I want off this ride

For a few months I've browsed Sup Forums I can't sleep at ease

Now, I've always been aware that most people have double standars in society.

We're talking about racism, sexism, xenophobia, etc...

When I first joined Sup Forums, all I did was shitpost, and didn't pay attention to this board, it felt like "lol dude it's just a meme"

Worth saying, I used to be pretty liberal

Fast forward to today, I started noticing the pattern in propaganda, Gay propaganda, feminist propaganda, I noticed it in TV, radio stations and live shows, that talked about stuff like the wage gap, wich I always knew was false anyways, as if it was a real issue.

I always were an introverted person, thinking by my own tough, never liked trends like piercings, tattoos.

But then, the USA elections hit me, the news had showed me the truth.
They were lying about Donald Trump, stuff I read on the internet didn't add up to this "Racist nazi monster", I then realized that there was an agenda being pushed, and I went on Sup Forums for a while

At first I tough you guys where just racist for no reason more than bias, and the longer I stayed here, the clearer it was, there was someone behind all of this.

Not everyone is equal, an utopia will never be reached, most people fall for trends in society such as communism, Hypocrisy has no end.

Slowly reading every post, learning the tactics the Shills use, knowing that I am a pawn in this game, nilhilism started to set in me, I felt worthless at what I could do to for the sake of this country, trust me, I don't hate it, but by no means it's perfect.

All of these people I tough I knew turned out to be hypocrites, my parents, my brothers, my friends.

I'm paranoid, I don't know what is right and what isn't anymore, Nothing is fun anymore, I don't want this harsh reality, I want to vomit these redpills, or at least have some clear everything up for me.

Please help me Sup Forums

Dunno man, i feel similar to you but less nihilistic. Maybe i'll start living as an hermit who lifts and reads books, living away from society.

You're little bitch, chile. Take up arms and free your people.

>We're talking about racism, sexism, xenophobia, etc...
>do you believe in the White race to exist and for USA to be solely populated by the white race, yes or no?
>If no you're an enemy.
That's it, there is nothing else.
We want racial purity an end to race mixing, the deportation of all non whites and that's it demographically, anyone who opposed this is an enemy of the race.

If yes then you are good, if no then you're an enemy.

Learn to take it in stride.

If you have it in you, become politically involved.

Otherwise just try to live your life and help others see the truth when it will cause you no harm.

Will you stop memeeing for a fucking second?

I've tough of the same, not sure if I would ever be capable of doing such a thing.

Chile is mixed, not sure if this would help me.

What even is the truth at this point?
I don't know what to believe

The ride never ends. You were picked by Kek to have your eyes open to reality. When all hell breaks loose you'll have a headstart all the way through it. Don't fear reality, embrace it.

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Finding unadulterated truth has always been a challenge the world over.
You just keep at it.
My vision of the truth of this world is continuously evolving.

He asked for straight talk and you continue to meme like a retarded mouth breather.
But thanks for the pic that's a run down of your life.

>Genius meme

> THE RIDE NEVER ENDS

>Nothing is fun anymore, I don't want this harsh reality, I want to vomit these redpills,
Strive to have something real in your life, a good relationship with your family and friends, and eventually a wife and family of your own.
Most people focus on their own lives and take what the media tells them as true and know nothing beyond what's being talked about on TV.
Sup Forums usually neglects their lives and focuses on the world around them. We need to find some middle ground to be happy and also aware of trickery.
Hopefully the (((globalists))) overplay their hand and it ends up backfiring on them like it did with Trump and they lose the culture war they've been waging against everything traditional and wholesome.

>or at least have some clear everything up for me.
With Jews you lose is a good rule of thumb

What is the real truth?
What is degeneracy?
Which is the real religion?
Where do I seek the answers?

You know what to do, Pinochet

Wish I could say I knew how you felt but I came out the womb with a mouthful of redpills. I've never known the numb comfort of ignorant bliss. You feel small. Like a tiny grain of sand. You could kill yourself, or you could stick it out and be the sand in the gears of the machine that seeks to grind us all to dust. A grain of sand is only small and insignificant depending on the scale you use.

Honestly, I live and work with all kinds of minorities - women, blacks, hispanics etc. And most of the time I have no problem. But as soon as they start acting loud, and obnoxious and demanding gibmes, and they always do. I lose my shit and go full ethnic cleansing mode

>Nihilism started to set in me
You need to
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>Sup Forums usually neglects their lives and focuses on the world around them.
>tfw asked a bulgarian girl for a martenitsa and she told me she was too busy

EASTERN EUROPEANS OUT OUT OUT

You're not going to get racial purity in America. It hasn't been there for 150+ years.
These people are just as American as you are.
You're delusional and should be gassed.

