Self Improvement Struggle

I've been struggling to improve myself for a month and a half now.

Taking work seriously
Eating right, nothing but water
Working out
Reading a lot
No porn or masturbation
Treating others with decency
Cleaning/organization/discipline
Quit drinking
Less materialism

My problem is leisure. When confronted with too much, reading only does so much to fill my time. I end up becoming bored. I'm not avoiding video games or internet usage, they just genuinely bore me now. It's when I find myself with this excess time that I find temptation the most difficult to resist. I've thought of getting a hobby, but at this point I feel like I'd only be forcing it to distract myself. Also I'm not coming up with any 'constructive' hobbies to try. All I really want is someone to go do something with, like hiking, camping, or shooting. But despite self-improvement, I've become less attached to people socially, only my family ties have improved, and I live on the other side of the country!

Any one else having issues? Need advice, or have some to give? Tell me how your journey is going. I'm just having a bad day.

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I know how you feel OP, no fap has been a trial for me. as well as motivating myself to keep up with my studies.

I thought I was the only person who had ever done that. Wow.

Find a right wing social group like american vanguard or identity evropa

It will all collapse eventually. You'll end up going through cycles of going down and then up again and so forth. No one can keep their life in 100% order perpetually unless they're a fucking robot.

Take mountain biking as a hobby. There's many communities and they're friendly

i took up gardening, get a hobby just dont autistify onto it

Good list but I would contend the drinking. We should have some allowances in Kali Yuga.

I can't, I have a government job, but I've thought about it after I get out. My only concern is if it's going to end up being a 'bitch about the jews' club.

It's true, but I can't help but beat myself up over the smallest things. I'm trying to get over that

Its a club that builds social ties among whites.

a leaf

>Kali Yuga
I've seen this mentioned a few times here and there, I'm just not exactly sure what it is.

I've been reading mostly fascist literature, some philosophy, and some nationalist non-fiction. I've only just started reading again in the last month and a half. I plan on diving into history after I'm content with where I'm at but I'd be willing to take a suggestion on Kali Yuga.

Don't get me wrong, I'll still give one of those groups a chance, I just don't have high expectations. Also I have to wait.

You're an inspiration to us all, user.
Keep up the good work. Find others to keep you honest, and keep them honest yourself.

The fact that you're bored is evidence that you need to seek out social ties with men who are your equal and women who you could marry.

the only thing you can control in the world is yourself if I focus on myself the worlds problems cease to by mine I have observed others with more understanding of their struggles reminiscent of mine. some call it zen.

learn how to play an instrument fool
or start reading up on investing and stocks
maybe pick up raspberry pi/arduino as a hobby, very practical and you learn solid state/coding

Play a sport

Learn to sail. It will neutralize boredom.

Bad days are natural, the brain will eventually get tired of the happy sensations triggered by neuro transmitters and hormones, it will demand more than you can produce, when this need isn't met it will go into withdrawal until it is ready to be happy again.

You need shitty days. You just have to learn to use other emotions than happiness to fuel your way foreward.

having this on your PC

killing yourself would be enough, i demand public humiliation with a public execution.

You can build a little forge out of an old gas bottle pretty quick and easy, spend most of my days off just heating and bashing metal, feels good, also archery is a relatively inexpensive hobby to start with you are looking at 100-300 to set up a baby bow. Hanging out with yourself in silence isn't a bad thing, especially not in modern context.

you can use the internet but instead of being a consumer be a producer.

Make something you want to do on youtube what ever it is. It will help with speaking and more self improving from hearing yourself talk and having a reaction and input from others. Don't be a cringey wannabe just be yourself.

Ive tried and failed alot. I just go from being out of shape, stoned and board to in shape, sober and board.

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>month and a half
Are you joking? You cant achieve shit in that timeframe unless you are in solitary confinement in some prison. Come back in 1 year you weak loser.

Also you try to change too many things at once and because of that you will fail and degenerate your life even further.

>Literal shitpost

once again a leaf out dose its self, not surprising honestly.

Thanks for the kind words, though I feel like I'm a waaays off from being an inspiration to others. Still so much to work on!

