Reconciling Conflicting Beliefs

First of all, not a shitpost. I'm curious what other Sup Forums users have to say.

I don't like niggers. I'm racist against them I'm willing to admit. As to why, that's another story and neither here nor now. But I begun to find black girls attractive progressively, first just for how taboo and wrong it was but I genuinely am attracted to them now. I even hooked up with one and have gone out with a handful of others.

Is it wrong of me? I still harbor the same beliefs but I have a soft spot for them and would say that yes I prefer them. I feel awful for it and I feel ashamed- not for either but that both sides of me conflict. What do I do?

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Bleach them

1. After BLACKED thread after thread you simply developed some sort of revenge concept in your mind in which you seek to replicate the results of the porn channel hoping to trigger black men
Or
2. You actually subconsciously believe that black women are sexual monster's after seeing the men being demonstrated as such and home it's a racial thing for all of them

I feel genuine affection with an attractive black girl if things are going well. Not immediate thoughts of their sexual prowess though. Maybe my mind just finds darker skin attractive as a whole? Superficially

The guy who plants the seed wins.

It's that easy.

Personally I don't see the problem with fucking a black girl. The problem is if you have a mulatto kid. There's literally no worse race to mix with (except maybe arabs/pakis/most muslims due to the massive inbreeding issue)

But that's a mixed chick. She isn't, but is almost getting to be a color swap.

I'm not racist. I would consider dating someone from any race as long as they never had sex with a black guy. The CDC says that is a huge risk.

You've reached a tier of racism most of us wouldn't wish on another.
The intrigue in racial/interracial porn is that one individual is subhuman.
This goes for zoo and pedo as well.
The psychology of watching an individual who lacks the logic, intelligence, and morals to be considered a peer/equal speaks to the weakling inside of you user, the hermunculius who wants to control something but can only do so over lesser forms of human/animals.
Congratulations, you're no better than a common dog fucker or pedo.

>everything leads to a cuck fantasy
Yeah nah.
Shagged this blonde mulatto chick the other week, because she was cute asf.
She had aspergers tho.
I don't watch porn nor do I take blacked threads seriously.