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Ive been watching less cartoons and drawing less and listening to more music because im so depressed and worrying about how horrible my future may be
Also, empire is horrible. Darth vader being lukes father was a shit twist and ruined the franchise

I know it took three days to make, but I'm the one who got sand in the potato salad.

I fap to my own drawings

Sometimes when I'm horny I fantasize about fucking the creator of a show I like while he/she is dressed like the main character.

Always makes me nut, as weird as it is

I find rule 34 repulsive, especially if it's of characters I know/like. I find porn and sex in general pretty unnerving, but rule 34 makes me physically sick

I find Baneposting hilarious.

I also write shipping fanfiction and shitpost on Sup Forums and Sup Forums as a hardcore leftist for a quick laugh

>I find rule 34 repulsive, especially if it's of characters I know/like. I find porn and sex in general pretty unnerving, but rule 34 makes me physically sick
Pic related is you joking aside, do you have any aversion to sex outside of porn? Has anything traumatic happend to you in the past?

I enjoy waifu-posting
I like making charts, and have done several kinds

When I was younger, my dad used to shave me, cut my nails, trim my pubes, pop pimples on my face and back, would smell my penis to make sure it smelled nice, would do the same for my armpits, and would sometimes shower with me. This went on until I was around 16 and he would also beat me if I ever denied him.
Although I'm not a huge fan of anti-heroes

This
>I like a show more if there's a character I can waifu
>I waifu characters I relate to
>I really get horny when characters I waifu cough

The Little Mermaid made me a furry

I think comics are a stupid and inherently flawed media. I wouldn't be caught dead wasting my time reading a comic

I don't like comedy, I don't find comedy books or shows or movies funny,
I only laugh when I'm fucking with people and arguing retarded points that people take absolutely seriously. I have no idea why I'm like that.

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>media

I think women are completely retarded and everything they create is not worth the effort of reading/watching.

Jesus, im so sorry user. No wonder you dont want to have anything to do with sex. By the way, was your dad a big guy?

I wish Spider-Man would be traded to DC so Peter can at least not suffer for every decision he makes
In exchange Batman gets sent to Marvel to be assholes like everyone

Even though im much less angry about it now, i still hate cartoons and comics that try to put the abrahamic god or religion in a good light. I still hate shit like rick and morty because im not an athiest and think that reddit athiests are cringey faggots

I want to draw more but whenever I find the time to I just can't put the lines down on the paper, or when I do they never look like I want to. I feel like my skills have atrophied compared to a few months ago when I was drawing a lot and they looked decent.

>I feel like my skills have atrophied compared to a few months ago when I was drawing a lot and they looked decent.
After finding out i probably wont go to college until 2019 in november, i stopped drawing altogether. I havent drawn in over 3 months. I want to die but know that i cant and id probably be just as miserable wherever i end up, even though i sometimes wish it was just oblivion so the pain of my existence can end

I never read comics.

i really like Patsy Walker AKA Hellcat. i think t's really cute and it makes me laugh. I'm a 24 year old man.

I love traps and cute guys, but think futa is fucking disgusting

I read comics online and I want to be a comic writer. I don't know what to do.

Jeesh lad, not drawing is no reason to want to kill yourself. I mean I'm depressed too but it's for different reasons.

I find interactions with other comic creators online to be fucking insufferable and can really only bare it if it's irl.

I can find conventionally funny things mildly amusing, but what really makes me laugh my arse off is rapidfire absurdity like in YTPs.

Its for alot more reasons then that, but not drawing has made me feel useless and that i am a horrible artist. The fact that im alone, keep thinking about all the people who have left me or just hate me, and that im getting older and only have gotten worse instead of better

I stopped watching cartoons awhile ago because they became shit quality and I stopped reading comicbooks as they all became politcally correct garbage. Yet I still come here constantly out of habit and still keep up to date with rage inducing shit about modern comics.

You dont find any comedy funny? Good god, user. What kind of entertainment do you like then?

i dont like Toy Story 2

You're not alone. I find it pretty interesting to watch, yet I was never able to jack off to r34 in my life. I find it somewhat.. weird. Maybe I'm retarded, who knows.

>especially if it's of characters I know/like
Most of all this. I loathe it for some autistic reason.

Agreed, except for that last one

As I said, I like fucking with people. I can find a joke someone tells me funny every once in a while assuming it isn't the shit I heard hundreds of times before, but actual comedic works of fiction just never click with me.

