How do I find my path in life?

I want to live a traditional life that coincides with my European identity (Celtic) and tribalist worldview.

I feel the only place where tradition remains is within the church but I've tried to believe and I just can't. The fundamental teaching of Christ also clash with the need for national identity and transcends any tribal affiliations. It's a universalist/egalitarian religion at it's core which I just cannot accept.

How can I go about finding my path in life? How can I get back to my roots?

(I'm Scottish, ignore flag)

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go to bed early and wake up early.
eat less and exercise harder.
stop thinking about sex, and stay away from whores.

not that i do any of these things desu, but if you have the motivation you should do this.

I do all this already. I'm very fit, I do martial arts or weightlifting almost every day. I have stopped having one night stands and stopped masterbating or watching porn. I study hard and get enough sleep.
The issue is not my capabilities. I am constantly progressing, I am sociable and I am generally happy. But I feel lost, like I don't know where I need to go.

I don't have a real tribe/gang/group with which I truly feel like who I need to be nor do I have true sense of identity and it's killing me.

hahaha :D

so you dont have any friends? why not

I have a friend who doesnt like civilization, or at least, the current mexican one. He works 5-6 months a year and goes to the chiapas jungle and lives there. He is a nature mans, one who is more happy and complete when surrounded by nature.

Just a thought, OP.

is he a native? can he cure cancer with herbs?

You are going to laugh about this , but the guy is like 6 feet 2 inches tall, blonde as in platinum blonde, green eyes , greek nose , he looks like a german.

And yes , he went to study Botanics, after another degree. He knows about herbs, is a must if you try live alone in the jungle.

Pretty amazing guy, really.

>let go of these silly concepts of being western and organized religion
>be sincere to yourself
>make your intentions clear with a focused will
>ask god/ancestors/guardian spirits for guidance

tldr "seek and you shall find"

would he ever return to your civilization if mexico was fixed?

I have lots of friends, perhaps even too many. But that's not what I need, I need something more. I need loyalty, clarity and intensity in my life. I need a direction and I need people who will make this difficult journey with me.

Christ's message wasn't that everyone is equal in every way, it was that everyone has the ability to accept salvation in Him. Much the same way the Founding Fathers didn't say that every person is equally smart or equally strong, but that they are all endowed with equal natural rights (life, liberty, pursuit of happiness).

Liberals always get this twisted. They want to claim that everyone is entitled to equal outcomes.

To be honest, no i dont think so. This guy buys a Puma shirt and removes the logo, he is THAT kind of an extremist.

But damn, he tells some amazing stories.

are you asexual or something? why not just get a family

is he famous in mexico? how old is he?

He is not national famous. But he is well know in the place where he lives.

He must be around 31.

You're right, but if both I and an African were to accept Christ, would this unite us as part of a greater "tribe"? No, it doesn't. That's universalism.

For just as each of us has one body with many members, and these members do not all have the same function, so in Christ we, though many, form one body, and each member belongs to all the others.
Romans 12:4-5

All the believers were one in heart and mind. No one claimed that any of their possessions was their own, but they shared everything they had.
Acts 4:32

There is neither Jew nor Gentile, neither slave nor free, nor is there male and female, for you are all one in Christ Jesus. If you belong to Christ, then you are Abraham’s seed, and heirs according to the promise.
Galatians 3:28-29

Don't get me wrong, I have huge respect for Christians and if the anti-nationalist / anti-identity sentiment wasn't there I would probably convert.

I'm young but I should get a family soon yes :D
But like I said, it's difficult to find a traditional woman outside of the Church.

what do you seek for in a "traditional woman"? how high are your standards?

Maybe you are just overthinking your current life OP, you are still a young men, who has ideals which are not reacheable in your current situation.

Do not despair, stop searching for outside answers, for you already have it inside you. Just commit to it.

I feel I am still moving in the right direction and constantly learning so I am not worried yet.

Quite high but not unrealistic. I think once I'm free of the liberal university society it will be much clearer.

what are you doing in spain? and what job do you want to get?

Studying and learning (also about Catholicism). Don't know for sure yet but it's not an issue for now.

>spanish education
why study there when UK has the best universities in europe? is it because you wanted to travel to a foreign and cheap country?

You can start by going back you filthy bong.

