What the FUCK have you done to me

I finally did it.

The effects of the Red Pill I swallowed have kicked in. I see Jews everywhere, behind every curtain. They control everything wrong in this world. Degenerate Media, Corrupt Politicians, Mass Moral Degradation.

I can't have a normal life. My family are all Liberals, my friends NeoCon Conservative Christians.

I don't want to do anything. I want to avenge my people and die.

My future is for nothing. I am one man against a tornado of blood, corruption and ultimate control.

Nothing makes me happy. I'm not even 20 and I feel like my life is pointless. I can't do anything to stop their corruption.

Some days I wish I had never made my way to Sup Forums. I was a Ledditor The_Donald posting normalfag vidya playing white kid. The World was so big and mysterious. The enemies so clear cut and easily identifiable.

If my family or friends knew what I thought of on a daily basis I would be an alien to them.

How did it get this bad without anyone noticing?

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The greatest trick the devil played was convincing the world he doesn't exist.

This is part of the process, my dude. I can barely watch any TV or movies anymore because I recognize the degenerate Jewish messages behind them and can't enjoy them anymore. In time, you find that the only thing you can do is be the best version of yourself possible. Stop watching porn. Stop smoking weed. Stop getting drunk. Start lifting. When they take everything from you, all you have left is your self respect. They have formed you into a useless degenerate from the cradle. Rebel.

when you leave middle school it will fade away you gullible faggot

I have an idea. Wake up and realize that you are insane and you won't be depressed all hte time.

An insight onto how liberal my hometown was

politicsnc.com/what-happened-in-buncombe/

Asheville NC if you've been there you understand.

Heres my Good Goy Points from Reddit to show you how much of a normalfag I was.

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Until you have the misfortune of meeting him..

>my friends NeoCon Conservative Christians.
Make new friends.

Go to church. Find great people with similar values. Who knows, you may even find a cute virgin white chick to date.
>I'm not even 20 and I feel like my life is pointless.
Go to church. Go find yourself a power greater than you that you can get behind and believe in.

Remember, just because you don't believe in god does not mean that he does not believe in you.

nicely stated

Welcome to the real world. Don't stop crawling down the rabbit hole though. It gets even crazier deeper down.

Remember, you're here forever.

Don't necessarily trust what they tell you at Church. Most churches are used to manipulate and control good goys into supporting Israel and being cucks. Not saying don't seek out God, just don't trust the churches.

I'm not trying to sound like an Atheist fedora tipper but why would I ever believe in a Semite religion.

At our peak in the 50s, when society seemed most perfect for the White, suburban, christian man is when they infiltrated and undermined us the most.

>I am one man against a tornado of blood

You're not alone, faggot

I went through this recently. Truth can be difficult to accept when your life is consumed by lies.

I agree OP, I used to just be a donald redpiller now I see all this shit. Really wish I could just go back and never swallow the pill. Ignorance is literally bliss.

Install Gentoo

What's worse:
Getting redpilled in your teens or getting red pilled in your 30s

I'm antifa too, and I agree with this.

Teens because your surrounded by normies who know nothing and are having a great time.

Definately this from my experience.

A girl came up to me the other day and was smiling at me all big telling me about how many guys she fucks and pulled on my sleeve and winked at me but instead of thinking "oh cool I can fuck her now" I thought "another white daughter ruined by (((their))) influence"

there is an age where people just wont redpill, and if they do, they crack and go fully psychotic

>The effects of the Red Pill I swallowed have kicked in. I see Jews everywhere, behind every curtain. They control everything wrong in this world. Degenerate Media, Corrupt Politicians, Mass Moral Degradation.

yep

you are going to be fine, try to put yourself in the mind of the Jews, specially illuminati crypto jews, if you do that you will understand the bigger "game" spiritual in nature, and also you might see what to do

Oh shit Asheville...I feel bad for you. Avoid Hotel Indigo at all costs.

t. Mooresville

do you even lift?

You haven't been "redpilled". Just radicalized.

the only ones who are not insane are those who admit to their own insanity

Fuck the (((())))
JEWS HAVE ACCELERATED THEIR EFFORTS TO ENSLAVE AND DESTROY HUMANITY. WE ALL CAN SEE IT. NEOCON WARS FOR GREATER ISRAEL AND UNLIMITED REFUGEES FOR THE WEST. ALL CAUSED BY, AND ENABLED BY, RIGHT AND LEFTWING JEWS. TWO WINGS OF THE SAME DEMON.

