How are you holding up, Sup Forums?

How are you holding up, Sup Forums?

Are you moving forward in life?

Nope. Just a never ending decent into a doom of my own causing. Wife just got fired. She spends more time with our "friend" than she does with me. Mainly because I'm working to keep her insured so she can go to her therapy for (((anxiety))) issues and do fucking nothing at home. All my money is spent keeping myself, and more begrudgingly every day, her, fed and sheltered. I don't even know why I keep it up. I have no reason for being here anymore. Part of me just wants to see her get strong enough to fuck off on her own, and part of me just doesn't want to have thrown away the last 8 years of my life for nothing. I dropped out of college, drained pretty much every cent from my savings, to make this work. I've worked 16 hour days, 6 days a week to barely scrape by, and I have just an every deteriorating situation to show for it. I'm kind of hoping it just falls apart and I get to move on. I have fucked up in pretty much every choice I have ever made in life. I get sad about it from time to time, but I've learned a lot. I've learned what someone can go through and remain intact. I've learned the value of hard work. Fuck. I hate life.

Please fucking tell me you signed a prenup.

No, because I'm on Sup Forums all the time and I'm on Sup Forums all the time because I'm not moving forward in life.
Magic circle of defeat

sounds like she's keeping you down.
listen up man you got to focus on yourself because it's not always a partnership, people lose their way and lose sight of whats important and in doing so lose happiness for themselves and bring down their significant other with them.
figure out what the meaning in your life is, you've made it this far so it's obvious something has pushed you this far.

focus on yourself, find pride, understand you're working for yourself, not for her.

life isn't perfect but you can build it into something that's worthy for yourself, but you have to cut out all the bull shit that keeps you down and focus on what builds you up.

Prenup? For what? My tv and ps4? She can have them. I've always said if shit gets fucked, I'd go join a monastery or the marines. We don't have kids, literally have no property but two cars, and I really could give two fucks. The fuck would I even need a prenup for?

porn is fucking up my study habits
i procrastinate everything and literally dont give a fuck about uni
i have 2 weeks of finals so ill stop the fapping
wish me luck

It's the principle of the matter.

Me too, I'm in my last year and need to pass just a few more exams. I think we need to keep off Sup Forums and porn sites and we'll be fine. Good luck, Pablo

That struck a chord pretty good. I've been lacking discipline in pretty much everything. There's a gym at work and there's no real reason not to use it. All I do when I get off is come here and shitpost anyway. Thanks man.

the No-fap theory is true

Start blaming yourself instead of external factors you have control over, Juan. Keep that up and you'll become even more of a fucking failure.

The principle of what? Being petty and starting things off with failure as not only an option, but something planned for? I'd rather start a marriage out on how things can go right and how things can be overcome rather than deciding before the boat leaves port how things would be split up if the boat goes tits up. I really don't care about stuff. It's stuff. I care about leading a good life that is free from bullshit. I thought I had found that, but just like everything, the bullshit is there.

October 2015 ex-wife had me arrested for a false rape claim. Stayed in cells, got let out on bail, went through seriously bad time until everything was dropped. Then fought in court over a restraining order and won. Applied to police to delete all records of ever being arrested - succeeded.

Met someone new a few months later, still with them today. Won bets on Brexit, won bets on Trump, got paid £7000 insurance payout for being hit by a car. Have a job interview for a promotion next week, if I get it I will be on £47,000. Moving back to home town after living 250 miles from family for 4 years in mid-2017 with new grill.

Not so bad. Getting rid of that skank was the best thing ever. 2016 has been decent.

>fap 3 times in a row at night
>wake up fucking late and miss class
this doesn't happen when i dont fap
masturbation drains you

God damn sir. Now I feel like a little bitch. I'm glad things are working out for you.

Sounds like you didn't learn your lesson about codependency. You will...

Should just go join the marines or w/e right now, at least they will pay you and feed you, wife too if need be.

I just need more time to "think it through" -- holy fuck it's already 2017, what the fuck, 1990 was literally 50 years ago, I'm never going to accomplish anything at this rate.

