Ive recently realized that the cult of Transgender is a fucking lie...

ive recently realized that the cult of Transgender is a fucking lie. Ive been fed lies and bullshit my entire fucking life and now i want to fucking kill myself for it. but i think back now and i realize that i had never felt this way until i had met someone in the cult, and they used a bit of wordplay to take the depression i was already feeling, and spin it into this snowflake garbage.

so i ask you, as a degenerate, help me find salvation. i dont want to feel this way. i dont want to have this disease.

pic semi related; its from my dysphoria folder. there was a time when i wanted to fuck this girl. now i want to be her. there is something fundamentally wrong with that

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Just become a cute grill and accept dick into your boypussy already

Step one: Lose the fucking tripcode

Yours truly, a filthy tranny.

I genuinely feel bad for people like you.

If only we lived in the timeline where people with issues like you received the proper treatment, not a go-ahead and some pills.

>have a weak mind
>"everything i don't like is a cult"

I mean I guess you aren't trans because actual trans people don't get "convinced", they resist any attempts at that most likely. There is a cult for sure of sjw feminists pretending to be trans. Getting convinced and mind fucked by sjws is pretty pathetic.

Either you're just a stupid r9k loser fuck, or just trying to pretend to yourself that you aren't trans. From what you are saying, I'd guess you're just a loser who'd turn into a hon anyways.

bozd boipucci

You're gonna need the value pack

Just accept who you are. You can do whatever you want. You don't have to mutilate yourself or take hormones.

Google "gender critical feminism" for a lot more.

Kill yourself.

Nobody is "actually trans". They're just mentally ill.

Ignore faggot orders user. You'll be better off for it.

see its exactly this kind of shit that tugged me into this bullshit. being cute. fuck being cute. there is no inherent value or joy in receiving attention. its all brainwashing. reaffirmation of your jewish lies.

sorry its an autoform thing, forgot to clear it.

theres still hope for me, my parents love me and kept me back. ive received no chemical treatment.

id definitely be a hon. no doubt. but it is a cult, you never heard of this shit years and years ago, it isnt natural or right. it is a delusion by its very nature.

my testosterone levels are actually pretty high. its a dopamine and serotonin issue with me.

>gender critical feminism
youre probably a jew(i mean youre shilling feminism) but ill give it a cursory glance, but only because you rolled an 88. thats important in my religion.
They took my fucking childhood guys. from the ages of 9 to 17(currently 19) i hated my entire family.i wanted to die. i wanted to kill my entire family. children shouldnt feel that way, but they encouaged it. im pissed.

yes, you are a man you should want to inseminate women, that is what nature calls you to do. Fighting that is just social bullshit. Inb4 muh homo animals.

Fighting that in a leftist social fog has you all fucked in the head.

Either find your manhood and start liking women, or just focus on yourself and be celibate.

The rest is a lie.

Get rid of your tripcode.

Being transgender isnt a mental disorder because going against a social construct doesnt go against reality but being a transexual is because transitioning from one sex to another is only achievable if you changed your genes and believing you can do it by mutilating yourself denies reality.-

if bitches get your dick hard then fuck them.

if you like cock then be a fag.

it's pretty fucking simple

Look at yourself from a socioeconomic standpoint. Being a girl is both more beneficial in the workplace (affirmative action, cuteness factor, reduced expectation) as well as private life (dating, repercussions for bad behavior, reduced responsibilities) now.

Now either cut your dick off or return the a normal mans life, which is shit.

Don't watch porn.

Take back your sexuality from the botnet.

Now I don't know if this is right but:
Imagine fucking that girl. Imagine you are her getting fucked by you if you have to.

The human male brain, when having sex, is turned on by the whole process. Cancer is when the brain starts to pidgeon-hole this experience.

But also, sexuality is very ovverrated in this country. It is one of the fundamental reasons we are in the horrible state we are in.

...

I feel there is nothing wrong with you at all. Would totally date (not marry) a transgender girl with or without equipment. Quit self hate. You're a rare exception and not the norm. So let yourself live.

> youre shilling feminism

Take a look. The trannies hate real feminists more than anyone else in the world.

