Graduated 1.5 years ago

>graduated 1.5 years ago
>lived at home, mostly worked part time retailcuck jobs and wasted my HUGE AMOUNT of free time
>remember leaving my first wagecuck job on the 5th of December 2015, feeling a HUGE wave of freedom and telling myself I'd work hard on certain things
>remember watching tennis on tv in summer 2015, feeling just as aimless about life
>remember starting a habit of borrowing my mum's car at 4 pm and driving around, buying coffee, and browsing Sup Forums on my phone, and driving through the city centre gawking at qts
>remember taking many walks in the summer of 2016
>remember obsessing over Brexit vote and Trump

I have other memories but it has been a wasted time. My existential and philosophical thoughts have also been distilled to their essence and I can see the BS in everything. I feel cucked if I work hard and I feel cucked if I go to the library or cinema to feel less alone.

>be 12
>spend the next decade browsing Sup Forums and playing WoW
>feel like I've wasted my time

No shit, I'm still at Uni, have a job and go on nights out every weekend. I still feel like I'm wasting my life.

Y'all NEETs consider LIFTING and STARTING A BUSINESS?

The point of life is to do what matters to you.

Get a fucking job ya doss cunt.

OP here, I'm probably stronger than ever.

I have a small part time job that is a retailcuck job where I see normies, Staceys, and chads. It disgusts me and is humiliating

Well, look for a better job if you're not happy with the one you're in.

Who you think to be a normie is perhaps browsing Sup Forums on his phone while he stands in the queue.

>I have a small part time job that is a retailcuck job where I see normies, Staceys, and chads. It disgusts me and is humiliating
This is why a non-normie should never work a job like that. It's the ultimate form of cuckoldry. t. Sweden

Warehouse jobs or something similar is a much better form of wageslavery than service shit.

I'm in a pretty similar boat.

Have you looked into graduate school?

What goes around comes around, user. The lower your times are now only means the better & greater your days will be in the future. And they will be great for long periods of time. I guarantee it

In the mean time, start an epic journey or internal quest to find your true passion, something that speaks to your emotion, makes you want to tear up with joy and fight a monster for honor & righteousness. This passion is what your true Will desires and longs for. Once you've found this, and taken the smallest step towards it, you will be swept up and pushed along by the rapid current of the universe and your destination of something epic.

Regardless, Just hang on, user. All you depressed or lonely anons. We are in store for some future happenings of all happening.

Kek wills it.

My previous retailcuck job was a warehousecuck and somehow it was worse. You had to wear an uncomfortable headset and talk in to it to a robot.

I did a subject I really hated and put no effort in to and I would only go if it was one of two universities due to their reputation (shallow I know, but employers care). I did the absolute minimum at university so I would have no good recommendations.

Have you considered going abroad as an English teacher? Thailand and Africa will accept anyone with a white face.

Go down the pub for a couple of jars ya fucking poof.

Honestly, my degree was a four year MEng and add 1.5 years to that, I just have no stomach for postgraduate / teaching for a few years / these half hearted optionality retaining things. Not that I can bear wagecuckery or even seem normal enough to pass an interview.

I don't have a posh accent and I will NEVER be able to be one of da ladz. That is my predicament in a nutshell.

Assuming you mean high school I will offer my story

>living at home
>Graduate 1.5 years ago
>Quit internship in early 2016 cause co worker was a cunt and I didn't make much
>going to college online all the while
>get a full time job in may in my field making around 40k after taxes and whatnot
>had job since then, work and college on the weekdays, relaxing and doing odd and ends on the weekends
>pursuing gf currently

I stopped retail cucking at like 16, sounds like you're just a bitch

As long as you don't sperg out, it doesn't really matter if you're 'one of da ladz' or not.You could quite happily drink a few pints watching the footy. No-one is going to point at you and laugh or anything.

oh wow you didn't mean post-secondary

jesus you're a failure

Look into free code camp and get started on it. Work your way through. If you can't get an entry level junior web dev position by the end of it, or make enough from freelancing, then you are actually retarded. It'll probably take a year or so to get though, but there's lots of great projects on there that you can show to prospective employers. The final project is a designing a website for a real non profit of your choice. Web development is one of those fields where no one has formal education because the shit they teach you in schools is like 5 years out of date.

Also while you're going through it, join the FCC meetup groups on Facebook and network yourself. Chances are you will work with people who are nearing employment, and once you're also at that level, you'll have friends in the biz that can recommend you.

what's your profession

Or instead of wishing upon a star, find a career that validates you. Find some one or something you love and make it grow.
My brother sat around and moped thinking things will get better one day. Then he overdosed on painkillers and booze.

Stop obsessing over politics, its not healthy. If you are feeling angry you need to learn to let that shit go. Just work on what you can, effect the things you can change. The things beyond your control are just that, stop letting them destroy your life.

You are the only person that can give your life purpose and you are the only person that can make you happy.

>pursuing gf currently
>sounds like you're just a bitch

I understand this OP.

I wagecuck in a comfortable place and am considering switching to something with more money + more stress.

But what is the point of it?

Business Administration primarily focused in IT

???
I'm not making a decision after a date and a bit of conversation LOL, my last ex took a while for me to realize she wasn't for me.

I guess I'll greentext.

>Graduate 1.5 years ago
>Liked the chemistry, hated the liberals
>Now I am back in my small town
>Doing very part-time construction work
>Want to see the world;never want to return to liberal (USA) uni for graduate school
>4 semesters of Japanese make Japan alluring
>Korea and Taiwan also seem legit, but no language skills
>No real path to dreams
>Could do science graduate school in one of those Asian countries seems like a light in my tunnel
>Going to drop $2k+ on a "good" English teaching certification soon, hopefully
>Wish me luck

Also, any advice appreciated.

Dreams = faithful wife and home in area with no crime. Don't care about White children or not.

Honest to god, you seem like a mentally ill pol user. Like the reverse SJW.

How autistic do you have to be to hate people because they are liberals. Literally no one mentioned that in everyday life. And women are fucking ugly in small towns or poor areas and good looking in cities and universities. It's just the truth.

>How autistic do you have to be to hate people because they are liberals.

You CTR boys can't keep away, can you?

I learned to weld, but still can't land a job, so now I'm considering joining the national guard to eventually be a jet pilot after I get a degree. Should I do it?

Liberals are pretty obnoxious user.

That's the worse thing about Sup Forums, I can no longer tolerate bluepilled expressions.

I was having drinks with some colleagues after work before the US election, and a girl said 'I want Hillary to win simply because she'll be the first female US president'. I hid my power level but I was *this* close to calling her a libtard.

Join the national guard I guess, try and land something which plays to your welding experiance, come out 4 or 5 years from now with a laundry list of engineering exploits on your CV and dare anyone not to hire you.

so he was right

>graduated 1.5 years ago with a 1st grade degree
>had loving gf of 4 years that i was planning to marry
>had close circle of politically minded friends
>was happy
>now
>couldn't get a job, feel into depression back in January
>drifted from uni friends
>gf turned round out of the blue one day and just said "i don't love you anymore" and ended it on the spot, turns out she didn't say anything for months cause she needed my to help set her up in her dream job
>three days earlier i was looking at engagement rings
>stuck in a 45+ hour week retail job, every minute is misery
how could this happen to me?

>how could this happen to me?
It's called life. It happened to millions, no, billions of people before. Be glad, you are not whipped as a slave for a Ottoman Sultan and die at 38 from torture.

I always said that having a non-politician as a president is way more progressive than having a woman president. People usually got that.

Join the military you disgusting neets