Secrets Thread: shit that's been on your mind thread

Secrets Thread: shit that's been on your mind thread

LARPing is illegal edition

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Spent a whole work day at office being sucked by an escort. she sat under my desk so noone could se her. It cost me 10k but so worth 8 hours of getting blown in the office. AMA

This is the saddest thing I have ever seen. Harvey Weinstein is shaking his head at you good sir.

Really sad. If I want my cock sucked at work, I have enough female coworkers who'd love to help me out. 10k for that... Damn

Bifag here, I'd love to fuck my gf's super cute nephew

I am eternally in love with a girl I met in 6th grade.She told me she liked me when I
thought nobody could. Thought I wasn't worth affection. It's to the point that I subconsciously
sabotage every good relationship I have ever been in. This is a revelation I had very
recently. My ex-fiancee was literally the perfect woman for me in ever respect and
I willingly threw that relationship away. My current GF is a ride-or-die who always
supports me and is afraid to lose me. I'm actively distancing myself currently.

In 7th grade at the summer camp where I met the girl, I would ritually touch her skin
with grass stalks and swallow them to keep her with me forever. When she dated in
HS and I saw her holding their hand I would beat myself up in the bathroom. Most
nights were spent in the fetal position on the shower floor. That new show "You"
got me thinking about shit. I used to sit in the stands of her soccer games. Used to
follow her sometimes. Would walk to her house and watch her through windows.
Some time ago I told her a little of how I felt in HS and she basically said I'd projected
what I wanted her to be onto her and that I didn't know her. Which is true. I dream of
her several nights a week and I suspect even more. Us vacationing in a foreign land
with it's food markets. Her kissing me. Holding my hand. I always wake up though.

With this revelation I worry about my mental health. I don't want to become a stalker.
I just don't know that I can be happy without her.

That was a lot. Thank you whomever took the time to read it.

"Female"

What's the closest celebrity that resembles her?
Are you married/were you cheating?
If so, what was the first time seeing your partner like?
Just a bj and she peaced?
Or did you get to grope her a bit?
Was there more?
How many times did you cum? Where?
What made you hire this woman?
Did anyone at the office know?
Memorable conversations while being blown?

i cant stop thinking of my dad

Tell us more

When I was 16 I took the v of my sister's 11yo best friend

I think you already have become as stalker

My GF ordered nail stickers. Now I can't stop thinking that I would like nailstickers too. Manly ones of course.

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i get really uncomfortable looking at old photos of me when i was about 3 because i looked really pretty with long hair and in some pictures my pose is like theres something wrong with it and i can distantly remember being encouraged to pose that way. then there's my dad who i always felt wrong or somehow shameful about calling him "dad"

i just feel uncomfortable about it all, not so much a super secret but certainly something i dont talk about to people

Depends on your definition. Outside of the incidents highlighted, I haven't
made contact with or sought her out. I rarely look at her social media.
I can just feel her. We're kindred spirits. I've had a dozen relationships since
HS, a couple "successful" ones. The odd thing is that I do just fine with
women. There's just a connection I feel that's stronger than anything. I don't
think I can be happy without her.

Animals being hurt turns me on. Just look at this goose get forcibly penetrated and dominated.

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I’m straight, have kids and I can’t imagine a happy life without my wife. Oddly enough I have a weird reflex when I see females in porn giving BJs and when I see a dick: my mouth waters and I swallow. I don’t know when it started. I had the rare opportunity to suck a dick, I didn’t almost vomited. I don’t know how they do it. I find dicks gross “in person”. Watching porn where it’s in a female, I’m fine. It’s such an uncomfortable feeling.

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What worries you the most about him? It sounds like you're concerned he was grooming you.

*I didn’t and almost vomited

Sorry

Have you ever actually tried sucking one? Maybe that’s something you’d be good at.

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Greentext? What was the aftermath?

Rape or did she “consent”?

i dont know how to explain but i have some weird memories that i dont know if i can trust. memories about being alone with him in the bedroom and being positioned in a weird way with him being on the bed in a certain way.

the fact i know my mom complained about her back all the time and thus slept in the living room leaving me to share the bed with my dad a lot.

i just dont know

Get help sir

How is there something wrong with your pose? Is it the feeling you get when you see the pose? Or is it the look of the pose?

