ITT: Sum up your life in one Sup Forums-related image

ITT: Sum up your life in one Sup Forums-related image.

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I have two months to finish more than 50 pages of my final essay, and I just cant focus on it. I feel lost and worthless, and doesnt even cared for the cute girl that was trying to get intimate to me.

I just want to finish this garbage college already, and do something that I like, like animation...but at this point I feel that I will never finish this essay. Fuck, I am wasting time on Sup Forums.

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Pretty decent, actually.

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>essay
Hey, at least you don't have to do market research or plan out a business from the ground up.

Never get into marketing. Ever. It's pure, undistilled normalfaggotry made into a career. Even being a doctor is less normie-ish than that.

Awesome like a kaiju vs mecha fight.

I don't know anything about nothing.

me in the pic

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This a moment in my life where I realized, if I wanna just sit on my ass, do the hobbies I love while having a job and no consequences in the future I gotta work to that point.

Wish me luck, I'm possibly graduating next year and all I wanna be is a stay at home programmer. That's the dream for me.

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Not him, but...Can you at least explain why executives always make the worst decisions, always avoiding any kind of risk? Some times it goes against common sense.

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Sorry you're feeling like that. It might help you a little if you just break the essay down into smaller pieces and only focusing on that. It does feel discouraging looking at the whole thing and comparing your progress when you're only starting.

Hope you feel better, bro.

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(except without the power armor, and also without the money and being smart)

Fuck I really want a adaptation of that

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>as someone with social anxiety working in customer services and forced to enact with people

not that user but it comes down to having ingrained to such an absurd degree that everything needs to be predictable and quantifiable. because handling such large amounts of money while being accountable to the company shareholders makes them terrified of losing everything from a single mistake. if that mistake was supported by the data then they can at least say to the shareholders 'all the data said it should work. it was no ones fault that it didn't, just a freak accident'

bretty good.

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I wonder why they're aren't more widespread loony tunes reaction images, there's so much potential there

i need to break out of this.

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Thanks for the advice mate.

I am trying to get at least 25 pages done until the end of the next week.

Getting out of Sup Forums and actually trying to writte something now.

dunno

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Is this porn?

No it's knuckles and sonic.

You on Sup Forums. EVERYTHING here is a porn. And someone, somewhere, in dark basement will fap on your post.

Why is Sup Forumsmblr so depressed?

>Having a hard time at college
>No problem before
>Find out i have severe dyslexia at age 24
>Now i am going through a ADHD
investigation, and they say i have it.
>Explains a lot about myself and other things.
>Feel terrible about it. Can't work on essay since i am ashamed about myself.
>Can't get medicine since i'm not done with my
investigation.

I feel terrible. I feel like a freak and that i am a burden with my family and my fiancé.

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The only reason I don't kill myself is because I don't want to make my family sad.

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Basically this.

At any rate, marketing and business is 66% social skills, 33% luck, 1% actual science. I guess that's perfect for somebody active and outgoing who never learned who had such a happy childhood, when they reach adulthood and have to start worrying about Risks, they shut down and resort to their peers.

But, like I said, it's not for mousey, quiet people. They're two completely separate ways of thinking.

Wasting your childhood and adolescence being brought up by comics, cartoons, anime and video games instead of actually socializing in the outside world will do that you.

>and doesnt even cared for the cute girl that was trying to get intimate to me.
YOU DON'T DESERVE TO BE HAPPY

Why do you keep posting that image?
Does it make you feel happy?

ZETTAI UNMEI MOKUSHIROKU

I was the same way. I had friends and we'd do things, but at the end I was mostly alone because that's where I wanted to be. Now looking back I wish I had socialized more, even though my friends were weird and didn't help me in being with normal people, but it at least gave me a foundation that I could use to bridge relationships between myself and the people in the workplace. I wish I had spent the time I had with them because now I live away from them and spend more time alone. We'll all find plenty of time to be alone when we're old so we should enjoy what we have while we have it so we can at least better manage the regrets we inevitably end up carrying with us.

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>tfw hiding your pain for what you think is the good of others, regardless if that's true
Always had this problem, family tragedy doesn't help.

It's good you learned about it while you're still young user.

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Jokes on you, I started going out with the animation class students and its being AMAZING.

Just be yourself really works.

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It's literally me.

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I know the ADHD part, do you live in America? Never had an "investigation", unless the was a turn-of-phrase. Did you mean like a series of interviews and stuff to get a solid diagnosis? If so don't stress about getting it, if they think you've got it, they're just doing red-tape shit probably.
And I recommend you see about getting Adderall extended release as your prescription, it doesn't have anti-depressant type shit going on. I mean it's a legal amphetimine, but honestly it kicks that lack of energy in the dick, and makes doing thing a lot easier. Turned my life around.
Hope you're not in a country were that's illegal.

good luck, user

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yes

>I have money and I live in a place where I can go to animation schools
fuck you so hard mate

I hope you live the good life man
can I ask what languages

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I guess, but still is a lot to take in. It jus hit me in the face that i have these problems.

But i am thankful for my family and especially my fiancé for being there for me. And the funny thing is if you have ADHD you feel things so much more intensively than others, so that you tire yourself out.

Now i also feel conflicted about having kids, since it is genetic and i don't really want my child have so many problems as i have.

Joke's on you. It never was the outside world. I did it myself.

It was a free class payed by the governament.

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I hope you guys get better soon.

A lot of people live with ADHD without problems, including me. Take the medications if you need, but remember that with the shit there is also a good side to it.

>payed
>governament

Yeah i know, i just need the meds just so i can fokus when i must study.

I am pretty talented at painting and drawing. Went to art school and stuff, but now i am working on becoming a archivist. Been in university for 3 years before i got my diagnosis for ADHD and dyslexia.

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i tried fast food service once.

a month in i had my first ever panic attack haha

Disregard the filename

Not too bad

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Thanks, user.

It doesn't actually get better, you just get more numb to it 'til it feels that way

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well obviously if you don't nurse a wound that shit is going to fester

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It sometimes helps if you don't write in order, like write a paragraph on one section and then go to a different section and work there for a bit.

I know you can get through this, also never feel shame about getting help from others.

user, the therapy and medicine will sort you out; I promise you.
Make sure you talk to people about this user, outside of Sup Forums.

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Bretty good, I finally got out of my fugue state with antidepressants and now feel comfortable talking to people.

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Anyone who posts anything other than this is a liar.