I took too many red pills and I went far too deep down the rabbit hole

I took too many red pills and I went far too deep down the rabbit hole.

I garnered too much curiosity into the Illuminati. Now it's overwhelming to me how much influence they have had and I detest how they flaunt it in everyone's faces.

I despise (((reptillian bankers)))

I harbor resentment towards all women now and secretly consider them to be parasitic by nature. If they're pretty enough to be 8/10 or higher, I assume they're spoiled manipulative cunts. I've dated before but something flipped and now it feels like I'll never fall in love or date anyone I'm genuinely attracted to.

I've lost a lot of close friends because of my outspoken support for Donald Trump, but I refuse to reconcile and extend the olive branch to any of them. They treated me like I was a completely different person and dismissed anything I had to say, so fuck em.

I haven't had a job in over a month because of my livid resentment towards wagecuckoldry. Starting to run dangerously low on money.

I don't know what to do with myself anymore. I only wanted a simple life, an attractive girlfriend and to play vidya. Instead I just eat, sleep, and browse Sup Forums like a hermit everyday.

I refuse to let my depressive thoughts get the best of me, but it's getting futile as the days turn into weeks turning into months. An hero isn't an option, I don't want to go down that route and emotionally damage my family.

I need some advice Sup Forums, I really don't know what to do with my life anymore. I need help.

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>local autist blames personal failings on fictional group of people
>IN OTHER NEWS

Get offline and get your shit together asap. Don't take to many red pills at once

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If you succumb to depression and inaction (((they))) win.

Start listening to Varg, stop jerking off, hit the gym, and make yourself someone a white woman wants to marry and have kids with.

That tanline would be fucking amazing.

go do something you pussy. Anything. Go and fuck a goat. What do you have to lose if you've already thought about necking up? Take heaps of drugs too.

I'm not blaming them for my personal failures, for I'm the only one who can take responsibility in my actions.

My point in learning about the Masons, the Illuminati, and the Jews is that it changed my perception. I'm now more weary of trusting people, media, Internet, etc.

And once you know all this you have to hide your power levels if you want to interact with society like a normal person.

But in the back of your head you just know and you can't forget.

Soon, you will become a wizard.

Remember, you're here for life.

Faggot mod deleting photos everywhere in threads with seemingly no criteria.

Police the community better. It's bad enough that I get shot at daily for being an American. Now I have to complain about my virtual Web space being riddled with crime and the state taking it out on me.

Bertelsmann dwarves any power the Illuminaty ever had.

Japan-bros always.
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This is the best advice.

Make yourself into the person that the person you want to end up with wants. Fight them by being who they don't want you to be

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Oh the satisfaction I get from thinking that there are some kids out there who take /pol at face value >.>

>But in the back of your head you just know and you can't forget.
You're fucking delusional, do you also believe in reptilians?

You're literally letting your life fall apart because you believe that "THEY'RE OUT TO GET ME"

Get a hold of yourself, or kill yourself. Don't waste my tax dollars because you have to draw welfare because you can't get a job because you're too busy keeping an eye out for the evil space jews

You're both right. The red pill was a subasatory in my case, but I shouldn't let that prevent me from living my life.

I've been telling myself for a long to stop fapping but I always succumb to some random fucking semen demon.

Gym experience is also ideally desirable, and I should've been going a very long time ago.

I lack discipline.

Get a job faggot.

Start a bussines, become a farmer, you're just looking for excuses to be lazy.
Get a job and continue your quest to be a faggot.

Lift, Read Meditate Sleep Repeat. Get a job immediately doing something you like.

Take self improvement classes and generally cut all the bullshit out of your life. Caffeine? Fuck that shit, you will have more energy without it. Cut back your booze, cut out smoking.

If you are still consuming TV and Movies, stop.

If you are still consuming crap music, stop. Listen to some classical and expand your mind a little bit.

Stop dressing like a fucking bum. Throw on some dockers and dress shoes and a nice shirt and see how people outside treat you.

Do everything within your power to become an overman. You are at a crossroads. Do it right.

