Sup Forums related images that sum up your life

Sup Forums related images that sum up your life

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>balloon falls to ground and ice cream floats away

Gets me every time.

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season 3 when

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Pretty sure I found a lump on my clavicle tonight that I'm just going to ignore until further notice.

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This is literally me.

You guys are depressing as fuck.
I know that feel, though.

>not Bojack passed out in the parking lot and inexplicably succeeding

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That would have been me a few years ago. I spent a long time under overwhelming depression that I was certain I'd never get over. Born to die a nothing, achieving nothing and feel nothing. In time I was able to use the self loathing as motivation to try. I figured if I hated what it felt like to attempt self improvement than I deserved to suffer through it. Months passed and I found that I had actually started to improve, I felt better. It's been steady upward momentum from there. Anxiety still gets now and again but the depression, the thing that was going to kill me evaporated and now I'm proud of where I'm at and where I'm going.

Point is just don't ever give up completely. I became a shit ton more rational from years of fitting over existential crises if/when you do get over whatever's fucked you up I think you'll get to look back and smile about it.


All that being said we'll probably be diagnosed with a terminal illness for the cosmic laughs.

Lot of things have been going wrong at once, but a lot of them legitimately open some decent doors for me. The crushing sense that I'm destined for failure has abated, life isn't good, but it feels more like it's in my hands to make it that way.

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That's probably not the best plan, user

thedailybeast.com/articles/2016/01/13/bojack-horseman-creator-raphael-bob-waksberg-previews-punny-and-punishing-third-season.html

Looks like it'll be another month or two.

Probably not, but I live at home and my brother just had a relapse, so I can't dump a "by the way, does this look like a lump on my neck?" on my parents right now, especially when it's probably just nothing. Probably.

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its not really meant to be pessismistic I got married a week ago and got a house. In the process of moving and starting a new job and new life out of the state

user, please. Go to the doctors.

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If you need to talk, my kik is Madlockfreak.

Congrats user

Nah; it's like a hard lump down toward the bottom of it. Pretty sure my clavicle is just fucked up somehow.

Good on you, user.

Always surprised how the cosmically and internally depressed seem to gather around Sup Forums. Always nice to find some kind of community, I guess, even if it is one as fucked up as ours.

Thanks. It sucks that many people are having shitty times but I hope everything turns out for the better. Not saying I was miserable originally just that it was time to move on to better opprotunities

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too close to home my friend

did a 16 page report in like 6 hours. I had a month.
still got a perfect grade because my instructor doesn't care...but I told myself...this would be the one time I did it right

I am filth.

I was in a similar boat. Molested for a decade as a kid, later drugged and raped one night. Suffered chronic depression most of my life, the physical abuse left me impotent, had all sorts of fucked up pain in my life for a long time. One of my professors was arrested for child pornography, he was like a father to me. I confessed to my best friend I was in love with her and she didn't feel the same. Then among our circle of friends, a rumor went around I was stalking her and literally all my friends cut me out of their life and wouldn't hear my side. I never did anything. They were my entire support network. A week later I put a gun in my mouth and tried to swallow a bullet but my roommate caught me. Been in therapy more, had massive ups and downs for a long time, my reputation was destroyed and lost a job because of it (tight nit small community town) and all sorts of shit. Tried suicide several months later and still hadn't even hit rock bottom. It proceeded in that fashion for a very long time until I met a wonderful friend who helped me get back on my feet.

Life dealt me a shitty hand and I let that rule my life for over two decades. I had so many reasons to give up, I did give up. Several times. Life is fucked up and horrible but I realized I wanted to live for my friend more than dying alone.

Bojack hits far too close to home though. I could barely finish season 2. What a show.

But I'm 20

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>reading all that

Holy fuck, I wouldn't wish that life on my worst enemy. Hopefully things improve for you user.

