What made you take it, Sup Forums?

Confession thread.
Let those feels flow.

I don't feel like living but I don't feel like killing myself. What is this feeling Sup Forums?

Your mother made me eat it out of her ass OP.

Always had a feeling that the Holocaust was a lie. Once I dug deeper and saw all the bullshit, the red pill was no longer a choice, but an inevitable event.

Milo

Was born with it.

Was pretty lefty until I learned the truth about first world birthrates vs third world birthrates. Everyone I heard talking about demographics before, including at school, was only ever going on about overpopulation, and how it can only be a good thing that people have fewer and fewer kids. Felt pretty lied to after I found out.
It all just kind of cascaded from there. Race realism, the evils of immigration, the way it's all rooted in socialism and feminism, the (((people))) behind the curtain...
Turned me from a "let's just all live together in a big egalitarian socialist global society" progressive into a Trump-supporting, Pepe-worshipping Sup Forums shitposter in one year flat.

This is the flaw in democracy, ignorant people controlling the vote on how and who runs a Country when they're too lazy or apathetic to have even a basic grasp of what they're talking about. It's fucking frightening, it undermines the reason we have democracyI don't think this is a radical idea. I think the NRA and gun culture in America has made this seem like a radical idea.
Not only do I think we should have gun control, I find it mind-blowing that it isn't "regulated gun control vs no guns at all?", it's "maybe a tiny bit of gun control or none at all?"
The logic of this proposal does actually makes sense. Clearly we haven't been able to handle the fucking privilege of having a gun. And yes, I know it isn't a privilege because the second amendment. The thing is, not one founding father meant the constitution to last 300 GODDAMN YEARS. Even with amendments, the constitution was meant to be re-done entirely ONCE IN A WHILE. Clearly political climate now is different now, than it was when Mr. Everyday american wasn't capable of GUNNING DOWN 20 PEOPLE.

I was already /x/ type of guy, always in conspiracy shit, (((illuminati))) everywhere. Super lefty, believing in a socialist utopia with no money. But after all these terrorist attacks and I saw people still saying crap like "not all Muslims". I was so outraged. I used to browse Sup Forums but they posted one day about Sup Forums and here I found outraged people like me and now I know some bomb truths.

Like every other edgy "redpilled" beta-male, I was scorned by a girl and thought I was enlightened because I was now part of the edgy people who knew the "Truth." Then I got older and realized the red-pill is just a very deep blue-pill for edgy fedoras angry they were dismissed to the gutters by society. Now I'm a functioning adult with a healthy sex life.

Circumcision, now i wanna kill myself, unrionically

when I was suicidal, because I thought something was wrong with me for not fitting in a multicultural, cultural marxist hellhole. But then I thought what if the society in which I'm living is deeply flawed, and not me, that made do my own research and the rabbit hole went deeper, until I realized that Hitler literally did nothing wrong and was completely right about Jews and whatnot

HH

I've taken the bog-pill. I have ascended beyond Sup Forums, into the universe.

Being poor and living in the city

Learning the truth about the American slave trade

head on the nail user

they could never foresee what perfection a m4 carbine with a 4x sight can do

run that config in any game or irl and you will pwn ass with it

the only thing worse is a machine gun, ive fired mk 48s on tour and let me tell you, they will wreak havok on everyone and score a lot of hits into a crowded place

you just need a fit operator but youll never get someone whos that diciplined to master their body and twitch reflexes in high stress scenarios to also go blow them selfs up, \\

building your body is on the road to enlightenment and nobody realizes this, these faggot isis scrawnies get shot and killed by real heros everyday

Got into an argument with a fellow autist who happened to be a commie. Compared me to Hitler and said to really look into the Nazi Party's philosophy, politics, and governance. Being a sperg, I actually did look into the Nazis. Turns out I did have a great deal of common ground with the surface level of the National Socialists, so curiosity drove me further and further, until I went far enough into the rabbit hole to realize that everything I knew was a lie and there was no fucking way to turn back. Here I am, a couple years later.

