What do you think about when you're going to sleep Sup Forums?
It usually takes me about an hour to fall asleep so I have plenty of time.
I usually think about killing niggers and posting about it on pol.
If it's raining I like to think about lying in bed outside in the rain but with a plastic sheet above so I don't get wet. That would be cosy as fuck.
i stay awake until 6am trying to sleep everynight
I think about all the exciting things I'll do the next day.
I listen to audio books before I go to sleep
Also
>tfw I noticed I started sleeping like this recently
Depraved sex fantasies
I focus on my hypnagogic hallucinations until I enter a lucid state and begin remote viewing
I count sheep and usually fall asleep within 5 minutes.
Think about my future life and white children
Her.
I think about how I'm probably headed straight to hell.
Whether or not my incompetent employees have actually locked my business for the night or not. Most nights involve a 2am trip to ensure the doors are locked despite having watched camera footage showing said employees locking the door.
I LAY IN BED THINKING ABOUT HOW NIGGERS ARE RUINING THE WORLD
SWEDEN IS A JOKE
GERMANY IS A JOKE
WESTERN CIVILIZATION IS A JOKE
MY CULTURE IS CRUMBLING AROUND ME
AND ANYTIME YOU BRING IT UP IN PUBLIC, NORMIES SOCIALLY OSTRACIZE YOU AND ACT LIKE YOU'RE WEIRD
REEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
I don't like to think so I stay up until exhaustion
I usually just cry about the sad state of the world
I wish I was joking
>ywn hold her in your arms and just stare at her saying it is all right.
I fantasize about multiple different lives that I will never have.
so much yes on the rain thing. Are you me?
fuck you
I count sheeples
I regret not having killed myself earlier this day.
I think about all the shit I was supposed to do but didnt do, and promise myself Ill do it tomorrow, before curling up against the cold and imagining myself cuddling with my long distance SO.
- Commanding a small fleet of aircraft or space fleet
- Ruling the World
lol you have problems. Sup Forums is funny and crossing the line for the sake of allegory is great (something this nation has began to take far to seriously)... and I may be taking the b8, but if not maybe think about something else like sports
I do this
>tell yourself you serve no purpose staying awake thinking.
>repeat that till your mind is empty.
>if thoughts come back, repeat first and remind yourself that whatever feels fun or important enough to disturb you from sleeping is irrelevant if you cannot do anything about it from your bed.
Sleep is good, daydreaming before going to sleep is not.
imagine what itd be like to have an irl 50 blessings
I dream of waking up dead and instead i wake up disappointed
I write a three-part book series in my mind that I'll probably never finish.
"How did it end up this way? Where did it all go so wrong? What did I do to deserve this? Is there any hope? What's wrong with me? Why did they all leave?"
>"Sure would be great if this was the last time I go to sleep."
Nothing. I just close my eyes and after couple minutes I'm asleep.
I imagine what life would be like if I had a loving wife and kids and basically being a happy normie.
i would buy a gun but i'm too worried i might use it on myself in a bipolar fit
thinking of what I would do If I had superpowers
the spics and muzzies are going to outnumber us in our lifetime. fact.
Unironically this
Just wish I would fall asleep and not wake up
I was born without an imagination so I just sort of lay there until I turn off
I have an actual job.
I don't fall asleep, I pass out.
>What do you think about when you're going to sleep Sup Forums?
I pray that I dont wake up again, then I have the same dream about shooting myself in my living room. After that I wake up and curse god for letting me live yet another day.
>I have the same dream about shooting myself in my living room
This. I usually have at least one suicidal fantasy after I say my nightly prayer.
My birthday was two days ago, my own family forgot about it. I am actually surprised I didnt shoot myself.
How old are you? If you're older than 25 then who gives a fuck.
my waifu
Have you fucked your family in your dreams?
29 now, mostly because of lol divorce.
I know it is a retarded thought which is why I havent done it but I cant help but think of it all the time.
I think about making America great again
Don't. Holding on to the past makes you weak. Preparing for the future will help get your mind off of it. Get a hobby, start going on walks, study something that interests you.
She's never worth it.
Dude, you're too fucking old for people to care about your birthday. You're not a teenager. By that age, only your spouse should keep track of such things. If you want your family to celebrate your birthday, give them a call and say "Hey, just wondering if we were going to go out to eat for my birthday or something." Otherwise, it's just something that's marked on a calendar that no one bothers to look at.
I used to worry a lot when trying to fall asleep and it would take me forever to actually get to sleep.
I started listening to podcasts at night to help take my mind off worries and drift into sleep.
My favorite so far is a podcast called Sleep With Me, which my sis told me about. Basically this guy just has a podcast and its sole purpose is to knock you the fuck out, and for me it 100% works. I think I've only ever made it to the 40 minute mark once, I'm usually asleep by 20 minutes in.
He just rambles on about boring stuff like food shopping, cooking, furniture. But sometimes he throws in these weird premises and somehow makes them incredibly boring yet entertaining at the same time.
He's a mad genius I tell you.
>Dat head size reduction
I am well aware of that, the main reason I felt that way is because of muh divorce that I am currently going through. But at least I am the one that started that, doesnt make me feel any better about the entire experience though.
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>listening to male ASMR
Did you know you're gay, son?
>5 years, 2 relationships, a new job, in better shape, new apartment later and still thinking of her
I used to lull myself to sleep by thinking about killing niggers.
Now this You can't take your shit to bed with you. Just enjoy the 8 hours of respite you get from this world and make the most of it
I actually hate ASMR. It skeeves me the fuck out. The sound of whispering pisses me the fuck off because I have hearing loss in my left ear and when people whisper at me, I can't understand it at all. If I can hear it, I can only make out enough to know someone is whispering at me.
But that guy rambling on about what he's going to buy at Trader Joe's is pretty sweet.
I know that hurts man. Believe me. But its better to move on. Wish I could help BongBro