I spent time in a psych unit as a teenager. Roommate was a tall, lanky skater dude that saw clowns in the carpet. He opened up about his disorder a lot. Some of the symptoms were obvious: occasional breaks from reality, sleeping with eyes open, and restlessness at night. One I thankfully never witnessed was a sleep sex disorder. Dude would apparently jackoff or get handsy in his sleep and never remember it. Said part of the reason he was in here was because he groped his mom in his sleep and he was awaiting foster parent interviews.

His account inspired me. I've had not-so-consensual sex with five girls using this disorder as an excuse. Two are close friends that know about my childhood abuse so were easy to convince. They are also close friends of my GF of 4 years and I think afraid to hurt her or that she would blame them. Two more were random college party girls. Don't think one of them believed me but I haven't heard from either since. Last one has been on-going. She is my best friend since we were kids. Almost positive she doesn't believe me but she hates my GF. A few times we've had sober "symptomatic" sex and she just never mentions it.

I know I'm a PoS but I have no self-control. My GF has fessed up to cheating and I've seen a video of her blowing a dude pre-fuck that he sent me when he found out about me. So she's no angel in this.

its just that im like 3 years old man still sucking on a pacifier and im doing this fucking pose that you could think of a woman doing like bending over for the camera to make her tits drop down a bit and pushing her ass back a bit. its like i can remember that like pulling down my underwear a bit too thats like the worst part.

its just weird. but then again i could have just seen something on tv or something and decided to emulate that.

i was weird in general anyway with trying to shove things inside me and stuff

Almost every girl I’ve had sex with or fooled around with had a boyfriend. Some more serious than others, but I’ve still grown to mistrust women because I saw how easy it was for them to be unfaithful

No

can we have your gender please, I need to know whether I should become erect

female although i transitioned from "boy" early on

Professionals will tell you shit like, "You can't trust memories." Complete bullshit. Had recurring dreams where I was hyperventilating with prickles of fear when a certain country song came played on my old radio. Therapist had me convinced I couldn't trust dreams. "Why would he touch a boy when you have two sisters." She was a 'christian therapist'.

Talked to my much older sister and she opened up about her abuse. Said our dad would put two of us in a room, threaten to kill us if we moved, and take the other in my room. He'd turn the music up loud and molest us. Next session I told my therapist this, told her to fuck off, and walked out.

Memories are your way of encoding situations, just through a younger-you's lens. There are ways of working through it but don't let people say bullshit about you being delusional. Stay strong user.

>>TLDR: Sorry brother. It only gets worse.

Well sorry to tell you, but it doesn't get any better. In a similar boat. Been with my wife for about 13 years, I've always loved her and cared about her. But about 5 years ago I met a girl who ended up being our roommate with her boyfriend. I realized early on that I had dreamed of this girl in junior high. Every inch of her, what she looked like. Just one time, but I had seen her years before, and she lived on the other side of the country the whole time (wife and I from the East coast - the girl was on the west side and we moved here.) She changed my whole life when we started living together. She changed my tastes in music, movies and TV. Introduced me to things I would have never seen. My composure changed - my Outlook was different. I realized she was the woman I was meant to be with my entire life, even got her to admit she had feelings for me too. But we were both with other people - regardless of what we felt for each other - that we still cared about. People we would destroy by being together. Moving here was my wife's idea - I would have never met this girl if not for my wife so I would have has to abandon my wife simply for not being the other girl. Couldn't do that. The girl and her boyfriend moved out in 2017. We all used to hang out even after they moved, but we haven't seen them in over a year now, even though we're all minutes away from each other. I occasionally look at the girls Facebook, but it just hurts to much to see her post anything. I know the dangerous line I'm walking of being a stalker, so I don't - I truly do want her to be happy, I just never will be again. I think about her every day. Entire genres of music make me think of her. I'll listen sometimes just to feel closer.

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Was abused as a kid and have 'mommy issues'. Every female supervisor I have I latch onto like a mom. Told a few they were like my mom and freaked them out. Almost exclusively fuck 30's women. Most of them are neglected trophy wives I meet at a running park behind an expensive community. Have to hit on 20 to reel in one but it works. Honestly can't remember the last time I was with someone my own age.

Do you have similar issues?

