Worst thing you did before taking the red pill

What's the most politically correct, SJW, POZ'd, or degenerate thing you did before getting redpilled? I had sex with a nigger once six years ago. I am a straight white dude btw. Now I'm preparing for RAHOWA.

I've always been red pilled. Guess I was raised right in both senses of the word.

I played basketball with a black kid before I knew what race was.

I grown up in muslim third world countries as a white european with christian parents.

I was born in the red pill, molded by it. I didn't see SJW and western cuck culture until I was already 17

I've been "red pilled" since watching a rather thorough 9/11 documentary when I was about 14. I was shocked for days, and since that very moment I've tried to spread the red pill to everyone willing to take it.

i was at a refugees welcome rally to fuck a girl half a year ago.
And i am part of the NPD. if they knew id be kicked out and beat up

>9/11 truther
You took the cyanide pill.

I wrote a long fb post towards the beginning of the migrant crisis saying that we had a moral imperative to take in asylum seekers.

Clearly I've changed my stance since then

>mfw it was shared by multiple people

>muh steel beams
>muh building 7

I took a gypsy girl's virginity and I'm convinced that I've been cursed ever since her family found out.

I've always been relatively redpilled, taking the full pill was a gradual process for me

Probably my worst was my flirtation with left-anarchism/Chomsky at around age 15, then during my 'moderate' phase (16-19) being concerned a lot about climate change.

Then I became a fascist.

... What. Are you a pedo, user?

I made out with a guy.

Kill me. End my suffering.

>be 15 yo
>lol sexuality is just a social construct
>get super drunk
>some faggot sticks his tongue down my throat
>don't push him away

>my actual face when remembering this

I changed when my blond, blue-eyed female friend unironically told me in college that she felt she was mentally a Mexican and born in the wrong body.

A few months later, the Trayvon Martin post-trial chimp outs happened, and the rest was history.

But before I changed, I had a Jewish girlfriend and I think one of the most PC things I did was argue with a professor that American soldier were just as bad as Islamic terrorists because some soldier also posted gore videos of blowing up Mudshit scum. Clearly, I've changed.

No, but now I wouldn't touch a poo in loo, let alone their lowest caste.

...

please die

that's nothing.

I literally let this gay guy in our circle of friends at a house party blow me.

I was on pills and about half of bottle of rum deep though.

I don't even regret it that much

Fuck off Mossad

Holy shit please tell me more :)

I've always been kind of red pilled. I grew up in the countryside so I always thought all the immigrants here were hard working and just wanted to integrate into Dutch culture like the news had always told me.

Then I actually met some when I started going to high school in a city nearby of me and I quickly turned. I got redpilled hard after visiting Berlin, Paris and London when I get to saw what once great centres of European civilization had become.

>mentally a Mexican and born in the wrong body.
Genuinely laughed out loud

...

You'll be the first to hang on the day of the rope.

I'm trying

I bought a winrar license

>tfw i cant remember 5 years ago. let alone childhood.


damn

Gayyyyyy

which red pill?

>gf visits Paris with her dad last week
>texts me: "This is the most diverse city I've ever been to!

The first girl I ever asked out was my teacher in high school

I got rejected obviously and many years later I told some of my friends and they gave me high5s

She told me she was Romanian and I believed her until I've seen family photos of them all being brown as fuck and with dubious housing in the background. Didn't really mind at that time, but then her brother got wind of it and ratted her out to her parents which then put an end to it.

Since then I've noticed a lot of bad luck following me around. Nothing severe but small things that add up.

I was a complete nihilist. I just spread negativity and hopelessness wherever I could.

Red-pilled baby boomers would try to get through to me and I would just completely ignore what they had to say. I feel terrible thinking about it.

I feel so bad for France. Only Sweden deserves this happening to them.

I fucked a liberal bi slut, no regrets tho she was 10/10.

Im still a nihilist but nihilism isn't inherently negative. In fact, nietzche dedicated a lot of his time trying to inform people that it was a positive thing. He knew people would sperg out about it and be super negative.

Be born a Jew

I voted for leftist.

Fun fact: There was a racist post on facebook, and i tried to defend turkroaches in germany. The turkroaches and jews behaved this fucking racist that i changed my mind in this discussion and went full retard racist.

What's the difference between existentialism and nihilism? I can never get a straight answer on this.

