I have to admit.. I started coming here when I was reading the news at the_donald (I know, sorry..) when I learned that it is very likely that our government is involved in a massive human trafficking conspiracy... and I saw such a dark side of humanity.
I really did. I got redpilled so hard that I cried about it for a solid hour when it all hit me. I got redpilled so hard that I lurked here for the next 6 months where I learned about the nature of religions, cultures, people in general.. I swallowed it all up.
Lately, I just want to be alone. I don't go out with friends anymore. I picked up cigarettes. I go to church now, alone. The only reason that I leave my home is to go to work.
I'm sad, anons.. I really am. Nothing I used to love brings me happiness.. I don't care to find a wife knowing the nature of women. I don't care to find friends because they don't see what I see.
They still go to sleep at night knowing that everything is kind of okay and I go to sleep at night watching you call other people niggers.
This is not a board of peace.. it's a board of absolute, cold, unadulterated truth.
I understand why you want it all to burn, user, I really do.. but is this what God intended for us?
How do you handle these redpills? Have I been brainwashed by a bunch of larpers and autists to the point where I don't even recognize the world anymore? And if so, what else don't I recognize about the world?