I have memories like that about a situation in which I was violent.. I think. The memories are fuzzy, they are intentionally fuzzy and I have abso-fucking-loutly no intention to ever explore them.

none. I want nothing to do with it. I'm genuinely afraid of what I might remember and I'm afraid that i'll never be able to box it again

My body is covered in scars, I have shredded my skin more times than I care to admit and carved a pentagram into my abdomen so deep I required surgery to get all the fat that was now outside my body back in my body

yeah yeah emo boy cut himself a little bit, but thats how I put that shit away for good, and that is where it will stay

I mean congratulations on having the fortitude to look into it and not lose your fucking mind but man, not for me.

OC, related

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idk i just feel "weird" instead of utter terror, although sometimes i just kind of get paralyzed and unable to talk much when i get into a specific place in my head or my internet dad (dont ask me) says things that kinda make me go back to this place in my head with the "memories" of something vague and i dont know.

i dont know maybe

those are really nice cuts. do you have more pics?

but to add i havent actually been physical with anyone. just online. im slightly above 20 too so yeah

Saw the devil and Daniel Johnston and it hurt my soul. I think that doc is part of the reason
I haven't reached out to her. The other part is that I want her to be happy. We come from
a really small town. She went on to a big Uni and is now a PA at a hospital dating
a richblood motherfucker. Her life seems fulfilled. I guess I can die peacefully knowing
my soulmate lived a happy life. It's like the ultimate sacrifice but w/o a cool movie
ending. Sucks man.

I haven't seen my cousin for a long while, like about two years, and this time around she's been holding my hands and hugging me. I appreciate it so much, my heart turned to pudding. I haven't had a tender moment with someone near my age for a long while, especially because I've spent years upon years in a long distance relationship and we decided to cut off romantic pursuits six months ago.

Negative, the other pics are of my wrists which have been seen by quite a few members of the public

Identifying information is a no no, and the only people who know about the pentagram would never see this thread

I fucked my twin brother’s gf twice and she gave me a bj in the woods once, one of the best blowjobs I had

Ya. Happy she's happy too (I guess. Even if I think she'd be happy with me, she seems happy now). Its just the difference between reality and the movie. Reality never works out like you want it too. Now I can't watch shows like the office where they wrap up the show and "every one ended up with who they were supposed too, even if they were with someone else, the end." All I can do is say "Jesus Christ yea right". It's like in Rick and Morty - there is an infinite number of realities, and in one out there you do end up with her. But this one ain't it, you don't end up with the person you were meant to be with. Feels bad man.

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Are you me. My greatest source of comfort is that in one of those realities we're together and I made all the right choices.
I guess we just know the same pain. Damn.

You should greentext the situation. How hot is she? I'm assuming she didn't know?

she knew, we used to hang out before
she’s very hot, red hair, big ass, nice, perky tits, got a lot of tattoos and piercings
every time they would get into a fight she would hang out with me, we’d smoke and drink until things get interesting

Pretty much. Thought I understood love after being with my wife for 7 years, until I met the girl who changed my life and how I felt about everything. Then I understood love. We just couldn't bring ourselves to destroy two other lives to be together. Here's to hoping other reality you and I are finally truly happy.

been having lots of self doubt lately.
wondering if it's really my fault my exgf cheated on me.

Was fully consensual. I was very gentle but it was kinda painful for her but she didn't want to stop

no worries. if you change your mind I'd love to see them somehow though. most people don't cut that nicely.

no your exgf cheated on you becauses shes a vapid stupid fucker who will never be satisfied in her life because all she cares is about stupid animalistic shit and acts on stupid fucking female hormone decisions.

Does anyone have the posts from the user who was masturbating over the phone with his childhood friend? It was really fuckin good but he took a while to post and eventually I had to get off. Pic related was from the last post of his I read.

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My therapist and I always begin and end our sessions with long hugs and always end our phone calls with "hugs and kisses".
I keep it a secret because otherwise she would surely be fired.

I've become obsessed with a woman I've met gaming online, and it's so fucking stupid. I knew it was a bad idea, but I did it anyways. She's distanced herself, and it's driving me up the fucking wall. Haven't been this crazy for someone in a long damn time. I feel absolutely ridiculous about it, and cannot speak a word of it to anyone I know

When I was in junior high i used to keep nude pictures of myself in between regular pictures on my phone. That way I would show a random picture to a girl hoping she would swipe and find one of them. I would then fake embarrassment and claim I forgot that was there. I guess due to our age they would usually just giggle and some would even try to comfort me from my "embarrassment" and tell me it was ok and that it was an accident. Good days.