It's probably because Sup Forums has an image of being the outsider, weird place. People come and go but those who actually feel like outsiders tend to stay and attract others like them. It's honestly quite special because as much as we might shit on each other, shitpost everywhere, be trolling asshats and cunts most of the time, at our core most of us are deeply broken and damaged people who occasionally put aside all the bullshit and commiserate their outsider-ness and feels. The anonymity only helps this I feel. I certainly wouldn't post anything about myself if a name were attached, or that followed me on an account. A lot of depressed people honestly, deep down, just want someone to care about them. Love, community, a sense of belonging because their depression has warped their perception of their actual circumstances until they don't think they're capable of being loved. Their identity is destroyed from the inside out. And removing identity, all that's left is you and your post, and people who respond to that help you feel like you might have just a minute sense of place in the world, even for a fleeting moment.

At least that's my theory. I know that's how I feel at times.

Why did they think you stalked her?

It's not even the half of it. I'm not a showy man or anything, so I don't really go into detail on the extent of my ills but I feel pretty awful and just slightly drunk since I'm having my third heart surgery in 6 days, and all my friends are celebrating finishing finals this week without me because I had to drop out due to health concerns. Never failed a class but I'm in my seventh year of college now. I've had to drop out three times due to health issues, once in 2014 for a heart surgery, and I dropped a semester last year because my schizophrenia was getting out of hand. Hallucinations don't mix well with chronic migraines and it just got to be too much to deal with. I lost the genetic lottery so hard. I'm a half-crippled ugly fuckup of nature but I do my best.
I don't know who started the rumor or anything but it spread and everyone at uni heard it. No one wants to associate with a stalker. By the time it got around to me, it had turned into "violent stalker." I understand why they might not want to talk to someone who's widely suspected to stalk one of their closest friends. I just wish I were a better friend to them, maybe they wouldn't have been so quick to dismiss me, or might have heard me out. That's okay though, it's been a while and I'm finally getting over the betrayal. It still hurts pretty deep but I'm trying to leave it in the past. At least I learned from it and promised myself I'd never, ever abandon a friend for any reason. And I haven't. My best friend who helped me out has been going through a hell similar to me but I've stuck by their side through thick and thin even if it's pretty painful. We've improved together.

Get it checked out anyway senpai. We love you user. Nice digits btw.

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>All that being said we'll probably be diagnosed with a terminal illness for the cosmic laughs.

Fairly certain I'm destined for this. Jokes on you, universe, I'm going to do absolutely nothing with my life. Try taking everything away from me now.

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You fuckers are being surprisingly inspirational.

>Man is least himself when he talks in his own person. Give him a mask, and he will tell you the truth
-Oscar Wilde

You know how some people say 'you are what you do when no one's watching' ? Everything's anonymous here. You can be yourself.
Sometimes it's good. We help each other along with feels threads, and fun threads.
Sometimes it's bad. We created bronies and have ruined people's lives.

fuck you, tumblr, reddit and 9gag. Sup Forums is where you find true humanity, without the formalities.

I want to live in a world where broken people are able to be fixed, user. I was broken for too long and didn't think I could be fixed again. I don't want to see others in the same place I was and not come through like I did. The world's a worse place without you anons, whether you feel the same right now or not.

Getting an A on a twelve page paper I finished in one evening in the A.M. was a bad turning point for me.

Took a long time to get out of the habit of only working under pressure.

It's unnerving how splintered his thoughts and writing was towards the end of his series leading to his mental breakdown.

Procrastination can be a good thing but if you let it completely control you, it'll fuck you up bad. All my best work is under pressure, no exception. I procrastinate everything. I never let it get to the point where I literally can't finish though. Or I try not to, at least. Every paper I've ever written the night before has been an A-paper, the only one I finished more than a week before it was due got a C.

For a lot of procrastinators this works because the problem stews in the back of your mind 24/7 and you subconsciously think about it, generating ideas. When the deadline is imminent and no time is left to delay, you are able to run with the best one you've thought of. If you worked well ahead of time you may not have had that best idea. Of course there are a lot of exceptions and it's not always for the best, but point is healthy procrastination is good. Just don't let everything slip to the last minute.

I do, to be honest. I was mostly slinging shit but I agree very strongly with I get the idea that the reason I come here is because I'm depressed, I'm angry at myself, and I feel like I live in an environment where I'm more of a robot than I am a person. Can't talk about my opinions or interests without getting weird looks. Everywhere out there, I give canned responses that people expect to here in order to minimize conflict...because I'm just not good with conflict. Here, I'm just fucking user, and I can really be that person I want to be.

