Is paranoid schizophrenia the ultimate redpill ascension?

Is paranoid schizophrenia the ultimate redpill ascension?

Are they truly attuned? They seem like they know where (((they))) are at all times and are highly sensitive to their spying

Remember Terry A Davis? guy was deemed insane and yet he created the most sophisticated operating system that circumvented Jewish influence on your PC

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>Is paranoid schizophrenia the ultimate redpill ascension?

Schizo so can confirm true

Is a red pill
Is not the last red pill

>Are they truly attuned?
sure user
truly attuned.

Stop glorifying mental illness.

>Terry A Davis
who is this guy

youtube.com/watch?v=2CeI2jbkaV0

m8 youtube.com/watch?v=cbBkAdNc88w

Is this guy legit

yeah

>and they were putting code on the stack
>and i'm sitting here thinking you know what that dumb fuck nigger

god terry is great!

wow

i think i love this man

ern no homo

>a fucking leaf

No, being a weakling is not the ultimate redpill

so is that flagposter still stalking this dude or what?

Drug induced psychosis is the Purple Pill
Getting out is a red and blue pill
L and R
Up and Down
Conquering both sides of the brain while embracing one
The lost time and pain will make you feel insane in this game

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Paranoid schizophrenics are known to be very intelligent people. I think they are too smart for their own good.

I believe so.

Back in my Sup Forums days, somebody mspainted his day and he had flushed his meds down the toilet, eaten a bowl of cornflakes with vodka instead of milk, and then finally got picked up by the cops because he was found shouting at cars wearing only his boxers.

Mind you this gentleman was at a university.

our fucking guy

Yup. He's one of the people I had in mind.

so what does he make and has anyone tried using it?

TempleOS

lol everything he's explaining makes perfect sense

Truly ascended individual

Checked. Prawda bracie.

>privilege protection level activated

god dammit now he's describing how it refreshes I've been wanting to make an OS that did that since I was in middle school

being schizo sucks. basically ruined my life.

This was by far the best video I have watched this quarter.

Tell me your story, user.

>memes, ordinary gamers, mein kampf, donkey dick

These arent random, these are things people typed in somewhere.

And god said unto him, let there only be 640x480 my son.

lmao

am fairly intelligent. basically 99 percentile in every standardized test ever. free ride to a good prep school. turns into free ride at good private tech school. mental illness hits and i cant deal with the hallucinations and the paranoid thoughts. have tons of panic attacks, become afraid of school. then had to drop out. got a series of shitty jobs that basically destroyed my body working 70+ hours a week to keep up with bills. shit gets so bad i cant work anymore. paranoid that my wife and kids are demons trying to destroy me. finally get help. the pills fucking suck all the energy out of me but keep me somewhat stable. still having problem with mood disorder that nothing seems to be able to fix. basically worthless now. yay mental illness.

This website can induce paranoid schizophrenia

I used to watch the youtube channel of this schizophrenic woman who believed she was being gang stalked by postmen and delivery drivers. She also thought that whenever a stranger coughed or sniffed in front of her, they were suggesting that they could smell her vagina. Crazy shit

There was a pretty funny video where she encountered a advertising sign for Kumho tyres, which she believed was aimed directly at her and was calling her a cum ho

Sorry to hear that, m8.
Can you tell me your descent towards it? Like when and what symptoms you displayed first.

I know that feel bro

so can stress.

I think schizophrenia is over diagnosed. I was diagnosed schizoaffective by one pajeet female psychaitrist and now i'm supposedly mixed bipolar.

>tfw retribution soon

>Horse Pussy
lmao

sucks bro

long shot but does a strict ketosis zero-carb diet help?

wouldnt know. im diabetic so dont think thats allowable.

my brother is a paranoid schizophrenic and if not on medication it's pretty fucked. He lost his job because he thought everyone there though he was a pedo. This was all because the CEO of his company got busted for child porn. So everyone at his work was talking about pedo's and his brain made him think that they were talking about him.

He ended up bashing the shit out of my mum and almost choked her to death. He got arrested and ended up getting put on mandatory meds. They inject his butt fat once a month and it slowly seeps out into his blood stream.

He has done more shit before that but that was the most extreme shit he ever did.