>makes lews poses
>admits to fucking herself with weird shit like a dumb slut
B-b-but its probably my dad guys, he m-made me do this, i promise im not a S L U T

Even better youre a fucking tranny lollllllll

I crave elementary schooler pussy

I wish I coulda molested a cute 11 year old when I was a teenager

Kill yourself

What.. is wrong with you?

I hope you get better soon user.

I like shit you don't user.

not that OP, but I'd like to get the story too
pic was with the first part of the story, if it helps to remember
...or if it helps you to wank!

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Talking about it is the first step to recovery from what has become a mental health issue. Well done you for taking the first step.

My younger brother’s friend killed himself before Christmas. Me and three other guys molested him for a few months more than 10 years ago. I don’t know whether to feel guilt or not.

I think you should feel a great deal of guilt, dickhead.

I liked a girl who now became a guy but I'm not gay, but I still like the girl side of him. Well maybe that's gay

Thank you, friend. I want happiness for everyone, but forget myself sometimes. I'll keep truckin'.

Just kill yourself and nothing will ever happen to you

You don't know if you should feel guilty over something that ruins lives? Jesus

Greentext?

I don't know what I'm going to do with my life because I have a learning disability and I can't understand people too well, I try to do good in school but I can never get my work done when I'm supposed to and I'm scared my life is fucked up forever

i grope teen girls in crowded places

My GF is southern enough to ruin my life if she knew any of my secrets, but hot enough to risk saying with her. Her we go:

Convinced a friend that I had the power to transform into a girl when we were 10 or so. Got naked and he rubbed his dick against my ass.

Blew a dude for a minute or so when I was a teenager and then outed him to his family and he got sent away.

Would pretend to be a girl on golivewire using a classmate's photo.

Funny thing is, as far as I can tell, I'm as straight as they come.

yo user, I work at a disability employment company. we specialist in people with intellectual and learning disabilities.

if you've got a learning disability and want to work? fuck that's easy mode for us. all we do is help you through some prep/interview if needed, and then have someone hang around with you at work when you are learning shit to reinforce it and figure out any ways it can be improved.

a learning disability can fuck you up when nobody is giving you any leeway for it, but it doesn't stop you getting what you want/need in life.

Interesting stories?

Talk to a counselor, they'll set you up to succeed.

???

no specific stories to tell, since ive done it so many times it all kind of blends together in my mind lol

if someone got molested as a kid they will never be the same again
either you become:
-fucked up in the head "boy/girl"
-SUBMISSION slut/whore/trap"boy /girl"
-serial killer"boy /girl
-a pedo

This dude is LARPing most likely but I have one:

19 at a distillery gift shop trying to get away with buying. See a group lining up for a free ghost tour at their warehouse. Little brunette firecracker in the group smiles shyly and starts signing to her friend.
I've dated hearing impaired, though I don't know ASL, but she made eyes at me enough to get the point across. Even through her [local school for HoH] VOLLEYBALL sweatshirt and her skirt you could tell her body was tight. Snuck my way into the group and had a nice backside view while we walked.

We were in a dimly lit warehouse with the tour guide droning on when I caught brunette's attention. Start mouthing like I'm talking to her and she shakes her head and holds her throat. Sign "do you sign?" which is one of like 5 phrases my ex taught me.
She's surprised and starts rattling off some shit real fast that I dont understand. The corner of her mouth moves when she signs in the cutest way though. Sign "sorry that's all I know." She smiles, staring right through me.

Bit later tour guide says she'll turn the lights off and says we can take flash pictures to try and see ghosts o0o0o0o0o0. Lights cut and I follow volleyball girl. She's in a group for a solid 5 mins and I figure the lights will come back on.
Finally she wanders up and I follow. Stand behind her as she leans forward snapping a few pictures of the catwalks between barrel rows. I dip to reach under her skirt and grab a handful of her. The full weight of her right cheek is in my palm and my fingers press into the unmistakable soft flesh of pussy lips. Feel her jolt, turn and utter a low surprised groan. She reaches out and grasps my forearm and we stand there for a few seconds.