MAKE EVERYONE AWARE...NOW. (YOU) CAN NO LONGER AFFORD TO BE AFRAID OF A PUBLIC BACKLASH FOR EXPOSING WHAT JEWS ARE DOING. THIS IS A FUCKING PSYCHOLOGICAL WORLD WAR..AND THE SYNAGOUGE OF SATAN HAS RECENTLY BEEN DOUBLING DOWN IN A FINAL PUSH. BLM, SAME SEX BATHROOMS, GAY ADOPTION AND TRANNY KIDS ETC

SHOW PROOF TO AS MANY NORMIES AS POSSIBLE. SO THAT PEOPLE GET THE MESSAGE THAT IT'S NOT JUST ONE JEW. THIS IS JEWISH "CULTURAL" AND TRIBAL WARFARE.

Sup Forums WE NEED TO SHILL EVERY AREA OF THE NET. SHILL RELENTLESSLY AND LIKE YOUR LIFE AND THE FUTURE OF CIVILISATION DEPENDS ON IT...BECAUSE IT FUCKING DOES

DO IT NOW BEFORE (((LAWS))) ARE INTRODUCED TO CENSOR THE NET COMPLETELY BECAUSE (YOU) KNOW (((THEY))) WILL SHUT US DOWN..SOON.

USE FACTS NOT MERCHANTS

THIS IS WORLD WAR MEME

And remember to copy pasta and fix any spelling mistakes for fuck sake

this is not just political, is far far bigger, fucking commie

ǝɯǝɯ ɹɐʍ pןɹoʍ sı sıɥʇ

sʇuɐɥɔɹǝɯ ʇou sʇɔɐɟ ǝsn

˙uoos˙˙uʍop sn ʇnɥs ןןıʍ (((ʎǝɥʇ))) ʍouʞ (noʎ) ǝsnɐɔǝq ʎןǝʇǝןdɯoɔ ʇǝu ǝɥʇ ɹosuǝɔ oʇ pǝɔnpoɹʇuı ǝɹɐ (((sʍɐן))) ǝɹoɟǝq ʍou ʇı op

sǝop buıʞɔnɟ ʇı ǝsnɐɔǝq˙˙˙ʇı uo spuǝdǝp uoıʇɐsıןıʌıɔ ɟo ǝɹnʇnɟ ǝɥʇ puɐ ǝɟıן ɹnoʎ ǝʞıן puɐ ʎןssǝןʇuǝןǝɹ ןןıɥs ˙ʇǝu ǝɥʇ ɟo ɐǝɹɐ ʎɹǝʌǝ ןןıɥs oʇ pǝǝu ǝʍ /ןod/

˙ǝɹɐɟɹɐʍ ןɐqıɹʇ puɐ "ןɐɹnʇןnɔ" ɥsıʍǝظ sı sıɥʇ ˙ʍǝظ ǝuo ʇsnظ ʇou s,ʇı ʇɐɥʇ ǝbɐssǝɯ ǝɥʇ ʇǝb ǝןdoǝd ʇɐɥʇ os ˙ǝןqıssod sɐ sǝıɯɹou ʎuɐɯ sɐ oʇ ɟooɹd ʍoɥs

ɔʇǝ spıʞ ʎuuɐɹʇ puɐ uoıʇdopɐ ʎɐb 'sɯooɹɥʇɐq xǝs ǝɯɐs 'ɯןq ˙ɥsnd ןɐuıɟ ɐ uı uʍop buıןqnop uǝǝq ʎןʇuǝɔǝɹ sɐɥ uɐʇɐs ɟo ǝbnobɐuʎs ǝɥʇ puɐ˙˙ɹɐʍ pןɹoʍ ןɐɔıboןoɥɔʎsd buıʞɔnɟ ɐ sı sıɥʇ ˙buıop ǝɹɐ sʍǝظ ʇɐɥʍ buısodxǝ ɹoɟ ɥsɐןʞɔɐq ɔıןqnd ɐ ɟo pıɐɹɟɐ ǝq oʇ pɹoɟɟɐ ɹǝbuoן ou uɐɔ (noʎ) ˙ʍou˙˙˙ǝɹɐʍɐ ǝuoʎɹǝʌǝ ǝʞɐɯ

