ESCAPISM vs. BORING COMFORT

What do you choose?

I am a 27 year old homosexual with no sex drive who makes about $100k (CAD) per year. I am single, live alone, and have a drinking problem.

For the last two years I've been trying to determine what is the best way to live:

Option 1, the fantasy:
>Save up for a year or two
>Quit job
>travel the world
>pursue hobbies
>write stories
>write films
>live the vagabond life
>give up after 2-5 years and return to the life I have now

Option 2, the reality:
>keep working my current job for 30 years
>slowly accrue wealth, possessions, and property
>be alone because that is happening anyway
>be a good brother and friend
>write on the side when I feel like it
>trade my life and passions for steady employment
>probably become an even worse alcoholic
>kill self at 75 because life sucks after that

Which would you choose? Please explain why.

>2017
>gay
sign up for electroshock therapy. it's your only hope

I haven't had sex in at least 2 years. I might as well be asexual.

Take your miserable ass shitposting to reddit

Give me money and make me happy

------> /lgbt/

What does this have to do with reddit? I am looking for input from you people.

The gayness is a relatively unimportant aspect of this.

I can do $15.00CAD, but you need to provide paypal and provide at least 250 words on which you would choose and why.

What do you do for work?

I work for the railway. I'm qualified in two jobs there, both are blue collar things, one indoor, one outdoor.

>I am a 27 year old homosexual with no sex drive who makes about $100k (CAD) per year.

So, about $3 Mexican?

Agree.

1 Mexican peso = 0.072 CAD, so I make about $1.3 Million mexican pesos per year

>I make about $1.3 Million mexican pesos per year

I too am a chef at McDonalds with a salary of 6 billion won a year my friend.

#MAGA My snownigger friend!

I'll send you a video of me me stroking my cock w/cumshot for $50 to spicen up your boring life. Plus write 250 words

What about the backdoor?

hey gay leaf my only raised eyebrow is your writing dream. what do you want to write about and is that your only creative outlet besides wearing dresses in a parade?

I mean what do you want to write about?

>What about the backdoor?

Backdoor in Canacuck is frontdoor in Afghan.
Canadians only use a razor on their manpussies.

Op obviously choose option 1. Go fuckig cold turkey and quit and enjoy your youth because it only happens once in this timeline. You are very young and could honestly find some attractive man while on your tour of Europe. If you go to Los Angeles you might run into a gay celebrity at a bar and become there other half. Point is OP Canada sucks and there is no life in the woods unless you like that seclusion which it sounds lien you don't. Your job may not even be secure for 30 years and your salary might not adjust to inflation. $100,000 is top of the line now and should be spent accordingly.

$100,000 should get you 5 years abroad in Europe. Go write. Get in the nightlife game and avoid mudslides if that's what you want to do. Collect art and build up net worth while out in new life.

Pursue true passion of writing and become top selling writer and find true love. Or cuck yourself and live and boring af shitty leaf castle for rest of life

Option 1 it is

I am the heterosexual Australian version of you.
I've chosen option 1.
Once the money's gone I'll come back and lay bricks again.

>not laying pipe on twinks

>heterosexual Australian

Mexican intellectual

Not laying pipes on anyone at the moment.

American banter.

I chose option 1 at age 17.
When i run out of money i join the forign legion.
After that idk. Its 8+ years from now, so idc.
If you take option 2, you will always look back on the past and regret it.
If you take option 1, you may keep second guessing yourself along the way.
After all, i dropped out of HS with a stack of money and nowhere to go but down. You on the other hand have a job, and you could lose everything you worked for.
But there is nothing worse than being at a desk under florescent lights. Nothing in this world.
Remember that. Freedom is a state of mind, not of being. If you are afraid of what will happen if you declare independence from the life you live at the moment, you are inherently a slave to your fears.
Also, kudos on the low sex drive. Most gays have thousands of partners, but if they keep it quiet and avoid the "lifestyle", i can tolerate their existence.
Hopefully one day the occupants of gay bars can be rounded up and put to work making textiles, leaving reasonable gays free.

Also, money is worth a lot more south of the US border and east of the german border, remember that.

What you're describing, I think, has become a mass problem for a lot of people, especially the sorts of people that spend a lot of time online (sites like this or reddit or whatever) escaping reality.

