>tfw had a chance to be friends with a cutie CS girl who browsed Sup Forums and played vidya

...but didn't do anything

kill me now

Wtf is CS girl?

computer science

Oh. Huh! How stupid of me to know that 2 letters that could mean anything actually meant that?

Next time kill yourself before you post here

This.

>confirmed for not being in STEM

kys buddy

CS is widely known as computer science by anyone who isn't autistic.

Computer Science is a moronic American term.
It can hardly even be called science.

I instantly knew what it meant are you fucking retarded?

OP I recently had a realization about things like this. Many of us can relate to varying degrees but regardless of how badly you're effected I think addiction is at the root of all of our problems.

We've been hyperstimulated by virtually everything in our society and our unconscious desire trumps anything we might logically want or need. Many of us already know this but it only just yesterday hit me that virtually all of our failures aren't our fault: we've been pacified by a system designed to make us fail.

Stop beating yourself up and talking about killing yourself, there was literally no other outcome for you.

What we all need to do is detox. Once classes get out and finals are over I'm fucking detoxing hard. No internet, no tv, no video games (something I've basically already cut out with the exception of time wasters like Tetris), no drugs or alcohol, no porn and not even the less obvious stuff like degenerate music.

We need full abstinence from these drugs to heal our toxic minds.

and be in eternal agony

>OP I recently had a realization about things like this. Many of us can relate to varying degrees but regardless of how badly you're effected I think addiction is at the root of all of our problems.We've been hyperstimulated by virtually everything in our society and our unconscious desire trumps anything we might logically want or need. Many of us already know this but it only just yesterday hit me that virtually all of our failures aren't our fault: we've been pacified by a system designed to make us fail.Stop beating yourself up and talking about killing yourself, there was literally no other outcome for you.What we all need to do is detox. Once classes get out and finals are over I'm fucking detoxing hard. No internet, no tv, no video games (something I've basically already cut out with the exception of time wasters like Tetris), no drugs or alcohol, no porn and not even the less obvious stuff like degenerate music.We need full abstinence from these drugs to heal our toxic minds.

thanks user, I needed this, really

I have been using comp-related stuff less and less but my main problem is that I basically need a comp to view all my textbooks and to learn new material, so I constantly am exposed to the potential of a new timewasting session. I really need to organize myself and set up some sort of hard-line schedule. Any advice in that regard?

you mean "who is autistic"

i thought the bitch liked counter strike.

No I don't think so. Think of it more like an investment of pain to alleviate suffering in the future. Basically what a detox is.

I'm thinking once I get a little better I'm going to start a self-improvement type group with a regimen. I feel like I shouldn't do that now because I'm literally a morbidly obese neckbeard and a virgin. However I've been very financially and academically successful as of late and I think it's helped me build enough momentum to fix my health and social life.

I think the best first step for any of us is really to cut out the negatives. We don't need to be on the offensive, going out and talking to people or girls until we've removed as many of the things that are limiting us as possible. The stuff I listed above are examples of that and it's what I'd start with and an going to start with. I think moderation doesn't work, it's what I've been doing and it's failed. If it weren't for new business opportunities I'd probably be ready to kill myself right now.

What I'm going to do is have rules for not doing certain things and I'm giving myself a zero tolerance policy for breaking those rules. Then stuff like reading, exercise and meditation can be gradually implemented and increase. Also to anyone lacking in any motivation, look into philosophy or political ideologies, find something you care about (pic related).

t. never got GED

If I could I would remove your entire generation. Parasite

Yeah I found that when I tried to cut out shit from my life a few years ago cold-turkey, it didn't work at all and I just kept feeling the void. I'm gonna have to gradually improve, like you said

>Computer Science
>The easiest STEM field
I also had no idea what CS was. I do mechanical engineering. If i said ME would you instantly know what it is?
kys buddy

>I instantly knew what it meant are you fucking retarded?
Not a wagecuck-in-training normie sry lad

>scum critiques the scumminess of someone else with zero self-awareness

Yeah I know but I think a big problem, especially when I've done that, is that we taken on too many offensive tasks. I'd focus purely on things that you can avoid doing. For example you quit jerking off by not doing anything as opposed to exercising which requires you to go out and do something. Focus should be placed on things that can be solved by simply not doing them and that's where I'm going to begin

look, I'm sorry to say, but if you're not from the US you don't matter.

You're gonna be moving here after your country collapses within a few decades anyway, so have some respect. Btw, don't automatically expect to be able to live in New England, you'd have a much better chance of it by living somewhere in the Midwest.

Toodles now !

I'm a relatively wealthy merchant not a wagecuck, I just know an obvious fucking abbreviation when I see one. What the fuck do you think it means?

why aren't there women that crave meaning?

All of our arrogance and yet none of the legacy behind it. Sad!

No clue I just woke up, and the only reason I would even know the title of any college courses is from time on Sup Forums. Don't think I've seen cunts bother abbreviating it either.