˙uoɯǝp ǝɯɐs ǝɥʇ ɟo sbuıʍ oʍʇ ˙sʍǝظ buıʍʇɟǝן puɐ ʇɥbıɹ 'ʎq pǝןqɐuǝ puɐ 'ʎq pǝsnɐɔ ןןɐ ˙ʇsǝʍ ǝɥʇ ɹoɟ sǝǝbnɟǝɹ pǝʇıɯıןun puɐ ןǝɐɹsı ɹǝʇɐǝɹb ɹoɟ sɹɐʍ uoɔoǝu ˙ʇı ǝǝs uɐɔ ןןɐ ǝʍ ˙ʎʇıuɐɯnɥ ʎoɹʇsǝp puɐ ǝʌɐןsuǝ oʇ sʇɹoɟɟǝ ɹıǝɥʇ pǝʇɐɹǝןǝɔɔɐ ǝʌɐɥ sʍǝظ
(((()))) ǝɥʇ ʞɔnɟ

Yeah Asheville was literal cancer.

I always drove past that hotel, I knew Movie Stars stayed there a lot to make films, what specifically makes it bad?

Welcome home observing man

Asheville is literally the most cucked city in NC; Only Charolotte comes close

When I was younger, we went through there when my parents were taking me to Camp Rockmont. (I'm originally from Birmingham) Anyways, the hotel was full of homosexuals, unbeknownst to us at the time. We got out of there real quick after they treated us like shit and my dad chewed out the flaming faggot manager.

there are no pills just the wicked

report this kike spammer

And it's sad, because the scenery around there is so beautiful. Maybe I'll get to visit our family friends in Sylva sometime...

>All these unironic suggestions that op subscribe to a semitic sand nigger religion
In case you didn't read op's post, he said he's realized that jews are behind everything.

((((Radicalised))))

Learning how to speak is being indoctrinated into a culture. Everything is programming.
Accepting the Jews as world wreckers, is deprogramming. That's the fucking difference.

That is what happens when you are " redpilled " by Le_Dahnald Civicuck Nu/Pol Nu/Male Lolbiterian Anfag KosherCuck Cuckservative Muh Constituthion Muh Le based Nigger, Gook, Kike, Spic, Poo, Sandnigger etc.

You get shill-pilled and focus your attention on worthless shit.
The Real Redpill is being a NatSoc, Fascist, and White Nationalist.
Any other movement is controlled opposition and a shill movement.
The KIKES can never ever ever infiltrate NatSoc, Fascism, and White Nationalism.
All of these three ideologies are a shield against false info and other shill groups or movements.

Interesting you are an atheist but against sexual immorality. Ask yourself why do Jews hate Christian America so much? Why was the country so much better before their influence? Look at what Christianity teaches and compare it to what is good in the world. Do Jews seem to promote Christianity or oppose it?

I like your logic there shlomo

>live in a """country""" with free speech
>"can't denie something that happend or you go to jail"
>tfw this was my first self red pill
Shit doesn't add up if you think about it fæm. This should be peoples first redpill ťbh fæm.

You need a philosophical foundation for your mind. You fell for the memes way to hard. Read Meditations by Marcus Aurelius, and On The Shortness Of Life by Seneca. LET THE SORTING YOURSELF OUT BEGIN!

My parents were very liberal, I was straight indoctrinated into believing everything the liberal scum in Asheville stood for was just and noble and that my ancestors were the cause for legions of innocent suffering.

Shits fucked man. My parents are good people, they didn't even know what they were saying. I would parrot Daily Show quotes to shut down my slightly Conservative friends and laugh in their faces for being such "ignorant racists".

If only I had known then.

I would still be this way if it wasn't for my dike 6th grade science teacher who made us debate the side we don't usually stand for and used Abortion as the topic.

Opened my eyes to how stupid the arguments of the Left are.

>literally on vacation near Grandfather Mountain atm
Should I leave and go back to Florida

Yeah that'll happen

do you have a suggestion for a non-semitic non sand nigger religion?

It gets better, you'll mellow out eventually after you've fully swallowed the pill.

hes atheist not retarded

>its another coming out of the closet post

>says he is red pilled cause he thinks jews are the problem for all problems
>says he is depressed because he thinks he is above everyone and knows something others dont.
lol, was Sup Forums always a cult that believed this type of crap like holocaust being fake and thinking they are red pilled. Saying you are "red pilled' within itself makes you look dumb, but saying you are red pilled for saying jews control everyone is even more retarded, maybe you are depressed cause you dont have a social life and have no life

((((((((((((((((((((((((((((an(er))))))))))))))))))))))))))))

The only true path

I know the feel OP.