Good books

> The Man Who Would Be Queen

> The Transexual Empire

How did the TransCult suck you in? Tumblr?

How did you get out?

Denying biological sex exists does go against reality.

Read The Bible. King James, start at Matthew

Give ayahuasca a try. Be honest about your intent to change and see what happens.

But whats most important:

Don't be a bitch. Realize that bitches are fucking stupid and liars and cannot be honest about their intentions. When confronted with reality, women always blame someone else or just break down crying.

That's why bitches suck. They fucking lie all the time. They are fucking snakes.

There are no answers, nice and clear cut.

Holy shit, fuccboi. Accept what the fuck you are. You really be a whiny dumb bitch who serves no purpose other than to breed? I don't mean in a "omg that's my fetish" way either, Cuck. You really want to dedicate yourself to cooking, cleaning, raising children and being someone else's bitch? Because that's what women want and are. Throw away all your ambition and desires and tell me how fufilling you find it.

Now if you've successfully figured out that shit is for the birds then man up and stop being a bitch.

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its already gone. i tried to fuck a girl recently. some shitty black girl(i refuse to risk giving my offspring to a family that might raise it properly, that kid would be fucked for life, genetically.) didnt enjoy it. my dick doesnt have feeling, jews took the tip.

transgender is a mental disorder as transexual is a physical counterpart to said mental disorder.

cock is pretty ok but i dont want to be a faggot. id rather die.

you refuse to acknowledge that i wouldnt actually be a girl. id be a mutilated faggot. those socioeconomic attributes dont apply.

i stopped viewing porn a long time ago. so step one is down.

do not post my God Emperor amongst such shameful language.

one on one skype bullshit
i read enders game like once and then started trying to understand my "enemies". realized they were right and have been slowly recovering.

i can just skip genesis and all that then? alright.

>ayahuasca
i refuse to poison myself in that way.

see the wierd thing was that i didnt even want to do any of that. i literally wanted to continue doing everything i did(hunting, hiking, etc) but as a girl. not a woman. a girl

i will read these, i just need time

-Lift weights 5 days a week
-Eat like a man
-Think of women's beauty, not necessarily nudity, and think about how you would want a woman as your lifelong companion.
-Stay off Sup Forums, or alternatively; if you see something manly that you would aspire to become, smile at that, if you see ANY gay or trap shit, frown and make yourself get mad about how disgusting it is.
-Get baptized into the LDS church
-Read all Christian based scripture
Any questions?

Why is something invalid if it is a social construct?

latter day saints are a fucking cult dont shill.

orthodoxy is probably the way to go imho,

Go to your doctor and figure out a diet to fix your hormonal levels that match your blood type. Watch inspirational videos, lift, fuck some attractive women, go outdoors, and enjoy life. Get into a hobby as well, such as cars, bow hunting, wood working, painting, ect. The more you blow this out of proportion the more you will likely think about bening trans and drag yourself down.

It's not a cult dude, do those steps and uncuck yourself.

>literally wanted to continue doing everything i did(hunting, hiking, etc) but as a girl. not a woman. a girl
Just get a role model then, dumbass. Sounds like you got brainwashed into idolizing girls. You need to go through the edgy teen years where you model yourself after men you want to be like. Be it your dad, some sports star, a character in a movie or some animu edgelord. Just find it.

the only way homosexuality propagates itself is through corruption of the youth. It's a great shame you were deceived, but know now you won't go on and pull an innocent into the pit you once were in

Transgenderism is a mental illness. The sooner you accept that, the sooner you can become a real person again

If you haven't chopped your dick off yet then I see no problem.
Just start lifting, eating lots of meat and do any other kinds of high test activity and it should go away
t.clueless of this sort of maledictions

go to a therapist. tell him you want him to tell you what you NEED to hear, rather than what you want to hear. treatments exist. maybe you'll be the guinea pig that they find the cute in

If you just become a trap and dont chop your dick there is no problem

Kys

>there was a time when i wanted to fuck this girl. now i want to be her
>I can't fuck this girl (or girls like her) so I'll chop off my dick in spite.
People should just go back to killing themselves. It would be much easier on everything.

firstly i refuse to mate with women. theres a chance my weak genes will be passed on. i am removing myself from the gene pool.
im trying to get in shape to enlist. hoping they beat it out of me.