Just an exchange to improve my Spanish

I will, I really love this city but I have never seen so many gays and communists in my life. It's really disgusting.

If you want to study catholicism just open the Bible and read thouroughly, even hundreds of times is not enough for some passages.
Keep in mind that the book was written in times where people were crucified for stealing and stop applying the modern mores to the text.

Which city?

why the hell learn spic when you can learn chinese ? do you know how lucrative and useful knowing chinese and english is? there is no reason to learn espanelo unless you have relatives in spicland or something

whats the spaniards' opinion on mallorca? is it good there compared to places like barcelona? ive been to both and i liked mallorca better because im not a city person but thats just me. i loved both. bless you fernando

And why not learn the 3 languages? or 4 or more?

Granada, you?

Any language outside of Europe is shit-tier. I speak English, French, German, Spanish and studying Latin for some brain gains.

because learning spanish is a complete waste of time. be honest.

God damn I love this style of painting.

chinese is way harder than all of those and you get to work in china and earn massive money for translating ching chong to businesses in foreign countries. even if you wont work there chinese is good for learning anime language.

this, problem is; what will make you want to do that?
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No idea really. I've only been there once as a kid and only remember going to the beach. I guess life there is above average for spanish standards.

Barcelona. (not really bcn but a nearby city you wouldnt know)

I have done a lot of investigation on which languages are best and I can tell you there is not a business man in China worth more than a dollar that doesn't speak English. Also, Spain is predicted to be the most important language for UK business in the coming years and finally, I would never want to live in China anyway.

Go and LARP in the wild.

Estaba en Barcelona durante el verano pasado.

Move north. Rent a cottage (suprisingly cheap), fish and hunt. Do you still live in Scotland?

Estuve*

At last, the true mexican intelectual is found
>he's not even really mexican
fucking pottery

>Its difficult finding water in the middle of the desert, wtf, i hate deserts now.
you are this stupid. GET SORTED

Manta please stop

what the fuck is spanish business anyways? drug trafficking and taco export? spain is turning into a commie shithole soon enough. you should probably learn urdu so that you can speak with your new countrymen

This OP

basically me
>wake up at 4:30 every morning
>train grappling and muay thai 6 days out of the week
>read a fuck ton
>frequently travel with my gf, who is very traditional and loving
>I'm her first bf and likely her last
>have a great career which I am passionate about

Despite all this, I am suffering major depression inside. I hide it so well that no one sees. Like you, OP, I yearn for some esoteric divine destiny and glorious path that I cant ever seem to find. I've been diagnosed with narcissistic disorder, and it really is crippling.
>always want more in life
>never satisfied

Life is suffering

fucking failed normie end urself

shouldn't you be praying, ahmed

>tries to get me to learn Chinese or Urdu instead of Imperial European language
>((Norwegian))

Thanks for the help but it's time for you to go away now Achmed.

The hole you can't fill is from a lack of God. Christ will fill that void, user. Nothing else can.

What do we do bro? Is it but an endless road of learning, constantly grasping at a bright spiritual destiny that always lies just out of reach?
Will I eventually wither away in this state of limbo?

Ok, I am open to the idea if the bullshit is taken out.
Do this for me:
Debunk-
>Christianity preaches universal egalitarianism
>Christianity promotes passivity
>Christianity is not European
>A human being cannot be God, it makes no sense.

If you have a good explanation for these big fails I'll convert.

You have the skills, OP. It's time to build a life. You're not given one. You make one.

Find a girl, run away with her, create a better life.

Even the most fucked-up girls know something is wrong. Everyone does. Find a girl who's sane and raise a family, build a community. Plant seeds and make the tree grow.

As a man, you are to be a warrior, a scholar, a builder, a lover, and a father.

positive christinaity is the best desu

I am sorry to be the baron of bad news, but you seem buttered, so allow me to play doubles advocate here for a moment. For all intensive purposes I think you are wrong. In an age where false morals are a diamond dozen, true virtues are a blessing in the skies, and are more than just ice king on the cake. We often put our false morality on a petal stool like a bunch of pre-Madonnas, but you all seem to be taking something very valuable for granite.

So I ask of you to mustard up all the strength you can because it is a doggy dog world out there. Although there is some merit to what you are saying it seems like you have a huge ship on your shoulder. In your argument you seem to throw everything in but the kids Nsync, and even though you are having a feel day with this I am here to bring you back into reality.

