Feels story time

>a 5 years ago
>Be 14
>didn't fit into the crowd because I hated rap n party culture.
>couldn't find a gf because they were too busy being intrested in casual sex with both men and women and I was going to save myself for someone special.
>got picked on because I agreed with the PSA speaker about how you shouldn't whore yourself out
>told my dad that I didn't feel like I fit in, and told him why
>he told me that it's because the jews own the media, and that there's more but told me I wouldn't understand.
>wanted to double check on that
>looked at the CEOs names
>Dad was right.
>my dad told me later that year about white genocide, anti-white movements, etc.
>I tell dad that I feel there are people pretending to be gay for attention at my school
>I lightheartly joked "What's next? Will they pretend that they are disabled next?"
>he agreed with me
>I was right
>stayed awake one night
>came to the realization that it wasn't I that wasn't normal, it was my peers not being normal
>I was friendless because I was the only normie at my school in a sea of sheep, felt like I will be doomed forever to be this way.
>the redpill hits hard, dooming me to depression for the longest time
>never gave up trying to make friends and get a girlfriend
>then my only friend moved away to Cali
>it's as bad as it sounds, he isn't the same person anymore after he went to a liberal arts college
>he posts about how bad christians are on facebook
>he later revieled he is a (((Levory))) Satanist
>I am a christian
>it hurts
>make it stop

>at least nowadays I got 2 friends
>>but due to my past friendships I had, I always have this paraniod feeling that they will backstab me.

>I have noticed and have been told by others that when I space out, I have a somber look on my face.

When once-bluepilled normies tell me how awful everything after their babby's first dose of redpill is when they have a good life with friends all around. I always say this
>(pic related)

ur 19 stop taking life so seriously

(((friends))) are overrated user
Never budge on your beliefs no matter how much sorrow they bring you
You know what is right

I suggest going to a real university and getting a degree in something that you care about.

I am young.
The future is in my hands, by God's love for humaity, I will take this seriously when our entire society is on it's deathbed.

This but I sympathize with OP.

I'm literally being payed 17/hour to shit post on a solo IT shift on Saturday Night.

I made that mistake only once.

Ended up in an abusive relationship with a sour cunt. Will never do it again.

My dad was similar OP but it turns out he's just an edgy teen racist who never grew up. He'll literally say nigger loudly at family functions to make everyone uncomfortable and because he thinks I'm on his level, he'll look at me with a shit-eating grin.

those 2 friends are going to go away lost my only friend from high school this year haven't seen him for several months

My dad would hate your dad.
My dad may make offensive jokes yes, but they are funny ones and he only does it when he is in the right crowd.

But you shouldn't be harsh on your dad, he seems to be just horsing around a bit too recklessly.

>going to trade school because it's cheap and I like doing machining

Your dad is a fucking joke user. Force redpilling someone as young as you were should be punishable by death.. you literally turned into a social reject and will stay that way forever because your dad thought it was a good idea to reveal the truth to you at that age. If my son ever comes to me saying the same things you were, I'll tell him to hardenthe fuck up cunt and fake interest in the "party scene" until he gets enough self confidence to live a normal life before I red pill him.

I'm other words, good fucking luck with your life user

Hey OP seems like there's a lot of shills in this thread telling you to (((stop caring about reality))) and be (((young))) (((wild))) and (((carefree)))

It's a heavy burden to bear, but both of my parents are slightly right leaning moderates, and I myself was a faggot liberal up until around age 23. It's a blessing and a curse man. In a way I think I would be further off in my life by now if I had been redpilled as a teenager, but I also know I would have missed out on a lot of (((fun))) memories.

Once you know the real truth about things. I mean beyond a superficial level. Once you start driving to work and see a certain brand name and can say in your head "Silverstein owns that company, and they shill for Disney to introduce interracial dating on their tv channel" there's no turning back. You literally can never become a blue pilled normie at this point.

Your life becomes far more somber because you truly know the evils that make up this world, but it also gives you a real fucking chance to make a difference. Without knowing your enemy, you can never positively impact this world.

I'm sure I'll get called a shill but look at "the right stuff dot biz." When you want some thing stronger, iron march.

You are cancer just like everyone else then lad.

Don't do this to me man.
I have thoughts that one of the two may leave me.
I don't think the other one is but if they do. There will be nothing to stop me from being motivated to do speak out against this shit publically besides my parents.

And... they haven't been doing the best lately...

find a redpilled gf or one willing to accept the redpill. Takes many years usually but if you find, stake a claim to that shit instantly.

He did good. I would rather lead a healthy life but be alone, than to fall in line.

I have my hopes up on one but things are looking bleak right now on it.

Cheer up lad, at least you have 2 friends. After highschool I realized my lack of a cell phone meant I had no contact with anyone. Realized college idiots are liberals, and all the females are +3 years older than me. What can you do?

