Movies aren't warding off the depression for me like they used to

>movies aren't warding off the depression for me like they used to

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do drug my friend

>force myself to watch movies just so I'm not browsing Sup Forums all day

this guy knows

This. Go for a serotonergic substance like MDMA.

if you do mdma with clinical depression you'd probably kill yourself when the effect goes away

>I have a chemical imbalance in my brain
>try fucking it up with more chemicals bro

>when escapism isn't helping you deal with depression anymore and everyday suicide seems like more and more of an inevitability

>doing so much you have literally no serotonin left afterwards
Obviously don't be an idiot. 125mg is the amount currently used to treat PTSD.

Then it works

Turn your brain off, don't blow it off. You can always turn it on later

>when your dreams start to ward off depression better than movies, video games, and porn.

I'm serious here, dreamt of this beautiful blonde girl hitting on me.

This. Just fuck your brain up haha who even wants long term memory? All your old memories are probably cringey anyway

Stop smoking weed, start lifting weights

>you must either do no drugs or do so much drugs it destroys your brain

>tfw have been too lazy to set up a VPN and start watching movies again
>haven't watched any movies or TV since July

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listen to adam carolla's at least, its the best

i only dream about spiders. i invite spiders into my home and live with them. sometimes they bite me.

I found this info on your dreams. Is this accurate?

Spider
To see a spider in your dream indicates that you are feeling like an outsider in some situation. Or perhaps you want to keep your distance and stay away from an alluring and tempting situation. The spider is also symbolic of feminine power or an overbearing mother figure in your life. Alternatively, a spider refers to a powerful force protecting you against your self-destructive behavior. If you kill a spider in your dream, then it symbolizes misfortune and bad luck. To see a dead spider in your dream implies that you have overcome some strong feminine temptation.

To see a spider spinning a web in your dream signifies that you will be rewarded for your hard work. You will be promoted in your job or recognized for your achievement in a difficult task. Spiders are also a symbol of creativity due to the intricate webs they spin. On a negative note, spiders may indicate a feeling of being entangled or trapped in a sticky or clingy relationship.�It represents some ensnaring and controlling force. You feel that someone or some situation is sucking the life right out of you. Alternatively, if a spider is spinning a web in your dream, then it could be a metaphor for the world wide web and global communication. To see spider eggs in a web suggest that you are not able to fully acknowledge your potential. You are being held back from expressing yourself.

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To see a spider climbing up a wall in your dream denotes that your desires will be soon be realized. To dream that a spider is coming down on you from the ceiling indicates that you are unable to escape from some relationship. If you dream of baby spiders, then they symbolize a new or recent relationship.

To dream that you are bitten by a spider represents a conflict with your mother or some dominant female figure in your life. The dream may be a metaphor for a devouring mother or the feminine power to possess and entrap. Perhaps you are feeling trapped by some relationship. If you eat a spider or dream that a spider is in your mouth symbolizes your control over a situation. You are not afraid to exert your dominance in a relationship. If you dream about a spider with multiple eyes, then it highlights female intuition.

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I've done a ton of drugs & my memory is pretty fucked. Some reason the cringey moments stay & only haunt me more as I get older.