>be me, conservative high school student
>was overweight, but lost a lot of it. Went from 225 to 175 in a summer
>get to college, get blue pill forced on me
>unironically support Bernie, become massive ledditfag
>suddenly BLM chimpouts and terrorist attacks galore
>see a post on /r/Sup Forums from pol talking about it
>decide to come here and see it for myself
>completely 180 back to conservatism within a few months
>lose all my friends for not liking Bernie anymore
>get depressed
>gain back the weight

Trying to get back to a normal mental state now so I can get back in shape. But it's awfully lonely on a college campus when you're this far right wing.

>I would still be this way if it wasn't for my dike 6th grade science teacher who made us debate the side we don't usually stand for and used Abortion as the topic.
my 6th grade teacher did this too, we were allowed to pick topics one time and i picked the holocaust, that got shut down quickly.

>user we don't disagree with the holocaust
>why not
>we just don't

>Ask yourself why do Jews hate Christian America so much?

I feel like the answer to this is the same way a hunter traps his prey before killing it.

Jews trap us into thinking we have to turn the other cheek, forgive and protect them no matter what. Always forgiving, believing in their God and being weakened by their corrupting ideology.

Think about how many Christians support Israel.

I'm not against religion, just Semite religion.

Speaking of, anyone have input on which non-semite religion is the best for White Nationalism? Roman, Nordic etc?

Yeah, the beginning can be quite stressfull as you want to help your fellow man achieve this knowledge. Then after that comes the "i dont care anymore but i stay vigilant for myself"episode.

My favorite episode

That's why it's worth trying

FPBP

Sounds like quite a journey. I grew up among kids who were "moderate", while I remained an unabashed social conservative. The real wake-up call for me was when the (((supreme court))) legalized fag marriage and I began to see the cultural marxism and degeneracy at work. I look at a country that's going to hell, and I feel like I'm too often part of the problem and not the solution. Anyways, I'd just like people to start being responsible, you know?

tl;dr, the redpill is a heck of a journey. Once you start, the ride never ends.

thoughts?



You have to offset it. I guess this advice doesn't do any good for you now, but I know that if I browse this board I have to balance it with real life so I don't go down the path you are stuck on. I attend a liberal school and 90% of my friends are liberals, so I expose myself to both sides. If you let yourself be corrupted by Sup Forums, and believe me, it does corrupt, then your life is shit. I'm legitimately sorry about what happened to you.

it's funny that we as a society are so addicted to this shit that a life without drugs and being hypnotized by screens seems alien

did that shit my whole life and let me tell you going for a hike with a nice girl is Better than any of it

I'm not saying it wasn't real, just overly exaggerated the math is there the evidence is there but you won't look at it because you're afraid of being called a racist bigot, a conspiracy theorist. Anything under the sun.

Fuck bro. I haven't left my house for two weeks and you waste an opportunity like that.

wahhhhh

stop being a fucking pussy

welcome to the suck

I've been reading Meditations, Rules of Civility & Decent Behavior by George Washington and Biographies of Alexander the Great.

well, lets not get carried away. The jews kinda run the world

kike detected

I'm making mine up as I go. Homebrew holiday schedule is nice.

>believing anything at all that you read on this website

Good goy.

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>be me
>2067
>wake up
>get told by the girl i slept with that i raped her, she took back consent after we woke up
>she wont do anything isay
>eat breakfest
>walk to class
>pass cis gender male and call him a cuck as the 34th amendment says
>see a non-binary horsedragon walking a cisgender african-asian male on a leash
>get to class
>see my teacher raise her hands up and show how she is fighting the Patriarchy by dyeing her armpit hair green
>everyone applauds
>my classmates talk about how cis people are ruing the country and oppressing them
>our president is a gender fluid female
fuckthis.jpg
>look my classmate in the eye and tell her shes crazy and is oppressing me
>the teacher calls security because i mentally raped her
>get taken to jail
>see judge and look down while i get a 40year sentence
>38 amendment says all cis males get an automatic 40 years for "eye rape". im also not allowed to have a lawyer
>also get an extra 10 years for be racists and not looking at the judge
>i sleep in a cage outside with a sleeping bag on concrete and a bucket for the bathroom
>later that week i get charged with rape when my girlfriend tells the cops i raped her after she withdrew consent
>go back to court
>tell the judge im a niggerkin and rape/kill her
>the cops are to scared to stop me from identifying as a nigger
>eventually a cop tells me to put my hands up
>the cop is arrested
>he claims hes copkin and is just identifying
>cop who tries to stop the copkin is also arrested and charged with hate crimes
>mfw the second cop is copkin

