For the past two years my main hobby has been driving around the city, drinking coffee, and browsing Sup Forums on my phone while feeling sad about my wasted youth. I keep wondering when my youth will spontaneously have a spark and the "good times" start but it doesn't happen. My car is like a cocoon and when I went to the library or cinema I just felt like a friendless loser who was conned. I had zero social life during university as well and I know that when I start my first full time job it will be boring and I will miss all that free time I wasted.
Of course all those qt girls I see during the day fuck ten chads a day. Of course all the students I see are having the time of their lives. Every normie is in on some joke that I will never know.
Blame the jews, and remember you are here forever.
Gabriel Gomez
You sound like you have some clinical depression going on. I know those feels. Go get some help, at least you can enjoy life. Having a good time no matter how shitty the world is is truly the best revenge, and gives you the gumption to really go out and make a difference too.
And I'm thousands of miles away, but here's a hug. Buck up. You can do better.
Jeremiah Howard
Get help, sort
Juan Scott
kys now
Juan Hernandez
Theres a board for failures like you
Easton Adams
wait you christian? tough luck ya got
GET THE FUCK BACK TO THE MEME-FRONTLINES FAG
YOU ARE ACTUALLY SERVICING THESE NORMIES
WE LIVE IN INTERESTING TIMES AND YOU SHOULD DEHUMANIZE YOURSELF
Jackson Torres
Well being a loner is likely already burnt into your psychology now, it's impossible to get rid of it now, but you can head over to /fit/ and at least look good being a loner and focus your autism in getting gains rather than wallowing in self-pity.
Or you could go over to /r9k/ and wallow deeper and deeper into an echo-chamber of failure until you end up a soulless husk of a man.
Tyler Butler
>He feels sorry for me Ahhahahahaha
Aiden Rivera
My stupid ass.
Zachary Rivera
>Driving around >While using your mobile Just mcfucking kill yourself before you run over a bunch of whites and make the renegade 'asian' look okay by comparison
Grayson Martinez
Maybe you should get a fucking job then?
And trust me, all those normies have dogshit lives too, you probably think Chad has it so good but really his single mother has MS and he thinks about killing himself every day because his step-dad molested him or whatever drama.
Joshua Campbell
Just do what the neets do. Play online vidya and find people with similar interests. All you have to do is put an effort to remain in contact with them. Also if you have that superiority complex that infects /r9k/ leave that at the door.
Jacob Allen
This is your average Brexit voter
Evan Bennett
Is the world just so beautiful (look... just look at this beautiful world) that it makes it worse that you have no one to share it with?
Justin Peterson
>driving around Are you a supreme gentleman?
Joseph Lee
>And trust me, all those normies have dogshit lives too,
This.
Most normies you see having fun have their own problems that they mask using social media. Being with a bunch of people that pretend to be happy hanging out with each other is worse than hanging out with yourself but enjoying your alone time.
But you sound like you have some sort of depression OP and I was the same as you when I was younger.
But as you grow older your priorities change and you dont give a shit anymore; your main concern is how to get more and more cash in your bank account and how to live a more comfortable life.
Friendships will come naturally the more you work and interact with people for a reason.
Jackson Morris
man, this thread is gay and my dick's itchin
Sebastian Smith
e-eliot sama, you have returned to us. now let me fuck your sister.
Lincoln King
not op but ty user
Gavin Green
oh yeeaa
>kill more whores, elliot
Leo Bennett
Get a job, it will get better if you try a bit, it's really as easy as it sounds
Sacrifice your life for a greater cause, like Newton or any of the greater scientists.
Asher Rodriguez
>getting yourself fitter so that you can have a longer life wallowing in depression
Sounds like /r9k/ have the right idea honestly.
Dominic Howard
have you considered raping a legit 10/10?
Elijah Morris
Is it me? Why do I feel kinda weird when girls hang out with guys, like from video gaming or anime convention, it's weird to see girls hang out with guys and I always see them just there, some dating or idk how to explain it. Like one alpha male with two to three girls surrounding her, or whenever I see streamers or let's play, there's always some beautiful girl just there.
Like. It confuses me, are they're there for money or support? Like do these girls enjoy spending time with guys who play video games or watch anime or whatever hobbies guys are into. Like do they get any fun of it? Is it just me? Sure love is an important part of our lives and being friends, but everything is just strange to see girls hang out with people with strange hobbies, I always think oh they're here for their money or oh fame.
I can't be the only one that thinks that way.
Austin Jones
Do not wait until the iron is hot to strike: make it hot by striking!
Jaxson Lopez
Fucking loser
Julian Gutierrez
If you're just going to bitch and moan pick up the guitar like every other edgy faglord
James Sullivan
I just think they're in it for the money. Though there are some weeb girls and gamer girls too, so maybe there's that.
Camden Thompson
Shifting between sociability and isolation is possible as long as you have the social skills. Whether you can change your PREFERENCE, I don't know.
Jeremiah Gomez
Strange world we live in, I'm over dosed with the redpill so much.... It seems impossible to find a traditional girl who's red pill and loyal and faithful as wsll
Adam Hall
I prefer to just not think about it. Also I see a lot of numale cuck looking guys with cute girls, but I don't know if they're a couple or just friends, women act so slutty these days you can't tell anymore.
It's all so weird. I just go from point A to point B and never talk to women unless strictly necessary (they're the cashier, secretary at my doctor's clinic, etc).