anyone here on Sup Forums ever cringe at their past? what have you done to better yourself?
I used to fall for the nice guy gentleman fedora meme and visited the art of manliness.com every now and then
I cringe like a mother fucker when I think of that and hit the gym twice as hard
to better myself I started lifting weights whilst listening to audiobooks
A few years ago on the 25th of Dec, I wrote on Facebook
>Happy Birthday to...Isaac Newton
kill me
i used to be afraid to touch girls. lost so many oppurtiniots because of this :/
bumpp
I cringe because i can think of like 8 different girls who were into me but I was too young and autistic to notice the signs
I sent 2 dozen roses to a girl in January of this year. Found out after I sent them that she had a boyfriend... in the end it turned out ok tho because it motivated me to lose 70lbs. I also sent 2 dozen roses to a chick my senior year of hs, never told her they were from me. Pretty much everything I did before this year in my life was cringy.
America needs fathers.
Kill yourself
I cringe when I look at
>past relationships and when I acted like a cuck in them
>when I leaned left
>when I had a facebook
>all of highschool pretty much
This is beyond cringe user, good lord.
I cringe at the present. Look where I am.
holy shit dude. You have one thing going for you, you're still young. But you best unfuck yourself in a hurry.
Declined to dance with a cute girl at a wedding when I was 13 because I was "too full" (really I was just too much of a pussy to say yes even though I really wanted to). If I could go back in time the first thing I would do is beat up 13 year old me for being such a fucking faggot
My whole life has been just pure cringe, I tend to indulge in video games, books, programming, work, whatever I can to keep the past out of my head. The times when I have to think (like in the shower) I start to shout and moan to keep the evil thoughts out, with various success
My greatest shame is probably the fact that I was an anti-war atheist modern liberal hippy back in the upper secondary. I went into the army anyways and while I'm still anti-war, I understand why armed forces are required and I can now properly respect the sacrifice our forefathers made during the WW2 era
i used to cringe about myself and hit the gym twice as hard. now idgaf and just do what i want!
>ever cringe at their past? what have you done to better yourself?
was such an alcoholic i pissed myself every night for 8 years.slept on the street on and off for years dont drink now. lifes pretty good(married, kids, vocational skill), just gotta avoid anyone that new me then cuz im so ashamed
Yeah not gonna lie I was raised by a single mother and the middle child no less. I was a pathetic, sensitive dweeb.
I wish i had picked up weights instead of books. I wish i had played sports instead of video games. I wish i had practiced flirting with girls instead of playing D&D.
Man I wish I had a father growing up. That's what I wish the most.
And what have I done to better myself?
Joined the infantry.
Became as shy as a howitzer around girls.
Started doing 1000 rep challenge and pursuing more and more advanced calisthenics and other sports.
Went to university after army service.
Stopped reading fiction.
Got married.
I had to sacrifice all the shitty geek things I loved, though. No more movies, no more games, no more useless knowledge no one cares about (let me tell you about Flavius Aetius!). Was it worth it? I guess I'll find out.
>anyone here on Sup Forums ever cringe at their past?
Oh my god yes
I'm pretty socially maladapted and acted in ways that were weird even by Sup Forums standards.
I completely reinvented myself for no reason when I went to college. I legally changed my name and everything and invented a persona that I acted out. Like my entire life was a lie. To this day I still don't understand why I did it.
It was really as simple as this: one day I looked in the mirror and I was like "what the fuck am I doing." And I transferred colleges and changed my name back to my real name.
My boy Lanza
A few years ago when I was still in highschool I sent a friend a long paragraph trying to psychoanalyze him because he made me feel excluded and ignored me all the time. I was such a pussy faggot, I'm ashamed of how beta I used to be.
Were you in love with him or something?
>Age 17
>Walk around high school at lunch because literally 0 friends to sit and talk with
>Age 22
>Nightclub bouncer, all my friends are DJs or the children of club owners
>Age 25
No friends, play a lot of MineCraft
What a ride that was
What clubs m8?
Oxford Art Factory, Good God, Sohos and Candys Apartment
I very much do
I recently re-discovered the password to a old site where I posted a few things relating to a faggot phase I had 7 or 8 years ago among other things, Christ,
If I screen capped that shit it would be meme worthy ,
>tfw still a furfag
This , soo many times
Lost a gorgeous galician girl this way (((
Yes frequently. The past sucks.
>entire life was a lie
Iv done this out of Bordem and autism
First college I went to I had a fully detailed character and story i played out , I slipped up only once, though I was quick to fix it before anyone got to curious, and at work was a completely different character, though it was more in tune with my real self, just me if my gf died in a car wreck (she was with me on a date there before so I had back up on that "fact")
More then once considerd getting into acting but never followed through
To be honest, I am not surprised there would be two of us on Sup Forums. I think the underlying reasons why we did it are among the factors that pre-dispose us to Sup Forums-like views.
