Alright, its 12:00 and i want to kill myself, post a Sup Forums picture that sums up your life right now

Alright, its 12:00 and i want to kill myself, post a Sup Forums picture that sums up your life right now

When will we die, user?

I'm down for a suicide pact with you anons..

If I were Hank, I'd be happy.

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I wish i could, i really do. But im afraid ill hurt the only people who care about me if i do that, even if i dont really love them that much, and ill miss all my anime tiddie dolls if i go, so i dont know what to do. In one way i dont know if its better or worse on the other side, and i also dont know if i should go away from the only things that matter in my life.

I WANT MY SLAW

YOU HAVE YOUR SLAW SIR

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called out of work tomorrow but i have so many things to do

fucked every opportunity up and now all that is left for the future is a downward spiral of mediocrity

My father has been diagnosed with lymphoma and won't seek treatment because he doesn't want to stop drinking in order to take the chemo meds.

One day I'm going to wake up and find him dead in his chair and I can't tell if I'm going to feel any different than I do right now.

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damn user, I'm really sorry to hear that

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Jesus, im so sorry. Im like that way with my mother, if she died tomorrow i dont even know if i would cry because shes been such a bitch to me and left my dad.

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>New 2000USD gaming rig
>Used mostly for shitposting

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Honestly, I'd almost settle for Bill. Because at least he's friends with Hank.

Don't have a picture for this thread and I never do. If someone has a picture of a human shaped hole standing in a dumpster fire let me know.

People laugh at my morbid humor, but I'm usually being serious most of the time I say something depressing. I only smile and laugh afterwards because I'm not sure what other expression I could make without bringing everyone else down.

No need to spread the sadness, and if I'm making people laugh, at least there's that. Even if they're laughing at me.

All told, everything's going pretty good

it hurts

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>fap6
why would you fap to this picture

>Be me
>Have abusive parents
>Be told that college degree will open doors for me
>Get convinced to go for useless degree
>Get awful, low paying job in shitty industry
>Move back in with abusive mother because job was so low paying can't afford to make ends meet
>Want to die ever day but can't work up the courage
>Pic related

I understand that people can go through some crazy shit, but does it really warrant suicidal thoughts?
I've been dealt some heavy shit in the last few months, but I'm not going act like a huge suicidal faggot over it.

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in my 15th year of teaching language arts to a bunch of high schoolers who increasingly don't give a shit every year. Wondering if i've ever done any good in my job

If you haven't been suicidal at least once, you haven't suffered enough.

People's brains are wired differently.

You'd know this if you picked up a book, or watched any educational program on the matter if you're feeling that lazy.

You're convinced shit can't get worse.

>tfw took down your first perp with a well placed knee shot while he was holding some kid with a knife

I
AM
THE
LAW

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I was so depressed for a while I seriously considered going postal and killing everyone I worked with that was an asshole to me. Sat in the dark cradling a shotgun and everything, trying to decide if suicide or murder/suicide was the better option. I've gotten better but death is my constant companion, it's hard to come back after getting so close to that edge.

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I miss being able to google porn in my own living room

>pigs
>on my Sup Forums
REEEEEE

Lawful alignment are for chumps and idiots.
Neutral/chaotic alignment are where it's at.

It's nice not working at normal hours. I can do what I want during the day time hours.

I want to be a character designer in the future but my skills are not where they should be. I'm too far along to be a beginner, and way behind on where I should be. Part of me wants to give up, but I've put too much time into this to back out now.

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you are on the halfway point.

the point of no return.

You can either look back and see who you used to be and laugh

Or look up and cry for who you never were.

I worked graveyard shift for 4 years and wanted to kill myself. You're fucking crazy user.

I love it, but I have legit insomnia. It's pretty good for me. doesn't hurt that I'm also pretty socially reserved.

If it works for you go for it, I legit wanted to die when I was on it, even in a pot legal state.

was he black?

I'm doing just fine.

Feel better, OP.

Can't stop now. Won't stop now.

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Pot makes me feel like crap my dude, it's okay on occasion, but it takes all my energy, and I still can't sleep.
of course. what else would he be?
can I keep posting gumball images, or should I stop? I would like to, but no sense cluttering the thread

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Keep posting some Gumball pictures.
I need to expand my Gumball reaction folder.

