>Mom is white Anglo
>Dad is brown, (((Middle-East))) and Central America
With how polarized politics have become, it only seems natural that racial identity becomes a mandatory issue for inclusion in groups, and then what happens?
For the righties, I'm too dark to identify as white
For the lefties, I'm too light to identify as anything other than white
Personally, I don't really care about my own racial identity. I've generally believed in the importance of proving oneself, instead of immediately expecting to be a certain way because of where I come from, but when I have to interact with others, I'm reminded that I'll never really belong, because I can't fully identify with anyone. Maybe I've just been looking in the wrong places, but at this point, I've given up on it.
I've gotten used to being alone. In my free time, I usually get to do what I want, and since the only thing I'm beholden to is my country (which even nowadays, seems like a shaky foundation), I get the additional satisfaction of rarely having to take sides in arguments. Hell, even when I am forced to give my opinion, I don't really have to try, because nobody is going to take advice from an ugly halfie anyway.
If you really want an honest perspective, you should embrace isolation. At the very least, it's a comfortable sort of self-pity that you can always climb back into at the end of a bad day. Relish in your loneliness, or it will destroy you.
Or, you could just an hero, I guess.