General Mattis was my role model growing up. ill go back to that.

thats a type of mormonism in essence, which was created by man. thats a cult.

me and my friends are working on starting a new crusade group. they arent quite redpilled enough yet. they dont see the need for hatred. yet.

ive thought about it for a long time and think its got to do something with the Reward centers of the brain. it has to be because of the fucking tumblr esque echoboxes you end up in.

see pic

fucking larping faggot

SAGE

I agree with this. But be careful because a lot of therapists are SJWs who will push you toward being transgender.

funnily enough i actually tried a lot. everytime i went out into the woods to lynch myself though my neighbor would show up

>read walt heyer
>exercise
>pray
best of luck friend. if someone like walt could cut their dick off and then be as clear headed as he is today then you can certainly get through this seeing as how you haven't chemical treated or chopped off your dick yet.

>tried to fuck a girl recently. some shitty black girl
No wonder you didn't enjoy it. Assuming you're white, fuck a white girl. Hell, find a feminist in your social circle and tell them you're questioning your sexuality. Ask one of your slut friends to fuck you so you can explore your heterosexuality. Bitch is probably stupid enough to take the bait.

Go to Church

That's Soe right?

Do you play Dota/Starcraft?

thats precisely why i came here. psychiatrists are a fucking joke, anyone can do it.

never fuck a feminist. rule number one, dont stick your dick in crazy.

local churches dont accept me anymore.sundays are sad now.

i dont play videogames. i dont know who it is ive had that pic for YEARS

>local churches dont accept me
That's what confession boxes are for. God is forgiving

>I refuse to mate with women.
Yeah I get why, nonetheless your genetics are still better than your average Tyrone's and Carl's. Yet they still have kids. Besides, you can wear condoms senpai. This is obviously some dire shit right? So you need to get back on the fucking horse.

no i mean i get turned away at the door now. im not allowed in God's house, i am shunned.

You can't attract prime women from your age group, because those associate with prime men, which are above your socioeconomic level and ahead by decades. The girls that are left for you, you reject because they are of lower quality in your eyes (just as you are in hers). You might want to dismiss this claim, but you can't dismiss your missing errections.

If you ever met a top tier girl (rich family, conservative upbringing, high education, feminine figure, beautiful face, generous and caring) you would know better. However, these people don't associate themselves with your class.

Her name is Soe Gschwind-Penski

She's Swiss, a personality in the video game scene. Hot as fuck

no i mean ever. there is a seed of degeneracy in my dna i refuse to pass it on, or even risk it. condoms dont always work, and i refuse to mutilate myself for a guarantee. besides i wont marry and women should save themselves for that.

Forgot pic

If you get a therapist make sure he (should almost definitely be a he) understands the internet enough to understand your problems and where you're coming from.

No Christian denomination turns people away at the door. Doing so is against one of the core tachings of the Bible. Stop making excuses

>don't stick your dick in crazy
That's true, but you're crazy too here, although trying to recover. If she knows upfront that you just want to fuck, no strings attached, there's little chance of it going bad. And user, the crazy ones are amazing in bed.

Ok, as a trans person whose pretty content and 4 years on hormone therapy...

Have you seen a psychiatrist? Or several? I'm not joking or being ironic. Psychiatry isn't some crackpot science. There are some bad people, or people with differing agendas. But if you go to 3 different doctors, you might get 3 different diagnoses (happened with my boss, it took 3 tries before they actually found a therapy for her heart that worked)

Maybe you are actually trans, but have other underlying anti-social behaviors. Maybe you JUST have anti-social behaviors. Maybe it's a third thing entirely. But especially in America, people are too gung-ho about something that is a major medical decision. I waited for over a year after starting therapy before going forward with preliminary hormone treatment after years of dysphoria.