Cool.
Well, that sucks(?)
Question for the people lurking. What's your job, and favorite 3 pieces of Sup Forums media?

>Not aiming for center mass so that groid 'll never trouble you again

You'll probably be seeing him in a week user

as stated earlier, english teacher

3 favorite pieces of Sup Forums media:
Transmetropolitan
Grim Adventures of Billy and Mandy
King City

I wish i had a job. I dont do anything but draw, watch cartoons, and shitpost. Im hoping that ill get into college this year, but even if i do it will still be another year of this shit. I wish i was dead.

Oh, and my 3 favorite peices of Sup Forums media are ATHF, invader zim, and steven universe(i know im a faggot)

Duuuude, Transmetropolitan is toppest of tiers and English is good subject friendo
Hey, no rush man. I want to go to school for drawing personally. The World puts too much pressure on people! (don't suicide buddy.)
All of those are pretty rad stylistically you got pretty A-OK taste if I do say so.
My favs are
1. Gumball
2. Venture Bros
3. Moral Orel

A cute girl might be interested in me, but because of various existential reasons and a belief that it will end badly I don't want anything to happen. That makes things worse by putting a focus on the idea that I'm never going to be close to anyone, won't find anything that makes me happy, will never find anything to do that gives any sort of meaning to my life, will never do anything but wait to die, and if that's all there is there's no point in waiting instead of walking to the bridge and getting it over with now.

I just want to stab someone, i've heard it's fun

I'm really starting to hate everything

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I'm actually feeling pretty good.

I used to have depression and anxiety shit going on. Used to.

But it's 2017 and we have cures for that shit. Happened over night. Like someone flipped a switch. Shit's dope yo'.

Leaning hard into the escapism for one last month before I force myself to finally move on with my life after 2 years of stagnation and living with my parents

At least you draw
I spend all my doing nothing but watching some shows and looking for fanart and I never produce a thing while wishing I could

I don't have the focus to stick to anything I try

>tfw being a jerk and trying to have the illusion of a hard exterior doesn't work

You and me both buddy. You and me both.

Over the past year I've given up a lot of things I used to enjoy, mostly video games that were eating up a lot of my time that I could be using to draw. Thanks to this freed up time I think I've finally gotten just a little past autistic DA user level of drawing (or maybe that's just wishful thinking but whatever). However I think this might be slowly costing me my friends as I'm beginning to realize I don't have much to talk them about except during the rare occasion someone brings up animation that isn't in relation to some new meme anime.

Overall It's not bad, not good but working on making it good.

So listen to podcasts while you draw that cover interesting topics you can converse about?

>tfw you legitimately spend 13 to 16 hours a day here when you have no other obligations, from the moment you wake up at noon or so to the moment you go to bed at 2am-3am

I think about killing myself about every week. Got to one point I was piss drunk standing by the ocean knife in hand ready to do it.

Not yet anyway

How could you be happy when you're married to a cunt queen like Peggy?

Thats nothing. Try having only one real friend and watching anime on hulu with action figures ive had around longer then any real person whos stayed in my life besides my father. Because thats why that picture of chcikenfoot reminds me of myself so much, im depressed and my only friends are toys.

>been working towards a career for several years
>didn't think I would end up with the job after all this
>I actually get it
>never been employed before in my life
>tfw actually getting paid a good wage
>at a point in life where I'm really content and comfortable with myself
>no longer awkward or shy around other people

I feel on top of the world desu. I'm just worried something will inevitably go sideways, I don't think humans are allowed to be this happy for any extent of time.

Oh fuck off, you can kill yourself, but don't be so entitled that you bring other people with you, you egomaniac. People like you are cancer.

>This guy's complaining that he actually has a friend
I haven't had a single friend in 5 years user

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>finding meaning in life means hooking up with someone

I've never understood this meme.

The 3D women meme is the most horrid of all the shitty normalfag memes, for almost everyone falls for it and has their lives ruined by it.

Don't act like the 3D men meme doesn't exist as well.

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I'm just really horny right now. What do you guys think of audio porn, it's my go-to wank material

i prefer text

kill your parents then you'll never have to work a day in your life

People are different. I see a lot of suicidal people on here. Myself I've never been *really* suicidal (used to threaten as a kid, never meant it), but I do wish I had never been born (my mother constantly makes the wrong choices given the circumstance and information on hand, which includes me and my brother, and I cannot stand her for this)

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