People talk a lot of shit about this site. I personally think they just don't want to look in the mirror and actually enjoy who they are instead of trying to impress anyone.

I hope you luck, man. Whether you're the dude who is having that awful life or just some user. Maybe one day I'll be fixed up too.

I think people use user for different things at different times - some people enjoy fucking with others often, and anonymity provides a blank slate to do whatever you want with minimal repercussions. You can just goof off and have fun in a way that would get you in trouble or get you horrible looks in any other setting. Other times people use it to mask themselves off and just vent out the stresses of life. And some anons, like those in this thread, sometimes use it to feel human and accepted for once. "If every user is a fag, no one's a fag." Even if you're a complete sickening degenerate fuck you're likely to find some form of acceptance here. You don't even have to feel ashamed of having fucked up fetishes or something you wouldn't discuss in public or with close friends. There are no real social stigmas with anonymity, and that can be quite healing. I know I've used it to deal with shit in my life before, either venting or hoping to feel community. It's not quite the same on a forum with a username where everything follows you. You can be many things at many different times, nothing follows, nothing sticks around, it's all wiped away once the thread 404s and you don't have to worry about that perception anymore. You can let shit out and just let it be without worry.

I am that user with the awful life too by the way.

>Point is just don't ever give up completely.
Too late

Oh how quickly this became a feels thread and then an inspiration thread

I love to procrastinate, but I also hate stress. School was just creating one miserable cycle for myself.

how did you do it? No meme responses. 100% srs

There are no inherent advantages to procrastination. You can maybe make an exception in that it might save you from doing pointless work if prerequisites suddenly change. Otherwise there are no redeeming qualities.

What you're describing is just going with the first idea that pops into your head, which gives you worse results than if you thought about it more. You can do that without procrastination and I can guarantee you will do much better work because you're not under pressure.

I mean don't get me wrong, I'm a procrastinator too. But I do it consciously because I'm a lazy fuck. You can pump out much better work if you're not under any panic mode work schedule

Ive had that blow up in my face.

Usually I could do 90% of the work the night before.
But one time I just couldn't pull it all together.
Had to do a final presentation in front of a panel of professors.
I basically had bullet points but no details to expand on.
I ran out of material to talk about way to fast.
I my froze and my brain felt like it was overheating.
Went home and cried in the shower.
Failed the class and extended my time at college by a year.
It delayed my life and cost me thousands.

Not to shit on your feels parade but the way you feel is literally how most people in this world feel.

They have ideas and opinions they can't share with others because they know it will hurt or break something. So they hold it in until it gets to a boiling point and they burst out and bad things happen.

We all have this facade. It's part of the human condition.

>Probably not, but I live at home and my brother just had a relapse

Go see the fucking doctor as soon as possible; predilection for cancer is genetic:

What's worse?

Your parents freaking out over a benign lump that turned out to be nothing?

Or

Your parents freaking out because you let a lump develop into cancer that's not savaged your body and you'll be dead in 12 months?

Go to the fucking doctor.

>how did you do it?
I did already have a basic outline and several sources to work off from. Stayed up all night doing a lot paraphrasing, and a lot of citing. Tied it together with a well worded intro and conclusion, established some vague parallels between my sources, and my professor seemed satisfied.

I knew shame the day my professor stopped my presentation mid-introduction, took me into the hallway, and told me my collar wasn't buttoned correctly.

Look to the future user. Look to the future.

Maybe he wants to die?

Heh, go figure! I wasted my life all my writing books and scripts, just to figure out how shitty they are later

I actually keked at the end there.

>I'm a half-crippled ugly fuckup of nature but I do my best

Yeah user, but you're one of us. You're our Half-crippled ugly fuckup of nature and your best is all we ever ask.

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Alright... Is this seems familiar. Is it by any chance a graphic novel that has to do with time/travel?

That is fucking tough. I like to think you'll find yourself in a good place and be able to use your experience to draw others out of feeling shitty about their lives. I wish you continued success in whatever you do, user.