Also, if you have given up on women, for fucks sakes learn to cook for yourself properly.

You learn a skill that is in demand. You get a job. You cold-approach chicks at the local mall and get rejected but you don't mind. You browse Sup Forums when you are free.

Most importantly, you find an ambition that will DRIVE you.

aesthetic get

>I took too many red pills
>I refuse to let my depressive thoughts get the best of me, but it's getting futile

Welcome to Hell!

>MFW

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>“The fundamental defect of the female character is a lack of a sense of justice. This originates first and foremost in their want of rationality and capacity for reflexion but it is strengthened by the fact that, as the weaker sex, they are driven to rely not on force but on cunning: hence their instinctive subtlety and their ineradicable tendency to tell lies: for, as nature has equipped the lion with claws and teeth, the elephant with tusks, the wild boar with fangs, the bull with horns and the cuttlefish with ink, so it has equipped woman with the power of dissimulation as her means of attack and defence, and has transformed into this gift all the strength it has bestowed on man in the form of physical strength and the power of reasoning. Dissimulation is thus inborn in her and consequently to be found in the stupid woman almost as often as in the clever one. To make use of it at every opportunity is as natural to her as it is for an animal to employ its means of defence whenever it is attacked, and when she does so she feels that to some extent she is only exercising her rights. A completely truthful woman who does not practice dissimulation is perhaps an impossibility, which is why women see through the dissimulation of others so easily it is inadvisable to attempt it with them. – But this fundamental defect which I have said they possess, together with all that is associated with it, gives rise to falsity, unfaithfulness, treachery, ingratitude, etc. Women are guilty of perjury far more often than men. It is questionable whether they ought to be allowed to take an oath at all.”

Arthur Schopenhauer

>doesn't know reptiles is just a code word for Jew.
>implying I fear they're out to get me when they just simply own us like cattle.
>thinks I'm on welfare and didn't save my NEETbux like a good goyim.

You're a fuckwit, but thanks for the (you).

>. I only wanted a simple life, an attractive girlfriend and to play vidya

And who the fuck is going to pay your rent? Your parents? Grow the fuck up.

Meant to reply to

Option 1 - react by riding the tiger
Option 2 - suffer in silence
Option 3 - self-overcome with no regards for recognition or consequence

They were challenged before, they will be challenged again. Work hard, have a family, and help your people whenever possible.

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I just seek refuge in Germany and make you pay for it, faggot

OP I have similar feels. I was doing an asynchronous video interview for a graduate job the other day, which means you record yourself answering questions but someone watches later. It's not even the company I'm applying to whose employees watch it, it's the hiring company. I feel like I'm in a dystopia.

pol is bluepilled as well. Getting a trade and becoming a wagie at risk of injury from the job is bluepilled.

The person who believes that the whole world is being orchestrated by Jews and thinks that women are evil because they don't like a fucking idiot (like yourself) is saying that I'm stupid? Ha

Meant for

this is not your blog, tumblr crybaby

Be kind to your family and neighbours, stay away from stupid and negative zombie cunts, work on yourself by doing sports and reading classical books. Stay positive burger, it is the only way.

Too much redpill is not good, it does freak you the fuck out. So many weak spineless cunts driven by greed and hate towards humanity in those shadows, it is shocking at first. You get used to it.

Got redpill fatigue stay strong user you're people need you, and they need you healthy. Workout, read, sleep, pray. Then find a good woman and make white children.

You don't think Trump is in on it, do you?

>The person who believes that the whole world is being orchestrated by Jews

That's because it is, bitch. Don't try to tell Sup Forums the Illuminati isn't real. You're in the wrong fucking neighborhood boi.

You're right that an elite group of Jews are pure evil. You're wrong to blame non-Jews just for the way Jews have shaped them.

This is part of why Jews grow in power. They're ready to dismiss almost anything another Jew does because they're Jewish. Hell, they consider their whole race to be divine and part of God. While Non-Jews consider each other pieces of shit for the slightest things. We need to stop being like this. We have to be strong together.

