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/story of nerd who becomes alpha
/redpilled anarchist shares his opinion on western women
I was a nerd in my teens and it was very hard to find a girl.
I went to asia and a week in i was flooded with georgeous cute girls. Now contrary to the believe that we created in the western world, asian girls are anything but stupid or after your money etc. (atleast not the new generation). They were without a doubt very indepent and educated yet loving and caring and giving at the same time. Qualities modern western women simply lack.

Anyway I went back and settled with an attractive western woman. A medicine Student nonetheless and a hippy, left girl. Just my type. Not that i prefer western over asian or anything, its just where love strikes. Now, after 4 years of pampering her and putting her on the podest that she created I dare to ask the question. And she got the nerve to say "maybe if things stay as they are".

No question I left her immediately. (she is still alone, this was 15 years ago)

Next I fell for a mix of italian and western woman. I fell absolutely in love with her. I was so in love I treated her like the queen and put up with her constant complains and bickering....again. This time with a little bit more selfrespect. At this point I have been to quite some 20 countries, had my fair catchup of pussy after the thirsty teen years and i know im in high demand. While still being very serving to her i dont put up with ALL the bullshit. I dont give in all the time, I put her in place and I stand up to her or ignore her. Resulting in endless fights and dramas and breakups from her side, over basicly meaningless stupid shit. In a way I still let this woman treat me badly and I give into her demands, her bickering, her complaints. I also had no problems putting my dreams aside and following "her way" in life without blinking an eye, thats how much I loved her and I wouldve gladly been at her side whatever she decided to do with her life. In the end she cheated on me so I cheated on her, things got ugly and all love of this world couldnt save this relationship.

Now you might say I just got unlucky or I didnt stand my ground enough or my taste in women is bad. You can go as far as to claim I wasnt satisfying them sexually or not manly enough. But no. For my part I got everything these women desire so much. Loving, Gentleman, caring, interesting, funny, smart, big dick, fantasic in bed, cooking, cleaning, strong, protective, competitive...the whooole package any modern woman craves so badly, trust me. Ofcourse i have negative traits but really, nothing out of the ordinary.
And these girls also were all lovely human beings, the average western girls. And for the first months even a little devoted and caring. They all just had one thing in common: Knowing that they can choose any man they wanted in western society and, their desire to find the perfect perfect perfect man and their desire to only have fun and positive life experiences for themselves.

Just as TV and School told them what young women should strive for and what they shall expect from their own lifes.


Now fastforward a couple of years, keep in mind im a passionate traveller all my life and "lived" in each country atleast 2-4 months with tons of different workexperiences, adventure sports etc and everything that comes with it.......
I became the alpha male in western society. I have constantly 4-6 girls who want to "date" me.
The students, the working girls, the career types, the hippy types they all are readily available left and right. But just as myself in the past, there are now 5 "creepy nerds" sitting sobbing at home while I satisfy 5 girls a month.

But the sad truth is: Western women only dragged me down to their level. I dont feel any love anymore. Im not interested into a relationship anymore. Children, a house, a life together, getting old. Western women killed it for me with their blatant selfish arrogant attitude which I, myself now adopted from them. And its great! I have tons of fun, everything is about me and I can do what I like and so forth....one is great for swimming the other likes rockclimbing, another gives fantastic head, another squirls in joy, one is submissive another dominant, i date girls from all different backgrounds, habits, tastes and smells. and its working good, no problems, free love and all that shit. Im not emotionally dependent on any girl and the girls I meet for the occasional exception every now and then, they dont "fall in love" with me neither.

Yet Im sad and something is missing. A deep bond. A family. Someone I can count on. All those very important things which happen to also come with responisbility, huge sacrifices aswell as the well known "good and BAD times". And in fact no modern woman in the western world i met so far wants to commit to certain sacrifices that come with this type of relationship.

And they get angry and run away at the slightest discomfort they have to put up with or effort they might have to put into it.

As for me my heart is broken very badly. You just know once you found your ideal partner, who you really can love fully, laugh wholeheartedly and share every aspect of your life with. And i found them not once but twice.....and they left me, they threw away what we had for they are searching for something "even better". I know for a fact they havent until today. Until today i receive "i miss you, you were the best, love you forever"-emails from them that i dont answer. There is no going back, period And it crushes me. We get only so little chances in life to meet the one and ofcourse its devastating how i watched them just throwing it out the window for the bad luggage it carries. Basically i had two wifes who simply died in a terrible carcrash. It does something in me. And Im sure in them aswell.