Dude, I know almost everything there is.

My doseage is at the highest you can go.

I feel you op,

this.

I suppose your MGTOW as well right? It's almost like you enjoy following a Jewish movement designed to reduce white birth rates hmmm? Other than that, fuck off you reject cunt

You can lead a movement if you desire to.

I hope it doesn't happen user at some point in my life I became numb knowing that I will never have a cute grill knowing I will always live with my parents doing my weekly 40, but at least I have memes

I'm not talking about learning, I'm talking about communities where you can build relationships with like minded people. Pol is great for shit posting and news, but i wouldnt want to meet you fucks IRL. TRS has people in most areas. Ive been to a few parties where I met someone who lives 15 minutes away ftom me. We hangout all the time now

No I fucking agree with you on the MGTOW movement.

I am not going to pick up trashy women that's all.

I want to be married to a wonderful woman that loves me and have kids with her one day.

Your political stance does not damage your GF outlook as much as you might believe.

I would honestly say it effects your GF chances about 10% negatively.

If you can't find a mate and you get all upset being like "THE FUCKING REDPILL DID THIS MAN, GRILLS WONT FUCK ME BECAUSE I LIKE TRUMP" I guarantee you, if you were liberal you wouldn't be getting any pussy either.

I'm literally deep deep far right and not afraid to speak out about it in public either, and I've railed the shit out of a Bernie girl only last month after a heated argument with some friends.

It doesn't hurt that I actually take care of my body and appearance, but if you're strong to your beliefs and can articulate your words like an intelligent human being, you can make all but the most radically indoctrinated whores wet in the gash.

It isn't full of stromnigger skinheads is it?
As much as a National Socialist I am, I will not want to be friends with someone who has no control over his powerlevel.

There is one circumstance in which I am willing to meet you bastards in real life.

And if this circumstance were to happen, it's going to be a wild fucking ride

It probably won't happen to me.

But if it does I know I must stand up and lead.

sounds like you're just a paranoid schizoid who thinks all his problems can be blamed on jews

there's a community for you, it's called stormfront. you can organize meetups too if you're feeling lonely

>implying this ride hasn't been wild already

Mostly those types are just neets larping. The guys i met by me are all normal people who hide theor powerlevel in public. I met ome sperg who was trying to start shit but we the guy hosting told him to calm down or gtfo.

You have my axe brother

TRS?

>implying I would go to a near dead site filled with men who let the tail wag the dog.

I have a hatred for people who come from there, they are only nazis because of edginess.

>implying I do blame everything on them

And do you think a child told the truths about the world would become anything other than a lazy bum who won't contribute his white genes to the pool because he has no social skills as he segregated himself from the normies at school? Being a liberal through school was the best thing to happen to me, because I actually learned social skills.. literally the most important thing in life is being able to talk to people and it helps promote yourself through a career.

it not the redpill its the trust I could never trust her and I believe that wouldn't be fair to her

That's good.

Maybe I'll see if there are any near me and just lurk to see what type of people they are.

this

And what if my child got injured or got a disease from being a degenerate?

It isn't worth risking letting my child get maimed or sick from what sickos call "fun."

He will thank me later for it.

Email me at [email protected] Ill get you into the forum

I agree wholeheartedly on this

It's not an anonymous or anonymous profile forum?

I really wouldn't want to go through all the steps just to find out there is no one near me

The Right Stuff

Need an email to sign up. Use a sock. You dont even need to go into the forum right away, listen to some shows or read articles

Does it need confirmation the account or email address or nay?

Just curious.

No

Okay, thank you. May check it out if shit heads south for me.

u have a bunch of friends here. wait until college. hopefully you pick a based major and meet fellow believers. join a club at school.

peace!

Thank you

>I space out, I have a somber look on my face.

Same thing here. I am 24 years old now and visited a psychiatrist that wanted to put me on Benzos.

Nothing helps.

Get #rekt kiddo, I'm not even a normie and I'm having a blast. Get over the Redpill meme and accept the fact that it is what it is, I'm not saying don't fight the Jews, but dont lose sleep over it either.

Also LSD helps to see how little it matters how much you care

I'm sure he will at your funeral as your only child, 37 years old and still living with you while being too busy screaming about fucking normies to get a job or a gf

I don't take meds.

I hope you feel better soon

Fucking degenerate drug using scumbag

Make friends with people who won't judge you based on your political opinions.
And remember that in life you'll probably have like two or three people you can actually trust.

