I miss originality
I miss creativity
Sup Forums is fucking garbage now. what can we do?

>what can we do?
Nothing, the demographic's changed.
Old Sup Forums is in their 30's now, and the internet just isn't what it was back in the ol' wild west days of searching limewire for stargate and finding horse porn and viruses, lurking stickdeath, stile project, 'underground' irc channels and having to actually go out of your way to find a porn supply - that wasn't a credit card gated dot com.

Sup Forums used to be sticking your toe into the 'dark' web, now it's a phone app, nuff said.

Pretty much hit the nail on the head.

I'm fine, been here a long fucking time and it's become basically a porn board.

I mean it's always had porn... as filler, but the signal to noise ratio is baaad right now.

I have been creeping this shit hole since like 2007.. 12 years of degenerate bullshite. I love it.. Its a shame the quality of shitposting has become mostly cuck, trap and fb threads.. But we still have memes atleast..

>mentally well
Definitely
>why here
i don't usually lurk Sup Forums, just decided to visit
>current state
Awful. Only cheap bait or fap threads. Some fap threads are awfully cucked, like fb/ig.
>how long
Don't remember, but not for long. Definitely single digit, but at least a few years

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true, true and true but:
>But we still have memes at least
That's 9gag now

Ugh that is true.. 'memes' now end up being shared on normie social media
They have lost their flair.. Its like the whole 'liked a band before it was cool' mentality.

Except Sup Forums was never cool.. or good

no I'm not mentally well. I'm extremely undisciplined with my studies and personal projects, take too many drugs, attend weird partys. overall I'm happy tho, have a very cute and caring girlfriend and nice friends. they're comfortable with my autism and most of them are autistic in some form themselves.

>current state of Sup Forums
utter bullshit. it's ruining my sexdrive. it's runing me. I can't quit tho. fuck this. harsher than opiods.

>how lang have you been here
fucking newfag for about 4 years

kill me.

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Not mentally well. I can function ok in society except at work when I’m supposed to speak in front of people - not even speeches - say 10 of us sitting around a table & all the sudden “let’s go around the room & introduce ourselves” or “tell us about yourself”

I go into an all out panic. Can’t speak or focus. Surprised I have not fainted.

Any advice?

visit a therapist. why should a bunch of autistic drug dependent retards on the butthole of the internet should have good tips for you?

Case and point of what's wrong with the current state of Sup Forums. Op cries like a bitch and gets fed a thread full of (you)'s from people who actually give half a shit rather than insisting he does a fucking flip faggot as he jumps.

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meh this still one of the better threads in the last time.

Sup Forums was always a place for social scum. ofc there is crying sometimes. wouldn't even blame it for OP, he didn't cry (at least I didn't read all) but more the people that are gathered on Sup Forums. still better than all those cuck, shota, loli, fuckallofthis threads.

the time where degenerated people just wanted to fuck things up are over. we are hiding, jacking our dicks and hope the world gets better.