First of all, I already have a shrink, but I'd like to hear your thoughts. I know I have to quit...

First of all, I already have a shrink, but I'd like to hear your thoughts. I know I have to quit, I am just not sure about the extent of my vice.

I do weed thrice a week, acid once a week (used to be once every 2 weeks), used to do ritalin everyday for work but quit but might get it again, I discovered MDMA last weekend and I will start rolling it with acid. There is also alcohol every weekend. Tried coke once and 2cb twice and did't like it. Used to do high doses of tramadol when I didn't knew drugs.

Also I take certraline and rivotril for sleeping, sometimes I drink and take the rivotril (starting this weekend)

Should I start seeing myself like an addict instead of an user?

I do it to numb myself and kill boredom, not entirely for fun.

negro

you are a good boy that dindu nuffin

its all on your parents and society

User is what you call yourself when you're already an addict but aren't willing to admit it to yourself.

Sometimes I do mountain dew and poop my pants.

Find a 12 step meeting and attend and learn to trust other humans again

>Should I start seeing myself like an addict instead of an user?
That is a question only you can answer. In my eyes, your substance abuse is pretty fucking toxic and unsustainable.

Take a month off of everything. If you find it hard or impossible, you have a problem.

This is obviously bait, but you should chill with the amphetamines and pills. Acid is ok once every few months and you can frankly smoke weed all day.

Just stop with everything and try to get a hoby/job to focus on.

Dress nice and make it a habit to save money and set goals.

If I set a goal of I want to have X amount of money by then I spend much less.

You want to be a bum the rest of your life or be richt/have a decent amount of money and laugh at people?!

Just quit cold turkey you pussy. You say yourself that you need to quit. So why does is matter if you're an addict or users. It doesn't matter, just quit. Replace getting high with productive activity.

Not bait, serious question, I am considerng joining a NA group but I've realized I'm like a soda drinker next to a real heroin addict.

NA is for addicts, I'm questioning whether I am one. I also have psychiatric issues.

See if you can stop doing drugs for a couple weeks and see if you feel a dependency or you miss them.
Im not patronizing you, I smoke weed a lot and have taken my share of psychedelics, but if you can't stop taking drugs you may have the start of an addiction

Start making some suave ass raggaeton music, cholo!

I just decided a while ago to lose weight, lift and stop drinking too much. It's not that hard.

You are an addict. Go to NA. They will help you sort out what specific approaches to take with both detox and psych treatment.

You get high to numb yourself and kill boredom. There's nothing more pathetic than a man who whines about being "bored". There is way too much to do to ever claim that you're bored. Take that word out of your vocabulary. You're bored because you're a loser going nowhere. Sort yourself out

No I can't, I get extremely anxious and get mad drunk instead.

This has been going for 4 months.

Trust me, he's a full blown addict. I know because I drink mtn dew every day!

I had a fuckton of hobbies but depression happened, my story is irrelevant, but I am no loser. I am sure I've accomplished more than you in my 22 years.

It's hard typing in a cellphone.

>I discovered MDMA last weekend and I will start rolling it with acid
candyflipping is awesome, have fun
>Tried coke once and 2cb twice and did't like it.
2cb is amazing... It feels like you are in complete control of your trip

How can you fit inside a cellphone?

Drugs.

>Come on guys I know it's a slow news day but for god's sake. . .

I actually think I have a similar problem, it just becomes something to fill the time when hobbies don't hold your interest any more. Ill be damned if im gonna fill my free time with reality tv.

Actually I typed in in /adv/, the Sup Forums mobile app is buggy as fuck.

The drugs are doing nothing but making the depression worse. You're only 22 and you start to feel down so you just drop all your hobbies and become a drug addict? This depression you're feeling can be caused by many factors such as just your circumstances in life, diet, physical activity or even just hormonal changes in your still developing brain. So how about instead of getting high, be a man and try to solve your problems head on.

Pot is best since many of the other drugs are highly addictive. That's the shitty part.

Or you can remove yourself from the people that sell. It's all about the supply chain, if you can't get them you won't be doing them.

For above anything stop drinking alcohol. It is the true gateway into bad decisions.

spend drug money on escorts. You won't have the money for drugs anymore but you're not exactly loosing out. Or just get addicted to something easier to quit

never use drugs as an escape from life. like its alright to do coke or crack but never if its just to pick yourself up

>taking sertraline but also taking acid once a week

I don't believe you

>taking acid on an SSRI
>taking acid on an SSRI while your tolerance to acid is so high

I said I started this weekend, I am trying to figure out how to cut the certraline for a couple of days so that it does not affect my trip. I know SSRIs diminish the potency of your trip.

If you got any tips I'd appreciate it.

I definitely feel slightly better, even if it is a placebo effect.

don't take sertraline at all, there's my tip. just don't.

It sounds like you're addicted to drugs OP.

>uses drugs and can't stop
>AM I AN ADDICT
Gas yourself.

Can you elaborate , I just started going to a shrink.

Keep in mind my depression is clinical and I am closer to suicide than staying alive.

Take scientific notes of your thoughts and experiences during the trips

If you're this bored start experimenting with DPH

damn sounds like great LSD

He's trying.

Well then do take it, but you can't just pick and choose when to take it, you either take it every day or you don't.

Personally sertraline gave me the most horrible derealization in my life after one day. I stopped using it and started exercising 40 minutes a day, after a few weeks it cured all my "depression"