Sin is degeneracy, and we all sin. Most of us here are degenerates as well. Look around on various threads, infact I have seen Sup Forums users support trannies a lot. I actually have a burning hatred for such degeneracy, but that doesn't mean I don't understand perspective. Gotta get back out there, if you leave yourselve alone with these thoughts and don't act against them they will consume you.

hey thanks for describing my childhood crush. her name was Emily
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therapists give drugs. you are reffering me to a psychiatrist. and they are all corrupted these days.

i pray at home. is that enough?

subjective.

i have not, and will not, see a psychiatrist. they are jews.

your words bring me some solace. thank you.
also checked.

You're a shitty troll

I bet you also don't go to your doctor if you busted your knee?

>victim complex
>victim complex
>actual faggotry
Everyone has fucking problems/depression in their life. Stop fucking expecting everyone else will solve your problems for you, and grow the fuck up.

But if you turn into the solid 8/10 trap I'll fuck u in da boipussi fagit

>transgender is a mental disorder as transexual is a physical counterpart to said mental disorder

Trangenders dont deny reality so its not a disorder, only transexuals have a disorder and not all transgenders are transexuals.

Being transgender is not bad, being transgender is simply accepting that you arent strong enough to be a man and its also necessary to prevent yourself from breeding and creating weak offspring.
Also being trans doesnt mean your a degenarate, just be a faithfull housewife and serve your man properly.

Sorry, but psychiatrist are progressively getting worse, they will lean more towards tranny. Also, congratulations on spending copious amounts of money just to trick someone into believing you are a woman. Maybe when your body fails you at 30-40 you can understand why people get disgusted by the idea.

This is now a Soe thread.

>i pray at home. is that enough?
According to what you're saying in this thread, obviously not

>church was built under the word of God
>it's a cult made by man
What?

Weak minded worm. You are no better than even a slave. Look to yourself. Happiness in hardship. Happiness in adversity. Happiness under siege. Happiness in suffering. You are your own master. Honor yourself, dog, and die like one, gloriously.

I've battled demons, everyone does. Why let this kind of thinking win? You can beat it, talk to a doctor about blood work and adjusting your diet accordingly.

>mormons
Sup Forums is a Christian board m8

thats right. i dont. i patch myself up and learn from my experience. times are hard. money is hard. i can not afford such luxury.

im not a victim im a fucking moron. i realize it sounds the other way around.

"I have a dick and i shouldnt!"
thats not denying reality?

and i refuse to drag a good man into sin. no man will lay with me if i have it my way.

no complaints you have my blessing.

mormonism and its derivatives(lds, jehovahs witnesses, etc) were invented by businessmen.
i hate mormons man. i mean orthodox Christianity. mormons are literally jewish

What is with you trip fags posting Soe?

>As if the tranny wouldn't be fucking you.
Topkek, we all know why your kind loves trannies, and its not to be on top.

Nope. Not a troll, just a tranny who enjoys and agrees with a lot of Sup Forums.

I'm not saying that it is great. It's just like with Doctors who push certain drugs that representatives pay them to push when generics are available. Psychiatrists and therapists can and are influenced. But There is a weird stigma around just finding a different therapist. Most will do an early consultation cheap, and you can find out more about their stances and if their outlying values agree with yours.

Though I do agree, it is getting too easy for transtrenders to get extreme medical procedures and then teaching them to not do any of the outlying care required to make sure your body DOESN'T go into cardiac arrest from that testosterone shot. I don't know anyone who wants to burn Tumblr more than actual trans people in the real world.

Same. I have no feeling in my dick when I have sex. I know own now that there are people fighting for my rights and the rights of others. For now I have no need but to change what I can. So what if I can't feel sex? I need to learn to love without that intimacy. I lose interest if I have bad sex too but I have no choice. My choice was taken from me. I either continue to live miserably alone or miserably with someone I sort of love. Life is a bunch of bullshit and then you die. Death and taxes. Fight for that. Death and taxes.

You need more testosterone. Work out and get /fit/. Get into shape and take care of your nads.

It's a cult. Mormons are Muslim tier scum

Did you know that Mormon's and LDS are the same thing? We didnt split off from the church at all. Also there are no Orthodox Christian Mormon's. Where did you get that from?

