Feels thread. Please keep pics sfw. Thank you
Update on the discord situation. Can't do anything about it but delete the account and reuse the email.
How are you all doing today, my friends?
Come get what's bothering you off your chest
Feels thread. Please keep pics sfw. Thank you
Andrew Allen
Hunter Perez
my life sucks
Noah Collins
I'm sorry to hear. How does it? What's been going on?
Lucas Perez
I'm disappointed in myself and I know the people I care about are as well
my only coping mechanisms are substances and ignorance
I'd probably kill myself if it didn't harm anyone else
Nathaniel Allen
my GI bill didnt go through for some reason so now i have no way to pay for the semester i just completed and no way to move out of my alcoholic mother's 1 bedroom apartment and no way to pay for my next semester which im already signed up for
John Jackson
Sorry for taking so long for getting back to you guys, friends, I was showering.
"I know the people I care about are as well" what makes you say that? When someone is depressed, they generally tend to focus on the bad or try to read bad meaning behind good intentions. Unless they explicitly say they are disappointed, why put that in their mouths?
Have you ever tried exercising? I know it's veeeeeeeeeeery very very hard when you're really down but all it takes is a bottle of water, a pair of shorts, and going out for a walk.
Well I'm glad you at least have a reason not to do something so drastic, friend. Maybe find a friend who'd help you get things back on track together? Maybe someone who was looking to go to the gym or get fit, you could tag along!
Not sure what GI is but I think I can get the gist of it from your message. I'm sorry to hear about your mother, friend. If you were able to pay for your semester, how would you have supported yourself moving out? And have you appealed the payment? Usually deadlines aren't strict deadlines, even the "strict" ones.
William Foster
I'm an alcoholic piece of shit. I have wasted the last 10 years of my life. not even exaggerating. I have some serious issues I can't figure out and yes I am projecting my feelings but I know my family and friends are sad about my current state which hurts more than anything
I've tried exercising and I don't like it but I know I need to try it again. I finally got a job which is making me more active but I know I need to go ride my bike and actually do things
as far as finding a friend who is a good influence, the only friends who fit that criteria are hundreds of miles away. your advice is perfect, and I feel like I know what to do, but something deep down in me is just wrong
Thomas Price
>how would you have supported yourself moving out?
gi bill is money the government pays you to go to college so that is how. and i would have gotten a part time job either on campus or somewhere nearby
Luis Rogers
Austin Perez
They may be sad about your current state but sad and disappointed are completely different. I could be sad for someone and want them to change but not because I'm disappointed in them, but because I'd love to see them in a better place.
Why not have a goal for your bike? Take up mountain biking? Join a biking group to go together or something?
The deep down feeling is depression, friend. It's what depression does. It ruins your motivation to do anything and the only way to change that is by doing something, ironically. You'll be waiting forever if you're waiting for the motivation to hit you. Force yourself to do something, even just a walk. Step outside and be like "well I'm already outside, might as well walk". The fresh air smells great!
When was the deadline for your bill, friend? And it's best to get a secure job before moving out~
Jason Parker
>When was the deadline for your bill, friend?
I was supposed to get my first check a couple days ago prorated for the previous month. It never came.
>And it's best to get a secure job before moving out~
that wasnt really necessary because I would be getting ~1600 a month and my rent would only have been 450. It's also not possible because I don't have a vehicle at the moment so anywhere I work would have to be in walking distance
Caleb White
you're totally right. weve talked before. months ago. I really like your perspective and agree. depression is my issue. I almost wish I had something to be depressed about as I have no idea why i feel how i do. thank you, i just needed to vent and your valid advice is what I need to hear
Josiah Williams
Is there no public transport in your area, friend? Or you could invest in a motorbike. They're very cheap, very cheap to run fuel-wise (a full tank will cost about 10-15 and would last you a week), and last a while if taken care of.
Ah that's what depression does, friend. It's why people without depression don't understand it. "There's nothing wrong so why are you depressed?" It's a very odd ailment and it really stinks but I'm glad you're taking the right steps to helping yourself, friend! There are always professionals you could speak to for better advice haha. Until then, I'll be making more of these threads so please feel free to come back and vent some more!!
Tyler Howard
Dylan Perry
thank you for your words :) you get it, anyone who hasn't dealt with depression just thinks its something you can remove through sheer will. I'm currently talking to a therapist weekly and it helps and I do reach out to my few friends but I hate the feeling of dumping my emotions on someone else. you're a sweetheart and I really appreciate you maintaining these threads, for me and especially for others
Levi James
It's why I think people who have gone through it and professionals are the only ones who can really have a say in it. That's not to dismiss people who don't have it but more that they don't quite have the knowledge of what depression actually is other than "sadness". I'm so glad to hear you're talking to a professional, friend. I'm also glad to have you in the thread! Best wishes! :)
Jayden Gray
Bump for OP
Justin Clark
Thank you, frined~ How are you doing?