Honestly wonder what would have happened if I stayed there. Someone called over "is everyone alright" and I split. Ran out a fire exit and didn't stop until I hit a convenience store more than a mile away.

One of my best friends since childhood is a really hot girl, the daughter of my moms best friend. We shared a crib ffs, thats how far back this goes. Our parents uaed to say we were going to get married all the time growing up. As for dating or being boyfriend and girlfriend, it wasnt something we even had to talk about. When people would ask us wed both say NO and yell at them then laugh about it when they were gone.

The day she had her period she told me, calling me up frantic to repeat all of the shit her mom had just told her. Including all about masturbating, and how guys can do it too. She tells me how to do it then tells me to try. "Right now? On the phone with you? "Yes dumbass now do it and tell me whats happening" and at first nothing was. My dick had growm some during the conversation, and it did feel good to rub, then really good as it got harder and more stiff. Im relaying this to her on the phone and I hear her moving around on her side in bed, and it suddenly dawns on me to ask how do girls do it?

"Oh man there are so many ways you can try. Guys have it easy. " and listed off rubbing fingering and dildos before I asked which she was gonna try, and she just pauses for a few awkward seconds then says "Well im rubbing it right now."

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I use to closet crossdress but once I hit my 20's I stopped and got back into dating. Now in my late 20's and in a 'good' relationship but the urge to start crossing again is there and I'm not sure my relationship is gonna survive.

Didn't realize it was getting long. Basically looked her up on the school's roster and found she was a Sophomore. For the next couple years I was paranoid, looking up local news religiously and praying I was good. Stalked her fb a bit. She graduated last June. Monday I looked up and went to the sneakershop she works at. She helped me find some running shoes. At checkout I wrote my number and "call me" on a sheet of paper and handed it to her.

I'm a retard and should have put "text me". Not sure if she was offended, but after she looked at the paper she smiled so... Maybe she's following the minimum contact time rule. I know the deaf community is pretty exclusive so maybe she just doesn't like hearing guys. I also don't believe she recognized me.

My poorly developing sheltered brain might not have realized this was an exciting development, but my dick, freshly awoken in this brave new world, knew that this was something he should be around for. My dick was the largest ithad ever been unsurprisingly, and the simple act of rubbing it with my palm suddenly just wasnt enough, it was as if only one small part of my dick was being tended to when it all needed touch, so I separated myself from the apes and wrapped my hand and thumb around it, and this time when I stroked it left my legs weak. Then, I started thinking about what the said.

"Youve been doing that the whole time?" I asked, wondering why I hadnt heard anything, but she giggled a bit, in on some secret I wasnt privvy to."Noo, I only started after you did." After she said that she fell silent, as if waiting for me to say something, or in all likelihood ask the next logical question. But I was now thinking of her in bed wearing a two piexe biking, which her mom had only just let her start wearing the summer before. I didnt yet know what her teenage breasts and pussy looked like. Then she threw my stupid ass a bone, "Girls have to wait until theyre wet." A 5 second pause. "I wasnt wet yet." So I finally asked what it meant to be wet, and here she lowered her voice, still giggingly, and I could practically feel her cupping the phone and bringing her lips up close the way she always did to tell a secret to me.

"We have to be horny."

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I want to fuck girls from 8 to 12 but I’ll never act on it. I like their smooth skin, hairless pussies, narrow hips, flat chests, and tight pussies and buttholes. I also like the idea of fucking a girl too young to get pregnant. I jack off to pictures from Jock Sturges, Sally Mann, and David Hamilton. I have several hot cousins I want to fuck. I am jealous of their husbands and hate them. I feel like they belong to me since I am related to them. I enjoy these secrets threads because I enjoy reading about little girls getting buttfucked by older men. I especially enjoyed the posts from the girl who got buttfucked by her stepdad Dave. I save these threads to PDF on my iPhone.

"So you got horny listening to me?" I asked, earning me an exasperated sigh so strong I could hear her eyes about to roll out of her head. "You really are stupid, you know that right?"

"Im still learning." I told her, looking at my cock and imagining her watching me, sitting across from me smiling, giggling. She must have both been caught up in the act, because before I knew it several minutes had passed in mostly silence except for our breathing. She was the only thing on my mind, occupying it in a way she hadnt before. As good as it felt to stroke my cock, I began to imagine my hand as hers instead. I had no idea what lie beneath her bottoms and so couldnt picture it, but what about her.
"Hey Ellie, have you ever seen a penis?"