First: Sart meeting people with the same political opinion as yours. nothing is more healthy and there are enough. Join some club or whatever.

Second: Get a job, doesnt matter what but you need to get out and make some money or you will crumb down. You can change the job after you gathered yourself and build yourself up anew. Change is always hard, but you will be harder an stronger afterwards. Just get something to pay everything.

Third: Start a martial art, no matter what. It will boost your confidence, you will meet more virile men and make new friends. Also girls love men you can protect them. Btw I went to the local fitnesscenter for 4 years and didnt grow broader, but after 1 year of thaiboxing i learned a new skill and looked much better.

4th: After you made some friends and got a little money and self esteem, just look after yourself and enjoy life. Date some girls you dont have to marry them, just tell them what you want from a woman and if they like you, they will compromise and after some search and practice, you will get a nice waifu and she will bend toyour will and cock.

Whilst dating you can also change jobs. But the most important thing is: get out and meet local people and make some better friends. And get off pol from time to time.

Pol is great if somethign happens, but a dark place to come everyday and it will make you depressive.

Remember: The media isnt a reflection of what is realy happening to the world and pol isnt either.

>Tfw I relate to OP a lot

>pol isnt either
Sup Forums is always right normie, now fuck off.

Pol focusses too much on the bad things happening and not the good things of good people like pol. This is why pol is depressing: We only look here on the problems and not the bright future we can create.

>subasatory

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>Lift, Read Meditate Sleep Repeat. Get a job immediately doing something you like.

Solid advice, leaf.

I'd like to do affiliate marketing and work from home because most entry level jobs where I live are unsatisfactory & mindless. and I want to be my own boss, decide my own hours, and turn my time spent online into profit. I see other people doing it, so it's not impossible by any means.

I'd also love to get involved in pot farming, because I see lucrative value in its medical and recreational use, but it still isn't legal in my state. So I guess I have to put that on hold unless I move.

>Take self improvement classes and generally cut all the bullshit out of your life. Caffeine? Fuck that shit, you will have more energy without it. Cut back your booze, cut out smoking.

Self improvement classes, I've never tried. Are they more worthwhile than related videos & books?

I cut all caffeine and booze senpai, I only drink water.

>If you are still consuming TV and Movies, stop.

Not so much. The red pills ruined TV/Movie/Media for me.

Oddly hasn't ruined porn for me yet. Fucking semen demons.

>If you are still consuming crap music, stop. Listen to some classical and expand your mind a little bit.

I like classical music, as well as some electronic genres.

>Stop dressing like a fucking bum. Throw on some dockers and dress shoes and a nice shirt and see how people outside treat you.

To be fair, I only dress bummy(sweatpants, t-shirt) when I'm home. But I suppose it sets me in a bummy mindframe.

When I'm outside I do aim to look presentable and sociable. Interacting with people and getting mutual respectable treatment isn't difficult for me to grasp.

>Do everything within your power to become an overman. You are at a crossroads. Do it right.

Thank you for the advice.

a} Use cash. Pull all of your money out of the bank, although slowly because they will probably arrest you otherwise, and then keep it with you rather than in a bank.

b} Lizard people don't exist. They don't need to. Humans are more than bad enough on their own. The main reason why I don't like the idea of lizard people, is because it abdicates human responsibility and makes the assumption that we are innocent on our own, which we are not.

c} Women are fine, as long as you realise that you shouldn't try and be anything other than platonic friends with any of them who are younger than 35 at the earliest, because prior to that age they are still running on evolutionary psychology, which motivates them to betray most men who they have sex with.

d} Donald Trump is not a saviour. He is slightly less a member of the psychopathic in-crowd than usual, and if we are lucky, he will enable us to avoid WW3 with Russia.

e} Don't automatically assume that the ideology that you have learned here is accurate, if said ideology is making you unfulfilled, unsuccessful, and unhappy.

Because the reality of the current outlook for Western civilization is a pessimistic as fuck.

Look at your own fucking country. Very soon half of all teenagers will be Muslims. And you just want to chill and pretend everything will be OK? You're a fucking disgrace, Germany.

