I'm 24. And by all metrics I've been taught, I've 'won' the game

I'm 24. And by all metrics I've been taught, I've 'won' the game.

I make close to six figures, I'm white, lift weights and am in good shape, tall, and I think fairly decent looking.

I have money just piling up in the bank. My family and "friends" keep encouraging me to 'go travel.' But I don't think walking around tourist destinations and eating foreign food is going to do anything.

I don't really have any desire to go on dates anymore. I watch a lot of porn.

Sometimes I go walking, at night, when my thoughts are clearest. I live in a nice area. Nothing ever happens.

What is this, Sup Forums?

Grow some balls you whiny turd

Kill yourself

>My family and "friends" keep encouraging me to 'go travel.' But I don't think walking around tourist destinations and eating foreign food is going to do anything.
Since when does travel mean walking around in shitty tourist places and eating foreign food? I would just travel to all megalith sites around the word and eat burgers every day.

It's the moment when you realize it's all very stupid. This reality is ridiculous but you're trapped. Some people kill themselves over it and some go on to do things. It's like being in a game you don't want to play but you're not sure how to avoid playing. I figure I may play it as well as I can so here I am doing my best.

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Try r9k

What kind of job pays six figures, gives you time to travel, and work out, and allows you to live in a neighbourhood where you can walk around in the middle of the night yet still go to work the next day?

Find enlightenment somewhere else then you pussy!

Mediocrity and depression.

Life should never be in easy mode.

Watch anime, Play some games, transfer some money on my bank account.
The usual stuff.

Meet God and give to charity.
Or find a hobby

buy a road bike and ride

Come to Australia this summer, it's nice as fuck

Get yourself a nice girl and a strong bull. Cuckoldry is the thinking man's fetish, it sounds like it would fit you

use you money and effort to improve local white birthrates.

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>lifter
this one is pretty clear cut. you have aspergers.

>money piling up
wasted youth

no wonder you're unhappy

This.

Educated rich men are more likely to have a cuckhold fetish

You piss me off, wasting all your potential OP and your still really young smdh

Stop making shit up.

You are just looking for an excuse not to pursue success by imagining that you would still be as miserable either way.

>I have money just piling up in the bank

GIBS ME DAT!

You have no purpose, user. You're existing for the sake of it. Have you thought about having children?

Save your money, then move to Africa to live a life of charity

You won the game but you lost your soul.
Welcome to the machine.

Start reading philosophy and political manifestos, you can perhaps find a goal or something to work for in there

Just how exactly do you make six figs?

the kang will set you free

Youre bored and need a fucking hobby.

Take up volleyball at the rec center for one "season". Then start doing coke. Quit coke after doing it every weekend for the same amount of time as a volleyball season. Take up rugby for one season. Enter illegal fight tourneys every weekend for the same amount of time as rugby seaaon.

Youll have a good time.

I have no money but otherwise everything else you said, and I'm a fuck load happier. Know why? I got a bangin hot wife that takes my dick in her ass every night. She loves me more than life itself. You didn't win the game, I did.

Get a masters in physics with at least a minor in economics. Any job that works with numbers will want you, and some pay really well.

Start handing out pizzas to homeless people while recording it and putting it on Youtube et cetera. Wear costumes at night, walk around doing stupid shit, get noticed. Be an attention seeking faggot with high disposable income.

You'll find a reason to keep going.

>I make «close» to six figures,

How is that winning. You're poor.

>You won the game but you lost your soul.
This is how I feel desu senpai

by lying on an anonymous imageboard

>Not mastering in Mathematics

An early mid life crisis. Now all you have left to do is find a way to turn your lots of money into an absolute shit ton of money I suppose.

Stop posting this everywhere. You aren't making anyone think. It's a shitty image.

Time to go full night-time vigilante my friend.

Go around murdering minorities at night

>Go Travel

Been there done that, the only interesting place was Japan to see how a country that literally got nuked twice made a comeback from it, the rest of the world is a SHITHOLEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE populated by scum that would kill you in the blink of an eye if they thought they could get away with it.

Id be happy to take that identity of yours. You have chronic depression you dont need the things you have if none of it makes you happy

Literally fantasize about this all the fucking time. How easy it would be. Sometimes I think I just hate myself because I'm a fucking pussy.

I've done charity work in Africa, and it really isn't as fulfilling as you might think. You have grown men and women treating with huge levels of respect that you don't deserve, all because they see you as a walking bag of money. When you turn your back they probably criticise you and make fun of you. Similarly the kids absolutely worship you, but that's because they want money. Most of the time you're not really doing anything special with your presence, all they need is your money, and local people will be able to implement the projects more effectively (unless there's corruption, which I suppose is fairly common). Only exception to this that I can think of is things like Medecins Sans Frontiers/Doctors Without Borders, or civil engineers working on infrastructure or irrigation projects. Unless you have a special skill, then you have no real use being there.

You sound like such a whiny sociopath. Mommy and daddy hand you a wonderful life and what have you done with it? Piss and moan on the internet to strangers?

Go make a difference in the world. Have a family. Make friends.

You're just a shitty person and no amount of what you call "success" will save you from that. True success in life has little to do with money, but I wouldn't expect a 24 year old to know that.

Save up some "fuck you" money if you can
get a motorcycle(not a 1000cc monster, a used kawasaki ninja or an older honda one will do) and drive around your country, see the national parks or something. Glacier park, black hills, the entirety of Utah I dunno
this is what I would do if I was in your position.
hard to believe a physics degree landed you a job like this, are you working in education?

>rare pepe

I recognise you, Aussie. You're the "bash them in the head from behind in the dark with no witnesses" guy.

