Ask a guy who just saw the body of someone who committed suicide by shotgun anything

Ask a guy who just saw the body of someone who committed suicide by shotgun anything

Is this the result of multiculturalism? H-how much more will I have to see? When my friend died this way...Was it this brutal?

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You should take a picture of it and use it as a cover on a bootleg on one of your band's gigs.

That would only serve to make his soul restless.
I visited the spot later that day and just stood there, taking in the vast amount of solemn energy that dominated it.

That's the gayest thing I've ever read.

I was hiking at a state park on a nice warm Saturday. I was at a particular spot not long before someone leapt from a 150 ft drop. Here's one thing I noticed at the time: all of the dogs were going ape shit in that area. Pulling on their leashes, crying, barking. I just thought everyone there had shitty doggos until afterwards.

Go on

Says the guy with a Muslim Mayor.
You lost your country to a fucking barbarian religion when you could have done the sensible thing and remain Christian.
Yet you think you know better than Philosophers and millions of other people and choose to become a majority atheist country.
Fucking Anglo-scum.
Where there should be humanity there is just a bitter hatred and jealousy of Aryans.

B T F O ETERNALLY

Saw my brother at the scene after he shot his brains out with a .45 revolver. God bless you, user. The nightmares will fade.

He was dead man, his face was obliterated, there was brain matter everywhere, blood everywhere. I felt something tick in my brain the moment I saw it. I can't drink enough to make it go away.

That's nuts. Did it seem unreal upon first exposure?

Why were you there?

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Please post more sad music like this guys. I think it's my soul that's been damaged. People die every day, but actually witnessing it is another thing first hand. Imagine your own body when you pass away, just sitting there, lifeless, like a rock, or the dirt. Just....gone.
Yeah...instantly I just clasped my hands on my head and felt an intense pain. I could see all the gore clearly.
I worked at the building where he killed himself. A customer who had seen it needed to show us, the poor woman.
I was so sickened and saddened.

don't be a fucking jew fag

mystic bullshit is what atheist kikes do

Mystic is an entirely different belief altogether. If you're a mystic, you're far from atheist.
I'm not a mystic, I just believe that souls have energy.

Dude no bullshit, I'm sorry you had to see that. About 5 years ago I had a very close friend do that with a revolver

I'll never unsee that shit. Just take a step back until you can confront the memory. The pain never goes away. Music in next post

Not to be a dick but if I went out like that I would leave a note that said "lol; brb"

What makes people do it, user?
Even though I accept Jesus Christ as my Lord and Savior, I don't know what happens when we die.

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No idea man. Demoralization?
The guy I knew for in an argument with his brother one day, went to his bedroom, BANG.

it's a long term bubbling underneath the surface, I think

Got in an argument*

It's partly because of multicult but mostly because of demoralization on a hemispheric scale

Kek, didn't know playlists embed :^)

Rare pep for your pain

Judas killed himself when he betrayed Jesus .

maybe when you betray yourself by denying Jesus denying yourself the faith to believe he died for your sins you become hopeless.. maybe its what is called" Blasphemy of the Holy Spirit ; the Unforgivable sin.

I can comprehend feeling hopless such as after being told you have a terminal illness but this never leaves you without the ability to exercise faith and believe God will preserve you after you leave the body..

I can understand feeling alone and fearing pain and debilitation but I can not understand taking your life..


Think about all the people who loved you all your life...

it seems when you are in need if you become by your actions the source for others in similar need of what you require you will find yourself receiving that which you need.

It takes courage and that not so simple leap of faith to cross from your desolate despair to what you can find beyond your isolation.

t.talked a guy out of suicide once.

are you serious? pal, please go get some therapy. talk to a pro, not some retards on a bootleg nazi Mongolian anime image sewer dump

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TALK to someone NOT get scripts as some chemical band aid

Yes user, drink in the power.

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I can't afford a therapist.
You guys are all I have

fpbp

i put a finger in the pussy of a dead woman once for science

Seeing something that tragic does definitely fuck with your head. I got the privilege of seeing a mangled 26yo woman and her 4yo daughter, in the other car was a 70 year old woman mangled and her husband was fine in the drivers seat weeping and making noises that haunt me still.

Pic with time stamp and "pol" please

Dude check out my posts in this thread. I'm not bullfighting you. I made these same threads on Sup Forums 5 years ago.

If we are all you got, be wise and weed out faggots shitposting.I

And remember it's never going to go away. But the insanity you currently feel will. Be patient

I'm sorry you had to see that bud, here's a song from one beautiful country to another, cheers.

I hope you find what you need.

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I have never seen anything like what you describe but have seen far too much 'gorte' online ..

I remember the first time I saw a death scene with dismemberment was in Jr. HS

a kid's father worked for the Dept of Transportation and had a pamphlet showing photos of traffic deaths.

I was shocked when I saw them and immediately regretted looking..

seeing scene of death desensitizes us to the suffering of others and ourselves. and should be avoided as much as possible.

just keep turning your mind to topics far from this ... be mindful and keep focusing on other topics.. just keep at it as long as it takes and eventually the memory will fall from regular attention.

>bullfighting
MY SIDES! drunk autocorrect is awesome

Srsly OP. You need to give yourself time. There's no remedy for this kind of thing. Drugs and booze help right now, but delay acceptance

Just give it time.

I feel pretty panicky right now.
What happens when nigs start to take over like the South African Apartheid? Perhaps he avoided something much more brutal....

>Think about all the people who loved you all your life...
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Describe the smell for us.