Hmmm
Honestly I am all over the place. I do some redpilled shit and some non redpill stuff.
>used to be an atheist and hate the idea of religion
>flirted and been attracted to non whites
>2 of my best friends are not white
>used to think jews were based people
Always disliked sand people and immigration of them. And I dislike trannies

I'm not a big one here, but the only thing I did was live on Tumblr for a few months and absorb everything the SJWs were saying

The first vote I ever cast was for Bernie "No Refunds" Sanders

My second will be for Trump

Same here bro. Redpilled since I could talk.

I played the victim card when I was in middle school... End my life please

That is called paranoia you dope. You got dat Baader-Meinhof

kek what a faggot

She doesn't know any better, user. She has been told how great diversity is all her life. People don't even know how great these cities once were. Pic fucking related: low crime, large social and cultural cohesion, order everywhere on the streets, many centers of learning and culture everywhere etc.

They think the current crime infested shitholes with urban decay and graffiti everywhere are the pinacle of civilization because that's what they've been told by the schools, the media etc.

I protested against Bushs invasion of Iraq. Wore some stupid white shirt with a peace sign on it and a witty one liner about Bush being a retard.

In hindsight it probably wasn't even that SJW as the Iraq war was one huge fuck up and should have never happened. But the whole air of it, as I remember the whole protest, this is how I imagine those SJW protests to be like.

There's some kind of truth to Nihilism, even Buddhism at it's core is Nihilist.

I haven't got the time or inclination to sit down and try and unravel it all though especially when it drove someone as smart as Nietzche completely bonkers.

Existentialists believe that people create their own meaning in life whereas nihilists just don't see meaning

I've been redpilled since about the age of 10 when my dad basically told me about the world banking cabal. But before that I never did any "bluepilled" shit, in fact I was pretty conservative.

No such thing as luck. Shake that shut off you. You give it power.

Well im half black and half white

Nothing can change that desu

If they truly believed that wouldn't they stop breathing since the feeling of needing to live would have no meaning and the pain of suffocation itself would have no meaning?

That doesn't sound right.

Existentialism is basically an emphasis on the power of the individual, while nihilism outright rejects objectivity and the principles of religion and morality.

Hmm, i'd actually say i'm not nihilistic then.

Killing mudslimes is never a mistake.

>tfw your ancestral homelands are full of Mooslims
Literally why live?

I slept with a mexican girl a few times. Don't really regret it though, I slept with anything that had a pulse back then.

This is why people misinterpret nihilism. Just because you reject objectivity in all its forms doesn't mean you have to act like an edgy teen.

I went to one of those protests too, back in 2003. Still don't regret it. As much as I've become anti-Islam and generally anti everything those lefty retards stand for, the Iraq war was still a huge mistake.

There's a difference between not seeing meaning in life and wanting to die. Nihilists are just people who don't have strong ethical or political opinions. Or I would assume so. I'm not one so I can't say for sure

My first girlfriend was nigger-tier degenerate. Drugs, pills, filthy whore with no morals. When we first started getting together she made it clear that we were just seeing each other and we were both free to also see other people, despite the fact that she had guys propositioning her on an hourly basis and I was too fucking autistic to even talk to female teachers without losing my spaghetti. After a few months I got some balls together and told her either we were exclusive or I was leaving, and she agreed because I was the only one that was there for her; the other 3 (that I know about, probably more than that) were just casual. Even I recognised how fucking beta it was, but I was too infatuated with getting my dick wet for the first time to do anything about it. After another 9 months of suspicious photos on her facebook from parties I didn't go to, I was getting pissed off and spending more time on the internet. I'd always browsed Sup Forums, but that was when I started browsing Sup Forums. Binged the red pill for about 2 weeks, learned how to keep a hold of my spaghetti, realised what a waste of human life she was and broke up with her.

Last I heard she got fired from her job as a child carer for being high on the job, she's suffering massively from depression, and she tried to kill herself a few months back. Her current boyfriend is some dumbass who joined the army but couldn't even make it through basic before he got kicked out for being stupid. Kek'd pretty hard when I heard about that.

I was pretty forgiving Muslims and refugees before this summer. Now I just feel dead inside.

Growing up in a nigger and spic infested neighborhood did the trick pretty early on for me, so I don't think I ever said or did anything cringey the left would appreciate. Everyone's different though; some of my coal-burner cousins have no grievances constantly being around them.

my first kiss was with my best friend dude when I was 16 and drunk as fuck.

