Am I the only one that finds messy desks comfy? Sadly, I lost my folder, but I used to have a bunch of the super messy/dirty cigarette covered desk pictures with old CRT monitors and stuff
>tfw I'll never experience anything like these images >tfw no social skills >tfw no money >tfw no snow >tfw no sweet bookshelf >tfw no comfy seats >tfw no dimly lit rooms to enjoy >tfw no beautiful scenery >tfw no mountains >tfw no comfy 90s shitbox car >tfw never experienced love >tfw can't even see the stars because the city is too bright
What's the point of living if I'm not even happy at home? I can't move. I can't travel somewhere more scenic. These images should inspire me to leave but it just feels so hopeless. I don't even know where to find comfort.
Has anyone experienced comfort in their life? Feeling super down right now.
I think my main thing is a complete lack of confidence. I don't think I can do anything in life. Can't drive, can't make decisions, can't work. Can't even leave my house most of the time because the outside world is terrifying.
Doctor has given me pills that help, but I still need serious therapy. Don't know if you guys can help but sometimes it helps to talk. If you have any tips, please throw them at me. If not, thank you for talking anyways. Helps me feel less alone.
Would if I could, friendo. I've failed all three jobs I've had. Most people can brave the world until they get good but I just can't handle some asshole yelling at me every time I fuck up. It's not worth the money. Perhaps I'm just not meant for life? Not trying to act all moody. Do you think some people aren't meant for life?
I'm currently enjoying the lord of the rings trilogy. It's difficult to go through with my attention span and bad memory, and constantly reminds me how mundane real life is. But a nice read. Thank you for the suggestion. Books can be nice.
>any tips My best piece of advice for you is to just not give a fuck. I'm not saying to give up, I'm just saying like what you like, want what you want, and fuck everyone else. Life in an eternal struggle. No matter how good or bad things might be there is always a battle to be won, a struggle to be had. So you just need to push through and make your dreams a reality by any means necessary.