"You can call it a cock you know," she said, never missing a chance to correct me, "Ive never seen one in real life, just drawings in the school books. Have you ever seen a pussy?"

Something about her saying that word excited me. Her voice had gone soft and quiet, barely above a whisper. When I told her no she let out a soft moan, then whispered into the phone again, quieter than before. "Do you want to see mine? I want to see your cock."

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I'm seriously depressed that I cannot lose weight. I am on a 1400-1600 calorie low carb diet. I try to do an hour of activity/cardio 5-6 days a week for the last 5 weeks. I have lost 1 pound. I'm weighing myself Friday and if I don't lose anything, I might kill myself.

just apologize and maybe give her a little space? you might be overthinking it

"Yeah. I cant stop thinking about you." I answered, by this point whispering too. Saying that made me strangely nervous, I expected her to laugh at me, but instead she let out a contented 'Mmm' then asked "What if I was there right now? What would you do?"

For once the answers came easy. "I want to see you without your clothes on. I want to watch you." This time she let out another moan, longer than the last, with just a hint of pent up frustration.

"What if I was already naked?" She asked, obviously wanting more. "What if I was right next to you right now? What would you do to me?"

"Id make you touch my cock." I blurted out, "I wish you were holding it right now." This time her moan became a whimper, whispering 'yes' so low I could hardly hear it.

"We could touch each other." She said, her voice now coming in deep breaths. "I want you to see me. I want you to touch me right here."

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I'm sorry. I love animals and it's too bad that your brain is broken. Dont hurt animals please. Get help.

I found underage porn on a popular porn website and am now scared SWAT team will show up

First of all, great story. Also I'm inclined to believe it because it didnt' end with "so we fucked int he dark and I came so hard inside her she culd speak" or some bullshit.

Second question - did you jet because you were afraid, or did you get some sense from her like WTF? I guess what I mean is, did she seem pissed/angry/about to get you caught, or was she intrigued/confused and you just ran in an abundance of caution?

Also I've never gone as far as you but the amount of info you can get with a school + sports team is crazy

I get it I had the pleasure of trying it with a dude in a similar situation. We both liked it and would do it again if we met up again, but I found out that I don't love it its perfectly fine if I get an inch to scratch every few years.

Of the hook-ups? Sure.

>Be me, 17, about to graduate
>Find a nice park to run at, mostly to hit on women
>Work my way through the crowd and strike-out everytime for a month
>Run every morning with the same chicks and it gets a bit awkward
>One day new blood appears wearing shit the serious runners would never
>30-ish brunette sporting tight pink leggings, flats, and a too-small sports bra
>She's slow and struggling prey and my mouth waters
>Got her head down and I let her run into my shoulder
>She glances off and starts to wobble, so I grab her core to steady her
>Tightest damn stomach you've ever felt, obv works out just doesn't run
>She looks at me wildly, apologizes, and we chit chat
>Got her laughing and start on the path back toward the rich community
>Stop at a huge house w/ 3 bedroom garage
>"This is me. Want some tea for your cooldown?" "Sure"
>The tea looks and tastes oddly like wine
>She sits way too close to me and touches my chest laughing way too loudly
>Cackles at my test joke and rests her hand on my upper thigh
>Her face softens and she looks at me playfully
>Her hand closes over my bulge, "Guess I failed at cooling. you. down."
>She slips to the floor and works at my belt mumbling, "we'll fix that."

Cross dress how? Wear women's clothes when gf is awy? OR go out and meet guys while dressed?

I'm like a 5/10 guy at best and not remotely passable so I'd never go out. but when my wife is away sometimes I wear her stuff (most of it's too small) I've also bought a dress and panties at Forever 21 before. And I was in a Banana Republic dressing room and there was a sexy woman's dress hanging there so I changed into it and jerked off. Feel kinda bad about that one.

But my point is I never did any thing remotely public so it hasn't affected my relationship.

Sounds like bait.

Bro who doesn't.

No, seriously, I grope people in crowded places all the time (teens through milfs). When I get tipsy I also sing to myself "I'm gonna touch some butts," to the tune of "I'm gonna pop some tags" from that stupid Macklemore song.

people that are well-adjusted and don't feel the urge to sexually assault people