Aiden Cook
Woops forgot the picture haha
Sebastian Hill
Hi Isabelle user, it's good to see you still around.
Something that has been bothering me quite a bit is that I have a really good friend who I would even consider as my brother, the thing is that this friendship is slowly wearing me down. This guy is gay, and he has a crush on me, he has already stated that before. He plays the victim with his over-sensitivity by asking me to not have relationships with any girl or else he would be devastated, furthermore, he tends to be a grumpy asshole who gets pissed at people for the most insignificant of reasons. He also needs a fuck ton of affection, and is not like I am unwilling to fulfill that, is just that its constant and sometimes I just don't feel like it, but I have to or else he takes the victim role.
I just do not know what to do, since he has done many things in the past for me, and I do not want to be seen as an ungrateful shit, but his whole personality is something extremely heavy that I just grew tired of.
Brandon Hernandez
I'm doing well, getting ready for bed. Sorry to hear there was nothing you could do about your discord. Aside from that how have things been going for yourself?
Bentley Robinson
There is nothing of value in my life. I'm having to sell my home because of the divorce, my job sucks, the only friends I have are an RPG group I run games for, I have zero romantic prospects.
My only reasons for living is a cat I have to find a new home for because I won't have anywhere I can take her after the house is sold and that I want to go after my mother shuffles off the mortal coil.
Colton Baker
Have one last bump before i take off. I'll try asking you again how you've been or just lurk if you come around again. Take care.
Chase Bennett
In scenarios like this it's fairly hard to find a middle ground for both people. Have you spoken to him about his attitude and how it affects you? Have you been blunt with your emotions of lack of with him?
Understandably, as everyone should, he prioritizes himself in the situation but there is a difference between prioritizing yourself and being a jerk. The difference comes when you start neglecting others. He either doesn't know or doesn't care about how you feel. Is that something you want in a friend if it's the latter? You're above being treated by garbage, no matter who it's by. It's why I suggest people get away from toxic parents. Blood or not, they don't have the right to treat you like a lesser.
That being said, you have a few ways go to.
Let him know how you feel if you haven't
Explain the unhealthiness of the situation on both sides and explain that you can't limit yourself and your life based on what others want from you. It may hurt, and trust me I'm on his side of this exact situation and it 100% will, but he's going to have to learn to get over it for your sake and the sake of your friendship. If he loved you, he'd be able to let you live your life freely.
Thomas Wood
Ah sleep tight, friend! I've been up and down. Work's got me feeling weird in between low pay and abuse from my boss but I'll get through it eventually~ Thank you for asking
I'm very very sorry to hear that things got this bad, friend. I've never been in your situation so I won't pretend to know what you're feeling but trust me when I say you can recover from this. Before you met your partner, there was a point where you were alone, had no house of your own, no wife, no kids, no partner, and you still got to the point you were with her where you had everything. I'm sorry that it was all stripped away but please don't give up.
It may not help much but Sylvestor Stallone, the man who played Rocky in Rocky Balboa, was at a point where he had to sell his dog for petty cash just to get by while he was homeless. He ended up starring in the movie and bought it back. While exaggerated, it's not fabricated. He came back from quite literally nothing. If he sold his dog and gave up looking towards a brighter future, he'd never be anywhere near where he is now.
Lame analogy but please take it as an example of what persevering when you are down to nothing can do. I'm also sorry I can't offer more helpful advice. All the best, friend.
Thank you for the bumps, friend. Sleep tight!!
Brandon Edwards
Good morning, Izzy
Brody Taylor
Good morning (technically since it's a little past midnight), friend
Xavier Thompson
I sure hope I remember that password before I end up getting logged out or something
WHY THE HECK DIDN'T I WRITE IT DOWN I'M SO STUPID UUUUGGGGHHH
Sebastian Stewart
Ah Runa?
Nathaniel Hall
Yep
>you are banned fron all boards for replying to off-topic garbage
which mods were powertripping this time?
David Clark
Ah can you not recover your password? And bleh sorry to hear about that.
Nathan Kelly
emailing support about it but I'm not optimistic
I only vaguely remember what the password probably was and the account email is still set to the throwaway one I used to make it
Gavin Perry
Do you not have access to the email, friend?
Nolan Cox
by throwaway I mean one of those sites that deletes it after 48 hours
Jonathan Wilson
Ahhhh that's no good, friend. Best of luck, friend!! Hopefully they can help at all
Ryan Rivera
Thanks for dropping by, everyone, but I'm going to have to head to bed for now. Take care!
Isaiah Ramirez
good night
Benjamin James
what was the most fucked up story in a porn you watched? in 'A Warm Place to Stay Tonight' Carter Cruise is a homeless chick who gets picked up by the dude in his pedo van, then he takes her home, makes her bath and dress up in a black dress only to roughly fuck her ass 5 minutes later. The guy acts like a silent repressed mass rapist the whole time, Carter is visible not enjoying it, in the end he cums on her face and throws her out of the house
Remember what you can be, boys!