I'm in a similar boat, but even worse off. I'm 30, no college education, I make about $65k/year but if I were to lose my job I don't think I'd be able to get a new job anywhere near that salary.

I haven't had sex in about 3 years and really don't even try anymore, don't care about women, just end up jerking off once a day or so.

I used to feel like I wanted to travel the world and live that vagabond lifestyle or whatever, but procrastinated because I was lazy/scared/comfortable, now I'm getting older, fatter, don't even have what little ambition/drive I used to have 5 years ago.

I'm not depressed but usually not really happy either, more so just constantly mediocre, like I'm doing okay and that's good enough.

I don't know, it's a sad existence but it is what it is. I've tried to break out of it, take up new hobbies, try new things, but ultimately it always comes back to the same place I'm at now and I fall back into a sedentary, apathetic lifestyle where I just go to work to pay the bills and continue existing with no real goal or feelings of success (or failure), just completely neutral.

I hear brickies make good coin these days ?

My paypal is: [email protected]

$20 us for the response plees. Need rent.

Will make the vid for additional $30.

My honest opinion tho. Get out there and enjoy your youth and freedom OP. Do some cool shit sounds like your capable of some magical like things

Thanks op.

Why not get a Tinder profile and see if you can find someone with your same outlook. Even if you don't get into a relationship it might be nice for you to find someone you connect with.

Do you want a relationship and feel you're failing at it or do you just not want one at all?

An solid, non-enterprising brickie can make $300 a day.
I run my own bricklaying business and pay myself $5k a week.

If you accept charity, you are weak.
You dont need to pay rent.
A hostel is $10/night, and sleeping in the woods is free.
Rice and potatoes cost a pittance.
You wouldent have to beg if you just stopped wasting money. Hell, you dont even need to work.
If youre really that desperate, paint yourself black and get on welfare.

>American banter.

I can bring home the bacon, fry it up in a pan...

You get that commercial yet, Bruce?

go away

$300 after tax ? 5k a week not bad.

Option 3, Marriage: (straight)
>Stop drinking or loose the game of life.
>Stop your faggotry or loose
>Be a good father, friend and family man.
>Never be alone or loose.
>trade your life and passions for a happy life.
>Become something more a father, a god amongst men, upon which you are put to the test of all tests.
>keep living till long after 75 as a grandpa and if you succeeded as a father you'll live happily till the end of days.


Life is more than just hobbies, life is a challenge, if you you don't like to be challenged i have bad news for you.

I agree but I don't know where the problem has come from. Maybe the excess availability of Porn?

Last piece of advice. Your never going to find love in shit Canada . Place fuckin sucks meet someone who has seen sun all their life in the southern hills of Italy. Find someone of muscles who works in the fields of Italy that has a nice sweat you can rub your cock on while he teases your anus. Could be the greatest time of your life.

I'm giving you top quality pasta for a reason m8 really need that $20 lol ahhahaha. But to be honest pasta can be reality m8. Anything is possible.

You can't just wake up and decide to not be gay.
And it's lose, not
>loose

Go kill yourself gay faggot.

If anyone asks, I laid all the bricks myself with the help of my brother.
Reality is I get brickies in and supervise the jobs. Pay them in cash while I make money off them based on the brick rate or hourly.

ur asshole is loose user.

also i like the optimism that said wife wont leave you for tyrone taking half your possessions in the process at some point

Im a virgin antisocial nerd working in engineering and I would gladly trade my job for being an artist.
Thats what i actively pursue studying art 100% of my free time. And i will quit my regular job once i can reliably scrap 500$ per month from art.

If i could make some basic survival (enough money for junk food) from doing what i love to do i will be a happy man. I used to love my neet lifestyle before i got a job
>wake up
>practice drawing
>go to sleep
And i want to get back to it.

Fair enough, you got a good business going. Do you just so like house-tier jobs or larger jobs ? Only asking because i work in construction too and just curious.

Are you a cute twink op?You can come to Sopron and be my girlfriend

Houses (safe as).
Four units going up currently in Melbourne's south east. Getting paid hourly and the walls are going to be rendered.
Easy money.

>be gay
>wut do

Kill yourself, you degenerate faggot.

Fuck yeah.

I'd say option one because why the fuck not you pussy

Initiate nofap and you might turn out to not be as degenerate as you think.

Then find someone to knock up.