Now you can make out of all this what you want and spin it and turn it as much as you want. But I concluded for myself and I have heard this out of many young girls and young women´ mouth directly in one or another form and you can ask them and they will shamelessly say: "We are using what feminists fought for so hard in the 60ies to our advantage to turn the coin". Now its "our" turn they say and for the next 5000 years men shall be suffering. This attitude is blatantly obvious and it ends them up where they are: Alone and miserable.

I can back this up with a cute canadian hippy story i experienced first hand living very close to them: The husband works, comes home, cleans dishes, makes dinner, prepares lunch for the wife and kids for the next day AND plays with the kids(important exercises for their development etc). All the while she watched television all day long and fed her babies advil to keep them quiet. And in the evening she still finds reasons to constantly bitch and lament about how she is "unhappy". YET she wonders why her husband cant get it up anymore! Im serious, he lost his potency at an age of not more than 35 I would say.

Now in western society you end up with one of those two scenarios......a completely exhausted husband trying to please the woman (which you can count me in for most of my life), a relationship that ends 70% in a divorce or you got the kind of woman who dont even want children in the first place and who tells you right in your face that all her life is about her and her fun alone. Children or a partner are "in the way".

This is what western women come down to these days. Men in other countries see this from an outside perspective. Hence they treat western women as non-wife-material. So to me it is absolutely no mistery as for why western women, if they dont have money and go to poor countries to get themselves a male-leech(indonesia,africa,jamaica), they are struggling to find anything more than just a fling, if at all outside of their own countries(western europe,Ustates,canada).

For myself I dont worry. Im sure I will find love again. In my case it is a little bit harder since myself I dont follow much of the conservative rules in life either. Always moving, no constant job etc., i pay no taxes to the bloody government and i refuse to put any money into the even more corrosive bankingsystem. Which overall makes it harder to find the "commiting" type of girl but I know the exceptions are out there. And Im going to find her, im quite optimistic she is out there waiting for me too. And besides, anything else but chemistry really doesnt matter to me anyways, never did. So if only she is commiting to it we should be fine. And nontheless the older I get the more attractive I become.

As for the western girls........Once your chest starts hanging you will quickly realise that Pills and Wine is all you got left for most of the rest of your very long, lonely and miserable life. Dont blame it on us, you confused being "independent and strong" with being entitled and egocentric. Its either your way or no way. No compromise. Thats not what feminists wanted with equality. Ask any first generation feminist today how she sees the third generation of "independent girls". And yes, in most countries a girl like this wont be touched with a stick for exactly the reasons mentioned.

listen, western woman want to fucking vegetate on their asses, while all the bills are paid and you eat out their pussy, and fucken take care of the food.

They would hire a fucken yaya to look after the kids if it meant no effort for them just giving "hugs"

They would choose this over raising a finger.

By your early 20s ( especially after travelling ) you would know this deep down inside.

So if you fuck with western woman, it's on you.

You invested thousands of days of your life, for sweet fuck all.

So learn from it and be ready to break up on one days notice, because woman do not give a fuck about your bloodline, your surname or your ancestors..

until someone gives a fuck about you, do not give a fuck, when they stop giving a fuck is when you stop giving a fuck MORE.

everything you have given counts for nothing. plz understand.

do u fukken got any more wisdom u wanna impart on us u aussie shit m8?

no. that's all for now. don't want your leaf stem to exlpode maple everywhere.

This isn't your blog.
Also not Sup Forums related.

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:^)

There is a lot of bullshit in most western woman but they are still individuals and some exceptions happen to be good people.
I´m sure you will find an exception and regret not the scars for they make you who you are.

>Just my type. Not that i prefer western over asian or anything
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This whole "gender equality" bullshit is just a delusion caused by the welfare state gone mad.

Women need us to survive. They have replaced this need with a massive socialistic welfare state that gives them insane advantages with gender quotas, maternity leave, child support, biased divorce courts and laws stacked against us.

But it is an unsustainable situation.
The whole thing will collapse pretty soon.
Everyone that has the minimum insight realizes that Western civilization is almost at its breaking point.

Everything will be reset.
Nuclear war, peak oil, a pandemic, Islam taking over. One way or another things always return to their equilibrium point.

It will be kill or be killed again.
And in the future environment of post-industrial social collapse only men can thrive.

Lo siento

>No question I left her immediately
Good job. Take note, lads.

Your standards are too high, you said 8t yourself, they can just go find another guy easy.

