Sup Forums, I have a serious problem. After seeing another user confess his addiction to BBC trash in an earlier thread, I thought I might as well come clean to total strangers as well. Let me start out by saying that I have a detailed knowledge of my family history (family's mormon) and I know for sure that back into the 1700's my family's been made up of nothing but gentile, hard working Germans. I'd also like to say that I have at least a adequate understanding of (((their))) plan to destroy our race forever, and this is particularly distressing because I know my disgusting addiction plays a part in it. As ashamed as I am to admit it. since I was twelve, I've had degenerate, zoophilic tendencies. It's partially under control now (I don't touch animals), but I still have disgusting sexual cravings for these things. I'm a hard working 27 year old man with a job in the aerospace industry (manufacturing, not a pilot or anything like that), but when I get home from work disgusting bestiality fantasies are all that's on my mind. I try not to let it consume me and give in, but a lot of the time I do and feel like total shit afterwards. When I don't it's a struggle and I'm left with hatred for myself, and disappointment that I'm helping seal the deal for the destruction of my race. I want to marry someday and have children, but I wouldn't want to pass these destructive, degenerate tendencies on to them. I don't know what to do Sup Forums I'm at the end of my rope. My family doesn't give a shit about me, I haven't had a girlfriend since highschool if you can even call that a real relationship. I can pay the bills, but when I'm not distracted at work I'm alone at the house with the realization of the subhuman that I am, regardless of my race. Even Goebbels said that the subhuman exists in all races as a leavening agent, and I fear that I may be what he described. I want to change and kick this addiction, but I don't know how.
Sup Forums, I have a serious problem. After seeing another user confess his addiction to BBC trash in an earlier thread...
I'm seriously considering enlisting just so I can feel like I'm doing something right, and not be bothered with zoophilia. I find it, and all other perversions disgusting. I voice these opinions in public and among friends, and everyone agrees. But when I come home, I'm a totally different person. A filthy degenerate. I don't know how to change these habits. I've installed filters on my pc but that doesn't fix the problem because humans can imagine whatever fantasy they like.
I just want to be rid of this repulsive mental disease. It's horrible knowing that you're a pawn of the (((Globalists)))
Get more into the Mormonism maybe. Or even join a group like AA or something. Probably don't tell people you're a beastfucking pervert, that will ruin your reputation forever. Struggling with homosexuality or porn, acceptable, struggling with not lusting after animals, less so.
Also, keep yourself busy. Try to be with people all the time. Try to avoid staying in your house for any length of time. If being alone in your place is the problem, avoid it.
Exactly, people like me are known as social pariahs for a reason. I'm just wondering, do you think devoting my life, and possibly losing it for the survival of our race might be redemption for me? I have nothing to lose here, no family that will miss me, I will fight.
I guess if all I've been doing is all that I can do, then I'll stick with it. It's hard coming to terms with the fact that I'm on the bottom of the degenerate barrel, I'd be sent to a concentration camp or a punishment battalion. Did national socialism offer redemption to perverts who were willing to change.
Seek help with a therapist if you actually want it to stop. Nobody here is an expert and you're guaranteed to get at least 50% of the replies calling you "a sick fuck degenerate who needs to kill himself immediately for the good of the white race." Therapy can help, and they are bound by law for all things you discuss to remain strictly confidential. You may find it hard opening up to another human being face to face, but you're honestly going to get better help from them over a bunch of half drunk, shitposting autists on a vietnamese knitting patterns forum.
I'm going to take your advice when I have money put together for it. I have a few friends, but it'd be a cold day in hell that I risk asking for their advice, since they're all co-workers. Thanks.
Interracial is a shit.
If you're into zoophila/beastality of the watching women get fucked kind, don't worry. Very common fetish, for men and women. Just got watch some horse on female porn or some shit.
No. Not only is my problem a bit worse than that (around the age of 12-13 I molested my stepfathers male dog), but watching women get fucked by animals is also wrong. I'm going to get therapy, you ought to as well.
I'm not going to commit suicide before redeeming myself. I won't die like this, pathetic.
Well, I don't particularly find molesting animals good as you're basically just harming an animal which doesn't have the sapience to know what you're doing. Watching women get fucked by animals isn't "Wrong" and there isn't a moral line. It is indecent and degrading, but that's the whole point of beastality.
cool idea for a thread new york times. im sure you'll write a great hit piece about it
That's exactly what I was saying. What I did in that instance, was worse than what user described. I was admitting guilt. While I'm certainly in no place to call other people digusting, I would argue that masturbating over recorded bestiality is wrong. Most westerners would.
So I should write an article for the jew york times about how bestiality is a weapon of the jews?
What?
Did you even read the OP? I was talking about how bestiality is a bad thing.
Get over yourself nigger, you were a child. As I said, if it's an animal going at a woman you should just find solace in that. Stop being an extremist cunt and find a bridge, if you can't step away from it look for an alternative and just like animal on female or some shit. You'd probably actually find a girlfriend willing to do that shit with you.
But that would only be glorifying women committing acts that are just as bad as what I did
Not really. If the woman's getting fucked the animal is pretty much willing. Haven't you seen a dog mount a leg before?
By that logic, the dog I molested also consented. It's all bullshit.
I'm not really surprised that I ended up this way. Crazy childhood, only saw my father on the weekends, my mom brought all kinds of scuzzy bastards home with her, taught me there's no such thing as perversion, "whatever gets me off" is okay. In her own words.
Improve yourself and get a woman to fuck, stop spending all your free time alone. The biggest problem for the young men of today is the countless hours spent in front of a computer doing nothing but browsing porn.