Saaaaaame.

A close friend of mine took the holohoax redpill and now I'm sending him into a downwards spiral currently.

no qtπ

So you mean you gobbled up false information like a sap and now lack the self-awareness and fact-checking to discern a stupid conspiracy theory from fact? Such redpill, much enlightenment.

Well

I was raised in a right wing rural southern household. I learned how to take care of myself and always had a good relationship with my parents. I have a gay brother and a satanist brother. I always saw them being two extremes and I wound up being extremely normal. I left my home and got married to a beautiful girl with similar upbringing and we started a life in a very liberal city. This exposure really made me start to let go of certain things I clung onto just based on seeing how ridiculous and meaningless a lot of things modern society values. Getting rid of social media and watching how much people used it around me really made me sick. I wish my wife used it less but she just uses it to buy and sell her rock collections and whatever weird hobby she picks up.

Modern society is pretty silly, I don't play video games with exception of a few fun ones like portal, simulators and fallout type stuff - even then my total time spent on a computer for gaming this year is maybe an hour tops? I would much rather be out in the garage working or spending time with my woman

Going outdoors and just leaving electronics alone was the best thing I ever did. It inherently made my wife and I super redpilled.

I ate it because neither one of us agree with degenerative behaviors, red pilled

i was bored one day and decided to visit pol. It fucked me up

The spirit of Sup Forums itself redpilled me. You teach me that I am insignificant to the whole big picture. In the internet, everyone hates you and the only way to live is harshness.

Bitcoin

grew up with my father joking "oh, they meant well? well, so did hitler" and complaining about the jews he worked with

After the government failed to pay me for working for them.
They don't care about me they care about destroying the white race

Try the keto diet senpai

Growing up I was always a bit off, friends family everyone thought I was weird and literally no matter what opinion I had I was wrong and people would tell me that in the most angry matter, calling me things that were horrible.

I remember once we had a project in 9th grade: write your own version of the constitution. Everyone else used stupid ass constitution that was literally just "we have a president who is elected by popular vote, people have the right to freedom of speech" etc

I wrote out a meticulous long constitution based on our own constitution which I read heavily. one of the things I put in my bill of rights was "women can chose to recieve special privledges without the right to work or vote or can chose to receive equal treatment and rights" and I wrote in that people had to pass a test to be considered an adult, a way to keep morons from voting and fucking everything up

the whole class called me sexist racist etc, and this was in 2005, I literally didn't understand because it was functional and in line with what I had been asking people in the days before I wrote it, asking girls do you think you deserve special treatment and equal rights? many would say they wanted only to be a housewife and fuck equal rights while many said equal rights were the best thing ever.

This was when I realized that humans do not know what they want, they do not know what they need. They only know their primal compulsions and react to them in a primal way.

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My friend was a Sup Forumsack so I knew about it from him, I visited the site out of boredom one day, saw a britbong thread that exactly described the current paki/nigger situation in Britain (london here), then explained how all the 'racists' I had learned about were right all along, I then learned (((who))) is the reason for all of this happening.

Growing liberal lunacy and seeing middle class, white, American nerds on the internet take to Twitter, various message boards and just about any form of social media in enough mainstream use as to be able to shove their obnoxious brain vomit in everyone's faces over race baiting and identity politics drove me to "the far right". Seeing England, year after year, in great detail, be packed to capacity FULL of foreigners whereas this used to be an island FULL of people that looked like me. A natural response to seeing your race and nation dying in visible yearly increments. Sadly the overactive and aggressive stupidity of the nu-left opened a space for hacks and career attention whores like Lauren Southern and Milo Y to come in and start jewing everyone out of their money to hear their imbecilic fucking drivel. Always be wary of someone charging you money for anything they have to say. These cunts are not your friends.