Why subjugate your mind and money to these thoughts? Just to meddle with your own bodies chemistry? I enjoy mdma, especially why lifting. That's why I stay away from mdma, because the chemical will ultimately ruin my mind and my health. Why encourage this way of thinking?

Post proofs, the Mormon church is literally Christianity but with another testament,

I find myself longing for a good kiss more than sex.

Jesus Christ is the way, user

t. Christfag

the fag being literal

i lift at home, go to PT on tuesdays, and go to every gym in the nearby area whenever i can get in for free

orthodox Christian. Period. fuck mormons. and whatever man i dont even care its all jew to me.

i long to die for my country.

Sorry!
Apparently Americans, Germans, the French, the Dutch, the British and every other cucked westerner has invested their money, effort and time into methods to LIVE WITH the conditions of transexuality.
>Fuck curing and shit, as long as we can make money off of selling hormone pills to people with mental problem!
I don't even blame you, political correctness has DESTROYED hope for transgender people to find a good life again.

Get off the internet

>you aren't trans
>implying that transgenderism is an actual thing

You can crush again for similar girls but keep in mind that the male equivalent of grown up Emily is 35, lives in his own house, has a PhD and is a successful manager or CEO, has a vivid social life and works out 4 times a week, and probably finds time to volunteer. He can take Emily for horseback riding. Who are you / what have you done in life to even get a girl like her?

>They took my fucking childhood guys. from the ages of 9 to 17(currently 19) i hated my entire family.i wanted to die. i wanted to kill my entire family. children shouldnt feel that way, but they encouaged it. im pissed.


I felt similar about my mom. Remember, you got to this point, you got here slowly. You have to get back slowly.

Yoga is something you don't see mentioned often here, but it is good for every part of you. The blood flows. That will help your dick.

I don't know what to tell you because i don't ike pussy either, like at all. It disgusts me and I love penis. I just became asexual. I masturbate no more than twice a week and I work as much as I can.

I can't say I have your experience, or that my advice will work for you, but it makes my life easier.

do you even lift bro?

stop jerking off and lift hard. starting strength or stronglifts. take creatine. don't visit /fit/ right away because they're gayer than you are.

Get to a baptist church my friend, listen to what the man in front says. Pay attention to the words and try to realize that gods word is living and the way it reaches you and you perceive it happens for a reason. You'll feel it speak to you internally

>I don't even care it's all Jew to me
Good luck redeeming yourself from faggotry.

give some non degenerates .. fuck it non trannies since thats about as low as it goes sans child molesters and take a long walk off a short bridge

there .. you got your attention faggot

So your telling me that you honestly belive an adulterous treasure hunter spoke to God, told him to fuck a 14 year old girl while married and then innact polygamy but don't worry, Mormons don't slaughter inoccent women and children in the name of God any more.

Quit feeding him (you)s you fucking idiots

give them your stuff *

sup kek

Get help. Body dysmorphia is a real, very scary condition. It's no different than if your arm didn't feel right on your body so you cut it off. I know a guy that lopped off one of his fingers because "it just didn't feel right" on him. Still creeps me out to this day.

I'm really stuck too op. Im sexually attracted to males. But I hate fags and gays. I like masculine guys. And I like to be the feminine partner.

But being trans is just so awful. It sucks the life out of me. I hate not fitting in. I wish I was just normal.

Part of me considers going the opposite route and working out a lot and becoming a masculine man. But then I would basically be asexual. I would only do that to "show off" my masculinity handsomeness ect. So it would be a fake shell. But I would fit in with society better.

But I'm reality I don't think I can give up my femininity. Even though I can never look like a real girl. Only a poor imitation. I wish I was born a girl. But I'd probably be a bluepilled whore and bipolar or some shit if I was born a girl so whatever.

I wish I was born a girl. Or a straight male. One of the two.

>I long to die for my country
You're a good man OP. Don't let yourself be ruined by wanting to be something you're not. It's an unhealthy obsession.
Not a day goes by that I don't long to serve, but the cause doesn't seem worthwhile now.
You could always sign up with the national guard unit in your area.