Who else currently not really that suicidal but just feel like they're going to eventually kill themselves in the next year or two?
>be freshman at uni >got here a week ago >was too stupid to get into the state school with my two best friends so now I'm going to one out of state with a decent business school with no one I know. >feels basically like highschool except even larger, somehow more impersonal, and without my two best friends >tfw I'll never be as close with anyone as with my two best friends >met two Asians (a guy and a girl) that I sort of became friends with but their dorm is at the other side of the campus so I doubt I'll hang out with them much if at all >could probably get into a party because one of my bff's gave me a connection and I'm decent looking but too shy to find a girl to go to it with me (friend explained to get into frat party you should get one other guy and 2 or more girls) >every one on my floor seems like normie or tumblr tier shit >everyone is a fucking libtard who I'll never be able to tak about my actual beliefs with without being ostracized >been spending most of my time playing cs;go with my friend while the normies have been out actually talking about normie shit with >tfw literally just can't relate with normie shit anymore because me and two friends went full pol redpill anime Trump the last 3 years together
Is this feeling going to eventually go away? Classes haven't started yet will it go away once I start to focus on school? I was gonna workout tomorrow I hope I feel better after that.
But seriously I'm going to rush and if I don't get into a decent frat (I.e. One I'll get laid) or at least find a decent friend by then I'm seriously goin to consider either dropping out and joining the marines or just killing self.
Robert Myers
Bumpsroo
Kevin Diaz
Bumpin
Grayson Nelson
My school was full of foreigners so I didn't talk to any of them. Didn't talk to anyone for months.
Gavin Perry
Not going to kill myself, save money, and make Cali great again >be in CA >in school(community college) >politics constantly comes up in conversation >while some of my friends and people I talk with are very bluepilled, they still listen to me and some of them go Team Trump >have a network of friends that do this >mfw I'm Making Cali Great Again
Josiah Jones
Fucking Canada. So many fucking chinks you couldn't even talk to anyone at your uni.
Angel Scott
Why not just smoke weed till you die? That's my plan B if everything goes wrong.
Justin Clark
This is probably not a good place to seek advice about anything that doesn't involve jews, even r9k could be more helpful
John Sanchez
it will only change and go away if you want it to.
you are one of "the beautiful ones" your potential is unlimited, only you stand in your way.
i was in your place once, the only advice i can give you is, be yourself, if people cant handle that, fuck em, there is someone out there for everyone, a job for everyone that fits you and only you.
the day is yours, the dream is real, jyst do it.
you only live once.
Jace Miller
Anyone else see that thread about changing your narrative on /r9k/ two days ago? Really helped me out.
You're only unhappy because your existence is incompatible with the narrative you've chosen.
Jack Moore
Once my parents hate me or kick me out for being NEET I'll end it.
Henry Morales
Drop out and go home. The sooner the better
Andrew Thompson
please don't kill yourself.
You will not be allowed into heaven if you kill yourself.
Especially after you read this message and choose to disregard it/not read the bible for yourself.
I am completely serious.
Henry Torres
In most countries Brazil it's not that easy to get illegal substances. Plus I don't know anyone here much less where to buy weed.
Nathan Rogers
I'm entering my last year of college and I've never had a friend. I don't even know how to find out if a party is happening.
Luis Smith
That fucking place has more slant eyed communists than Ho Chi Minh.
Not a single White face.
Ian Rivera
My dad would disown me and not let me in. Plus I'd set a bad example for my little brothers who would either pity or despise me (probably both).
Nathaniel Stewart
don't worry dude parties fucking suck
Ayden Johnson
Don't even get me started on how much I hate you fags
>be senior in highschool 2014 >play starting Left outside linebacker >tons of normie friends and one close loner friend >loner friend starts showing me Pol memes >think they are pretty funny >start casually visiting this site >start to see Jewish/leftist tricks in everything that I come in contact with >stop talking with normie friends because of extent of brainwashing >Decline preferred walk-on status for Washington State University >Only go on Sup Forums and suffer
Fuck you guys
Christian Kelly
Why the fuck would you decline the scholarship from Washington State?
Levi Martin
>Expecting someone to read about your pathetic life
Here's a piece of advice: if you're going to off yourself just do it and don't fucking whine about it. Either get help and improve your situation or just give up entirely. It's not a hard fucking choice to make, one or the other.
Nicholas Brown
Well your only options look like 1. Die 2. Face dad