In our early teens I molested my sister for around a year whenever we shared a bed at a relatives house when our parent...

In our early teens I molested my sister for around a year whenever we shared a bed at a relatives house when our parent was working late. AMA


I'm not proud of it, and I'm not bragging, also it's worth noting that even though we've never talked about it since, our relationship is great today. It's just weirdly therapeutic to be able to discuss it online since I've never been able to tell anyone in person, and it proves to weigh on you quite a bit.

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Did you ever eat her pussy?

Yes. In the beginning it was mostly me doing stuff to her, it started mild and evolved over time as I started getting away with more and more

Your alright man I did weird shit with my friends about that age. Ended turning out gay, but alot of the friends I did it with are straight. I'm sure both of you were just exploring it's nothing to be ashamed of.

Did you fuck her or just cuddle?

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did you rape her?

Did you like the way she tasted?

Did you make her cum through oral?

Thank you for being understanding. I blame myself constantly, but thats honestly part of what it was, I wasn't being watched close enough and was getting too into porn, and got curious

I never fully penetrated her, though I rubbed my dick on her pussy a lot. Did just about everything else though, including cuddling lol

If she was cool with it watever be thankful you didnt end up with a deformed kid. I doubt stuff like that is very uncommon.

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There were times I basically did. A large amount of the time she was either playful or passive about it, I would ask her to do things and she would go along with it. There was stuff I wanted after a bit of time had gone by though that she didnt like and would often protest or refuse, and in a handful of those cases I got forceful and made her do it anyway

It's hard to answer both these questions because this was around 15 years ago now, so a lot of detail is missing. I can't say whether or not she ever came, but I can say there were at least a few moments when she seemed to get pleasure from it

It's insanely more common than people think, and thats why its 'taboo', its there, but people never ever speak about it. I literally once had a coworker straight up tell me his sister used to suck his dick

incest is not taboo BECAUSE it's common retard, and it isnt even common
how old were you and her? what sort of things did you do?

It's not really that uncommon.
That's why so many cultures gender segregate inside the family home.

I felt guilty for years, but honestly I'm not sure it caused much harm.
We're still close and have some sexual tension, but we both got a partner and moved on

Early teens, hard to be specific though. my best guess is I must have been about 13

Well it was more mild at first and picked up over time, it started with kissing and then me asking her to get naked, and I'd feel her up and put my mouth on her. Later on it would be things like handjobs and blowjobs, a lot of rubbing my dick on her tits and her pussy, and shooting a ton of loads on her, usually more than one per night

Did she look like she was enjoying it?
I imagine my friends feel that way about when i sucked their dicks.

Actually I finally admited to myself that I was gay, only after I got back in touch with one if them and realized I had a huge crush on him.

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Post a pic of her user

You should stop lying about serious issues user.

So while there were times she definitely wasn't happy about it, I do recall moments where she definitely seemed to be enjoying it, as in she would lay her head back and close her eyes and breathe heavily, usually when I ate her out.

Also its interesting hearing about your experience with that, it's just weirdly comforting to know there's other people who deal with similar things which you can't typically talk about with other people.

I don't want to compromise her or my identity

What is so serius about consensual incest. As long as it didnt result with a kid I dont see a problem here.

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Are you still sexually attracted to her? If she wanted to fuck you right now would you do it?

Older or younger sister?

Is she close to you in age now?

Yes and yes - and to be totally honest thats part of why I feel the need to talk about it, because I don't necessarily like it this way. It's like I'm cursed, and I'm just trying to get it out of my system possibly.

But yeah, even as years have gone by I've stolen her nudes, and continue to get off to her somewhat regularly

Younger sister, about 2 years apart

As long as you’re similar in age. Doing it to a girl who is much younger is fucked up.

>times she definatly wasnt happy about it
Did she say no did you force it on her, I can understand two young people exploring their bodies, but I have no sympathy for that.

Also were you the same age?