Dude c'mon you went from a friend's suicide to some bullshit about niggers.

If you're baiting, fine. You got me. If not knock it off

Fuck dude that sucks, one of my friends shot himself my senior year he didn't die but he was fucked up bad I had just came over to his house when he did it heard the bang down the street ran in spooky shit dude I can still see it clear as day The old him died that day the fucking husk of his old self kept alive by machines doesn't want to stay here sometimes doctors are cruel bastards they shouldn't have left him alive

I'm just trying to imagine how he felt at the time. I too have felt absolute despair but I pulled out of it. I can't imagine having no money, no friends, no family, nothing, and seeing all this destruction and degeneracy around. How can we stop this from happening?

I had this one time I was in a car accident with my friend and his dad. His dad died and I got knocked out, the weirdest thing was I woke up to the noise of my friend crying at his dead dad in the car then went back unconscious.
I don't know your feel user and I hope I never do.

WE don't stop anything. YOU better yourself and it runs off on the people you care about.

Everything starts with you m88. You gonna step up?

Why are you posting on /pol? Why are you not making a necklace from chunks of their skull and making a new metal album.

I'm all alone in this world and need someone to talk to.

My best friend attempted suicide.

>hanging with gf and another buddy of mine
>best friend was working
>get cryptic message
>"you were the best friend anyone could have, goodbye user"
>instantly knew what was going down
>got gf and bro in my car and sped off to find him
>nearly crashed on the way, running red lights and shit

>at one of his hangouts
>outside middle of the night
>empty bottle of pills next to him
>shaking him and screaming at him to wake up
>...
>non-responsive

The ambulance came, and he was ok in the end, but in the 5 minuets I was holding him, I thought he was fucking gone. There are no words for that feeling.

You'll get through this m8, stay strong.

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Call the Gangsta Party Line then my nigga.

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Holy shit dude it's a Mayhem reference.

You need to only do one thing: fucking relax. There's nothing you could've done to stop it. Nobody could have. Start focusing on yourself. Lift, read books, if you need a list I got u famalam

Get out of it mang

I.....want to help the people of this world. My people!
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All of the homeless and downtrodden who need a leg up.

>What happens when nigs start to take over like the South African Apartheid?

I won't let that happen. I PERSONALLY won't let that happen

That's fine. You and me both. Why not start with yourself and family? The volk starts at home.

I will.
First thing tomorrow I'll start trying not to be depressed. That's not what someone who's passed because of that reason would want eh?

It's not multiculturalism. It's the lifestyles we push in the media. They're tearing sane families and people apart. We tell people it's okay to be cheaters, liars, thieves, degenerates, etc. which leads to drama and loss of connections with one another.

I nearly wanted to blow my brains out with a .357 when I found out a girl I wanted to marry, even was going to move in with her, cheated on me, and apparently, married some student behind my back within the time of one month or less.

She was a foreign girl from Finland, and I cared about her deeply. We had fond memories together, things seemed perfect, and I busted my ass for us to live together. She seemed genuinely sweet and innocent, I even told her once that I'd go mental if shit happened, and she even told me she'd never hurt anyone because she cared so much, according to her words. Then, suddenly, it happened. A future I had disappeared out of nowhere, past memories henceforth worthless and a lie up to that point. I felt like I lost everything.

But it's not just things like relationships that lead people to want to blow their brains out. People lose their jobs and their lives shattered. Some are abused and cheated by their peers. There are even people who walk into tragic things like finding out their mother sucked millions of dicks, their father a closet fag, or their only friend, such as a dog, or a person pass away and leave them stranded and alone.

But we keep telling people these unhealthy modern choices are okay, some even praised and labeled as brave. We're living in a dystopian future, and it's not pretty.

That's why National Socialism is the only answer.

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Do it for yourself and your family, by extension your people. Not the spectre, but yes that's correct. In my case he was "trying to get out of the way"

Shits rough goy. But if you believe what you post you'll start with yourself and the people you care for

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>such as a dog
That got the ball rolling for wasting a year drinking daily and doing pills often.

Fuck I miss you Skippy

Skippy always loved you no matter what, user.

Worst I've seen is I've been to an autopsy where they peel the skin of the face up a lot so they can cut into the skull to pull out the brain. Then pull out and weigh all the organs. Only the face peeling made me feel quesy/light headed. But I'm sure it's different when it's someone you know.

I hope he pledged a life debt to you like Chewbacca. Thanks for the feels, user.

Listen man, after my wife killed herself I was really depressed for a while.

What really helped me was replanting my moms garden. Then she set me up with some of her friends, then their friends, and so on.

I still had my career but on the weekends, I'd do something that made me a little less sad than before while making somebody else really happy.

Idk man, if you want to help and feel good about yourself, help out the elderly. A lot of people that age don't have anybody either: kids gone, dead friends, too frail to get out. Putting some nice petunias or gardenias in a little old ladies front lawn seemed to mean a lot to them and didn't cost me more than ten bucks.

>after my wife killed herself
Why did she?

My life is 100% pure uncut Columbian feels.

Trying to put it back together after being stabbed in the back. Betrayed by my only friend at the lowest point in my life.

30 years old now. I'm pretty sure that there's no real chance I'll ever be happy despite being /fit/ and smart.

If God would've shown me how everything turned out before he bestowed this gift of life upon me... I would have asked him why he cursed me like this.

I should have killed myself years ago. One day I'll have the courage to finally do what must be done.

I just want to do a few things before I cash in all my chips.

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Sorry senpaitachi...