Fuck chinks and gooks
Sage

Welcome to the club.

now im not saying the jews control the world but at the very least the control over 90% of media or news outlets and the one who controls the information controls the minds of those who receive it but i wont say they are ALL bad terrible people bent on ruining the world or that anyone should be harmed........

You're not redpilled OP. You just took the first dose; you're still fixating on shit like this.

What you HAVE experienced is a paradigm shift. Your worldview has changed because you took the lampshade off the light and now shit's too bright to interact with people who may as well be wearing sunglasses.

Morbid reality teaches us at a young age not to question how bad shit could be. Most people are happy living unaware, but now you've felt it.

Quit with the 'my future is for nothing' shit. You'll live.

These niggers have the right idea. Quit focusing on your racewar shit. Nothing else matters but you, so fucking ignore this shit and improve yourself. Realize your current point of view is part of the problem and don't feed it. That's what it wants.

Only the people are awful.

One of the most beautiful places in the entire world, the NY, Florida and CA Liberal transplants ruin it though..

>pic unrelated

>not that there's anything wrong with that

the hardest redpill to swallow is that the founding fathers were a bunch of subversive liberal free masons

All of that already happens in Portland

This post just cut me deep. Hit me in the feels hard, that hasn't happened in a while.

t. Sup Forumstard since age 11, and I turn 21 next month

Quick everyone start dumping their red pill folders

Find people who also live outside the matrix. It helps.

Christianity
>Literally created by a Hebrew killed by the ancestors of da Joos, hated so much they've put a blood curse on themselves to try and dissipate His Light.
>Writings on the fondamentals of the religion was attributed to Saul of Tarsus, a Roman citizen immersed in platonic and stoic influences from his early age.
>Only included the Hebrew text of the Old Testament because it prophezised the birth of Christ, otherwise Jesus broke the Old Covenant and established his own.
>Propagated using martyrdom and intense persistence to persecution, either violent or non-violent
>Promotes the flogging of Pharisees and their affiliated descendants, the ((())).
>Promotes crusading
>Constantinopolis, Rome, Antioch, Alexandria and Jerusalem as our holy cities
Why haven't you taken the /christ/pill yet user?

Just another day man.

Sorry, I know these get posted a lot.

I just had an insane headache from the whole realization and wanted to vent and discuss with you guys a bit.

Kinda faggy I know, sorry.

>Jews trap us into thinking we have to turn the other cheek, forgive and protect them no matter what. Always forgiving, believing in their God and being weakened by their corrupting ideology.

Remember that even Christian teachings are targets for subversion. Read the New testament, do you think that's what Jesus did when he encountered the corrupt Pharisees? People like to say things like "judge not lest ye be judged :) see there's no reason to be against gays" but those are people that don't understand the teaching. Everyone had to judge what is right and wrong but you are not the ultimate judge so don't stone that gay to death.

>I want to avenge my people and die.
This feeling subsides. Focus on improving yourself and starting a family.

no there is definitely a problem when most information comes from a homogeneous source

This goes for pretty much any group of people.

Where are u from? I would like to see if u really "live" outside of the matrix

Watch Samurai Jack.
I started the latest season it's nostalgic, traditional & aesthetic as fuck.
Perfect Sup Forums show.
Made me forget about how fucked up the jews made the world for 40 mins.

>How did it get this bad without anyone noticing?
you are going to be a great soldier
that is a compliment of the highest order

Reminder that Jews themselves are the puppets of the elites. Theyre not the final boss.

>tell the judge im a niggerkin and rape/kill her
>the cops are to scared to stop me from identifying as a nigger
kek

You're not alone. Our entire lifetimes we were indoctrinated, decades of programming to see the world a certain way, and it takes about 3 months to wake up from it.

How much have our numbers grown since 2014? 5,000 percent? 10,000 percent? And it gets faster every day. Anything is possible.

Christianity is good i know in Christ i was just curious as to the other mans opinion