A few MONTHS.

hahahahahha, it gets better kid

You are not alone on this.
It's what happens when you finally start to see the truth of how the world is actually working.

I'm not sleeping, I'm hardly eating, I keep itching to somehow arm myself because I live on the outskirts of Chicago (white, blonde, blue eyed).

The world isn't a safe place, user. It's full of unnecessary hate and violence. Calls to action against the innocent, and mass pardons for the abhorrently guilty parties.

Sci-fi levels of mass control through media/propoganda, subversive mass movements all puppeteered by the few elite, even controlled water pollution.

Nothing is comfy anymore, user. Sup Forums isn't even a safe place.

It’s just a prank bro.

This.

We are behind you

>What is the real truth?

Whatever remains the same regardless of your changing beliefs

>What is degeneracy?

Self-destruction and by extension the destruction of those around you.

>Which is the real religion?

Well, I would say Taoism, but if you look deeply enough they have the same premise at their base point, though it's usually obscured. Whichever religion resonates with you, whichever religion gives you that feeling of spiritual awakening is the one which you should pursue.

>Where do I seek the answers?

Within yourself. The one thing I recommend to you above all else is to start meditating. It has helped me cope with the reality I see greatly. Meditation gives me a tool by which I can feel fulfillment like nothing else has ever given me in my life. It makes facing all the evil in the world easier because it doesn't hurt me to face it, because I always have a space I can return to feel spiritual satisfaction that nobody can take from me.

Good luck in your journey.

fuck these cynical cunts like OP. how about lurk for a few years, build your own morality and realise your living on the edge of fucking time. Shits going good, habbenings are always fun.

if you dont have enough control over yourself to be placed into a optimistic mindset, delete yourself

>I keep itching to somehow arm myself because I live on the outskirts of Chicago

same but im in the city

this but follow yourself, not a religion to anyextent. only take the golden rule and keep moving

You know about the martenitsa? If not diaspora i will be surprised

Just wait until you get a visit from the ayys....until then you will not achieve your final form..

WILL YOU STOP MEMEEING
FOR A SINGLE
FUCKING
SECOND

Sounds inspiring really, but I liked my ignorance, now tha it's gone, I'm not sure what to so with myself, my country is stupid enough to take bait into Marxism or Nazism,both wihout understanding what they mean, I'm not sure what side is the one to pick.

>Good relantionships with your family
My family relationships have always been fucked, Neets, art majors, my mom was a whore, my dad was a useless ignorant fuck, my uncles are mostly drug addicts, inspired to be more of myslef really, I became the one expcetion in that mess, but now I feel as small as they are.

You know, when I was around 13-14 my mom took me with her to her work, we had a black dominican girl next to us
One day a person did something rude and she said jokingly that in her country they would've just shot him right there, made me wonder.

One of us. One of us. One of us.

Been doing that before I found my home in Sup Forums.

Make one yourself they don't require any skill.
It's fun visiting Edirne, Turkey in march, we Bulgarians are like jews wearing gold stars.

move to argentina (?

Got the idea from some bulgarian from Sup Forums actually.

Defeats the point to make it yourself, cunt.

learn a new language that takes you lot of time so you relax (try japanese isnt that hard but its entretaining)

No don't learn japanese it's really hard.

We're both on the same boat, Argie, you know that if one of us gets hit, the other one also has to eat it.
Maybe for countries like Usa and half of Europe, what is there to be optimistic about in the rest of the world?
I guess I'll try french, I already self taught myself english

That last feminist march you had was so fucking disgusting

It's time for you to devote your nervous energy to reading. That's what I did, and I began with this book, pic related.
It writes out dozens of redpills that pol always talks about, and predicted the Muslim hordes ~15 years early. After that just keep reading.

Yes learn french not japanese, french is really easy and you can immigrate really easily if you're brown.

Redpills are tough to swallow. You're in the depression phase -- we all go through this. Tough it out, work out to take your mind off of it. You'll get through it with time.

fucking womens day, at least we got ourselves a hero (based flag man)he defended our buildings with a vatican flag in front of the feminists

OP needs Jesus.