Great suggestions! I've always wanted to learn how to play guitar, just never happened. Also I'm fairly certain I'll one day own a boat, it's just a question of money and time. I have free time, but not so much to be able to maintain something like that in my current situation.

As for youtube, maybe. I'm not exactly sure what I'd talk about, but I'll keep the idea on the back burner. If there is one thing I'm definitely lacking it's charisma.

I'm aware I've not accomplished much, but that list is genuine. It's not too much to handle at the moment. And I started this thread for advice, and for others to find advice.

fucking hell

Buy, borrow, beg, or burgle some tools and get to work. Fix up your yard, make your living space representative of (you), you lazy faggot.

I stopped smoking weed, but I still eat kind of garbage, and I need to start working out. I never really got fat so I don't have that nagging feeling of "OH SHIT GOTTA GET FIT"

I try to foster and advance my relationship with my gf closer to marriage and children before I hit my late 20's.

My hobby besides all the computer stuff is cars and guns. I read manga some times too, but not sure that's helpful to what you're trying to achieve.

As for the last part, I've been focusing more on family and my relationship with my girl friend and supporter her to do the best she can as well. It's okay to have friends though, you might be missing some kind of sense of community. Not saying join some skin head gang, but try and find a group that lifts you up towards the values you hold high, family, community and white identity.

Also you can drink, just use common sense.

Baritone Ukulele ... can be bought for cheap. Sounds like a guitar. It's a hell of a lot easier to play than a guitar. Same chords as a guitar. Hours of fun to entertain you and/or friends. Chicks love it. Small enough to take hiking.

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Adding on to the anons who gave you advice of constructive things to do, learn another language, I'm going hard in learning Spanish as my girls memezuellan and yes she's white, Polish Spaniard and French, hence why she's not in that brown shithole anymore

I agree, I feel that's the real issue, a lack of community. I have no one to really confide in or help me with motivation. And when I was getting super excited with nationalism, having learned the fact that the idea is so obscure, only depressed me more. I don't really feel part of a great country.

find God and stop being a lil bitch...

The only reason I hesitate on that idea is the lack of a particle use for learning one. At least in regards to my life. No one I know speaks another language and I have no friends/family located outside of english speaking locations. Even if I get the chance to visit Europe the time and practice needed to use another language isn't worth what would be a relatively short visit. Unless you can think of another reason?

You live in the US, just go shooting. Or pick up a different hobby which requires thinking and accuracy, like film photography+darkroom developing

There's no need to go full autism. Fapping every once in a while isn't a problem, as long as it doesn't become an obsession.
It's the same with drinking. It's actually good for you if done in moderation, and more or less every study done on the subject show that moderate drinkers live longer, are less likely to become depressed and are healthier than those who don't drink at all.
Whether this is from the physical properties of alcohol or because it helps people socialize is still up in the air.

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I quit drinking too.

Vidya bores me too. I watch TV mostly. It's passive entertainment, something to fill time with.

You want a real literal shitpost?

Man I only managed to get to 90 days of No-fap once.

>inb4 falling for the No-fap meme.

If you like music you should pick a musical instrument and revel in music, that's how I get through day to day

WTF I HATE POLES NOW

Ran 5km this morning, time was 24 mins, 8 minutes a mile, pretty pleased. Final exam of my university course on monday. Ready for a long summer of reading.

Pornography is definitely the bigger issue. I've just decided to not to fap because I'd rather push and exercise my will power. I've tried quitting before, and every time I go a long time without it I feel better. I'm sure at a certain point the urge goes away. As for alcohol, I've been thinking about whether or not to drink only on occasion, like holidays, or visiting with my father - I'm not decided. I'd actually like to see that study if could link it.

get a motorcycle. i'd recommend an enduro, like a crf250l.

TV is something I'd recommend on avoiding. I mean I don't have many alternatives to suggest, besides maybe reading the thread, but I can say reading at a minimum would be better for you.

Welp guys I'm headed out, sorry to leave so soon. Thanks for all the suggestions and motivating words, it has really helped. In the coming days I'm going to be putting real thought into a hobby and trying some out that were suggested here.
Good luck to everyone, I will probably see some of you in the next thread.
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Start going to a church. Gardening and pets.