Did i say i chill?

I am member of the AfD and actively support them. I talk with people everyday about issue and have become better and better at opening minds to other point of views.

What do you do to make western civilisaiton great again?

I mean did you even fully read my post? It said join your local right wing group and engage in activities there.

Are you seriously suggesting he keep all his money under his mattress? What about the interest gains? At the very least, if you have spare funds, put it to work in an index fund or something. Dollar today is worth more than a dollar tomorrow, etc.

Anyone should know that redpill makes people miserable. That's the price you pay for knowing the truth.

It gets better after accepting it and dealing with it though. Cut out the bulshit and live the life you wanna relaly live.

You would have lived a lie for your whole life and now see truth and you can do something about it. That is much MUCH better, having control to change and not be floating around without reason.

>Start a bussines, become a farmer, you're just looking for excuses to be lazy.

I want to be a pot farmer / industrial hemp tycoon but my state fucking sucks.

I enjoy cooking lol I used to work at a restaurant.

Good/interesting advice.

I know about PizzaGate, I lurk here everyday ffs. I sincerely hope those sick fucks get the rope.

Interesting. I did want to go into a trade but seeing the shit my dad went through in electrical made me decide working smarter over harder is the best route to go.

I do really appreciate all the responses, even the satirical ones lol I'll try to respond to all of you if I can.

>I lurk here everyday ffs
>keeps quoting self

Holy shit, I hate responding to multiple posts on mobile lol will try to double check post #'s before posting so I look less like a faggot than I already do.

I miss my desktop...

Take small steps, have concrete realistic goals and keep going despite failure.

Life is like a series of endurance races.

I want to rip that shit she's wearing off, then beat and rape her for dressing like that. Fucking roastie cocktease whore.

>inb4 muslim

I'm just going to use a tablet to monitor the thread while I type so I quit fucking up post#'s and avoid the nuances of multi-replies on mobile. >_>

See
Meant my replies for you both in that post. Excuse any of the confusion.

By simple life, I meant to imply basic living conditions like a job, shelter, food, water, etc.
I do prefer being self-sustaining but living rent free in the meantime is appreciatively comfy. I don't want to overextend my comfort though, and take it for granted. Hence this thread seeking advice.

Agreed.

Agreed. Good mindset & advice, kangaroo rider.

God bless you burger bro.

I would hope not but you never know :/
I do have faith he will make America great again if the people (and myself) work smart & hard for it.

>>subasatory
Suppository* lol

This is true.

I agree. I rarely see positive here besides MAGA threads or when lulz ensues. I also enjoy the bantz between flags.

1) I actually have thanks to this election lol but it will take a while for me to build friendship/trust like I had.
2) easier said than done but u right.
3) I fucking miss martial arts. I got up to my red belt in jiu-jitsu when I was younger but then I moved and didn't look into finding a new dojo. I really should do this when I can afford it.
4) I hope so lol

I do take this place and media outlets with a grain of salt. There's many things I took to face value that I eventually learned wasn't necessarily objective truth. Reading between the lines and using critical thinking is essential.

My condolences.

It is now u fucking kiwi reeeeeeee

Suppository*

A) I basically already do this. I'm not in debt fortunately, I didn't fall for any college loan traps.

B) yes they do goyim. :^) they're hidden in plain sight.

C) you sir have a red pill to take. Women are not fine. They're semen demons and they cannot be trusted.

Sorry fem Anons, you know it's true.

D) He saved us from Killary, thus setting the doomsday clock back a couple of notches. He's a savior from my perspective. I do hope to be allies with Russia, I've never had a problem with them.

E) I don't necessarily believe everything here, that would result in brain damage lol but there does exist painful truths and this board does shed light onto them.

Yeah...
Least I got coffee crumb cake.

Absolutely. It's a liberating feeling all said and done. Plus it helps make sense of the inconsistencies you were spoonfed and teaches you to critically question things.
Crumb cake also helps.

LOL semen demons get the best of us :^)