Oh yeah, I know that. I mean, my dad has the same exact problem, so I'm pretty sure I'd be at least somewhat aware of it. But whether its common or not, it still is a status that kind can suck if you don't have anyone at ALL to open up to. Granted I have a few other problems that I'm not really open to discussing, but its definitely clear that denial and introversion are really more my problem than anything else.

Yeah. To be honest, I've actually just started posting here in the last year or so, though I've lurked for god knows how long. I've found it to be much nicer to finally have a place where I can just go 'you are a complete and total moron' instead of having to back up why the person is a moron with evidence or justification. That and discussion of shit I like in a more free and open manner. Sure, if I say something stupid about the fandom, I'll look stupid. But in the thread three days later, no one is gonna know it was me and the worst I'll really get is someone calling me a tasteless faggot. On some other site, saying something controversial can really haunt you. Here, it'll be forgotten in a week if you aren't a complete and total weirdo.

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Alright, these seem familiar... Are they by any chance from a graphic novel about time travel and is a choose-your-own-adventure type of deal?

In other news, I've been absolutely inundated with tests. I feel like I'm the only one of my friends who actually gives a shit, and it's incredibly demoralizing. I work just as hard, if not harder than almost everyone else and it feels like I'm just perpetually running to catch up.

lol where did you get this pic of me??

>I'm a half-crippled ugly fuckup of nature but I do my best.

This is so much better than "I'm perfectly a healthy narcissist that's only going to become self aware in the last quarter of my life where I will end up regretting every aspect of my personality and life choices."
Whatever you come from and wherever you go, if you manage to be just half a decent human being than you're doing more for humanity than many others will.

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y-you too, anons. I am actually working on a graphic novel as a form of self therapy. I'm a bit of an artfag with a background in design and art history. WWI always fascinated me, and the artistic reaction to it. Surrealism, dada, etc. My book is about a lonely man who lives alone in a big windmill in a Holland-like country where brand new chemical and mechanical warfare is ravaging the land. He decides to go off on a journey and confront his personal demons in a surreal, dreamlike land past the frontlines and finds himself haunted by manifestations of his guilts, regrets, fears, demons, abuses, etc. It's surreal in a literal, artistic sense all dealing with dreams, the subconscious, etc. The artstyle is reminiscent of de Chirico and Tanguy. But it's all a very internal struggle for him where this internal fight is made real in this strange wilderness. I'm very excited about it. this is the first of about 11 or 12 graphic novels I've written, but are waiting to illustrate. all of them deal with varying personal crises, such as grappling with mortality, sexual abuse and impotency, conflicts between religious beliefs and personal convictions, the afterlife, etc. Most actually deal with death directly or indirectly. Some are scifi, some fantasy, some are just intimate character studies, one's an autobiography spanning the course of a single year of my life from Christmas to Christmas. I'm drawing a huge amount of inspiration from my personal struggles into my work and I'm very hopeful and excited about it.

Nothing I post is ever remembered more than a thread, I think that's pretty cool though.

I don't know about me personally doing more for humanity but I don't want to be a horrible person. I'd hate to be remembered as an asshole. All I want is to help people.

whoops, wrong one.

That sounds interesting, man. Especially with a de Chirico look. The idea of exploring the human psyche in a sort of surrealist environment brings to mind something like Gisaburo Sugii's adaptation of Night on the Galactic Railroad, or maybe the Destino short that Disney did with Dali.

Art therapy is a classic form of psychology, and while I don't see it in use very much anymore (I don't think its used very much with adults in organized therapy). Mileage may vary from person to person but I think it can be a really good way to get your stress and conflict out in a legitimately productive way. Good on you for pursuing something like that instead of festering.

Source?

>Look to the future
Things got better after I graduated.
Then it all fell apart.
My life is just a cycle of collapsing and rebuilding.
I hate the expression "what doesn't kill you makes you stronger"
I just get weaker and more depressed as time goes on.

The best I can do right now is to live in a grey zone.
I've got enough money to survive.
Keep myself fed. Put on a fake smile.

don't have anything good saved

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This is me. I have til Tuesday. I'll start tomorrow.
By tomorrow I mean Sunday.

>not reading at least one newspaper

Disgusting.