I used to tell myself it was like a social experiment that I was just doing to mess with people. So it was an underlying belief in people's stupidity and the inherent meaninglessness of my relationships with them.
I distinctly remember having this moment of epiphany where I was like "What I am doing is completely immoral."
bump
Kek
Never had the "immoral" revelation , but aside that, I did it for similar reason, I was bored, wanted to fuck with people and mabey get a advantage off it if that occurred,
>tfw I did
The dead gf character got me off work for a month when I was burnt out and I worked it into my school character (which is where the slip up happend, merging them together) that got me a reprieve of a simester I fucked up
When alone or with gf I'm myself, but I sometimes catch myself going back to the other "characters" outside of requirement , part of it is that I would lie to myself and hype myself up on emotion (or depression) to be more convincing, to the point I need to step back and remeber that it's a lie
I'm not split personality either , just bored
>audiobooks
Is this a meme ?
i cringe at my present
I have actually really enjoyed talking to you
I've always wanted to share this with somebody, but obviously that's impossible because it's a secret
Kek you were that guy that was included but wasn't completely liked or tolerated
Wow life is fucking cruel.
Same
Thought I was the only one who did that
t. a sociopath
I used to think I wanted to leave Alaska. Never doing THAT again.
"Your" If you spend money on shit like this atleast make sure not to make grammatical errors.
Hey, I've never hurt anybody per se.
The only effect I've had on anybody is that there's a community of people in a far-away place who believe in the existence of a person who was not real.
Kek if that's the worst you're dealing with, consider yourself lucky.
Not a sociopath if you can acknowledge that it's just a bunch of lies and your not automatically putting the characters like some kinda split personality
By that logic, 90% of actors are sociopaths
Only cucks cringe at their past constantly, get over your past and learn from your mistakes. Don't be a cuck, always look forward.
They are
I only cringe at the cucks on Sup Forums who actually think the electoral college will vote for Drumpf
I listen to audiobooks. 50/50 split between educational and entertainment. it beats listening to Infowars all day or playing Vidya or compulsively fapping.
I'd listen to them too if there were any croatian audiobooks.
Also it's less time-consuming for me to read a book anyways.
Got any good sources for audiobooks? I can never distract myself enough to read one.
I was married once.
Now I hate women with the fury of a thousand burning sun.
Does that count?
For all you guys without friends honestly how much effort did you put into maintaining your relationships?
Do you initiate contact ever? Because maintaining friendships is a lot of work once you get older, and if you're not willing to put in the time, don't be surprised if the relationship disappears.
>put this, what i thought, qt3.16 short mexican girl on a pedestal
>friends, walk to and from school together
>always hung out with her because we'd always hug, she had huge tits.
>buy her shit, even though she always told me no, still did.
>she ends up getting butt hurt with me about some fight I was going to have with some faggoty friend of mine, I just stop talking to her.
>at graduation, she congrats me for graduating (she was a year behind me).
>eh. still really don't care
>years later found out she came out as a lesbian.
>went from being a scene-type girl to being a fem-lez sjw annoying cunt.
>glad I stopped talking to her.
My yearbook quote. It's something straight out of an emo kid's myspace or something. That was a decade ago.
Now I learned I don't need anyone's approval to be happy.
I used to be obsessed with Chikan and Encoxada porn and would during the school holidays go into trains at rush hour in hopes of rubbing up against some qt businesswomen, only three times I managed to get the tip of my clothed dick against some womens asses and it just felt awkward and I was too scared to close in further
I subscribed to audible for a while, it was decent. one book a month for $14 USD, if you bought them alone they're usually way more than that.
if you're looking for free I would try torrent sites.
pic related is one of the better books I've listened to recently. it's by the author of fight club about an Amish like death cult guy that's on his rumspringa. he takes up a job working a help line.
I had a shit ton of friends in HS, most still on my friends list on jewbook. I only really ever talk to the core group of friends I hung out with during lunch, and even than, I can go months without ever even chatting with any of them. Introvert life.
God where would I even start
>be me, grade 7 student
>some grill got beef on me
>really hated her
>sometime later, teacher somewhat got the class into an open forum
>I broke down to tears admitting I hated the fucking bitch grill
>grill doesnt even care
I realized how immature I was. I cringe myself everytime and I want to forget about it.
>pic related is one of the better books I've listened to recently.
Name?
Thanks in advance.
I sent flowers to a girl earlier this year. When she found out it was me she cut off contact.
