Social Democrat -> Hardcore Socialist -> fullblown Marxist/Stalinist
I grew up in a "workers" household with my entire family being Socialists. When I got more interested into politics, my worldview became more extreme but then I found places like Reddit,
fullblown Marxist/Stalinist (even Feminist) -> Anarchist -> Anarcho-Capitalist
I really started believing that more freedom = better but then I started going to Pol and my hatred towards fellow Socialists/Marxists grew since I have always hated SJW's
Anarcho-Capitalist -> Centrist -> National-Socialist -> Fascist -> Strasserism
I really prefer Nazism but since I'm racially mixed, I can't really support people who'd consider me lower than them because of things I can't choose. I became Strasserist because Strasser mixed the Socialist ideas I grew up with while also promoting Nationalism and anti-Degeneracy.
Strasserism -> Traditionalism
Sadly Socialist ideas just don't work, not even in the context of Nationalism. People should work for themselves and all Socialist policies should be implemented within a small group, a family or tribe for example. Not throughout the entire nation.
Personally, I believe meritocracies are the best form of government.
A society based in the idea that the best leader should lead, a là Roman empire, would be best
Sure, what constitutes to "best" leader is hard to pin down but then again, All ideologies have the problem that the definition does't perfectly match the practice.
But mix meritocracy with Realpolitik, where you don't adhere to any ideology but rather built your policies and ideas upon what you, your nation and her people need and determination, to ensure that everyone works their hardest and Machiavellianism, where you do what you must in order to reach your goals and you've just built an utopia
Such ideas would need to be incorperated into a nations culture in order to be sure that everyone follows this structure and learns this structure from birth.