I would recommend to pick up art, its therapeutic and artists tend to attract one another. Before you know it you will have an art senpai and art friends.

Read up about the principles of art, try different methods. Never stay in your comfort zone for too long. It's a constant engagement to challenge yourself and to keep improving. It'll help you with spatial reasoning, understanding light, the weight and texture of materials, fine motoring skill, understanding and use of tools, etc.
And don't say no because you suck. Everyone starts out sucking and you learn more from failure than you do from success.

Learning to be alone and finding truth in your own thoughts is an important lesson, but you have to feel the need to do it first. Martial arts is a productive hobby, you should read something from Nietsche as well.

>All I really want is someone to go do something with, like hiking, camping, or target shooting.

Then do that user.

Also, as for the "No drinking part".

A single Rum Ration a day user, no more, no less

its a constant struggle, ive been doing the same thing myself. this is a stupid blog but around 5 years ago i decided to fix myself up. i basically just blew all my money on frivolous things, slept around, drank excessively, ruined my credit etc. i spent from 21-28 basically being a gigantic degenerate. it was hard to step outside of yourself and reflect on how shitty you were being. but now i eat well, drink all water and tea (sometimes a tequila, lime and soda when i want to drink), exercising a few times a week, i got a dog so id have to be responsible for something else other than me, fixed my credit.

the hobby i got into was guns. ive always been mechanically inclined so i built an AR and ive been tinkering with it non stop. its a fun hobby and people like to go shooting with you for the thrill of most people not having one or really being into shooting. get some interesting hobbies and youll find people will want to share them with you. start brewing your own beer or wine. hell, my dad and grandfather had interesting, manly hobbies and shit theyd tinker with. it adds character and makes you an interesting person.

I wish i could get proper guns, fucking auskek laws make getting any sort of weapons a huge pain in ass.
Even BB and paintball guns are pretty heavily restricted here.

Get a hobby. If you like video games it could be modding. If you want to learn something new it could be carpentry or cultivation

you need to meditate and stop your instant gratification habit, thats why you get bored

Is it just me or have there been more icefags here recently

Is it true that icefags sort of know everyone in iceland?

on a side note, its insane to me your gun laws are so draconian. i grew up with the image of australia being an island of texans and cheeky cunts, like crocodile dundee, steve irwin, mad max and that "ha'den the fuck up" guy.

when i found out they were a bunch of cucky, libtard babies i was so crushed. so crushed. i feel for you cunts.

also your car laws such major dick too. what a fucking let down.

we are only 300k, so pretty much yeah

Im the exact same user. Ive given up fapping, porn, have recently given up weed and it makes me so fucking bored all the time. I can see a tangible improvement in myself and i actually feel alot better but the BOREDOM. I always want to do stuff i love adventure trips, camping, hiking but more and more my friends are settled into their normie lives, or the shambles of them, and dont want to do anything.

Ive come to accept lately that i will never find a woman who shares all or even some of my interests. My efforts at online dating and meeting women in real life have produced some decent sex but never anyone i would invest my life in. Eventually you will slowly start to accept that your hopes of finding someone to adventure with will never come and learn to enjoy doing things on your own.

Are you motivated by something that you've came through deep introspection. Or you motivated by muh culture, muh my people, muh traditions, muh power, muh esteem, muh self actualization, muh god, like 99% of the faggots on here?

In the same situation
Been forcing myself into little research projects, but I can't recommend it because despite them all being pretty successful it's so unfulfilling. Maybe it'll be different if you have friends who are interested in it
Ive heard surrounding yourself with better people/people you want to be like is the most effective/crucial step to improvement. Unfortunately that's the hardest part for me

The whole state of our cuntry is a letdown.
There are heaps of true blue cunts out and about here, but our cuck government literally can't stop sucking minority and leftist cock.
>wew one staged mass shooting and we're gonna take all your guns except the shit ones and make you put the ammo and gun in separate safes. also if you own a gun cops are allowed to come round to check you're following the rules or we'll lock you up and let some big fell fiddle with your bum
>we need more economic growth, better import millions of chinks and let rich slanty eyed investors buy up all of our most valuable land and natural resources, yeah nah tough luck cunts, us government blokes already got ours
australia would be a solid country if our government wasn't a bunch of literal kikes, cronies, and faggots

Find when you started losing motivation.

that is my biggest advice, you might make plans but sometimes, well at least for me, you simply lose the will to carry them through. the will to fight.