Friendships are weird and I changed a lot since being young. People I know now are just through work, I don't like them that much though. I'm introverted but if I spend too much time on my own I lose touch with things. Meh, life sucks, people aren't that great and neither am I.
I dont really use social media or texting to keep in contact with my past friends in highschool. They too are conservative and use kikeberg less anyways
Never put in effort and deserved to lose all my friends.
Just kikebook. My highschool friends are scattered all over the world now.
All they see there are cat videos and normie stuff.
I used to visit the Sup Forums board on the website Sup Forums... What a cringy thing to do!
survivor - Chuck Palahniuk
I was a gang member (Sureno) and drug user from 17-20. Glad to be alive and free.
What's cringe about art of manliness, I've never gone there but I watched the instructional lifting videos with rippetoe and I believe that's where they're from
I was bullying/humiliating Two losers in middle school who were fighting with eachother and then slipped on water and started crying.
I don't think its that cringe. The cringy part is how insecure someone sounds when they say something isnt manly.
Tons of times in the past make me cringe. Then I cringingly yell for what would seem like no reason if anyone were to see me which makes me cringe thinking about that. So basically, whenever you see me, that's the most cringy I'll ever be.
It makes sense. What girl wants a cockroach to toich them?
meant to quote you, not myself
hell yeah, my past is about 60-80% cringe material i'd say.
i was raised by a psycho single mom who probably regrets not having me aborted and kept coming up with replacement dads for me every 1 or 2 years and seems to hold some inexplainable grudge against me, which made me grow up to be a person who constantly feelt guilty about everything and hated being a man. also i've seen my dad being constantly shat on by women, worst thing was when the mother of his second child left him when he got cancer, he died a few years later.
i tried killing myself when i was 10 or 11, and other cringy shit. of course i got bullied hard too.
then my first love at some point outed herself as bisexual to me and went full SJW, so i felt even more useless, pathetic and doomed as a male. she still said she loved me but it seriously fucked me up.
at some point i actually considered the trap thing, but knew i'd look like a fucking failed tranny abomination from hell since i have quite a manly face.
i even bought into the dysphoria meme cause i was so disgusted with myself. i would say that was the absolute low point of my life.
so when i felt like jumping off a cliff again i decided i want to take one last shot to turn my life around.
what have i done to better myself? removed both of these toxic women from my life entirely (kinda sad about the girl, she was great if it werent for the tumblr sexuality bullshit), went back to school after 5 years of NEETing (dropped out 12th grade because i kept missing classes even tho my grades were great) getting straight A's and started dating a qt chick i met in class who appreciates me for being what i am, which is a man.
since then i'm feeling more and more in control of my life, i'm more confident in general and i have positive expectations of the future (my own future, i think the world is cucked/fucked).
TL;DR having the wrong women in your life will destroy you, remove them like you would remove kebap.
During middleschool and highschool I didn't realize it but apparently several cute girls had crushes on me.
That is, until I sperged out numerous times in front of them and I ended HS being a part of the loser virgin clique. Halfway through college and I haven't changed my social status one bit. In fact, I'm probably a tier lower now because nobody even talks to me anymore. I've got zero friends, fuck me.
You can be a nerd AND work out you know?
no because i observed myself thus ultimately i now know human nature and what i did was normal and what i do now is normal
Why do normies buy flowers to biocunts? What's the point? Flowers are fucking useless and don't last more than a few days, what a waste of money. Fucking NPCs and their scripted actions.
Falling for a meme. However. Pick a flower, put it between some cards or something in a vallet and give it a girl. They love that shit. Cause it shows you thought about them at a previous point enough to do that. But can't be some girl you haven't spoken to.
That last point is what makes these guys fail, lurking at girls and thinking some flowers will make them swoon. Failing to realise how social interactions work. Especially when showing interest in a girl.
This, just not eight.
I used to be a brony.
>Flavius Aetius
>Useless Knowledge
The fuck outta here, barbarian scum
For reals though, nice transition.
I grew up with a shitty raging Stepfather-Cuck, and I also do wish I would have done less geek shit. Im in Uni now and im starting to get the hang of girls though, at least im no longer as shy and unwilling.
at about 16 years of age after birthday party, i sent sms to a girl from my class to tell that i saw her bf cheating with another girl, and i thought how's that a great chance to tell that i love her. so like a dumbfuck i was back then i did that (i was also drunk so alcohol gave me a confidence), and it ended up with fucked up relations with her for like a year or so, while she haven't trusted me despite others telling her that they also saw that scene, so she stayed with him for a long time after.
35 here
Spent 16 yes doing Meth, nine of which were in prison
Been sober for four yes, with same girl for last 5
About to break up
Always did calisthenics in prison
Doing 5/3/1 for two years
Read ton of books
For all young people best of luck you can always turn around