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I'm not op

Just some fag

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I mean if she’s objectively attractive it makes sense. At that point in her life did she understand what sex was? I’d feel guilty if I was doing that shit without understanding what it was. But like consensual exploration? Shouldn’t feel bad. I’m curious as to what she looks like, even if it’s just body pics

I didn’t say you were. Fag.

I had some sexual experiences with my friends when I was younger. I felt a lot of shame about it for years.

> There was stuff I wanted after a bit of time had gone by though that she didnt like and would often protest or refuse, and in a handful of those cases I got forceful and made her do it anyway

She was about 2 years younger than me, a little less than that actually.

So no I wouldn't say I ever flat out 'raped' her, but there were times she'd start not wanting to do stuff, and I'd get pushy about it sometimes because I was young and insensitive and horny, and some of the time she'd then agree to do it, however reluctantly, but if she ever really really pushed the point or got visibly upset, then no I didn't like physically force her into anything.

she IS objectively attractive, that's part of it for sure. She understood at least to a certain extent what sex was, just not all the details, or the consequences, or how seriously it was taken, and tbh I was the in the same boat. Our parents waited too long to talk to us about it, we only had what we had been told by kids at school.

I may be willing to post a couple censored pics in like an unsee or something

See above

Did she ever initiate?

What were your ages?

Honestly what it sounds like is as she got older you got more explicit with your sex acts while she simultaneously matured and few to understand that what you two were doing was wrong. You kinda got rapey at the end there but it sounds like it was good fun while it lasted. I say fuck it and confront her about it and see what she has to say. Shoot your shot and try to fuck her

if the two siblings were both really young, say 10 would it be okay? if so why wouldn't it be okay if there was an age difference? what if one was around 14, and the other around 8? i'm not trying to argue any point here, i'm just curious.

She never initiated, but got quicker to getting into things over time when it was clear I wanted to, and started doing awkward things during the daytime like straddling me on the living room floor in a sexy way while adults were around lol

I've considered bringing it up soooo many times, I'm curious as to what she remembers and how she feels, and also wonder if it would help me feel better about it, but at the same time, our relationship is extremely good now, and I almost don't wanna fuck with that if It isn't necessary.

Because when one is 14 and one is 8 the 14 year old knows full well what they’re doing and the 8 year old absolutely does not understand the gravity of the act of sex. Two 10 year olds, at least they’re at the same maturity level where they’re probably just casually experimenting, but I say no kids should not be having sex at that age; but that’s a good age where they should start being educated about it

Shit happens, but you know "compus mentas".
Kids never really understood what they were doing, there's a reason the age of consent is 16 or 18 in most places.

Society has a very narrow view that in all sexual misconduct there is a victim and a perpetrator - it comes from criminalizing a social issue.

My friend was fucked in the pussy /ass every night for years by her older brother, they still talk.
Yes she was a bit fucked up by it... But honestly so was he.

The father was molesting them both, which is where the issue came from.

But by being immature about how we approach social issues and blaming people for having them we continue to have the same issues.

Straddling sounds hot. It’s be real hard trying to hide that boner if I were in your shoes.

But it might make you feel better about it to get it all out there and maybe set the record straight that if you knew at the time that what you were doing was wrong, you wouldn’t have done it. Maybe she’ll be like “oh no I loved every minute of it” and she’ll offer to suck your dick or something.

Post pics

Don’t bail on us OP, deliver pics

>14 year old knowing what he's doing

You know what, were you ever told even once not to have sexual contact with adults or other family members?
Would a 14 year old know what to do if they did?

Me and a cousin basically got the green light from our families because we only ever saw each other once or twice a year.
We just laughed it off when we were older, but the family is seriously concerned now we might get into a serious relationship - but we're not really into each other any more.

Once at a funeral for a distant relative years later we started talking again and within half an hour ended up in the back of my car having honestly the hottest sex of my life. I blew three loads directly into her and only afterwards did we kind of panic- thank God for the morning after pill, I suspect she took like 8

I think this is what you are uncomfortable about user.
I can understand how hormones can get at that age, and considering you were 13 the age difference isnt terrible.
Even though she didnt outright resist you you probanly scared her abit, i think you need to apologize to her. I can tell this is what has you upset and I think you may be a good person who made a mistake and you have a guilty conscious about what you did.