Find something that snaps you out of that state. for the fuhrer and your race.

Take up meditation and as for finding a woman just find a nice mate and raise young too your design this will help our next generations finding proper mates

why should a person run towards using pharma as a crutch?

is that what your culture encourages? I hope that reliance doesn't dry your income from WAY WAY WAY more useful stuff, like buyng a home.

Na I can never get into that stuff.

>My problem is leisure. When confronted with too much
>confronted with too much
>too much

work more, save faster. find a hobby when you're retired.

how is this hard? if you have any free time use it to hoard resources until you're off the struggle tit, fuckwits

keep you chin up f a m. worst case come here.

>work more.

no dude the secret of life is rhythm.

you heart works with rhythm, your lungs, your legs when you walk....

there is no point in "LMAO WORK MORER SO YOU WILL BE MORE RIGHT"

>chinkpooland no guns
>spicniggland with guns
hard choice.

If australia gets nogged, i'll be coming right over

my point is that work should also have rhythm. an equal start and stop. rest and enjoy life.


I myself play single player videogames that I see and write an essay on anything I can find IF I find something wise on it.

Meditation not medication

get white gf and make white kids

my bad, Sven.

We're all gonna make it

What state user? If you don't mind me asking. If I'm close I would like to be friends, you have your head on straight.
Regardless, great work and keep it up. A year from now you will be 100× The man you are today

This. Mountain biking is a blast. Great workout, great being in the woods. Can get extreme if you want it to, or you can take it chill.
I find it as much fun as quading and mx, while moreso beneficial

I've been going through the same struggle as well man.

tell that to the guy that has to evaluate user's SF-86

Rare flag?

Agree with the kike.
Don't try for too much at once. I've made that mistake.

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I am in the same exact position as you. I was doing all this and finding myself wasting time away because lack of interest in other people. I just got into an accident and my foot is broken so I am at home constantly. Slightly losing it of boredom. Too much leisurely activity sucks. Anyways, something I did was teach myself guitar, it needs to be forced but it's fairly easy. Also take time to meditate on what would truly make you happy. What things do you want to experience them. Seriously think about this and then make them happen. Also go try to meet people in different social environments than you're used to.

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Learn that It's okay to enjoy life as well, especially in these "hedonistic times". Just make sure you don't abuse any substances, keep your physical fitness at a good level and always be reading and studying, eat healthy as well. Also avoid any sort of deviant sex acts. The rest is fine in moderation.

>just used Jdownloader to get a talk referent to my college degree from youtube
>place it on my cellphone
>listen to it while working the field behind my house with a plow for the last hour
>take an shower listening to other talks

an productive day of study without staying glued to the PC. need more of those, hail victory.

When I say don't abuse any substances i mean keep to Alcohol and Cigarettes in moderation. Magic Mushrooms and LSD are the only other drugs that is useful for a spiritual insight and should be taken no more then 10 times over your lifetime.

How do I beat my computer addiction?

so having kinky sex is bad but eating brain affecting drugs is A-ok?

what is your thought process?

>Ready for a long summer of reading.

This so much

Check out trailforks.com and strava heat map in your area to see if there are mountain bike trails nearby. If so, get an xc bike for a couple hundred bucks. Decide you like it? Get a kick ass bike and never look back.

All i know is that chinese people in iceland drive like fucking idiots

I know this may sound childish but take up lego's. Building is a mans thing and it can take up a good chunk of time.

Or he could actually build something real. In the actual world. Like a garden shed or something. Retard

I have been having many issues balancing work and leisure myself. I avoid what I am supposed to do because I don't see the value in it. I know we all want to be a part of something bigger than we are, and it just isn't there

I recently went to talk to a therapist for the first time, it made me feel a bit better, but I still am left wanting more

That too now fuck off faggot.