This

>4 years ago
>in high school
>friends always joke about the Illuminati and shit
>get curious and actually dig into conspiracies
>learn about 9/11, MK ULTRA, etc.
>get woke af
>decide to dig even deeper
>discover Sup Forums, the central hub for conspiracies on the internet
>learn about white genocide, Israel, the Rothchilds, and the rest.
>do poor in school for about a year because my mind is always on the conspiracies

>this was also around the 2012 election
>friends all want Obama because he's black and Liberal
>tell them about Ron Paul
>they think he's crazy because of his stance on guns
>they think I'm crazy for supporting him
>externally brush it off but internally screaming

BUT WAIT. THERE'S MORE!
>fast forward to 2015
>Canadian elections coming up
>don't know who to vote for because they're all the same
>one friend who is a hardcore stoner supports Trudeau
>explain to him Justin is just a liberal shill who wants to sell out Canada to the refugees, bankers and globalists
>"lol you're fucking crazy man, you always have been."
>he never looks at me the same way afterwards

>loose touch with him since he's always working to pay off alimony
>other friends move out of town for college/work
>I stay to work on the family farm
>friends who stayed in town now think I'm a nutjob because Stoner told them about our conversation
>even my family knows
>mfw my uncle believes me

Well at least I'm not alone

You tried to warn them, but they didn't listen

So same as me, except i'm older and in college

And I had to repill my family, you had your dad I had no one

And what's worse? I'm not even white, so I have no community to fall back to because most of my race is bluepilled as hell

I'm truly alone in this sea of nothingness, but I don't care, I know what I must do

My faith and my one desire shall drive me to the truth, and hopefully I can help you all one day

>implying whites aren't bluepilled as fuck nowadays
Thank you based black brother.

It truely hurts to see a community suffer like yours.

I'm a spic

And whites despite the cuckholdery, are still a tighter knit compared to mine. All I see on my end is victim shit.

>inb4 i piss off a chicano

My apologises

I don't know, I have seen many based spics. But yet I have only met legal ones.

What you do say is true. Even though alot of cuckholds are in my race, most of them are laughed at.

But it's probably because white libs racemix more than nonwhite libs therefor, natural selection

...

Says the pleb who cries himself to sleep. Don't knock it till you try it pleb. I'm literally living for the happening, when it does happen a least I'll know I had happiness at least during one fleeting weekend rather than your sorry cheeto particulate ass.

>intentionally sacrificing your first born son to the jews

okay

Fuck off kike

Go to a Trump rally and make friends with people your own age.

There is no trump rally though here plus poorfag

The only friend you need is god. You are right everyone will backstab you

While true, it is okay to have friends

>everyone that is against me must be a kike, there just is no other way.
Lel m8, you need help. This user is right. your dad fucked you because of that now your "redpilling" you are more degenerate than a paraplegic or a hiv+ dandy. You are unfit for normal society

Bummer. Most of my current circle of friends came from /k/, they've all swallowed at least one red pill already.

>a guy who willingly takes the acid jew and engages in activities that destroy white countries is calling me a degenerate

WEW

My 2 friends are redpilled on one subject but no where near my level

>couldn't find a gf because of a combination of having inadequate social skills, not putting myself in social situations, generally being unlovable, and the fact that girls have infinite sexual options so why would they choose me

ftfy

That sounds fun. I'm gonna get a job in IT.

OK kids, here's why you need to shut up and man up:

Blaming /nogf/ on your politics? Wrong, you're not mature enough to have one, and you're probably unremarkable to boot. Thing is that that shouldn't stop you.

I'm bald, 26, probably a 5-6/10 in the face with a solid 5-6/10 body, and I haven't been single since I was 19. I DO NOT PULL SUPERMODELS. My gf's and hookups have been 6-8/10 range but I go for non-retarded women. I've always been conservative. Never really mattered. If you're talking politics on the first date/hang out, you fucked up. Smarten up.

Women do not have original values or convictions, or at least very very few do. They are imprinted by their mates, on what to believe, and without a mate, their peer group does that. Make sure she's not a fucking degenerate first, and if she's not, that's all or most of what you can ask for. You will never truly red pill her. Accept it.

Friends change and move on. Stopped smoking pot permanently 6 months ago and my gf and I are virtually ghosts to 90℅ of my former crew. It happens. Knock of the "scared of backstabbing" bullshit and move on. You're afraid that they'll change while you don't. It's OK to feel that way, but it's OK for them to change. They aren't accountable to you. Accept it.

Welcome to the suck.

not that guy but acid is close to the opposite of a jewish drug. What you're thinking of is stimulants, opioids, benzos, alcohol etc.
aka not something that causes the walls to melt and you have ego death and profound realizations about the nature of reality
doing a lot of any drug is obviously degenerate though

t. Triggered virgin roastie

Right on the head m8

Well m8, at least think of it: you, a sad pleb, sorry excuse of a "proud white 1488™" is hanging out with a dude strolling through JewYork, thanks for making my come down and a 8 minute subway trip a little fun

You are pathetic weakling if you need any sort of drug to have a good time