Completly agree
Pedos and rapists need a bullet to the head ever damn one of them.
I never got molested as a kid, but I did have a guy force me into sex once. So I know how terrifying that stuff can be.
Been conceal carring a 9mm and a knife on me ever since. Also keep my phone on voice recorder every time I meet somebody I dont trust.

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>apologize to her
Has this every been attempted though?
Everyone says it's better to just never speak of some things again.

Don't tell people to just bring shit like that up

>you probanly scared her a bit, i think you need to apologize to her
Honestly this sounds right to me.

I've considered bringing it up for years and years, it's just honestly a scary thing to think about, and like I said before our relationship is great. There were a few years after where there was definitely an awkward distance between us, but over time that went away, and our mom once told me that even during that time my sister told her that she wished we were closer.

My sister is honestly a really intelligent and sensible person, and I believe deep down that she understands that it wasn't meant in a harmful way, so she's never held any hard feelings against me.

Despite that though, I do still have the subtle urge to apologize, even if she doesn't need to hear it, and also because I wonder if it would help me get over it more than I've been able to, even after such a long time.

ages?

like 12 and 13 im pretty sure

That’s hot post pics of ur cousin and of you

Sounds like your family encouraged you to have sex? That’s fucked up. Normally you teach your kids not to do that to family.

Any ass play? Did you lick her butthole, at all?

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The truth is sometimes painfull to admit, but there is definatly a wound in the relationship between you two, it wont heal with a comforting lie that it never happened. Even if you dont think she needs to hear it, you definitely need to say it.
Honesty is the most important part of any relationship, even among family.

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It's possible but I don't remember if so

I was worried that apologising might make it "real" - or that she might actually blame me afterwards.
At least now I know nobody will ever find out.

I suspect in my family it's common, there are a couple of family members who just don't talk and this purveding silence.
Church families, every time.

Thanks man, truly. You're right.

Like you say that man....

But no way I'm taking a risk like that based on what you personally think.

Ive never heard from anyone who's done this - male or female.

Officially bullshit. You would remember. This post is a lie, ya'll!

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Just tell her you're sorry next time you can be alone.

I've had to admit alot of awkward stuff since came out of the closet, and honesty was the only thing that kept my parents from tearing each other apart over it(very religious family).

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Are you OP?
I'm confused

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OP here, that's not me, someone else is talking about their experience now and causing confusion lol, which they are allowed to do, but yeah thats not me

How psyched were you for bedtime?

cool story, bro

No ones posted pics, I’m out.

This thread sucks

posting pics means its bullshit

Dude you're a fag and your shit is all retarded.

Who's going to bring up the past like that, maybe the other person has moved on or (more likely) decided to bury it.

Like I said, talking about it openly might make it real, which my gut feeling is- isn't a good thing

Not if it’s juat Facebook pics or censored nudes like op said he could post

OP here, your shit isn't "retarded", I really appreciate your feedback, you're clearly more sensible than an user from Sup Forums. my Sup Forums kik is 'Byakkoya' if you ever wanna talk about it more

Oh

Well I have an exam in med Chem tomroro I should get some rest, hope you and your sister can reconcile. Wish I met more guys like you who can be honest about their mistakes. You will be a great catch a lucky girl someday :)

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You will have urges but you will be fine. Youre loved. Im sure she loves you. Just she doesnt want you to bring it up or else she will probably deny it if you do.

Burying your feelings will only make you bitter and angry. I buried my feelings toward my friends and ended up a depressed, and resentful liar. I never wanted to acknowledge my sexuality and nearly killed myself because of it.

Only once I finally was honest with myself and reached out to one of my old friends did I finally feel happy again.

Secrets and lies are the roots of evil in this world OP's honesty towards us shows that its obviously is not behind him, and is an obstical between himself and his sister.

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