I don't think I'm 'depressed.' Just kinda realizing that this is fucking it. That I need to make changes now to get somewhere, else I'm going to fuck myself by getting weighed down by responsibilities.

Medical Software.

You are not familiar with easy overpaid positions, some created specifically for the bosses son then forgotten about, some useless government supervisor evaluate, maybe a corporate lawyer, political contractor.

That's what the fuck I'm saying. I'm frequently exhausted from work alone.

>Make a difference in the world

Don't fall for these cucks lies mane, it's not your burden to change the world, you'll just end up a suicidal burnout when you realize later down the line you didn't really change anything and wasted your time and effort.

Older than you and my future has already ended. Pray for those that don't make it.

Yeah you're right, life is horrible, may as well kill yourself.

Wait till you grow out of that "phase" and you start appreciating things and actually planning for a meaningful life.

>I watch a lot of porn.
arousal addiction.

All work and no play makes you a dull boy.
You havent "won" anything, you don't even have time to enjoy yourself.

Get out and get wasted.

>i got a bangin hot wife that takes my dick in her ass every night.
>She loves me more than life itself.
>I got no money

Yeah righto cunt whatever you reckon

It just means that your actions won't really make much of a difference in the end and that is liberating. In a sense we're free to do whatever we want.

Read existentialist philosophy and embrace the angst

>expert on the subject

stop watching pron

Just do it

Feed me a stray cat

I don't get it either but shes a damn good woman. Going through a rough patch financially now but I own my house, so at least I have that. She's fine with it.

Oops meant for

user, believe me, there is more to life.

you gotta become the Sup Forumsman
successful normie at day nigger scourge at night

your nemesis will the coinman

>Winning
>Doesn't mention having his soul saved
>Doesn't mention wife or children
Well I'm sure it won't be hard to get there, you have a good starting point.

Though remember, it's easier for a camel to go through the eye of a needle than it is for a rich man to enter the kingdom of heaven. While wealth is good, we must remember it's a means to an end, not an end unto itself.

Plenty of Non-profits created by wealthy and or powerful elites create high paying no-show jobs for their patrons and friends. Also, see: government jobs.

This Brit gets it. Op is probably feeling existential about his place in the status heiarchy for whatever reason. Probably because he's supposed to be successful by most metrics but he doesn't feel "dominant." He need to find a way to assert his position. Some options:

-do some third world "charity" but be an asshole and fuck and cuck the locals
-beat up someone of lower status. assault a homeless guy
-steal someone's girlfriend by flaunting your job and money

Read some Nietzsche

Good luck with everything mate

Just posting this here in case it might help

you sound like Tyler Durden except a fucking pussy tbqh. start a fight club.

I had that then she dumped me because one day she realised I was a loser

Just a heads up m8

Stop being a whiny cunt you whiny cunt

I think I'm going to be in the same boat. I'll have decent job security when I get my CPA license soon, but I'll never be happy. No girl would ever want to date me and I'll likely die a virgin. It's depressing and it's all I think about.

Not with that attitude, and also you can live a satisfying life without a wife/gf.

Obamacare pork barrel government jobs. Literal retards making 6 figures to write and "project manage" the worst software on the planet.

I think I would legitimately try that if I had any idea where and how to start.

Not having money doesn't make me a loser.

Go out and live a little

Just b urself :^)

This,my wife and first child have made me appreciate life on a new level. I feel like my life wasn't even real before them.

Sup Forums is not your blog
Sup Forums is not a support group

This is completely fucking true. If you ever want to know why your hospital bills are so high, it's in part because hospitals spend insanely massive amounts of money on mediocre software to do simple tasks.

My business is working on a contract worth billions, with a b, and literally all it is is a file system for patient data.

Why is the world so unfair. I could make so many things with even half of that money yet I'm trapped in this shithole here.

This is correct. Remember when AJ Sopranos poured acid on some guy's feet to cure his depression.

you are a wage slave yet you think you are at the top, go make billions, be part of the elite, invent, change the world.

Yeah, but I'd like to have sex one day.

I'm 29
fat
WITH gyno
live with my mother
$1.12 to my entire name
0 friends
0 acquaintances
heres the kicker.
i used to be normal.
i had a nice job
a GF who was painfully out of my league
I had a mental breakdown
they found me wandering the local park naked.
the medication fucked my hormones
the gf left. everyone left
family members dont even talk to me anymore.
but yeah keep crying about your shitty life.
fagget

>beat up someone of lower status. assault a homeless guy

This

wtf is gyno?

Tits, I presume.

breasts on a male
not man-tits
actual breast tissue that forms under the nipple and the only way to get rid of it is surgery

You're out of survival mode and you've run out of daily distractions that are supposed to keep you from realizing how pointless life is.
Do a lot of acid, maybe you'll remember what you're really passionate about in this world.
But you're not gonna find happiness and lasting fulfillment anyway, only dumb people are happy.
I suggest having kids.

Sweden yes

How the fuck did you get a gf with no money, no friends, AND gyno?

I thought I was going well to, except I was earning 55K a year.

Had a fallout with work, became depressed, became alcoholic for a while, got the red pill.

Now I'm a mess. I want to work again, but like only 2 days a week.

Don't let this happen to you. Find a girlfriend or something.

I regret not doing that.

>what is this?

you're a whiny fucking millennial faggot

You are depressed because you are not fulfilled with life. You are potentially a faggot if you prefer porn over pussy. You need a challenge in life. Either get a hobby that is challenging or start a business.

Also traveling means more then walking around tourist spots especially if you have disposable income. You should take up hunting.

I was funny.
no money, no friends and gyno came later after the medication.
i was actually fairly attractive until ~age 26