Sup Forums help, I'm disconnected from people as much as a psychopath, what do I take to gain sensitivity to people?

Sup Forums help, I'm disconnected from people as much as a psychopath, what do I take to gain sensitivity to people?

Realize that there are entire parts of your brain devoted to social interaction. They're just not being used.

I used to be overanalytical. I would be strict, formal, all about functionality and efficiency. I would judge everyone around me. I wasn't the smart around, I was just the one who was more in control of my body. So I thought. I was a walking contradiction, considering I'd go home and act like a complete shithead on Sup Forums and play vidya all the time.

I was forced into getting a job, which threw me into a social situation with all kinds of people. Not that work aquaintances and smalltalk is a valuable asset, but I was able to SEE that for what it is and other traits in people that I would normally overlook before. After all, previously I didn't care about social interaction. I wanted interaction, I even had an obsession with wanting to get laid (little did I know all the fine details inbetween that would've made it a literal cringe moment had I found myself having sex at that point of my life). Silly shit like that.

I had to find myself socially, then I started looking at myself inwardly and realized how many issues I have. I also realized what I've been doing with most of my life. I spent my life completely blind and essentially living by extremely vague principles. I wanted people to look at me and be intimidated by me and see wisdom. Like some powerful elder. I was such a little arrogant prick.

It really just takes throwing yourself in society, making an effort to understand your fellow man, and wanting to be a part of the world you live in. After all, this is the world you live in, not the abstract and invisible world you build around yourself.

nobody cares op

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Psychedelics.

I somewhat care

Sup Forums is degenerate and it literally degenerates people who can't handle it well. If you started off in 2006 trying to fit in, then gradually became accepting of it. Whenever your favorite board falls in love with something, you either bash it or you try to reason yourself as to why it's good because you don't want to think outside of the hive. This is your community, your only community. This is when it becomes a problem.

(I mean the colloquial you, not YOU, btw)

think about self in same situation

i can socialize, but i just dont want to

Browsing Sup Forums on psychedelics is a huge redpill onto the site itself. You will seriously see how manipulated this site is and how downright retarded or brainwashed some of the people here truly are. There's seriously some shady shit going on in the backgrounds of this site

See yourself not as an individual but as a node in a network, bound by consequence and obligation, then give it time.