>From 1998-2003, I fantacized about leading a Catholic army like Dune, of Mexicans or Brazilians? That was dumb because they're niggers.

first symptoms were probably as a early teen. used to always super lock up my house when home alone. parents had to numerous times break locks on doors to get into the house as i'd passed out without unlocking the house. was also supremely afraid of doing laundry because it was in our dark basement and i was afraid that demons would come out of the darkness and attack me. couldnt sleep without the lights and tv on. still cant. then probably came the idea that people could read my mind if i made eye contact so thats a thing i still cant do without massive effort. when i got to college it got worse. i started thinking that there were people following me constantly. that everyone around me were always talking about me. have a few hallucinations of demons chasing me while on campus. had a complete panic attack and breakdown from it. audio hallucinations got fairly regular. people always whispering about me, things giving me random thoughts. basically lived like that for years. got so paranoid that i cut off all contact with the outside world and only dealt with my wife and kids. didnt leave my house for 3 years from fear of demons getting to me. finally got help after sitting at the dinner table with my kids and my youngest daughter's face morphed into a demon that started screaming at me.

Sorry, m8.
Thanks for sharing.

What are the hallucinations like? Like being half asleep? Memory errors? Like being possessed and controlled? Any hallucinogenic drugs you could compare them to?

trust me it is..they try and discredit it with actually mentally haywire people but paranoid schizo is the redpill who else do so many geniuses end up that way

>finally got help after sitting at the dinner table with my kids and my youngest daughter's face morphed into a demon that started screaming at me.

your wife seems chill to deal with all of this

>early teens
that's pretty early for male individuals.
Are you special?

>it's written with divine fucking intellect

that she is. that she is.

It always tends to be ugly people who go mental. Body dysmorphia and low self esteem seems to play a huge part in it.

its fuckin algebra niggers

Sad thing is he's actually a nice-looking and likable guy. He even got e-famous in large part from wanting to lift.

damn dude, how the hell were you able to find a wife?

heaven on earth they say

Are you sure you were able to have a wife and kids with that condition? I need to you to think really hard about this...are you sure they're really there?

I'd say so,

youtube.com/watch?v=NazPzL8_xG0

This guy thinks hes being chased by fucking demons and even he can get a wife.

Fuck this world.

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fucking lmao

it was someone i knew for years and were great friends with.

yeah im on anti psychotics right now so not much with the hallucinations.

It depends on the severity or schizophrenia, there are some who can function fairly well on meds, and some who can't.

My uncle it a paranoid schizo, but the type that believes I'm ten different people, that childhood me and me now are just robotic upgrades, occassionally screams in the middle of the night because he think there are mexican cartels in the shadows trying to kidnap him, and only uses items and clothing a couple times because after that the witches tap them and they'll burn your skin if you try to touch them.

"The dose makes the poison." - Paracelsus

Push any emotion or paradigm too far and it breaks you. Paranoia is one of those things that is healthy in a small to moderate dose but can be debilitating if taken too far. I think schizos get fixated on the emotion of threat detection and start just making shit up to feed it. It's a compulsion they are addicted to.

Source: God told me

I'm aware of everything, keep wasting your time

work an .. keep levels ok

My store of Morrisons an we Good ok :)

>Source: God told me

To keep his wife and kids comfortable he had to work 70+ hours a week and destroy his body.

Maybe his mind was trying to tell him something,,,,

When someone starts telling you he has headaches because they are shining the beam on him again, its too far.

I know someone like that.

The CIA has a beam or ray for everything, and they are always aiming it directly at him. Complete mong.

in 1984 I inadvertently ingested an extremely large dose of pure crystal LSD-25 perhaps on the order of >5,000 micro-grams

During the intervening hours I recall experiencing a paranoid delusion where I thought The US Government was controlled by Angelic forces of God,I was of the Anti Christ and they were going to assassinate me .. this faded eventually and I only recalled it as one might recall a dream..

it never remained fixed and I never again found such paranoid delusions arsing naturally.

I can conclude I am not paranoid by nature or defect of biology which is comforting.

They actually do that, though. The Russians used to have superior directed energy weapons and used to beam it into the US consulate in Moscow, right in to the main office where the ambassador had to be.

serious question. Do you masterbate?

occasionally.

>financed the nazis

Not this meme again

>DUBS ALERT
DUBS ALERT

THAT WAS NO HALLUCINATION

How do you inadvertently take a large dose of lsd.

Celibacy may help you. every time a man ejaculates he depletes his central nervous system. If you ask anyone who has ever worked in a mental asylum they will tell you that the people in there are constantly masturbating inturn weakening their CNS.

Im pretty sure the CIA isnt aiming its heart attack beam at him 4/7 days of the week lol.. and if they were, hed already have had one.

This post needs checking.