Getting trump elected was the peak of my life desu

ouch man. the feels.

I just shit myself at work. What do I do Guys?

I can't believe it though, really...
what the heck, we're only 4 years away from 2021
I remember running around in the 1990s and riding my bike to friends houses and we'd play outside and go wander in the hills and find lizards and cool rocks

now we're in 2016 surrounded by LGBTQ SJW insanity and no one my age seems to have a job

toss underoos in bin. blame it on mexican if anyone asks.

I guess. I'm actually starting to get into a career that I want instead of working dead end jobs. I miss my ex though.

I work at the front desk of a hotel. I just helped some lady check out and she definitely smelled it. I'm gonna do that I guess. It's my birthday and j just shit myself wtf.

Just go to the custodian room and find some duct tape to wrap around your pant legs at ankle length and deal with it.

I was diagnosed with depression, stress, and high blood pressure 2 months ago. I'm 23.

I dropped out of my studies, since I didn't want to study them anyway. I've been mindlessly following the will of my parents for years. Now I'm working every day to save up money to just travel out into the world. I'm leaving in 62 days.

So yeah, things are changing.

Same here. ;_;
> no one my age seems to have a job
Every highly educated person I know seems to have the same boring high school teaching jo, it's absurd.

Hahahahahahaha. I'm also a hotel receptionist, at work now too.

Grab some towels and a black plastic bag. Head to the toilet and clean yourself up as well as possible. Then toss the shitty towels and underpants.

Also, happy birthday.

Im 28, live at home, have struggled with drugs.. Work at Dominos as delivery.

Its rough Im thinking about going back to school but I dont know. All my siblings are leaps and bounds more successful than I am. Life sucks right now desu

Holy shit did I just witness a turning point in someone's life?

Feels good man. Distracts from my own shitty life.

God this thread belongs in /r9k/

Did kinda the same thing when I was younger. I got pushed into going to University when I got out of high school. I didn't really want to go, I really just wanted to get a job and fuck around with basic shit at community college while I enjoyed being 18 and living with limited responsibilities.

Ended up getting kicked out of University for grades after having a 4.0 through High School. Finally ended up in community college where I wanted to be. Decided that I wanted to go work for a living so I could be in touch with reality rather than living in idealistic socialist drivel. Got married, struck out on our own. Been a steady downward slide since.

Stick with school man. Or do what I was never man enough to do and at least join the military so you have something cool to brag about later on.

I made constant advice threads on /r9k/ a while ago because I'm a pretty big normalfag. I witnessed a lot of eureka moments, and I hope at least some anons have taken my advice to heart and made some changes.

>Are you moving forward in life?
Yes

I was internet stalking people from my high school that I graduated from 9 years ago to see what people have made of themselves and compare myself to them because I feel like such shit.

of about ~100ish acquaintances & people I remember from looking in my year book 2 are at prestigious law schools, 3 are immersing themselves into proper medical/veterinarian careers as residents, 4 are nurses, everyone else is literally still in college or are working at Starbucks & Walmart.
The only people I found who are married or seemingly successful were literal trust fund babies and merely are waiting to adopt the family business or sell off their parent's properties.

My best friend got a master's in biochemistry and can't find a position at all in anything and he went to a top 20 school, so he just went back to get his PhD.

It's feels like 35-40 will be the new 20 for the millennial.
How soon until the millennial fuckfaces demand basic living income and give up all freedoms for the government to run their lives? I say within the next 15 years we'll be in full blown SJW hell hole, after a Globalist phony revolution uprising against Trump America.

Hey man, school sucks. Join a trade or something. Find a cute girl. Settle down in the middle of bumfuck nowhere and live a peaceful quiet life where you can know the name of every person in town.

Look up elevator technician in your area. All you need is a HS degree and the median yearly is 75k.

we need another war

Call boss and tell him you had a personal emergency and had to leave work early and how sorry you are. If he asks tell him you shit blood.

Here's to hoping its a fucking real one again. None of the police action shit.