My girl isn't the hottest to look at, but in all other aspects she's a 10/10: caring for our daughter, loving, eager to take care of me after a day of work, cleaning the apartment daily, cooking (she's half hispanic, she cooks like a professional chef), hate of minorities(grew up poor, knows how the real niggers and spics are, not the ones the media shoves in your face), she fucks pretty good too, always eager to please

stop chasing the stereotypical single hot barhopping early 20s chick, they're all single for a reason, they are worthless as life partners and are only there for chads to get easy pussy then toss like used up sex toys

You're trying to dress up a chimpanzee in a suit and then complaining when he throws shit at the job interview

I don't know, man. Heading to Asia to fuck Nips seem kinda pathetic in my book. Makes me think of pot bellied, middle aged men walking hand in hand with 19 year old Thai girls on a beach in Phuket.

>redpilled
>anarchist

White women ruin everything

There's always slavic or white latinas who are both pretty red pilled.

Yep. You can not be the one in the relationship who wants out more. The woman absolutely must be devoted to the man or your relationship is nothing. She must respect and appreciate you.

All of these Eat Pray Love bitches are miserable and they are all trying to pretend they are happy because they think the other women are. None of them are. They are playing male roles and hate it, while they are afraid to accept their natural female role because society shames it by saying shit like "Women aren't for making babies."

Well, yes they fucking are. That's literally the only reason we need two genders. So one can make babies. Idiots.

THIS

I had a Latina gf who thought Hitler was amazing

Shoulda married that...

Can't be the one who wants it* more.

thats the thing. my standarts are not high at all. aslong as i love i dont mind looks or any other bad traits they might bring into it. Nobody is perfect.
But even a 3/10 in looks seem to be out of their mind these days.
The story continues and in the midst of all my girls right now there is one that stands out.
i met her in panama this year. a canadian girl. We were kicking off, living on a nice finca, juan caring for the horses and all that......anyway we move together and things are perfect. She is of Slav ascent and carries these great trademarks. very caring, providing. Yet a month into it she starts demanding shit from me. Cleaning dishes mainly.
I do the manly stuff, take care of the car, work outside in the heat, repair shit, handle food and ressources, get guns for protection and showing her how to use them. All she needed to do was keep going with what she was really good at. Cleaning and cooking.
Id say she is 7/10 looks, 9/10 everything else yet for two days she complaints, bickers and bitches about dirty dishes. I completely ignore her, she refuses sex and tells me im disrespectful. i pack my shit and leave the next day. To a trip to colombia and back to europe. Already in colombia she calls me 4 days later asking me to "hang out". I tell her i already hopped the plane and she breaks out in tears.....

thats 5 months ago and now she wants to come visit me in spain. She wouldve come earlier but she had an operation on her knee.

Anyway im going to fuck her a little more since she has a really perfect pussy and im even willing to give her another chance. But franly i already knw where this is going. Another wifematerial turning out to be a chimpanzee....
I feel Im stuck in an endless loop

sums it up 100%

now how do i differ between an eat pray love kind (never read that damn book and god knows i wont) and real wifematerial?
Im so badly damaged i am wondering where is the line? i started to treat them like exposals...what most of them really are and i dont know where the line is anymore, how much of their shit shall i take? my tolerance is at fucking 0 minus 20 since a couple of years

danke fuer diese guten worte der hoffnung

Believe you me, if you had started cleaning those dishes, it wouldn't have ended there.

Women just don't know what they want. You can hardly blame them when they're fed lie after lie by modern culture and society about what it means to be happy.

Also, it's stupid to move in together if the question of marriage is still up in the air for either party.

Where are you from if I may ask?

Stem status.
Exploded
Thanks wise aussie

what else can you tell us op, whatever it is that you thought would sound gay let it rip, you already got our attentions and trust with your posts.

exactly this. once you give in its the end.

Fun fact. First two weeks i did nothing at all. didnt move a finger in the house, she took care of everything. Mainly because i had way too much shit to do outside the house. Once things settled a bit we had a lot of free time using it to drive back and forth from the pacific to caribbean ocean (ofcourse i was organizing all this including bribing police and finding the best locations, surfboards, scubagear and so forth)
anyway with all my free time i also started to clean a little. Like the dirty floor. Making a laundry.....
and this is where it started!
she saw i could also do those things and for some reason thought we got to split up householdwork 50/50 from now on!?
I just wanted to shoot her and end her misery but what am i supposed to do.

My genes are german with arian stammbaum hitlercertified. But i left germany when i was 16. I realized pretty quick its a lost country. Too many people sucking jewishamerican cock. I did not want to end up applying with 80 other people to the same damn meaningless underpaid job aseveryone else and getting all welfare and depressed because i couldnt get said shitty job.

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