I don't regret it, I only cringe when I think about it.

Until then, it was nothing to me, but blinding

There can be both black and redpilled, you stupid niger with your nigger logic.

No I mean if life has 0 meaning whatsoever then why do you still manually breath and blink and have an itch on your leg and reply to this post or else your mother will die in her sleep tonight?

The mouth has no gender bro, you're in the clear.

Dated a prairie-nigger for 4 years, until she cucked me and I became red-pilled.

Slight weeaboo in my teenage years but I got redpilled pretty fucking hard and quick after that due to circumstance.

>And i am part of the NPD.

Never did anything super degenerate

But my gfs were
>all of them fantazied about being cucked by a gay guy
>they fantazied me being a twink
>one of them later told me she faps to Boko No Pico
>one started to buy pascifiers for herself to wear and started acting babyish right before I left her


I have a hard time talking to women because they fucking scare me now.

You look related

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I always used to tell people, "children should be brought up in a gender neutral environment". I still have no idea what that means.

Spectacular collar bones on her though...

From what I gather, it means nothing can be pink or blue

>low crime
You know that isn't true.

Defending black people over the years in general.

After a slow burn over the last few years and especially the last few months and after tonight in Milwaukee I want them all dead now. Every single one.

I was not racist before and no one redpilled me on them. They did this. They made me hate them themselves. The biggest way to redpill people on blacks is to let the blacks do it themselves.

Err... Fuck several slav chicks. Generally though I was always on the right side of the political spectrum.

Why be a fascist, democracy is good? obviously some people need to be red pilled but this could be done in schools. I mean fascism can be good but what if the power falls into the wrong hands

Dumped my nice, well brought up, blonde Christian steady girlfriend to go out with a hot slutty thing which didnt even last that long. Girlfriend didnt want me back after, unsurprisingly!

she got enriched, you just know it

>Why be a fascist, democracy is good?

c.n.

The red pill is bullshit.

>Girlfriend didnt want me back after
Wow what a cunt.

I went to an anti-Putin rally once.

Is it the square jaws?

Yep...

She's Puerto Rican, she's already enriched

she fucked a dude in Paris, you are a cuck

Well that dude would have to be her dad or brother, so I guess I'm not too upset. Stop projecting your Euro-Cuck Complex onto me

I advocated for some #notallmuslims shit during a brief and got some orangutan pussy for it. Still regret it

>Was a literally fedora wearing Reddit socialist.
>Used to write long winded posts about atheism on Facebook and using a thesaurus to find the biggest words possible as if to impress somebody.
>Used to argue with teachers and have this line of "facts" up my sleeve like how the Nazis had UFOs and were responsible for Mitt Romney.

I was actual autism.

It changed about halfway through the second year of high school when I realized there was no reason for making a fucking shitbag out of myself. I got depressed, like heavy, like tried to kill myself three times heavy. The depression made me sick for a long time.

During that depression something died in me. I realized that all of my actions were the result of not being able to cope with actual socialization due to my placement in a special "gifted" class which was ultimately less beneficial than traditional schooling. Instead of trying to bring myself up socially I was only bringing others down to my level, like some kind of social communism.

I know this is gonna sound cliche but my big turnaround was faith in Christ. I didn't even realize it at first but every time I read something from the Bible to try to shit on I actually kind of agreed with it in my gut.

The moral of the story is don't ever let your brothers sisters kids or whatever join into one of those gifted programs. No matter how many times their 4th grade teachers try to play psychologist and diagnose them with ADHD in sticky notes attached to their binder, just remember that kids are naturally weird. Isolating them only makes things worse.

thise two males definitely are the only ones in the city of Paris

Make a thread when you find out how your French bull's dick tastes like

I voted for trudeau

Heh. I took a turk girls virginity. She did not look like a roach and did not tell me her real name. Found out that she was turk and kept it going for another two months or so. Then her parents found out.

What's better fàm?

A loyal non-white girl that you took the virginity of?

Or an untrustworthy white girl that has been with 5 guys before you?

You're lucky you didn't get honor killed.

I refused to stand for or say the Pledge of Allegiance.
I dated a black woman... and still am.
I transitioned from male to female.
I wished for Obama to win the 2012 election (since I was, at the time, one year too young to vote).

God, Sup Forums... I don't even know any more. I fight for my people but in the end I'm a hollow lie.