That's very charitable of you user. You should feel good about yourself and your actions. Assume the best.

No pajeet, space doesn't count.

Got a job interview on Monday.
Lost 50kg since November 2014.
I'm moving towards my dream of a white wife and white children.
Doing my part.

I agree but who should we fight?

I say US, Russia and Eurosphere team up and bring civilization and prosperity to Africa, and by Africa, I literally mean the entire continent. Gas the niggers that are there, wipe out every man woman and child on the continent and split up the riches. Institute a draft and send all the liberal fucks in first as fodder.

uh having Trump be elected is the highest point of any of our lives.

The sad thing is, the leaf is probably right.

22 y/o, still living with my parents. Great life. Great family, great friends (now that I got rid of the filthy leftist). Gf is sweet and a freak in the sheets. Currently doing a masters degree in law that will hopefuly lend me an ok job in the administration. Also currently filling forms to pass tests to become helicopter pilot in the army.

1 year ago
>was at decent uk uni doing subject i loved
>was with perfect woman (pol approved) living in a flat together
>had a close circle of good friends where we'd go out to the pub a few times a week and chat politics and history
>literally heaven

today
>struggled with finding a job after uni, drove me into depression and got stuck in retail
>gf left me out of the blue, turns out she lied to me for months this year about loving me because she needed someone to help set her up in her dream job, then when she didn't need me any more she upped and fucked off
>i was looking at engagement rings at this time
>drifted away from all my friends, was left with only really 1 old friend who just found out his mother is terminally ill, suffers depression and crippling anxiety, so can't help me as much as i need to help him
i didn't so much move forwards as fell down a great chasm and have only just started dragging myself out

I've done the same. I know you are not supposed to compare yourself to others unless you are trying to have a bad time.. But its hard not to.

I have plenty of friends doing shitty as me or worse too. Everyone has problems for sure. I am definitely not where I want to be or ever imagined, thats for sure.

Thats what I meant by school, an applied technology college is what its called here.. I can get a Pell Grant and that would be enough to pay for a full year or part time tuition there. They actually do have Elevator Technician Courses. I have never really considered that, but I will research on it. Thanks user

I am getting married in half year. I gues its ok

No.

I'm at the worst position of my life.

My grandma is dying, I'm failing classes, I live with my ex girlfriend, I'm a disappointment to my father, and I'm unemployed this coming Sunday.

I've never felt like such a failure.

Honestly I've been contemplating suicide for the past few weeks, but tonight is the worst night yet. I feel worse than i did when I attempted suicide years ago.

Don't do it burger, who will I shitpost?

Gettin' me centahlinkz and watching some animuz playin' sum vidya

I know there's something greater I could do, but it's just so much effort and i'm such a lazy cunt m8

Life is better now. But it will fuck me soon as it always has since I never get to sustain the positive times in my life.

Not good. First that racist buffoon Donald Trump got elected president, then my Grandma died, then I got fored from my waiting job and today I got a flat tire. This month has been the worst ever

>26
>two bachelor's in different fields
>good job at a bank as a programmer
>spend days off playing vidya
>jerk off daily
>no motivation to get a gf
>the girls I meet are all dull/stupid/ugly
>fill the void with 40+ MILFs

I don't know man, I feel pretty miserable. I've never enjoyed life, mostly because of the red pill.

This is Sup Forums, of course we're moving forward.

We're all upstanding, mentally and physically robust Aryan men. We have purpose and drive, we are doers not complainers.

Without personal success we would not have the moral right to come here and post our views on how the world should be formed.

If you were to take the average height, weight, muscle mass, penis length and girth, and income, of all boards, Sup Forums would have all the best stats.

How's Venezuela?

I'm convinced Sup Forums has 2/3 overlap with the userbase population of wizchan

>Trump is a racist because I believed the polls and bet on Hillary

Plenty of other burgers on the grill friendo.

Where do you find milfs willing to bang? I'm thinking about settling down with an older woman since the younger women are turning into slags like in western europe.