If you didn't internalise the concept of normalisation and can't keep yourself in a constant of awareness of our Fate instead of dulling yourself to it, ur mum a hoe

Why a chink language? It's better to try with the European ones

New-ish-fag here. I needed this.

Nice

There is no such thing as the real truth. Don't pay attention to any information that doesn't help you and like-minded people to achieve your goals.

Read 1984 and the rest of the Sup Forums suggested reading list

>yes good goy, nothing is more important than praying to a skydaddy, don't search avenues to correct the world in a materialistic way
>fuck this world anyway, another one awaits you ! A better one, with virgins and blackjack !

>french is really easy
mais ce n'est pas vrai

Exactly, you learn it faster and it's much more useful when you want to talk to your cousins.

I actually asked Sup Forums for books a few weeks back, I think of buying Brave new Worlds, gulag archipelago and 1984, hopefully in english.
Japanese does sound a lot easier tough, it just the characters.
Sometimes shills get to me, you know that people can have dissenting opinions, but the patterns are too clear

Don't go lying, it's really easy and fast, there is no reason not to choose french over japanese.
The japanese are dying anyway, and they're racist, and they're full fuck off.

i never went through this bad feeling with red pills because I was initiated a bit as a teenager getting into 9/11 truth back in like 2005. After that I never fell for anything and couldn't really take society as it is. And after that I journeyed into more darker internet conspiracy theories and all that, to the point where pol red pills are 100 times more tame.

No the grammar is all over the place the kanjis are in the thousands don't do it and it's useless for everything relevant don't learn it you'd still be learning it in ten years.

That's the thing
You don't need to know all the answers
You have to learn to live with uncertainty, learn to cope and struggle against it and against yourself when you believe nothing is worth it.

Be it through faith or relentless rebellion you will find whatever truth holds everything in place for you. But don't be mistaken. You are alone in this struggle, but you are not the only one.

It's your life and only yours, take responsability and go forth wherever you want to go.

Trying to "fix" the world in a materialistic way is part of what lead to this mess, Pierre.

Telling people they're mortal and only have so much time is neither motivating nor depressing. Telling them that everything they do will be forgotten due to entropy and the heat death of the universe is depressing.

this

>I know that feel.

forgot pic

We only exist to exist. Just remember that. Do whatever the fuck you want. Be glad you can do that, some people unlike us are stuck in a political bubble and will never be moved unless the chess player wills it.

Over japanese sure, but French is not that easy.
Especially the way you people speak casually I can't understand anything, and I can understand scots speaking English.
Also German is probably the most useful European language after English.

>japanese
>chink language

Fucking genius. *facepalm*

Sup Forums has really given me a reason to think. Before I would take everything at near face value and essentially live carefree like the rest of my friends.

Upon lurking and getting into arguments, I've become better at debating at really understood a key concept when it comes to having a conversation. The concept of understanding that my side, as well as theirs, are only perspectives on a topic and neither of them will truly be empirical. This has lead me to be a little more open to others when it comes to politics but has also made me a more aggressive person.

The sad part is looking back on how little I knew and how I could blindly partake in things without thinking about future repercussions. I only started coming here during the Charlie Hebdo incident but since then managed to accomplish so many personal feats.

Its really changed my stance on religion as well, though this is more from the whole Peterson debacle but you guys do seem to get the gist of his messages.

All in all, after you get over the mass realization that so many atrocities are happening in the world and you're so insignificant to not make a difference, you begin to develop a desire to better yourself.

>letting strangers on the Internet effect your mood in real life

WEW lad

Behaviour is 100% genetic.
Depression in the face of nihilism is 100% genetic.
I'll sterilise and kill until the whole of Humanity stop believing in bullshit, stop thinking in anything but geological scales, and stop being general WORTHLESS NIGGERS.

Uh i mean, omelete du fromage i surrend.

Alright, what is the best way to learn french or german?

Read: 'The Culture of Critique'; 'The International Jew: World's Foremost Problem' by Henry Ford (yes, the car guy); 'The Age of Reason' by Thomas Paine; watch interviews with E. Michael Jones on YouTube; bookmark Counter-Currents.com; relax by watching Rick Steves' European History tour guide videos on YouTube

Realize you're not alone. The brightest and toughest, the patriots, the meme magicians, exist outside (((their idiot box)))) and (((media))). Realize you were born into a war that is so complex, that your teachers didn't mention it. Realize, you must fight, and that while we can all imagine how different we'd be if this fight weren't real, it is our duty. The devil, real or figurative, uses racism, feminism, liberalism, and LBGTQ-ism to weaken you, by recruiting useless idiots to do the bidding.

