Raise your keyboards if you are going to spend new years alone

> Parent's off to celebrate with family
> Sister is going to a new year's party in Amsterdam
> Brother is going to a new year's party in The Hague

Me, I will be at home alone. As I have no friend and a crippeling fear of going outside.
I was never able to socialise and or make friends. So I have not idea where to start.
Also at 19, I feel too old to be going out.

Get some booze, have a movie, shitpost here. What's your problem?

>19
>too old
You are basically a high school pupil. You are not an adult

This. Booze will handle the pain

gonna sleep the night away alone in my room with small doseage of Sup Forums

I spent the day/night alone, just like any other day. Checked the time before turning off my computer to see it tick over from 11:59 to 12:00.
Now I'm in bed about to start reading for an hour or two before going to sleep.
There was no fireworks around here this year, which is unusual but also nice, because I hate loud noises and those firework displays tend to go on for a fair few minutes, which leaves me an anxious mess with a pillow pressed firmly over my ears.

Lucky for you, I wish I could stay home alone too. But I have to go out for dinner with a family I see 1-2 times a year, and then with friends to a shitty party. I'm gonna wake up sick, very late, regretting drinking and being surrounded by people I dislike

19 and at highschool? then you are a retard.
You are supposed to graduate at 17, 18 the lastest.

>pain
What pain? You said you weren't going out.

Go away normalfag.

already did, didn't die, its alright brehs its just one night.

Yes but two years don't make any difference. There is no difference between 19 and 17 yo person

It's so fucking weird how spending new's eve with your family is weird but christmas is ok while in japan they spend christmas with friends while new years eve they spend it alone with no social reprecussion

Me

That's like saying there's no difference between 50 and 60.

>2 = 10

>Also at 19, I feel too old to be going out.
I was always a loser but never said that pathetic shit.
27 now and still not consider myself old.

Why don't you go with your brother?

There doesn't have to be, if you're a man.

meant for

You literary can end highschool without failing any class in Poland being 21 years old

I'll be at work with a couple other guys.

Rape your sister and start crying and saying that you love her after you cum

It's already the new year's day here in Korea and I'm celebrating it all alone with no friends to spend it with let alone a gf. I know how you feel bro.. I can 100% relate to that.. I was once an extroverted and gregarious normie at least until highschool but after I got into college, everything changed and I got sick of keeping superficial interpersonal relationships.. so I cut most of the relationships off with most of my former friends and acquaintances.. Sorry for venting out my frustration here.. I had nowhere to take it out

>Also at 19, I feel too old to be going out.

stop reading hentai mangas, you serious hentai.

No, I suggested that because there's a chance that she would understand that the OP is lonely and has problems if he did that

I'll be doing what I've been doing for the last 3 years: spend new years playing board games at a friend's place with his gf and they somehow still tolerate me being third wheel; they cook and everything
next year I'll have the usual 1 attempt at a gf around autumn but I doubt it'll work, last 2 have been soul-crushingly unsuccessful
but hopefully I'll get a driver's license by then and I'll drive somewhere far away where I can forget about it all and be alone :3

I will meet New Year with parents and after that I will go in the streets because I have nothing else to do.
Kind of boring but again it is better than be locked in your room looking at other lonely people share the same problem.

Happy New Year you and me alone.

>Also at 19, I feel too old to be going out.
The most retarded sentence I've read in a while

I have not clue where to start.
I feel too ulgy to be going outside or to a club.
Those things are only for beautiful people.

you need help

being 19 and going out is too old. especially after i've seen countless documentaries about Britain where 11-12 year old are going out at night like they are 20-somthings.

I'm always alone.
The last time I spoke to someone was 7 days ago.

but user
you can talk to us :3