I have a sick sense when it comes to these types of things. It is almost spooky, because I cannot turn a blonde eye to these glaring flaws in your rhetoric. I have zero taller ants when it comes to people spouting out hate in the name of moral righteousness. You just need to remember what comes around is all around, and when supply and command fails you will be the first to go.

Make my words, when you get down to brass stacks it doesn't take rocket appliances to get two birds stoned at once. It's clear who makes the pants in this relationship, and sometimes you just have to swallow your prize and accept the fax, instead of making a half-harded effort. You might have to come to this conclusion through denial and error but I swear on my mother's mating name that when you put the petal to the medal you will pass with flying carpets like it's a peach of cake.

I constantly catch myself fantasizing about dying in battle, in a simple yet noble manner for a cause greater than myself.

>How can I get back to my roots?
I dunno, leave Spain & go home ?

bearer*

>Christ will fill that void
Fuck off out of here & take your dead jew with you.

500 milion people speak spanish worldwide. That's a lot of potential customers.

Start a family and your brain will have more important things to think about.

Live free or die.

Found a girl last year that understands me and understands the morbid life we've been given. Idk if she's necessarily good for me but it's someone to fuck and talk to. My job situation sucks and I need to go back to school and get my degree but I'm trying to figure out my passions right now. Sports are my thing but I don't want a career based of asking niggers questions.

Are you memeing that hard right now?

>Live free or die.

New Hampsire ftw this can be the greatest mottos of all time

Op how old are you?
Ulster Scot here living in Alicante. A

Hats off to you, but it seems that you bought the "Christians are cucks" meme. Since I'm not in the mood for too much discussion, I'm only going to tell you that it's bullshit. Good luck and Godspeed.

Become a monk and pilgrim across arid landscapes. Commune with the stars.

It is a bad time... ride the tiger as best you can. Find your catharsis and transcend.

>Christianity preaches universal egalitarianism
Where, exactly? You have Jesus who multiple times called Jews dishonest vipers and snakes.

>Christianity promotes passivity
No, it doesn't. There were times when Jesus himself used brutal force.

>Christianity is not European
It may not have been founded in Europe, but it quickly became the religion of Europe and is nowadays pretty much confined to Europe (and areas colonised by Europeans).

>A human being cannot be God, it makes no sense.
Jesus is the son of God.

This is not a bad time, this is the first shoots of an awakening. (Been red pilled since 2001) hold on keep fighting. You'll figure it out.

Join the Theology Discord M8s has over 200 people and a great place to discuss religion and such.
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Scotfag here who lives in the Canaries. Back for a few days. I often post on Britpol against the anglo.

Go home. You belong here. Be with your own kind and for your own kind.

This is me. No matter what I do or what I try to believe in, life is unable to satisfy me in the deepest level of my being. It feels like something is always missing.

I'm in a constant existential crisis, questioning myself over whether the path I'm currently on is the right or a wrong one, blindly changing my direction all the time without ever getting concrete feedback about the true nature of my choices.

I wish there was a divine cause to sacrifice my lfie for. No secular cause seems like worth it.

When you look at Bierstadt paintings, you don't see the literal American West, you see an idealized representation of the American West. Nobody stands back and says "that's not actually what the Sierra Nevada looks like". That's obviously true. However, it IS what the Sierra Nevada feels like.

God is the sum of the greatest attributes of all the men and women have ever lived. Their triumphs and failures, their journeys and feats of will - we are all part of it. We all posses that same heroic spark. When we draw from it, when we look at the acts of those who came before us and repeat them, we're propagating one of our greatest and most sacred memes.

"Neither shall they say, Lo here! or, lo there! for, behold, the kingdom of God is within you."

The kingdom of God is not of this earth, nor is it otherworldly - it is temporal. The deeds you do in life echo on in eternity through the society you are part of. Those who do evil deeds are remembered for them, and their descendants must reform or become pariahs. Those who do good are celebrated, and remembered.

God is the historical sum of human action, the purity of it - in it's most idealized form. We can never be greater than it, but we are also part of it, we are its current incarnation. And when we die, we remain part of it, for all of man's time in this world. As long as mankind lives on, no man truly ever dies.

Approach the Church as intuitively as you approach the painting. There's no literal truth to be found there. It's a much older and much deeper truth.