You're just figuring this out?
K
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So why does Texas get their own flag on here?

How did your genes tell you you were controlled by your genes, Pierre?

german will be more useful and it isn't as hard as spanish (fucking verbs)

Being religious and trying to correct the world are not mutually exclusive efforts.

its **thought** not **tough**

I wont mock you tough because I respect it isn't your first language.

THIS, learn german, you can get free gibs don't you people like free gibs ?
Or french, free gibs less but there's too don't learn japanese.

i dunno lol

If anyone on this board loves Israel they are a complete newfag that needs to lurk more, or maybe the old fags aren't redpilling enough about the hooked nosed menace these days.

Everyone goes through something like this.

The red pill very nearly destroyed me when I first took it, and I was already fairly conservative with a disdain for political correctness. I can't even imagine what it must be like for full-blown liberals.

Turn to Jesus Christ, this world will promise you meaning but will not deliver. Christ brings hope in both meaning to your life and reassurance when your move on from this world.

It pisses me off when comedians and companies think we give a shit about their opinions. I mean look at Vox basically pushing for Emperor Trump to be impeached.

You have to get out of the system
You have to break free
And the easiest way to do that is to fucking blow out your brains because as long as you still operate as a "functional" human being in "society" you'll always be a pawn and always just be a piece in the game
They know that people like you exist but they don't care because nothing you could do could possibly break you out of the system or even show that there is a system because everything you could possibly do, everything, is within the systems bounds.
Even killing yourself

SORT YOURSELF OUT

Just breathe

So my people, who were here and helped you guys settle in don't get to be part of the party? That's nice

Theres no getting off. You can't unsee truth. The reality is very harsh, ignoring it doesn't change anything. Only option is to join the party and change the world. War lies before us

You get the reservations.

Make them great again first, then if you want to expand them it is entirely possible to enter into negotiations with the government.

All masturbatory philosophy will be ground for immediate sterilisation is how.

Being religious is being a worthless cuck, a mindless subhuman, a scheming traitor to Humanity, a faggot wallowing in apathy, or some retard believing in karma.

Where are your don't write that
Where are nu uh erase that
Where are the others projects ?


What do you do, aside from pray and hope ?
Isn't there's a proverb, "god help those that help themselves" ? WHAT DO YOU DO TO HELP YOURSELF YOU WORTHLESS KEK
haha just

English speaking Fenchies are cool. Im glad you can pile in with the angloshphere for bantz. I wonder a lot about french society; yet the language barrier makes it near impossible.

You can't unknow the truth, user. Deal with it. pic related

See the animal in his cage that you built
Are you sure what side you're on?
Better not look him too closely in the eye
Are you sure what side of the glass you are on?
See the safety of the life you have built
Everything where it belongs
Feel the hollowness inside of your heart
And it's all
Right where it belongs

French society is the same as any others european society and can be described in just two words : MAXIMUM KEK

All of the memes in this thread make me sick.
Can you stop your circlejerk of faggotry for one second and use this board for what it was meant to?
It's fun when it's well thought out, the punchline hits just in time or it's original
You're just obnoxious
Thanks, you know, those little comment made me improve my english over the years.

Do you know any good place to learn german?

What is the point of reaching higher grounds when you still will be a pawn?

What if everything around you
Isn't quite as it seems?
What if all the world you think you know
Is an elaborate dream?
And if you look at your reflection
Is it all you want it to be?
What if you could look right through the cracks?
Would you find yourself
Find yourself afraid to see?

Shit Lord Kek, stop using my posts to shitpost.
*MAXIMUM CU-CK

Chile are you okay? There's no point in turning to nihilism. It doesn't take the pain away, only takes your ability to fight the pain, making you a victim. Being human means you need to overcome any and all obstacles in the way of your prosperity. I suggest you start getting involved in your community and starting from the ground up to protect those you hold dear, because tribulation is here.

Homosexual and former "liberal" """"Democrat"""" here, it was nearly fatal.

What if all the world's inside of your head
Just creations of your own?
Your devils and your gods
All the living and the dead
And you're really all alone?
You can live in this illusion
You can choose to believe
You keep looking but you can't find the woods
While you're hiding in the trees

>So my people, who were here and helped you guys settle in don't get to be part of the party?
Correct. That's part of being conquered.

It gets easier.