I've spent so much of my life online without speaking I just can't stand listening to anyone. It's like 80% of what people say is just static. I forget what they've said seconds after they've said it because I just don't care to remember. The same with stuff I say. I can't even bear to listen to music. I wish I was born deaf so at least I'd have an excuse.


I used to scour threads of the boards I visit, looking for unfulfilled requests, and doing my best to make their dreams come true with my 1/5 star writing/drawing skills. I popped off during the Christmas-cheer thread while the drawfags took their time to show up.

>I heard hundreds of times before, but actual comedic works of fiction just never click with me.
You may be autistic user. Nothing to be ashamed about, you are in good company

Did you draw that? Good fucking shit thats awesome. Also, i wish more people talked and/or noticed me

But my official diagnosis is "obsessive-compulsive disorder"

I could never get into ATLA

Haha I sure wish friend. That was just what I felt while I typed out the spoiler text. Here, allow me to "grace" you with what I try to give people. this was actually a request I took after asking, but it's one of the better things I did so w/e

I have OCD too, it makes me constantly judge myself, do compulsive repeating rituals, think something horrible will happen, give me horrible thoughts, and made it so im either a nervous wreck or completly angery because im in such a bad mood from my mental instability. I dont understand why god would give me such a burden. I wish i was never born

Keep it up man

I know that feeling. Just none of characters appeal to me in any way, especially not villains.
Speaking of which, I tend to avoid or dislike female-led works specifically because their villains almost always suck.
Preemptive "fuck you" to you-know-who

>you are in good company
Don't you fucking lie to him.

ATLA was made by a female? Also yeah, steven universe has gone down in quality the past two years

I unironically enjoy Nextwave.

Waifu threads are among my favorite parts of Sup Forums, and almost all of my favorite current shows i got into because i thought a character was attractive.

I know that feel m8
>believe in God and be somewhat religious
>have OCD
>try to keep thoughts like "I hope God kills me" every ten seconds or so, and have great stress when you slip and ask God to hurt you or someone you care about
Religion and mental illness are such a terrible combination.

>try to keep thoughts like "I hope God kills me" at bay
Fuck.

Pretty much. I also wish there was more places for us to talk about our waifus and what it's like and stuff, but those threads seem to be getting a bad rap here as of late.

How is that a confession? Everyone liked Nextwave

I only post on Sup Forums to get into arguments with people

You're mistaking me for someone else.

I hated my crazy extremist mother and god after years of imagining going to hell and being mentally broken from religious troubles. I became so sheltered as a result that i was constantly mocked and picked on for being too nice and religious in school. I dont even hate the concept of god anymore, just christianity, islam, and judaism and their version of god. Constantly telling yourself you are going to hell because you want to die for over a decade fucks up a man.

>I can't even bear to listen to music.
Fuc-
I wish I was born deaf so at least I'd have an excuse.
Shit. Sorry user. Music is probably the most unfiltered art form there is. At least once you throw away the shit pop music.

I recommend reading Craig Russels Richard Wagers Operas that he did a comic for. Amazing comics and gives you an idea of the music cause a lot of fhe music is preserved in panelling.

Really? I never see anyone discussing it. I just assumed it wasn't popular due to the art and how 90s extreme some of the narrative could be. Thanks for telling me. Now it won't feel like a guilty pleasure.

>but those threads seem to be getting a bad rap here as of late.
Its just a few crossboard migrants who want to change the board for themselves, beside it being a thing that no one complained about for years

I wanked it to Mickey Mouse

I created 20 Homestuck fantrolls.

That genuinely makes me feel bad, I remember feeling suicidal and getting nothing but support from my religious parents and Imam over it. The fact that that isn't the case with other people always pissed me off. Like they're twisting the whole point of it.

>Even though im much less angry about it now, i still hate cartoons and comics that try to put the abrahamic god or religion in a good light.

Name one that still does this post 2015.

Its alot more then just suicide, but you get the point. Not being able to enjoy music, cartoons, movies, and other things that i thought looked cool but my parents said was evil made me socially stunted. I just wish more religious people could understand how to make their beliefs a bit less extreme

Have you considered joining a discord group or a Facebook drawing group?
I some days am assaulted by the same thoughts, but being in a comic creation group on facebook and doing silly things with its member keeps me drawing more that if I hadn't joined, plus making friends with some of them and roleplaying with our comics Ocs between us has been fun so far and I've been less depressed

Yeah I get that. I do wish I could easily talk about my waifus to others in places other than Sup Forums, like Discord, but I can only talk to so many people about that who would really care