Just living here for long enough will make most people go "FUCK NIGGERS". It was a slow burn from there on.

being a robot and disconnected from normies , and left wing commies, i found this place, did some research, formed my opinions which most of them line up with most of Sup Forums

When Bush junior tried to pass that bill that would allow federals to enter a home of suspected illegals without a warrant back in 2006

>so did hitler
Wow I'm going to start saying this to my children tonight

The truth will set you free,its a deep rabbit hole that reaches a schizophrenic abyss but at the end of the tunnel is light....logos aka god ,Christ,and the holy spirit

I began learning things, I would carry around a notebook and instead of talking I would listen, someone mentions something I didn't know as a fact I would write it down and later on fact check in the library, search engines were just starting to get good so books were often more reliable.

I found that nearly 80% of the time people had no idea what they were talking about, often so blatantly wrong that they were actually contradicting not only reality but plausibility itself. my learning took me in weird directions. I questioned blatant racism as simply hating people and for the longest time my research took me to a more liberal part of belief. Right up until about 2009 when liberals began to eat themselves.

My first real red pill came when I was having a scientific talk with friends. We were talking about how climate change deniers hated science, and me being whatever I am, decided to mention my own research into the long term separation of humans across different geographies, and how that effected their biology, immediately everyone began yelling and calling me racist, I literally held out the facts to back myself up and they threw them back at me and kicked me out.

I was lost for the longest time, people had begun calling my facts bigotry because they didn't like them, when would I find someone that could appreciate proof? two years ago I was on Sup Forums and someone mentioned Sup Forums being racist, I came here to laugh at you, and I never left

Back in elementary school when I learned about affirmative action. I couldn't wrap my head around the concept of everyone being equal but minorities got extra points on standardized tests. The patriot act pissed me off in middle school too.

When I was a kid, my opinions being dismissed by adults simply because I was a kid has made me considerably contrarian.

Then I watched "The Men Who Killed Kennedy" and "Loose Change" and the veil was lifted.

But the point of 2A is so the people can defend themselves from their own government. If the government has M4 carbines, the people should too. The founding fathers may not have forseen the M4, but allowing the people to keep them today is entirely consistent with the purpose of 2A.

Good man. Teach your children.

>the long term separation of humans across different geographies, and how that effected their biology,

Normies hate this. I've been redpilling my friends with this knowledge. Just giving the facts to them will make them vomit it back without consideration. Giving it bit by bit, making them curious to know the answer, and making them question what they already know, whenever the oppotrunity comes actually works. They have to take babysteps.

This means you've learned the truth of the world recently. You'll snap out of it then turn the world into your dark humor but also forever craving a perfect existent (and being aware that we don't live in one).

Circa a year and a half ago, the Bernie campaign radicalized me for social, economic and political justice with an insurgent campaign against the democrat's queen, Hillary Clinton.

This was my freshman year of college; changed my major to political science & communication from business management. I remember the fall of 2015 being full of hope, feeling the bern and telling my family, freinds, classmates and basically everyone about Sanders. Made phone calls to states, worked to register over 500+ voters on my campus. Was 10/10. Then, spring of 2016 came. Bernie was on a looking streak and the Clinton media establishment was working overtime to demonize the only candidate capable of defeating trump. Once the primary came in Pennsylvania, I made my first vote ever for Bernie. Following his loss, I was disillusioned and mad at the system. My hatred of the Clinton establishment grew. I saw her as a centrist. Not a progressive. I made the choice to descend on Philly during the DNC and protested with hundreds against the democrats. My disdain for her only grew.

Full-on SJW, i later went to a city council meeting to protest (by myself) the 100 year old Christopher Columbus statue because of 'racism' and 'oppression' of native peoples. I was made fun of, got nothing accomplished, and virtue signalled hard. I realized I didn't do it for the cause. I did it for personal gain and to show everyone how much I cared.

I couldn't handle the leftist, identity politics that has grasped the modern left. The SJW types do nothing positive. I realized after the election, how all meaningless the virtue signalling. I was always down for the memes and triggering. I swallowed the redpill and cannot return. Any other similar stories, former Bernie bros?