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Yah, there's realistic and there's taking things too far. John Nash once thought all people with red ties were part of a communist conspiracy.

Later he recalled that he'd begun to make mistakes in his academic work because he'd been failing to adequately cross-check his assumptions.

>John Nash once thought all people with red ties were part of a communist conspiracy.

So wait, you're saying they aren't?

Seriously though, McCarthy was right, the communists did have a conspiracy to subvert the US government and it was successful in doing so.

No it was a delusion the hallucinations were even more wild.

At one point I realized I had lost the perception of Color. Everything in my field of vision was monochromatic with a pale slightly Yellowish tint perhaps just ocular fluid.

This was extremely shocking and I began to recoil in terror as I thought I;d never again be able to see Color.

Suddenly as I walked in a backward counterclockwise spiral a rainbow began to emerge from between my eyes..

the further I stepped back the rainbow clung out in front of me streaming away with the different Colors adhering to the objects in my vision ; Blue stuck to the Sky, Green to the Grass etc.. like this Streaming rainbow was being pulled out from my head as I stepped back from myself and was painting the outer world ..

I then thought I would never be able to keep walking backward and when I stopped so di the streaming rainbow and then I felt that crushing fear again.

Eventually normal color perception just resumed .

Other weird hallucinations I recall I saw inside the chest of a guy I knew the image of the sacred heart of Jesus like pic related.. another was when I looked into the eyes of this guy I saw range markings like you'll find on Binocular lenses on his Eyeballs..

a friend approached me with a paper bindle after having dipped some blotter sheets .. the bindle had the residue of around a half gram of crystal stuck to the inner surface.. he offered to let me try some.. I licked the entire paper clean.. it had visible crystal residue clinging to about a 3 inch square surface area.

I'm saying there's insufficient evidence to support the assumption that they were using red ties to do it, and that nobody in his right mind would prioritize such an assumption. It might be worth consideration, but not conviction.

Kek this man is so based

I was joking about the ties, but not about McCarthy.

Hell yes

Well, sort of joking.

Of all the choices they could pick in a political climate like that, they chose red? I mean, obviously you could do it as a republican these days, and in Canada red is the liberal color (but I guess they actually are communists in ideology if you think about it)

I wouldnt wear a red tie in the 60s 70s and 80s, in any circumstance.

Absolutely. Schizos are the most woke niggers in existence.

I did change all blacks and jews for crazy peeps like him. To be honest, he is doing his thing not messing with others people life.

Yeah, McCarthy was on to something, but couldn't quite get it right. And then history was rewritten by the victors.

Phylis Schlafly was famous for wearing red dresses. Superman had a red cape. Red is a picky color to wear under any circumstance. It's interesting to notice when people do wear red ties in public, since ties are actually one of the most immediately visible signalling choices for formal male dress.

Lol.

He's not even using nigger in a remotely racial sense. He's using the dictionary definition. This is some advanced spectrum, man.

I have no idea if this templeOS has any merit as far as he's explaining it. But that appears to be one damn productive paranoid schitzo.

MIT NIGGERS

Can you describe the demons you see?

You're not crazy, just extra sensitive.

What you perceive is what there is, but you need proper education to face it and win.

Demons live in the mind (as do you in a way) but dont have power over you.

I strongly suggest reading more and pursuing a mystical education to better your life

Superman is supposed to represent jewish peoples superiority over the goy. Very jewish.

Dont click the link, it supports jews.

thedailybeast.com/articles/2014/08/16/superman-is-jewish-the-hebrew-roots-of-america-s-greatest-superhero.html

Superman is as American as apple pie, in that both have their origins in the Middle East.

Apples, because they are thought to have been first domesticated in Turkey, and Superman, because of his oftentimes overlooked Jewish heritage.

Superman’s possible Judaism shouldn’t be a surprise. The hero’s creators, Jerry Siegel and Joe Shuster, were the children of Jewish immigrants. The comic book industry, where they spent a significant portion of their young careers, was created in New York by Jews like Max Ginsburg, Bob Kahn, and Jacob Kurtzberg, who hid their ethnicity behind names like Gaines, Kane, and Kirby. Over the years there have been scores of books and articles on the subject with punny names like Up, Up, and Oy Vey or “Mensch of Steel.”


>Mensch of Steel

This isnt even what I was referring to, someone on Sup Forums was redpilled about it..but yea, Superman is jewish.

It came up during a discussion on black people taking white mens roles, and someone saying whats next, superman?

Not likely, because thats a jewish role.